Chapter 75: He didn't know, and he was sad
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"It's all packed and tied. ”
"Yes, and those. ”
When she got up early in the morning, Lin Jinghao saw a room full of people packing her luggage, as if she was going to move.
Feeling a little exaggerated, Lin Jinghao walked up to Lin Yu's side, and the corners of her mouth twitched: "Dad, there are too many of these things, right? ”
"That's a lot. Lin Yu said and raised his hand to touch Lin Jing's hair, "Take good care of yourself there." ”
"Yes, it's not a child. ”
The morning light was faint, with a hint of coolness, Lin Jinghao sighed silently.
Maybe this is a new beginning, right?
However, fate doesn't seem to want her to take a breather.
Just as Lin Jing was changing her clothes and packing up her books, a maid suddenly shouted outside the door.
"No, no! the old lady fainted!"
"What?"
Turning around quickly, the book in his hand fell, and the pages of the very good quality book quickly turned up on their own in the void, until they found a balance point, and then quieted down.
"Grandma, grandma, it's okay, it's okay!
Shouting while running with the stretcher car, Lin Jinghao was very scared at this time.
Until she was stopped in front of the door of the operating room, she was at a loss.
Why did the old lady, who had always been in good health, suddenly fall ill?
Lin Yu stood to the side frowning tightly, looking worried.
In fact, he never told Lin Jing that her grandmother's body deteriorated after Lin Tao moved out.
At that time, she received an interview invitation from the Royal Academy of Dance, so she never told her, not wanting to distract her.
It's just that I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen at this juncture, and it seems that Lin Jinghao's transfer plan can only be postponed.
The operation lasted four hours, and Lin Jinghao squatted on the ground against the wall, feeling weak for the first time in her life.
If there are some things that can change her behavior according to her efforts, she has no way to fight it except for the disease.
Lin Jinghao blamed herself very much, because she felt that she brought bad luck to the old lady.
Now she is a declining god, and whoever gets close to her will be unlucky.
"Quiet, don't be like this, get up and sit. ”
Lin Yu felt sorry for his daughter, and from Xi Murong's mouth, he knew what Lin Jinghao had experienced at the Royal Academy of Dance.
He has always just wanted to keep Lin Jinghao by his side, and take care of her in the palm of his hand like a baby like before.
But now, he can't do that.
To protect her, you can only push her out.
However, seeing her now squatting on the ground and trembling, he relented.
Perhaps what this child needs is not his protection in this way.
Now Lin Jinghao's heart is very fragile, and he may want to keep her by his side.
However, he didn't want to share the hardships with his daughter, just like he didn't want to share the hardships with Xi Murong at that time, and just wanted to provide her with the best living environment.
After the old lady came out of the operating room, she went directly to the intensive care unit.
The effect of the drug has not passed, so at this time I am wearing a breathing tube and in a comatose state.
Lin Jinghao and Lin Yu went in at the same time, and the doctor said that although the operation was successful, the situation was not optimistic, so they should have a certain psychological preparation.
At this point, Lin Jinghao certainly knew what the situation was.
Her eyes turned red as soon as she saw it, and it was the first time she faced the life and death of her loved ones.
This is a feeling she never wants to experience a second time in her life.
Cautiously reaching out, Lin Jinghao gently put it on the back of the old lady's rugged hand, and gently stroked it while calling softly to grandma.
Although the old lady has been more inclined to her uncle's family since she was sensible, Lin Jing knows that her grandmother loves her juniors very much.
Even Lin Mu, who has no blood relationship with the Lin family, treats her well.
“…… I didn't expect it to turn out like this. ”
Her voice jumped out suddenly, and her tone was very depressed.
Lin Jinghao didn't know what to reply to, did he have to ask, was it because the fate mechanism was reactivated, so bad luck began to hit the Lin family.
She didn't want to ask, and she couldn't.
"In a while, Lin Mu should come. ”
"How can you be so sure?"
Hearing the voice say this, Lin Jinghao was very puzzled.
Over the years, Lin Mu has returned to the Lin family only a handful of times, or the number of times she increased when she lived with him increased the average.
“…… It's just the feeling. ”
"It's a little different from you. ”
Lin Jinghao didn't have much hope, Lin Yu and the doctor went outside to talk in detail, and now there are only two people left in the ward, she and the old lady.
I don't know why, Lin Jinghao felt that this might be an arrangement in the dark, and there was something that prevented her from leaving Dongcheng.
The feeling of being restrained was so subtle that she felt uncomfortable all over, but if she stayed in this way, the old lady would have gotten better, and she would have been willing not to even go to school.
After nightfall, the temperature slowly dropped, and the nurse came to turn on the thermostat. Maybe it was because her spirit was too tense, Lin Jinghao took the old lady's hand and fell asleep directly next to the bed.
In her sleep, she inexplicably felt that someone stroked her hair, but Lin Jinghao didn't wake up.
It wasn't until the next morning, when she opened her eyes, that something was over.
When I got up suddenly, I saw a black trench coat.
