Thin back, familiar and gentle voice. mixed with a little helplessness, a little despair.

Who is it if it's not Tao Xuexin?

Zhao Anyue was stunned, and hurriedly held her footsteps, and at the same time put down the hand that was about to knock on the door.

"Aunt Liang, I know...... An An is so smart, I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it. Over the years, I've dreamed of meeting their two siblings. But I can't! What happened at the beginning was that I was extreme, and I did something wrong. I was too desperate to ...... I really don't want to bury An An's happiness again because of my mistakes. If Hoshino knew all this, he couldn't have forgiven me, and he couldn't have forgiven An An. Right?"

Since Shen Aofeng's death, Liang Yeqiu's illness has become more and more serious.

Every day, I just sit on the balcony of the nursing home, staring blankly at the sky outside, the sea outside. She couldn't remember anyone and didn't seem to understand anything.

Maybe for Tao Xuexin at this moment, she is only regarded as a priest who can listen to confessions.

Tao Xuexin understands that no amount of words can make up for her cruelty of leaving her children and marrying her in the first place.

Over the years that she has been by the side of the Shen family, she has been strict with herself, gentle and generous, compared to Zheng Lixin's utilitarian who turns all my thoughts into me, and strives for fame and fortune so much that she doesn't care about anyone's words - she Tao Xuexin is more indifferent and more casual.

But only she knows that it is almost impossible for her to pull this pair of children by herself and give them a better life and education.

What can she do? It's just a change of tactics that are not as radical as Zheng Lixin's. In fact, what is the difference between her essence and that woman?

Attaching to a wealthy family that has no chance of its original identity brings favorable conditions to its children.

Leaving them, her heart was like a knife, but she had no choice but to do it.

When Xiaoqian was three years old, she finally reunited with her children under the reluctance of her mother-in-law Wang Xiuhe but finally nodded and relieved.

But what I got was the bad news that my daughter was humiliated to death by several migrant workers in the orphanage.

A person goes from an angel to a devil, and it is just a thought. When life has been forced to the point where there is no way back, you can choose to sin.

The murderer was punished by law and has long since returned to dust.

But how can she survive if she doesn't extend her hatred to another person?

Even though, it was just a ten-year-old boy.

Liang Yeqiu didn't say anything, just sat in a wheelchair like that.

And Zhao Anyue, who was standing outside the door, had already burst into tears......

The cross was hung on the doorknob, and the wind chimes struck with a crisp bang.

"Who?" Tao Xue turned around with an awe-inspiring heart.

The moment she saw the cross, her whole body shrank her shoulders like an electric shock.

A gust of wind blew in through the large open window, carrying the chill of late autumn. Tao Xuexin chased after her like crazy: "An An! An An, I know it's you! You come out! You listen to your mother!"

Zhao Anyue hid in the bathroom next door, pressed one hand on her mouth and nose, her cry choked in her throat, and she couldn't resist it.

"An An!"

Tao Xuexin opened the door, looked at each other, and collided with a silent melody.

Zhao Anyue bit her lip and shook her head vigorously: "No...... It's not really ......"

"An An," Tao Xuexin's tears burst out of her eyes, "I'm sorry, it's my mother who is sorry for you." ”

"No! You're not my mother! You can't be my mother!"

Why her? Why did she kill Bai Luoya with her own hands?

His mother is the murderer of Shen Xingye's lover, how to solve this situation, how to cross this catastrophe?

"An An!"

"Why? Why do you do this? Do you know that because of that fire, Xiao Yu is going to spend the best three years of his life in prison. It's clear that you've been planning all this from the beginning, it's clear that you deliberately took him out, made him drunk, and then took the opportunity to do something in the warehouse, it's clear that you...... Just because Shen Xingye was cowardly when he was young, and he didn't save your daughter, you were going to ruin his life? How could you be so cruel and perverted, how could you guard the hollowness of your conscience and live your current life comfortably!"

Zhao Anyue felt that she was really about to collapse.

At the beginning, because of his brother's dereliction of duty, Shen Xingye almost used up the strength of the second half of his life to hate her.

She silently endures, silently bears, and bears the faults that should not be borne by her.

Today, the truth is far more cruel than those grievances. The situation is far more difficult to understand than previously thought.

What should she do?

"An An, I know it's wrong...... But what can I do, the mistake has already been made. You are my lost daughter, and I cannot ruin your happiness again. ”

"But you're ruined!"

Zhao Anyue shook off Tao Xuexin's hand fiercely and cried out loudly: "Why do you want to take revenge? What right do you have to avenge your daughter? Just because ten-year-old Shen Xingye was timid for a while, he didn't rush out to fight with a few young and strong adults! Tao Xuexin, how can you have such a moral double standard! You can't forgive a ten-year-old boy, so how can you forgive yourself? As a mother, have you taken good care of your young children? For the sake of glory and wealth, in order to marry into a wealthy family, you have turned your back on me and Xiaoyu, your husband is Shen Dongren and your daughter is Shen Qianyi, what qualifications do you have to take revenge on an innocent boy!"

"An An...... Therefore, I don't dare to recognize you, I'm afraid that one day Shen Xingye knows the truth, and he will be angry with you and Xiaoyu. If I could, I would have liked to have died and disappeared from your life forever. When I knew you might be my daughter, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep for several nights. Seeing you so beautiful, so good, and so good with Xiaoqian, I really feel that I have almost exhausted all the blessings in this life. An An, I don't ask for your forgiveness, and I have never thought of being afraid of the punishment of the law. But between Bai Luoya and Shen Xingye, it's not as you think...... That'......"

