Chapter 121: Never Show Up in Front of Me
The ward was silent, and Su Ni was half-lying on the bed, with a bandage on her forehead and a plaster cast on her entire arm.
The faint sunlight fell on her pale face, making the human temperament more and more cold.
Su Ni was sitting there silently, without the slightest reaction.
It wasn't until he heard Lu Changming's voice that the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and then he slowly raised his eyes.
The red lips squirmed slightly, and the tails of the eyes slowly lifted up, forming an expression between anger and disdain.
"What are you doing here!"
Lu Changming breathed a sigh of relief, at least she had emotions, unlike just now, it really made people feel that there was only despair left in her.
But there was nothing good to say in those red lips.
Seeing him, it was just three short words.
"Get out!"
Lu Changming sounded that this was almost a little hysterical.
His gaze slowly descended from the pale face and finally landed on his lower abdomen.
Under the covering, you can't see the ups and downs.
But how can Su Ni's expression at the moment still need him to confirm?
For a while, Lu Changming's face sank a little more, as if he didn't hear what Su Ni said, and walked straight in.
He moved very slowly, and his body was still the same priceless casual attire as before, but he did not walk in smoothly, but squeezed the door with one hand, put most of the strength of his body on his head, and slowly stepped away with his feet.
Careful.
Even such a simple action has already made him sweat profusely.
"Don't be angry. ”
Lu Changming still kept smiling, and his voice was elegant and mellow. The bitterness that flashed in the moment just now had been restrained by him at this moment, as if nothing had happened, and he was still behaving as before.
"I just came to see you, nothing else. Knowing you're sad ......"
"It's me who didn't take care of you, and if I had come back sooner, it wouldn't have happened. ”
He lowered his eyes, but he didn't hide the astringency after all.
On the way here, he was thinking, if he had been more careful at that time, there would have been no accident and no delay.
If he had come back sooner, maybe they wouldn't have lost that child.
He could even hug her.
He had thought about it long before he went abroad, but if Su Ni still had a trace of affection for him, he would chase this person back.
That's his wife and children.
But now, she was afraid that she hated him so much.
"Does it hurt?"
Lu Changming's voice was soft, and after taking two steps, he pulled over the chair and sat down, trying to suppress the exaggerated breathing sound, trying to make himself look normal.
But in my heart, I was almost suffocated by that apology.
"It hurts. ”
Su Ni finally responded, and there was a hint of ethereal in her tone, and the body shrouded in sunlight seemed to be about to disappear.
Strange atmosphere.
She originally ignored him, but when she saw someone approaching, she slowly spoke.
"It hurts the most here. ”
Su Ni pulled her lips open, her fingers fell on her heart, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes.
"I wanted him, for so long, and I've always wanted to give birth to him. But now he's gone. ”
"Lu Changming, my heart hurts. ”
She took a heavy breath and raised her plain face, the emotion hidden in it was not the pain she said, but more disgust that even Lu Changming couldn't understand.
Speak softly.
"It hurts, it hurts, I can't breathe, so I don't want to see you. ”
Knowing that he would be displeased, even that clear face sank in an instant.
But Su Ni didn't plan to stop, but just looked at him seriously, as if he suddenly remembered something, and his eyes were full of consequences.
The silence of a room.
There was no sound.
The man stood there trembling, his body shaking a few times, and when he spoke again, his voice was hoarse to the extreme.
"Su Ni, don't make trouble. ”
The man was obviously aware of her mood and pressed one hand on the chair to get up to comfort her.
Su Ni didn't see the tense green tendons, let alone the face that had faded from blood because of all her strength. She just swept the pain on his face with the corner of her eye.
Suffering?
Such a man, such a man who can choose between his own children and someone else's children!
Does it hurt too?
Su Ni shook her head in a trance, and there was a tingling pain in her heart, uncomfortable to be pierced by this thought.
She trembled all over her body, and said with a crying voice, "I didn't make trouble, I hate you! I don't want to see you now, in the future, and never want to see you!"
"Are you going to go, please go farther, and never appear in front of me. ”
"Lu Changming, when I see you now, I will think of him!"
Thinking about everything last night, remembering how powerless she was.
Remembering that he has no heart!
And Lu Changming had already come to the bedside, and I don't know if it was because he was angry, or because he was too tired from this action, so that the green tendons on his forehead were exposed.
After a while, he shivered and pressed a hand on Su Ni's hand, his lips were already white, but he could still sit on the edge of the bed slowly.
I tried to smile and make a gesture to reassure her.
But Su Ni's eyes flickered, and he was most afraid that he would touch him, so he immediately waved his still intact right hand and hit him.
"Smack" and hit the target.
"Stop making trouble!"
Lu Changming was also in a hurry, pinched the hand that beat him, and forcibly pressed her palm to take the person into his arms.
Su Ni was a little flustered, and the quilt slipped off her chest, revealing the loose hospital gown she was wearing.