This breath is...... His heart beat violently, and Lin Jinghao slowly turned his head in disbelief until a figure appeared in his field of vision.
Lin Mu sat opposite her, on the other side of the hospital bed. At this time, he looked at her very calmly.
Widening her eyes in an instant, Lin Jinghao couldn't describe her mood at this time.
Obviously not hopeful, but suddenly appeared in front of him.
Unexpectedly, she was guessed by the voice, but she was inexplicably a little stunned.
After returning to Dongcheng for so long, the first time I saw Lin Mu was in the ward.
Lin Mu looked at her, and there was no wave in his eyes.
Lin Jinghao almost cried, but she still held back.
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Lin Jing held back for a long time before softly shouting Lin Mu.
"Uncle. ”
The tone was full of grievances, longing and cowardice, and it seemed so cautious.
And these two words sounded in Lin Mu's ears, but they made him frown slightly.
Lin Jinghao called him like this, as if the relationship between them had returned to the past.
Alienated, with a certain faint sadness.
He opened his mouth, but he stopped talking.
In the end, it was just a "hmm".
All morning, both men were relatively silent.
Lin Jinghao kept thinking that when she saw Lin Mu again, she must ask him why she didn't see the end and left, do you know what she went through, why she didn't come to her.
However, when he really saw Lin Mu, he couldn't ask a word.
Just looking at him makes my chest feel bad.
At this time, Lin Jinghao realized that his feelings for Lin Mu were definitely more than just dependence.
However, she didn't seem to have a chance to say anything.
When the aunt who took care of the old lady at home came to change shifts, it was already afternoon.
Lin Jinghao and Lin Mu came out of the ward before and after, and the clean and shiny tile floor of the hospital corridor reflected the afternoon sun, which was particularly dazzling.
Lin Mu walked in front, and he stopped after taking a few steps.
Actually, he could not have come, but he knew that Lin Jinghao would be here, so he finally chose to come.
He just wanted to see her, but when he did, he wanted to leave quickly.
However, his body was more honest than his heart, and he only took a few steps before stopping.
Lin Jing looked at Lin Mu's back sadly, a thousand words, and finally only one sentence.
"Busy lately?"
Lin Mu's back stiffened, and he paused before nodding: "Hmm." ”
"Would you like to lend me some time?"
When she asked this, Lin Jinghao was desperate, she didn't know why she was talking to Lin Mu in such a polite tone.
But I always feel that if I am not so careful, I may not even have a chance to speak.
Lin Mu standing in front of him was no longer the same as Lin Mu who accompanied her every day in the academy and cooked for her.
This time, Lin Mu did not hesitate, and the two went directly to the rooftop.
Although the sun is out, the temperature is not high, so it is comfortable to bask in the sun.
Lin Jinghao lay on top of the high fence, watching the people coming and going, the wind blowing her green silk from the bottom to the top, if it weren't for remembering that there was a Lin Mu standing next to her, Lin Jinghao might fall asleep because of this.
"I'm back. ”
When Lin Jinghao said this, Lin Mu glanced sideways at her.
Of course he knew that she was back, when Mu Han showed it off to him.
Seeing that Lin Mu didn't speak, Lin Jing smiled lonely and continued: "Lin Mu, I may have disappointed you, I didn't get the trophy. ”
"Didn't get it?"
It wasn't until he heard this sentence that Lin Mu's expression changed a little.
He was a little surprised, he watched Lin Jing's good performance that day, and there was no reason why the champion was not hers.
Staring at Lin Jinghao's side face, the golden sunlight sprinkled on her face, as if something shiny was shining.
Lin Mu had a bad premonition in his heart, he was silent for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up: "Is something wrong?"
This time it was Lin Jinghao's turn to be a little surprised, she turned her head to look at Lin Mu incredulously, opened her mouth, and paused for a moment before asking, "Don't you know?"
Lin Mu's face became even more gloomy, and he frowned slightly: "I don't know." ”
“……”
Lin Jinghao suddenly didn't know what to say, she had such a big thing, Lin Mu didn't know it at all.
Perhaps seeing the disappointment in Lin Jinghao's eyes, Lin Mu suddenly raised his hand and pulled Lin Jinghao into his arms.
Lin Jinghao was stunned at the moment, this long-lost hug seemed to wake up all her grievances, her tears kept falling like a broken thread, but she bit her lip to prevent herself from crying.
Feeling Lin Jinghao's slightly trembling shoulders, Lin Mu sighed softly without a trace.
He tightened his hand slightly to hold her, and this hug made him a little lingering and unwilling to let go.
Here, he won't force Lin Jing to think about it and then say it. What exactly happened in the academy, he would find out for himself.
But he knew that he still owed Lin Jing a good word.
The breeze blew, Lin Jinghao buried her face in Lin Mu's chest, and three words came from the sigh in her ears.
"I'm sorry. ”
Widening her eyes suddenly, Lin Jinghao didn't know what Lin Mu was apologizing for, but what she really wanted to hear was not these three words......