After crying for a long time, I finally fainted weakly in Lu Jingxuan's arms.

When I woke up, I was lying in the hospital room, and Lu Jingxuan was waiting at my bedside.

"Where's my dad?" I asked, sitting up, seeing that it was already dark outside.

"My dad and my mom accompanied, and I said that you went to treat people with acupuncture, don't worry. Lu Jingxuan said busily.

I looked at him gratefully and said, "Thank you, Brother Lu." ”

"You're kind again. He glanced at me with disgust, opened the thermos bucket from the bedside, and the rich fragrance of red dates came to my nose.

I smelled the fragrance and was hungry.

"Red dates and lean porridge, eat quickly, you are not alone now, you can't be willful. Lu Jingxuan gave me the spoon and said softly.

I picked up the spoon and ate it silently.

Lin Junrui's ruthlessness chilled my heart, and I wanted to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department tomorrow to have the baby done, so that he could know how much I hated him in my heart.

I don't want to tell anyone about this decision so that no one can stop me.

My tears now seem to have dried up, my eyes are dry, and I can't cry anymore.

With a faint smile, I silently finished all the bowls of red date porridge.

"That's good!" Lu Jingxuan looked at me dotingly.

He packed up the dishes and chopsticks, went back to the bedside and asked me, "How's the spirit? Can I go to your father's?"

"Yes. "I got out of bed.

I washed my face, combed my hair, and Lu Jingxuan walked out of the ward and went upstairs to my father's side.

Dad has probably been waiting for me for a long time, and when he saw me, he stretched out his hand a little excitedly, "Wei ......"

"Daddy, I'm here, miss me?" I walked up to him as if nothing had happened, grabbed his hand and coquettishly behaved.

Dad looked at me and smiled, and said to Lu's father and Lu's mother who were sitting next to me, "It's the same, it's the same." ”

He spoke more and more clearly, and his memory recovered a little intermittently, and I was so happy to watch.

"Lu's father, Lu's mother, my father said that I am still the same as when I was a child. I said to Lu's father and Lu's mother with a smile.

"I know, in the eyes of parents, children are always children. Dad Lu said with a smile.

Lu's mother took her son's hand and said, "Yes, I looked at Jing Xuan, as if I would never grow up." ”

Lu Jingxuan hurriedly said: "Mom, I'm a man who stands up to the sky, not a mother's boy, haha." ”

"Yes, yes. Lu's mother glanced at him.

The warm atmosphere made me feel a lot better, and I don't know how much I dreamed of such a scene.

I couldn't help but peek at Lu Jingxuan, but I didn't expect him to look at me as well.

I bowed my head in embarrassment, but he smiled gently.

Lu's father and Lu's mother sat for a while and left, and Lu Jingxuan stayed to accompany us.

He sat for a while and told his father some stories about the case, and his father listened to it with relish.

It wasn't until his father's face was tired that Lu Jingxuan stopped.

I washed my father's face with hot water, and Lu Jingxuan helped me wipe his feet and body with a hot towel.

"Dad, the story will be told tomorrow, let's sleep. "I put him to sleep like a child.

Dad smiled serenely, his eyes kept looking at Lu Jingxuan, his eyes were full of approval.

"Sleep, I'll be with you tomorrow. Lu Jingxuan said with a smile.

Dad agreed, closed his eyes, and soon there was a snoring sound.

"Brother Lu, you've also worked hard all day, go back. I whispered to Lu Jingxuan.

Lu Jingxuan sat down on the sofa, smiled and replied, "I'll accompany you again." ”

I sat down, and for fear of arguing with my father, we both stopped talking, and the room was a little awkwardly quiet except for my father's snoring.

"We went to the balcony to talk. Lu Jingxuan proposed.

I stood up with a smile and walked with him to the balcony, standing in front of the window, looking out at the lights of the house.

"Xiaowei, don't be afraid, no matter what, my brother will take care of you. Lu Jingxuan's gentle and distressed gaze fell on my face.

I looked at him gratefully and nodded.

Lu Jingxuan frowned and was silent for a while, and said worriedly: "I'm just worried about one problem. ”

"Are you worried about Wang Yuqing's trouble with me?" I asked.

He nodded, "Yes, if you have a big belly and are unmarried, Wang Yuqing will definitely do anything unscrupulous." ”

I smiled faintly and didn't say anything.

He pondered for a while, and said tentatively, "If you want...... We can fake marriages, and I will protect you until you give birth to the child. ”

"Brother Lu......" I looked at him and was shocked by his thoughts.

"Hehe, you consider my proposal, in this way, first, I can protect you from Wang Yuqing's bullying, and secondly, I can avoid some guidance from others, and you can raise the fetus with peace of mind. Lu Jingxuan smiled gently.

"Let me think about it. ”

"Well, you think about it, I'll come back to see you tomorrow. He smiled.

"Good. ”

I sent him out until I got to the elevator entrance, watched him get in, and then turned back.

The hallway would be quiet, and I sat down in a lounge chair against the wall and pondered.

