05. I don't know why I'm crying

He just walked past me and turned and went upstairs.

I stood in place, my heart was unusually unsettled, I really didn't twitch my mouth, so didn't I indirectly tell him that I knew that he had a leg with Qi Jing?

I stood still for a while, then followed upstairs, took a shower, and sat in my room wiping my hair while listening to the movement downstairs. I thought that if I didn't cook for him, he would know how to do it, but after listening to it for a long time, there was no movement downstairs.

After his hair was half dry, he finally couldn't hold back, pretending to go downstairs to pour water to drink, and passed by the kitchen by the way, but he didn't see him Qin Jianghao.

I remembered that when his mother was leaving, she took my hand and told me a bunch of things like Qin Jianghao was not very good at taking care of himself, and handed him over to me.

Let's just look at his mother's face and cook him a meal.

But I would only stir up some home-cooked stir-fry, casually make two vegetables and one meat, and then go upstairs and knock on the door of his room, but no one paid attention to it after knocking for a long time.

When I got impatient, I started to scold in an unhappy tone, but after scolding for a long time, this guy still ignored me.

Mud horse, and you still play a temper with your mother, right, how old are you, and you are still so childish.

But don't think that's the case, the old lady can't do anything about you.

I found the backup key, opened the door and turned on the light, but there was no one inside, and I went to the bathroom to look, but there was still no one. The study went around in circles, but there was still no one.

This bastard, it can't be that I went out in the shower, right?

I don't know why I suddenly felt a little lost in my heart, and then gradually expanded into a grievance, ran downstairs, and poured the freshly fried meal into the trash.

Love to eat or not.

When I was washing the dishes, because I was so angry that the dish soap was very slippery, I accidentally flew out and fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces.

The mood is even better, and the IQ is also declining, I don't know how to sweep with a broom, but I actually picked it up with my hand, and accidentally cut my finger.

Then I didn't know if it was painful or uncomfortable, and tears began to fall down big drops.

Suddenly I remembered that after graduating from college, I went to work in the same province with a girl in a dormitory, because our respective companies were not far away, and our relationship was good, and we wanted to have a familiar person to rely on each other in that strange city, so the two rented a house to live together.

Some things, I don't know if there are people like me, feel strange, when there are several people living in a room at the same time, everyone will have a better relationship, and it is rare to get tired of each other or not get used to any aspect of the person.

But with two people, all sorts of problems will arise. Even though we endure each other's habits that we dislike and dislike. But the problem is there, and one day it will have to be faced.

One day, we finally couldn't stand a certain sentence or a certain habit of each other, and quarreled, although we didn't tear our faces and say particularly ugly words, but after all, we couldn't avoid the Cold War.

But I'm actually, the kind of person who doesn't hold grudges, so I got up the next morning and ran out of gas, so I talked to my sister, but she loved to ignore it, and I didn't bother to put a hot face on someone's cold ass.

In those two days, I happened to have two days off and lay at home every day, while her unit did not have a holiday, and she was on the night shift. Since we quarreled, she hasn't come back to sleep for two days, and when she comes back, she just changes her clothes and leaves.

I looked at her haggard face, knowing that she hadn't slept in the past two days, although I didn't feel that I was at fault about the quarrel between the two, but I still couldn't help but feel a little guilty and distressed.

When I got off work on the third day, I called her and lied that I forgot my keys in the company, and I was going to her to get her one to open the door, and by the way, I asked her what she wanted to eat and brought it to her.

Usually, my sister would definitely ask me to bring her a boxed lunch or a bunch of grapes, but that time she only said lightly, "I don't want to eat it, you can get it." ”

Despite this, I still bought a skewer of grapes and sent it to her, and then took the key and ran, thinking happily on the way, we should be reconciled now.

Then on the fourth day, she finally came back to sleep, and the cold war between us gradually froze.

From then on, whenever we had a temper disagreement and wanted to fight, I would think about how good she was to me, and then I would be silent, trying not to get into a verbal argument with her.

I don't know why I suddenly remembered that more than a year had passed, but I felt very uncomfortable at this moment.

Later, I didn't know how to go back upstairs to sleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, there were still unwashed dishes in the kitchen sink, the debris on the ground was still there, and there were still many blood stains on the floor, and Qin Jianghao had not returned.

He must have had a big dinner out last night, right? How could someone like him, who would never wronged himself, starve himself?

It's also possible that Qi Jing was invited to eat, and the two of them went to eat a candlelight dinner!

Cut.