I think Li Yi is used to being pampered and praised by others, he points to the east, and no one dares to go west, so he has developed a bad habit of being superior to others. My disobedience naturally caused him to be furious, but I really didn't have time to make the eldest young master happy, so I ran out of the villa with a smoke, got into a taxi, and rushed to Gone with the Wind.

It's midnight, the city's most cheerful time, especially when it's lit up. It took a lot of effort for me to squeeze my way through the crowd and into the bar.

Looking at the crazy men and women on the dance floor, I was dizzy and dizzy, listening to the loud music, and becoming more and more impetuous. I called Anan angrily. She told me that she was on the second floor, and Brother Ming was in the private room, so she asked me to hurry up. Anan's tone was too firm, and he coldly told me the answer, Brother Ming really betrayed me.

My mind was pounding, my heart was beating so fast and fast that with every beat, my heart would throb and it would hurt so much that I couldn't breathe. I stayed where I was for a while, and I hesitated for a long time, I wanted to find out the truth, and I wanted to run away, pretending that nothing had happened, so that I could continue to look forward to the future with beautiful dreams.

Eventually, I followed my heart and turned around and left. I had only walked a few steps when someone grabbed my wrist from behind, and a scolding voice came from behind my ear, "Lu Shuangshuang, you know that you are like this, and you plan to run away, right?"

I looked back and found Anan, she raised her heroic eyebrows, hated iron and steel looked at me, she didn't wait for me to respond, she forcibly dragged me into the elevator, during the period, I tried to open Anan, but she is more than one meter seven tall, usually and loves to exercise, I am naturally not her opponent, she dragged me straight to the private room.

As the distance narrowed, my palms were sweaty and my eyes widened, and I grabbed Anan's hand and persuaded him, "Shall we go back......?" I'm going back, you give it up. ”

I was about to shake off Anan's hand, but she caught it firmer, and she gritted her teeth and scolded, "You just look like that, don't you don't believe him? Don't you believe him?

I kept reminding myself in my heart that I should trust Brother Ming, he was so good to me and loved me so much, but at this moment, my trust in Brother Ming collapsed little by little.

In fact, I also understand that Brother Ming loves me very much and spoils me very much, but he has never gazed at me affectionately, and he has never done intimate behavior like a couple. The only kiss between us was when I was unprepared, and later he said that this kind of thing should be done by a man, but in the future he just kissed me on the forehead and cheek.

It's not that I didn't suspect that Brother Ming didn't love me, and I convinced myself again and again for the last time. Because I don't understand how to spend the long years after losing Brother Ming, without my father's pain, love, and without my brothers and sisters, what is the meaning of living?

Anan didn't look back, and pulled me to the door of the private room. Even through the heavy wooden door, I could hear the indulgent laughter inside, and I could make out the moans of women and the low roars of men. I've been in the night market for so long, I don't need my brain to guess what's going on inside, and I'm more and more afraid to go in.

I took two steps back in a row and grabbed Anan to leave, but Anan was a man of his word, and she kicked the door open with her foot and dragged me into the house. What catches the eye is a decadent and extravagant picture, they are scantily clad and two people are naked and intimately connected together.

For our sudden intrusion, the people inside were stunned, and they all looked over, and I couldn't help but look at the people present, it turned out that this group of people were gay, and those who were dressed enchantingly were all men, I couldn't help but be careful with everyone, there was no Brother Ming, fortunately there was no Brother Ming. The stone that pressed against my heart fell to the ground, and I let out a long sigh of relief, and my whole body relaxed.

At the head, a ladyboy with long red hair stood up, and she glanced at us in displeasure, and asked in a strange manner, "What are you going to do?"

Ah Nan didn't look at the shemale, strode in, ripped off another purple-haired shemale, frowned, patted the back of his head and said to himself puzzled, "Wasn't there someone just now?"

The red-haired ladyboy rushed over, grabbed Anan's hand, and asked angrily, "Who are you? What are you going to do? If you don't leave, we'll throw you out." ”

Anan shook off the red-haired shemale's hand, smiled coolly, and carried the ladyboy's neckline without fear of threat, "Stinky Sanba, let me ask you, where is Brother Ming? Wasn't there a purple-haired shemale just now?"

The shemale was unconvinced and wanted to fight back, but Anan grabbed her hands nimblely, kicked the ladyboy's knee hard, and fell to her knees with a plop, begging for mercy in pain and saying, "What Brother Ming? We don't have anyone named Brother Ming here at all, you're in the wrong place." ”

When the other companions saw that they were being bullied, they all stood up and were violent, and I hurriedly stepped forward and said embarrassedly to everyone, "I'm sorry, my friend drank too much." I grabbed Anan and persuaded, "Let's go, let's go quickly!"

Anan has been out of society for so long, so he naturally understands the situation, let go of the shemale, and pulled me to stride forward, saying as he walked, "They just left, we speed up, we will definitely see them." ”

When I left the private room, I immediately stopped and didn't move again.

Ah Nan turned his head and glared at me fiercely, and said indignantly, "Lu Shuangshuang, what have you become for him, if he really betrays you and deceives you, are you really willing? Don't you want to figure it out?"

I understand what Anan said, I am indeed deceiving myself, maybe everyone disdains me and looks down on my cowardice, but who can understand me? For me, even if it is a dream, I hope that the dream can be longer and longer.

I shook my head and said with a wry smile helplessly, "Anan, you haven't seen my life before I met Brother Ming, so you would say that." Do you know? In the past, I didn't have a good life at all, and my stepsister tried all kinds of ways to bully me and make things difficult for me. And my stepfather is a scumbag, he never feeds me, and he takes out his anger at me if something goes wrong. ”

I spread out the palm of my right hand, revealing those ugly scars, some deep and some shallow, some large and some small, all over the entire palm, dense, and there is no place to avoid "These are all burned by my stepfather with cigarette butts, the feeling of burning meat, it really hurts, it hurts." ”

Anan stared at the palm of my hand for a long time, she bit her lip and cursed loudly, "That bastard is really not human, bastard, and he is ruthless enough." ”

I withdrew my hand and stuffed it into my pocket, probably because I was also vain, not wanting others to see my worst side.

I blinked, not wanting tears to fall from my eyes, and continued, "These are nothing, I've been beaten since I was a child, and it's commonplace." Do you know what I'm most afraid of? When I was in junior high school, my stepfather kept looking at me with a squint, and once he reached into my collar. I cried and told my mother what happened, but my mother looked at my younger siblings and only shed tears, but she didn't say a word, even if her stepfather was in front of her, she was silent. Every night, I couldn't sleep, and I was awakened by the slightest movement, and I was afraid that my stepfather would break into the house and live a frightened life......"

After all, I couldn't restrain my emotions, and tears fell. Whenever I recall that past, I will be in pain, and the wound that finally scarred was once again broken, and my voice couldn't help but cry and say, "Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I was also born to my mother, and I am also her daughter, why didn't she stand up to protect me? Why didn't you resist my stepfather's bestial behavior? Why did you condone my stepsister to bully me, did she ever love me?"

Yes, I resent my mother, she will never understand how much her silence hurts me, even if she only stands up once, I can convince myself that she loves herself. In fact, she didn't, not once.

Anan is a girl with very big nerves, a boy-like big personality, she doesn't know how to comfort others, she hugged me awkwardly, and repeated over and over again, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all in the past." ”

I don't know what's wrong with me, why do I tell Anan these secrets that I try so hard to hide, maybe I'm really tired, the nightclub competition is jealous, the deceit, the ridicule and contempt of the guests, and the fear of losing Brother Ming's pain, I have lost everything.