058 Giving birth to the child
The cause of the accident is basically clear, and it is that a batch of reinforcement materials in stock are not up to standard, resulting in excessive flammable elements in them.
Coupled with the negligence of management, it presents a flammable state of high inventory accumulation in high temperature weather, which directly causes dust explosion.
When Ling Jue came out of the security dawn overnight and told Shen Xingye the news through his mobile phone. The two of them were silent for more than ten seconds at the same timeβ
"Hoshino, don't you think ...... too?"
"It's very similar to the reason why the Zico warehouse caught fire in the first place. β
In the fire more than half a year ago, Bai Luoya died unexpectedly, and the person directly responsible was intern security guard Zhao Anyu.
Now in this explosion on the construction site, Huang Bingkun died unexpectedly. The biggest connection between the two is that Huang Bingkun is Zhao Anyu's master.
Is it a coincidence, or is there something else strange? Shen Xingye froze his mind, but he couldn't grasp the clue at once.
Hearing the sound of the door opening beside him, Shen Xingye subconsciously stood up.
He knew that it was Zhao Anyue, who had finished recording the confession, who came out.
Without unnecessary harshness, no cold ridicule, he stepped forward and stretched out his arms, firmly holding Zhao Anyue's trembling little body in his arms.
Hoshino ...... I ......"
"Don't say anything, it's okay. β
Feeling the shiver of her whole body shrinking into her embrace, the tears turned warm and cold, and slipped down his neck one by one.
"Uncle Huang is gone......"
Zhao Anyue choked her voice: "If only we hadn't gone to the construction site today." If he hadn't gone to see Uncle Huang, maybe he would have stayed in the original infrastructure area as before, and wouldn't have come to our side......"
The girl in her arms was still like a frightened little animal, and kept apologizing.
I constantly apologize for my accident today, for the trouble I have already caused in the engineering project, for not being able to attend my grandfather's birthday party on time, and for all kinds of self-reflection that others can't understand.
In fact, Shen Xingye probably knew, she was just used to doing this.
Because for so long, if it wasn't her fault, he would unreasonably attribute it to hers.
The 'I'm sorry' that came out of her mouth sincerely, sounded in Shen Xingye's ears as if it was a protective color that Zhao Anyue had to add.
But......
"Are you always in the habit of taking all the blame on yourself?"
Shen Xingye let go of one arm and rubbed his palm against Zhao Anyue's cheek.
For some reason, every inch of her tears burned like tinder.
"That's how it is today, and it's like that back then......"
As soon as the words came out, Shen Xingye finally realized that at this moment, he was actually exempting Zhao Anyue.
He hated to be able to judge this woman on the cross, to pour all the powerlessness on her weak shoulders.
And at this moment, he seemed to blurt out to tell her.
Zhao Anyue, Bai Luoya's death is actually not your fault.
Holding Zhao Anyue's cheeks, Shen Xingye fantasized about her expression at the moment.
It would have been a small, dusty and filthy face. Tears filled his eyes, and he was red and bloodshot.
The expression of aggrieved and helpless, the twitching shoulders......
The palm of his hand was attached to her cheek, but the tears were pouring up.
Shen Xingye hated the darkness in front of him, and hated this kind of heart-scratching curiosity.
He...... I really want to see what she looks like, and I really want to give her quiet comfort and encouragement with gentle eyes.
But in the empty eyes, even the color of sadness didn't seem to be reserved for her.
"Zhao Anyue, let's go home. β
***
The warm bathtub washed away Zhao Anyue's exhaustion and panic.
The chaos of the day overlapped in her mind, ruins, gunpowder, blood, and conspiracy.
She closed her eyes, and wanted to sink down, and even thought about washing and brewing together.
And at this moment, Shen Xingye suddenly opened the door and rushed in.
Without saying a word, he fished Zhao Anyue out of the bathtub-
"I can't take a bath anymore, I checked it on the Internet, and you can't take a hot bath for too long in the first trimester of pregnancy. β
A clean bath towel descended from the sky and tightly wrapped Zhao Anyue, who was dazed.
Shen Xingye's movements were still not gentle, only rubbing her long wet hair like weeds.
"Hoshino, you...... What do you say? pregnant?"
"How long are you going to hide it from me?" Shen Xingye grimaced, "Grandpa and Grandma Liang both know, but you haven't told me?"
"I ......"
Zhao Anyue then remembered that when she was eating at Grandma Liang's house that day, she seemed to be suspected by the two old men of being happy because she suddenly had nausea.