The scenes of that night by the river came to mind, and I seemed to see his beautiful smiling face, holding the grilled fish to my mouth.

I didn't shed tears, and a cold smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

These are unforgettable sweetness for me, but what is it for him?

How much I once loved, how much I hate now.

"Lin Junrui, I'm going to break off with you cleanly! I want to have nothing to do with you forever!" I stroked my lower abdomen, and my lips were almost bitten by me.

……

When I woke up in the morning, I served my dad to wash up, and I was very happy that he was in better spirits today and was able to walk around the fields.

"Dad, I'm going to have something to do in a while, and I may not be back until noon. ”

Dad nodded in agreement and asked me "Lu" again.

"Jingxuan has to go to work, and he will definitely come to accompany you after work. I laughed.

"Well, good, good. Dad happily agreed.

After my dad had breakfast and settled him down, I got a nurse to take care of him full-time and hurried to the obstetrics and gynecology department.

The Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology was on duty today by Dr. Zhang, and when he saw me, he stood up respectfully and greeted me: "Dong Zhou." ”

I used to work in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and I had a very good relationship with Sister Zhang, which made me feel very distant, so I sat down at her desk, smiled and said, "Sister Zhang, you still call me Weiwei." ”

Sister Zhang smiled, groaned, nodded and said, "Okay, Weiwei, I also think it's awkward to call you Dong Chou, are you uncomfortable, or do you come for a routine checkup?"

I was a little embarrassed, pursed my lips, and held back for a while before saying, "Sister Zhang, I'm pregnant, but I don't want this child." ”

Sister Zhang's mouth opened wide in surprise, she looked at me and asked, "How long has it been?"

"About five weeks. I replied with a fever on my face and a bowed head.

"This is your first child, right? Why do you want to get rid of it?" Sister Zhang frowned seriously, "You should know the importance of the first child to a woman, and you should also know how much damage it will cause to the body if the first child is removed!"

"I understand. "My hands tugged at my skirt, and the skirt soaked with sweat from my palms.

How can I be willing to take off a piece of flesh on my body? Why doesn't it hurt? But I hate Lin Junrui! I hate him! I don't want to have anything to do with him in this life and this life!

Sister Zhang walked to the door, closed the office door, came back and asked me in a low voice, "Is the child Lin Dong's?"

I didn't speak, acquiescing.

"You see that he is married, so he doesn't want this child?" Sister Zhang asked me.

I nodded.

"Weiwei, I really don't know how to persuade you to ...... this" Sister Zhang frowned and groaned, "But I will definitely not agree to you to do this operation today, you think about it again, otherwise lie down on the operating table, and the anesthetic will go down, and you will regret it too late!"

"I don't regret it!" I said through gritted teeth.

Sister Zhang stared at me for a while, and said resolutely: "Anyway, I don't agree!

I stood up and said flatly, "Then I'll go to another hospital." ”

"You!" Sister Zhang glared at me angrily.

I picked up my bag, turned around and left.

Sister Zhang caught up with me in a few steps, blocked the door and said, "If you come nonsense, believe it or not, I'll tell your father!"

I stood still and looked at Sister Zhang with a frown, "Sister Zhang, don't do this!"

"Weiwei, I know that beating this child actually hurts more than anyone else, you look at your skirt, it's all crumpled by you! Look at your hands, you've been shaking since you came in! If I don't stop you, you will definitely regret it when you get off the operating table, regret it for life, do you understand?" Sister Zhang grabbed my hand, and the more she talked, the more excited she became.

I was shaking all the time, my heart was shaking, my heart was shaking, and now my whole body is shaking.

A couple for prenatal check-up came to the door, the woman's belly was tall, and the man was holding the woman, full of happiness and spoiling.

As I watched this scene, tears fell out of my eyes.

The woman looked at me strangely, and Sister Zhang smiled and said to them, "Go in and sit down, please wait." ”

She turned her head and looked at me sternly and said, "I'll go to work first, if you still treat me as a sister, you just listen to me, think about it for three days first!"

With tears in my eyes, I silently walked down the hallway, put my head on my hands, and sat down on the bench.

I really want Lin Junrui to come to me like usual at this time, as if descending from the sky, telling me that he wants this child, telling me that he can give up everything for me and the child.

But time passed slowly, and he never appeared.

Despair pervaded my heart, enveloping me little by little, and I suddenly strengthened my will, picked up my bag and walked quickly.

I believe that Sister Zhang is just scaring me, she will definitely not tell my father.

Since she won't give me this surgery, then I'll change hospitals!

Walking to the elevator entrance, the elevator door just opened, Lu Jingxuan walked out quickly, he frowned, and grabbed my arm.

"What do you want to do?" Lu Jingxuan was so fierce to me for the first time.

"Leave me alone!" I shook his hand vigorously.

"What do you want to do!" he roared suddenly.

"I don't want this child! I don't want his child! I hate him!" I broke down, crying and yelling.

"Is the child guilty?Ahh