She hurriedly wanted to pull, but one hand was still bandaged and she couldn't move, and the other fell into Lu Changming's hands.
"The child is gone, and you are not alone in your sadness. That's my son too!"
"What does it do you to be angry with me now?"
He had a point.
Su Ni suddenly laughed, full of sadness and bitterness, her raised eyes were red, and tears were almost falling.
She bit her lip so hard that her lower lip oozed bright red, and every word she spat out was clear and powerful.
"You're going to be sad too?"
"Huh...... I chose not to want him, why are you pretending to do it?!"
Su Ni took a deep breath, exhaled again, and questioned heavily.
Seeing him approaching, he was already flustered, for fear that the secret he had carefully concealed would be discovered by him, so he struggled through the dispute between the two.
Originally, he didn't use much strength, but he didn't expect that Lu Changming was also a paper tiger at all now, so he just pushed it casually, and his fist landed on his chest.
The man let out a muffled snort, and the whole figure was planted behind.
At the moment of falling, he also scattered the water cups on the table with a "bang".
There was a sudden silence in the room.
Su Ni didn't expect that he would fall to the ground as soon as he pushed him, and seeing his cold gaze, it was as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on top of his head.
Everything from last night suddenly came to mind, the tip of my nose was sour, and my emotions were even more uncontrollable.
"I don't need your pretense!"
"After the marriage is divorced and the children are gone, there will be no more involvement between you and me, right?"
And she even thought more than once about whether they could get back together?
even had a dream of their family of three having a happy life.
But in just a few days, I woke up from the dream.
As long as Su Ni closes her eyes now, she is no longer those happy dreams, but the heart-piercing pain and the fear that spreads all over her body!
The door to the ward was opened.
Shen Nan came in, took a look at the situation, and immediately helped Lu Changming up.
"Are you alright?"
Lu Changming's face was pale, and he was breathing heavily.
He obviously didn't have the energy to say anything more at the moment.
Seeing this, Shen Nan immediately helped him out.
At the moment when he walked out of the ward, Lu Changming glanced back, but only saw Su Ni's side face and the expressionless indifference.
With a "bang", his feet suddenly lost strength, and the whole person fell to the floor.
……
Su Ni breathed a sigh of relief.
Her right hand landed on her lower abdomen and stroked it gently.
Yesterday in the operating room, her mind was a little unconscious, if it weren't for the pain in her body, she wouldn't have been able to hold Shan Zeqi out.
Fortunately, not long after being pushed out of the operating room, Shan Zeqi came over after the operation, and just happened to see her being pushed out.
Just right, saved the baby.
……
Not long after Lu Changming went out, Shan Zeqi came in.
He didn't look worried or anxious, just slowly closed the door, "How do you feel?"
"It's good. Just...... He's been here. ”
Su Ni snorted, a little nervous, "I'm not sure if he found out, but now, I'm really scared." Otherwise, I'll leave Haicheng right away. ”
She actually had this plan for a long time, but there are still people and things here that can't be let go, so it has been delayed until now.
I thought it was just a delay in time, but it didn't expect to cause today's situation.
That coincidental accident, Su Ni naturally didn't just treat it as an accident.
Pondered, "I always felt that something would happen so coincidentally, and I was a little flustered now." If they had known that the child was still there, they might have done it in a different way. ”
"Besides, my belly is getting bigger, and I can't stay in the hospital until I recover. ”
After a month or two of cultivation, it has already become pregnant.
Fortunately, Shan Zeqi had a relieved smile on his face.
"Now that you have a decision, I will arrange it as soon as possible, and you are ready at any time. ”
"Good. ”
Su Ni nodded immediately.
She hesitated for a long time before biting her lip and speaking, "Before leaving, can you arrange for me to see Lu Yuan once." ”
"He's still in the intensive care unit. ”
"I wanted to say a few words to him, and by the way, thank you. ”
If he hadn't finally opened the car door and pulled her open, let alone holding the child, she wouldn't have survived.
The car was almost determined to crash over, and Su Ni himself didn't react at the time. Fortunately, Lu Yuan appeared in time, pulled her away, and then rolled her aside.
When the two cars collided, he was still holding Su Ni and withstood most of the impact.
If it weren't for that, she would have been a corpse by now.
Thinking of this, Su Ni raised her eyes and was extremely serious.
"I'd like to see him once anyway, and I want to ask him how he knew I was there, in addition to thanking him. ”
There is no such coincidence, and there is no unexplained car accident.
She lowered her eyes and clenched her fists hard.
"Just because you don't care about it now doesn't mean you don't care about it in the future. If someone is trying to hurt me and my children, it will be resolved sooner or later. ”
It's like, the accident that took almost 20 years apart.
Shan Zeqi knew her determination, and stared at her for a long time without speaking.
In the end, he only left the word "um", and began to arrange various matters.