Chapter 13: Painful Decisions

This dinner bean bun was very apprehensive, and he was careful to please me. I feel very distressed to see the child like this. Si Jianlian has been absent for a long time, and the child has a lack of security. Now, making such a fuss in front of him, his pitiful sense of security is about to be scared away.

When I put him to sleep at night, he repeatedly asked me if I would leave him. Looking into the child's eyes, I kissed him the forehead and said, "Don't worry, no matter what happens, Mommy will never leave you." ”

He smiled and fell asleep with satisfaction, but he kept holding my hand.

I waited for him to fall asleep, then pulled my hand out of his hand, and he said "Mommy".

He called me like that.

I waited for Si Jianlian for another week to see if he would turn back. A week later, I was completely chilled. It turns out that the so-called whitehead is really just a promise. Now, my head is not white, and I have already walked like this.

I started to have insomnia, I couldn't sleep all night, I lost a lot of my hair, and I was emaciated.

On Sunday morning, I took Tangtang to the children's playground in Shuangjing, and at the same time asked barrister Gu Yixiao. The first time he saw that I didn't recognize me, the second time he exclaimed, "I'll go, how did you become like this?"

"I asked you to come because I made the decision to ask you to be my lawyer. I said.

He finally smiled: "I figured it out, yes, to be a man is to have the courage of a strong man to break his wrist." You can't just step on a puddle of shit and be prepared to step on shit for the rest of your life. ”

"It's not as unbearable as you say, after all, we have also had a good time, and we have some virtue in our mouths. I said.

Gu Yi smiled and said, "Sister, you are too kind." ”

"It's not kindness, it's that I don't want my young self to bear the blame. I whispered.

He stopped talking, was silent for a while, and said, "Well, what do you say you want to do?"

"This is the agreement, the woman drafted it for her, you can see how to deal with it. I've been messed up lately, and my IQ has been eaten by dogs, so you can help me check it. I said tiredly.

He took the agreement and looked at it a few times, cursed a few swear words, and was about to get down to business when he saw Xiaodoubao running over. Gu Yixiao immediately stuffed the agreement into his pocket, and talked and laughed with Xiaodoubao normally.

I had a hard time making this decision, and it was tantamount to denying my younger self. Now, my heart is as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife at any time, I don't dare to think of Si Jianlian, I don't dare to think about the past I had with him, it hurts when I think about it like that, and the whole person is throbbing.

"I'll have a drink with you in the evening and vent. Gu Yi smiled and proposed.

I smiled wryly and shook my head at the bean bag and said, "No, no one looks at the bean bag." ”

"Give it to my parents, they always like bean buns, and they said that they haven't gone to play with their grandparents for so long. Gu Yi said with a smile.

Gu Yixiao's family lives in the alleys of Houhai, and the neighbors are the former residences of those celebrities. Doubao has met his parents a few times and is getting along well.

I listened to him propose this, but I was actually a little nervous.

"Let's go, if it's too late, stay at my house. Gu smiled and said arrogantly, "Anyway, my house is big." ”

This is the first time I've been to a bar since I had a baby. All around was manic music, confused lights, and men and women writhing desperately.

Looking at these young faces on the dance floor, I suddenly felt old.

"Jump first, or drink?" Gu Yixiao shouted.

I pointed to the wine glass, I had a rare desire to drink, and I wanted to get drunk.