Chapter 33: Giving You Shoulders
"Situ Yi, you misunderstood, I took the initiative to find Leng Qiu, and she didn't say anything to hurt me, I explained, what I said to her yesterday, don't wronged Leng Qiu." Xia Wei said hurriedly.
"What I promised you is tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and I don't have to obey it today." Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said.
"You are never expected to observe it for an extra day." After Leng Qiu finished speaking, he quickly turned around and left, Xia Youyi saw this scene, and said anxiously: "Leng Qiu is innocent, she loves you so much, why do you want to do this."
"And what about me." Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi and asked.
Xia Youyi was stunned for a long time and didn't say a word.
Leng Qiu walked for a long time.Finally tired.Sitting in the park.Looking at a few children.Playing over there.Suddenly remembering when I was a child.Playing with Brother Yu.At that time.They had a really good relationship.She took out her mobile phone.Wanted to make a call to Lu Chengyu.But in the end it stopped.Some words.I really didn't know how to say it.But I felt uncomfortable in my heart.Finally called.
"I'm sorry, I'm late." Chen Ken said apologetically.
"I'm sorry to let you come all of a sudden.I'm sorry to come.It's the limit.I don't ask for anything else.Thank you." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"I guess you haven't eaten yet, so you pass by a cake shop, and you feel like you'll like the cake inside, so you buy one." Chen Ken said with a smile.
Leng Qiu looked at the cake and said with a smile, "This is my favorite one."
"Then I'm the right one.What's wrong.What do you want me to do?Did you encounter something unhappy?" Chen Ken asked.
"They're together." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"What." Chen asked puzzled.
"Situ Yi is with the woman he loves the most, and suddenly he feels that he should bless him. Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"Is it uncomfortable?" Chen Ken asked.
"My heart is empty, I feel like I'm still all around, I can't find anyone to talk to, I hold it in my heart, it's uncomfortable, it's a feeling of loneliness that I can't put into words." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"A feeling of emptiness and helplessness." Chen Ken said with a smile.
"A kind of loneliness, from the heart, a very special feeling of loneliness, just sitting here, feeling that everything you have, is not yours, you reach out to touch, but it doesn't belong to you at all, this feeling, it's really very uncomfortable. Chen Ken, sometimes I wonder, after I leave Situ Yi, can I breathe normally, it's only three days, after today, it's only two days, I'm going to leave him, you know, what is the concept of leaving, my world is no longer without him, I can't have him anymore, I will never be by his side again, it's been four years, all my youth, it's been all over him, there's nothing leftActually, sometimes, I regret it, I love him, I love him so strongly, I don't have any room for myself, but think about it, if it weren't for this vigorous love, reckless love once, I may regret it, I don't actually have anything to complain about, I just feel a little sorry for myself, love a love, love so much that I forget myself." Leng Qiu said bitterly.
"If you can't give up, don't give up and be hungry. Life is so short, it's not easy to meet someone you love, why bother." Chen Ken looked at Leng Qiu's appearance and said in a low voice.
"Love is on both sides.It's not me alone.I can control everything.If Situ Yi is something I can control.Now.He and I may have children.Maybe love has such magic.It's with such regrets.It's that we linger like this.Chen Ken.It's not that I want to give up.It's me who has to give up.He has found the woman he loves the most.I'm by his side.It's not suitable.So there's no way." Leng Qiu said with a smile, "It's just that tear, why did it flow out?"
"Life.We have too many things that we can't control.The only thing we can do is to persevere.No matter what the result is.You just have to put in the effort.Leng Qiu.If you want to cry, cry thoroughly.Don't embarrass yourself.Really.I look at you like this.I really feel sorry for you.Here.You don't need to be so strong.Here.You don't need to pretend you can.Cry.I'll be with you." Chen Ken said with a smile.
"Are you crying with me?" Leng Qiu asked funny.
"I'm with you, I'm watching you cry, I'm lending you my shoulder, I'm going to give you a little help." Chen Ken said with a smile.
"No, I can still hold on, I won't cry all the time." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"Cry, shoulder to you." After Chen Ken finished speaking, he put Leng Qiu's head on his shoulder, and then said with a smile: "I'm not very good at comforting people, but I know that you feel uncomfortable, I will accompany you like this, I won't dislike you crying ugly, people, you can't bury everything in your heart, otherwise you will die of pain."
Leng Qiu originally had no tears, but in the end it still flowed out.Leng Qiu endured it.But in the end, it became a heart-rending cry.She cried.Her youth paid like this.But there was nothing in return.She cried.Her future will never have Situ Yi anymore.She cried.Situ Yi held Xia Youyi's hand.Never pay attention to her anymore.She cried.Her world.Can no longer rely on love.She cried.She was really desperate.She gave up helplessly.
Chen Ken didn't say a word, just patted her shoulder gently.Leng Qiu.I'm really tired.Just cry.I'm crying.I'm crying.I'll give up.So you will feel better.
Leng Qiu cried for a long, long time, and finally lost her strength, she wiped away her tears, looked at Chen Ken, and said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I've let you stay with me for so long."
"It's okay.Seeing you cry so much is not bad.It's not bad.Leng Qiu.Actually, people don't need to be so strong all the time.Sometimes when you're in a bad mood.When you're uncomfortable.Just cry.It's okay after that.Leng Qiu.Don't think that this love is your eternal love.In a corner of the world.There will be such a person.There will be a person waiting for you.Maybe you give up the wrong thing in order to get it.You have to understand.At this time, you don't let go of Situ Yi.But let go of yourself.Don't embarrass yourself.Since you know.There is no result.Just give up.Give yourself.Give him some self-esteem.” Chen Ken said with a smile.