"Don't say it again!" Zhao Anyue interrupted Tao Xuexin's words, "You won't understand how desperate and painful Xiaoyu and I were when we were kicked around by our families......? What if you are poor all your life? You don't want to endure hardships yourself, choose comfort and enjoyment, and don't make yourself so great under the banner of being good to your children! And ...... Don't think I'm a fool, Xiao Qian is three years older than Xiao Yu. You clearly got involved with your current husband before you got divorced. In order to be able to marry into the Shen family, you cuckolded my biological father, didn't you? How could you be as desperate as you said? Compared to Zheng Lixin, you are more terrifying...... Tao Xuexin, I won't recognize you. I won't kill someone because you avenged me, and I won't be a little grateful. I can only sympathize with and despise what you have done......"

"An An is not like this!" Tao Xue explained with tears in her heart, "I don't really want to abandon you and Xiaoyu, I am really desperate! Your father is a gambler, drunk and violent, and I live every day in life worse than death! When you were three years old, he wanted to give you to others in exchange for 20,000 yuan because he owed you a loan shark. I don't want you to be killed by him for the rest of your life, so I ran away with you. I ran all the way and chased him all the way, and I could only hide you in the orphanage. I...... An An, I admit that when I was most helpless and painful, I met your third uncle. I'm with him in the hope of getting rid of that bastard father of yours and my pathetic fate. After giving birth to Xiaoqian, I thought that I would soon be recognized by the Shen family, but I really didn't expect that your father, a brute, could be released from prison so quickly...... He, though he bowed against me. By the time I found out that I had Xiaoyu, I was going crazy. It was your third uncle who felt sorry for me, and when he saw that the child had been formed, he couldn't bear to let me beat it off. So I gave birth to Xiaoyu and sent it to your aunt's house. Unexpectedly, your aunt took my money, but threw him into the orphanage like you. An An, there is not a day that I don't miss you two brothers and sisters, if it weren't for loving you, I wouldn't have made such a crazy move after thinking that you had been killed. An An ......"

Faced with Tao Xue's uncontrollable prayers and pain, Zhao Anyue only felt that her heart was suppressed to the freezing point layer by layer.

Deliberately, helplessly. That's not the reason she's got to where it is today.

"Surrender yourself, and don't use any more excuses to evade your legal responsibilities for fear that I will be implicated. Shen Xingye doesn't blame me, and he can't be angry with me...... It's not about you......"

"I can't turn myself in!An An, how can I turn myself in?If Shen Xingye knows, then you-"

"I said it has nothing to do with you!"

"An An!" Tao Xue said sadly, "You believe me, I have a way not to let Shen Xingye know." Bai Luoya is not a good person in the first place, even if I don't kill her, there are people who want to kill her. I have a way, don't say anything, don't tell Hoshino! Mom please, Mom is good for you!"

"Do you have a way?" Zhao Anyue slowly stepped back until her back was pressed against the cold wall.

"What do you call a solution...... It's Qi Siwen. ”

"An An, you ......"

"Do you think I'm a fool! Do you think Shen Xingye is a fool! I don't need your so-called righteous and awe-inspiring protection!"

A rain in late autumn fell a chill that hurt the soul, and Zhao Anyue's car drove between the water and the sky, and she couldn't tell whether the blur in front of her was tears or rain curtains.

Why?

Do you have to hide the abyss before happiness?

Why, can't let her and Shen Xingye have no mustard, and they don't hide their secret love and want to go!

Why?!

Didi – Bang!

The moment she rear-ended the car in front of her, Zhao Anyue's brain was blank.

She subconsciously struggled out of the air bag and rested her hands on her restless lower abdomen!

My child!

"Help me—"

These were the last words she said to the rescuers outside the car door before she fell unconscious.

***

A pungent smell of disinfectant woke up Zhao Anyue's chaos.

She was sweating profusely as if she had come out of a drowning nightmare.

"My child!"

It wasn't very neat to get up, and my stomach was still high.

"An An!"

Shen Xingye, who was guarding Zhao Anyue's side, snatched her into his arms.

"An'an, the child is fine, it's okay. ”

The familiar embrace and familiar breath suddenly forced out Zhao Anyue's tears.

"Hoshino ......"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just a false alarm......"

"I'm sorry. Zhao Anyue buried her face in Shen Xingye's chest, except for these three words repeatedly, she didn't know what else she could say.

"Do you still know how to apologize?" Shen Xingye grabbed her weak back, "How many times have I told you not to run around, and to be careful when you go out." When will you really put me at ease?"

His anger was full of tenderness, and his arms trembled with real fear.

Shen Xingye lowered his head and kissed Zhao Anyue's hair, eyebrows and eyes. Finally, he raised his hand to wipe away the wet tears on her face little by little.

"Do you know it, I'm going to be scared to death. I didn't give you a grounding order because I wanted you to be in a good mood and since you were so disobedient, you would give me a good stay at home before giving birth. ”

Zhao Anyue didn't speak, she just hugged Shen Xingye like that, motionless, as if she wanted to grow herself on him.

But the more quiet she was, the more her tearful voice could be easily detected by the man in front of her, even if it was only a little subtle.