"Actually, I haven't even gone to the hospital to confirm it...... Besides......"
Zhao Anyue secretly glanced at Shen Xingye and said, "Besides, I don't think you should be ......."
"Who said I don't want to! Zhao Anyue, I warn you not to make my own decisions. This child must be born. β
"Huh? I thought you ......."
Shen Xingye's attitude was beyond Zhao Anyue's expectations.
To be honest, she hasn't wondered if she's really pregnant these days, but she doesn't particularly care about how much difference this can bring to her life.
After all, in Zhao Anyue's impression, it was absolutely impossible for Shen Xingye to agree to her giving birth to a child.
In his mind, she didn't have this qualification from the beginning.
"Why do you think so?"
Shen Xingye stopped the hair dryer in his hand, and the abrupt noise broke the strange atmosphere between the two in an instant.
"I repeat, give birth to the child. I want it. β
Zhao Anyue: "......"
With both hands gently on her lower abdomen, Zhao Anyue closed her eyes and leaned slightly towards the tight chest behind her.
The hair dryer in my ears roared again, and the warm wind went straight to my heart.
At that moment, Zhao Anyue seemed to have an intuition of a wrong dream.
Is the kind of happiness she was looking forward to really coming soon?
If Shen Xingye's eyes can be recovered, then what else do he have to pray for?
But his eyes ......
Tears ran down Zhao Anyue's cheeks, and a drop fell on Shen Xingye's hand that stroked the tips of her hair.
"Why are you crying again?"
Shen Xingye stopped the hair dryer and turned to Zhao Anyue. A large hand lightly placed it over her eyelashes.
Hoshino ...... I want to tell you something, you...... Can you calm down and listen first?"
said that he should calm down, but how could Zhao Anyue at this moment make himself calm down first?
Tears poured down, like the autumn rain outside the window.
Shen Xingye's hands on Zhao Anyue's shoulders gradually stiffened and trembled.
"You, what are you going to say?"
"Hoshino, I stole the film you took from Dr. Liu and showed it to several public hospitals outside. What all doctors say...... It's all the same as the Dr. Xu we went to see that day. Hoshino ...... Your eyes ......"
"What do you say......"
While Zhao Anyue was crying bitterly and telling the so-called truth, a miserable white lightning flashed across the sky.
Shen Xingye's hands on Zhao Anyue's shoulders tightened, but in the end, he slowly relaxed and hung down because he was worried that he would hurt her.
"Hoshino, don't you give up just yet, okay? Maybe there's another way to do it...... It's just that it won't be as simple as you thought before. I don't know why your mother and Dr. Lau are hiding it from you. Shen Yinhe told me that she was worried that she would regret that she would not be able to stand it if you knew the truth. But I believe that you are the strongest person in the world. You can persevere in the face of adversity, you won't collapse, will ......you?
"I can't regain my vision with a simple corneal transplant, right? Because of the damage on the iris, almost the entire lens has been peeled off. Right?"
Both hands gently stroked Zhao Anyue's neck, and Shen Xingye's hands moved up her cheeks little by little.
The fingertips groped on her open and closed cherry lips, the soft texture, and the breath was like an orchid.
Shen Xingye didn't know if he was crying, he only felt that his eyes were sore and painful.
"Hoshino ......"
"It's a shame if I never see it. β
Lowering his head, Shen Xingye slid his palm down and gently pressed it on Zhao Anyue's lower abdomen.
"I won't see it, and I won't see you...... Really?"
"Hoshino, it won't...... There must be another way, there must be ......"
Looking at the dark red bloodshot in the man's eyes, the empty and unfocused eyes, Zhao Anyue's heart was torn apart.
And apart from embracing him in her arms, she really didn't know how her fragile self could change this cruel status quo.
There was lightning and thunder outside the window, and the two maintained a somewhat desperate posture and hugged each other tightly.
The tired Zhao Anyue slept until dawn, only to find that Shen Xingye beside him didn't know when he left.
"Mother Wu!"
Rubbing his sour shoulders and neck, Zhao Anyue shouted on the ground.
"Where's the gentleman?"
"The gentleman is out. Early in the morning, it was Master Zhang who came to pick him up. β
The rain has stopped, bringing with it the chill of autumn.
Zhao Anyue felt a cold chill on her arm, and involuntarily sneezed.
She wondered, Shen Xingye should not have gone to find Dr. Liu or Zheng Lixin.
The mobile phone suddenly sang at this moment, and Zhao Anyue saw that it was Shen Yinhe.