076 Because I have you in my heart, you have no fear

Someone was lying face down in a pillow and lazily sleeping in a big sleeping position, looking very content, and I was so angry that I wanted to kick him out of bed. How can a 33-year-old person still be a dog? When he gets drunk, he does whatever he wants, just like a child.

I didn't want to sleep in the same bed with him, I got up from the bed and sat down, and was about to reach out and push him away and let him go, only to hear him say sullenly, "They look like you again, it's not you after all!"

This sentence was like a hammer hitting my heart, the tip of my nose became sour, the tip of my tongue became bitter, and the raised hand froze in mid-air, just quietly looking at the bulge of the quilt.

Li Yi turned to face me, his dark eyes shining through the shallow silver light, like a twinkling star in the dark, so bright and dazzling that I couldn't take my eyes off it. He crossed his hands behind his back, his head resting on the back of his hands.

He smiled lightly at the corner of his mouth, "In such a quiet and lonely night, I always think of the person who sleeps badly, she will grab the quilt with me, squeeze me out of bed, and occasionally drool, and when she wakes up, she secretly wipes the corners of her mouth, and then turns the pillow over, she thinks she can hide the evidence of her drooling, quite stupid, but very cute." I like her holding me, her limbs wrapped around like an octopus, so that she won't be alone, she's still by her side, and she has someone to herself. ”

I sat there like an electric shock, my brain was dull, and my throat felt like it was filled with lead, and it was almost unbearable.

Li Yi blinked his eyes and smiled even more happily, "That girl has a very strong mouth, eccentricity and softness. The two of them quarreled, and she could say anything ruthless, but she would still change my underwear and wash it, iron my clothes, and make me breakfast the next day as if nothing had happened. She is very domineering, she hates me for approaching women, and she hates the smell of perfume on my clothes, once she entertained a female customer, and the female customer drank too much, so she pounced, and the lipstick mark fell on the shirt, and then I never saw the shirt again, once I asked her again, she said that her face did not change color, and the lipstick print was too difficult to wash, so she threw it away. I hate being controlled by others, and I want her to be in charge of herself, let her worry about herself. A lot of people say that she is all kinds of bad, she loves vanity, why do I think she is good, she is very cute, she is very real, she is a selfish guy like me"

I felt uncomfortable when I heard it, closed my eyes, restrained myself from letting the tears flow, and stopped in my voice, "Li Yi, don't say it, let's go, you're really drunk, don't say it, okay?"

Li Yi's voice became louder instead, and he asked imposingly, "Lu Shuangshuang, you chose to follow Xu Yuwen, saying that you don't love me anymore, why do you want to give me a child? Aren't you afraid that Xu Yuwen will find out? Aren't you afraid that he will get rid of you? If you don't love you anymore, why do you say that you miss me very much, want to be with me, and you want to accompany me? When I woke up, I forgot all about it. Don't you think it's fun, it's fun to play with people, you just know that I have you in my heart, that's why you are so fearless?"

Li Yi's last sentence came out with an angry roar, and the whole room was filled with Li Yi's angry voice, and the aftermath was about to burst my eardrums.

A long time ago, Du Xiaoyue told me that when I drank a broken piece, I would do very strange things, and once in winter, I jumped into the lake to soak in the water, but usually I was very afraid of water, so why did I jump into the lake? There are also drunk people who have a lot of words, and they usually dare not say what they dare to say, and once they hugged a tree to talk, and it took two hours to talk about it, and they couldn't persuade it.

I was forced by Li Yi to not know what to say, maybe I was really drunk when I did something, the two of them just met, one day they were also drunk, the relationship between the two was very stiff, the next day, he was going to take me to Beijing. Last time, too, the two of them hadn't seen each other for three years, and he thought of a way to avoid me, even if he did, he put on a very dragging look, and he didn't want to deal with me at all. But the next day, he said that he was not guilty of the past and asked me to follow him.

I can only blame myself for all the faults and get drunk: "Li Yi, can you calm down? You have to understand that when people are drunk and their minds are not clear, they can say anything and do everything, and that is not true." ”

"Really, then can I tell you, my mind is clear? I know very well what I am doing, and what will I do?" Li Yi sat up coldly, grabbed my hand, and forcibly dragged me back to the bed, and pressed my body up, and said word by word in my ear, "I still want to be drunk and promiscuous? I have endured you for a long time, and I can't get used to seeing your mean mouth spitting out ugly words, and I can't get used to your light-hearted appearance, why am I being tortured? Why can you be heartless?"

He really lowered his head to kiss me, I was angry, Li Yi, this bastard, made it look like he hadn't been a woman for a long time, he kissed me at every turn, wanted to fuck me, I didn't want to scold him angrily, the tip of his tongue slipped in, and he was entangled, and his hands were restless and touched around, I was a fish entangled in a net, no matter how I struggled, I just couldn't break free......

I kissed him until he was about to lack oxygen, so he was willing to let me go, panting heavily, and scolded, "Li Yi, you are insane, you get out of here, do you want to break the agreement......?"

"Fuck the promise, you don't really think I'm Tang Seng? I won't sleep with you every day? He revealed his true nature and leaned over again.

What is this? We had a-for-tat confrontation last month, wishing that each other would die, and it would be a long time before we were going to roll the sheets. Li Yi's forgetfulness doesn't mean that I forgot, just as I opened my mouth to bite him hard, he left my lips and gasped, "Child, help me!"

This is not once or twice, I was half angry with him, pushed him, wanted to kick him out of bed, he held me firmly, he just refused to let go, he was going to do bad things.

Just as the two of them were at a stalemate, the door creaked, and Li Yi and I looked at the door in unison. Bao'er stood at the door with Barbie in her arms, rubbed her eyes twice and said, "Mommy, I want to sleep with you!"

I took the high quilt and secretly looked at myself, the nightdress was messy, but it looked okay, Li Yi was about to take off himself cleanly, I reached out and stuffed the clothes into the quilt from the bedside table, pinched Li Yi's arm heavily, and whispered, "Hurry up and get dressed!"

He put on his clothes in a panic, and when he was almost tidying up, I got out of bed, walked over and hugged Bao'er, pressed her head on his shoulder, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Hmm!" the little guy responded, glutinously "I dreamed that a big monster came to catch me, I ran and ran, but I couldn't run, it still wanted to eat me, I was so scared, and I couldn't see Mommy, Mommy, I slept with you, slept in a big bed, Mommy was fragrant." ”

A child is a child, how mature and sophisticated he is, he is still a child. I glanced at the man on the bed, he was already dressed, his hair was messy, and if he didn't have a nice face, he would be a bad uncle.

Bao'er also found Li Yi and said with a smile, "Daddy is also here, is Daddy and Mommy sleeping together?"

"No way!"

"Yes!"

Li Yi and I disagreed, and I frowned and reproached unhappily, "The smell of wine all over your body is uncomfortable to smell, just Bao'er and I can sleep!"

"Daddy's body doesn't smell bad, it smells of manhood, I like it!" Bao'er blinked and opened her eyes to tell nonsense, lay down from my arms, and rushed to the bed with her calves in a daze.

Li Yi stretched out his hand to pick her up, and pressed it to his chest, "Do you like it? Do you like the taste of manhood?"

Sure enough, the little guy turned his face away, moved to the side in disgust, looked at me pitifully and said with a flattering smile, "I still like the taste of Mommy!"

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw that one big and one small were not serious. Just now Li Yi accused me of negligence in Bao'er's education, and at this time I began to feel guilty, I really didn't know much about Bao'er, and I made the same mistake as Chinese parents, that is, I wanted my children to go in the direction that they thought was right.

People are very greedy, when I was pregnant, I hoped that as long as the child was healthy and happy, and then I hoped that the child would be excellent. I didn't want to disappoint Bao'er anymore, so I lifted the quilt and lay in, and when Bao'er fell asleep, I kicked Li Yi out.

Bao'er looked at me with novelty, and then at Li Yi, giggling happily. Seeing Bao'er smiling so happily, I suddenly felt sad, she smiled so happily at such a small thing, I thought I had given her a worry-free family environment, but Bao'er, who was only two and a half years old, could feel the difference.

Bao'er held me with one hand and Li Yi with the other, and tried to open her eyes wide and said that yesterday I encountered a big event, Shaojun gave me a lollipop, grape-flavored, I am very grateful to him, but I prefer to eat orange-flavored ......

As she spoke, the little one fell asleep and snored, and I carefully got up to cover her with the quilt, and the man next to me also fell asleep, sleeping very deeply, breathing evenly and powerfully. Both father and daughter slept sideways, with their right hands resting on their heads, in a shrimp-shaped sleeping position, and the next day Bao'er would cry out that her arms hurt. I gently took her hand away, she turned over, faced Li Yi, and put another hand under her arm, I was quite helpless.

I couldn't help but look at Bao'er carefully, and was surprised to find that Bao'er's facial features were too similar to Li Yi, except for the eyebrows that followed me, the others were almost carved out of a mold with Li Yi, for which I was a little unhappy.