I was stunned for a moment, I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly felt the deep worry in his eyes. What the hell was he worried about? I didn't go anywhere, but I just got some good sleep.

"You're exaggerating a little too much, what can happen to me sleeping here. I muttered.

"No one has slept from 6 p.m. yesterday until noon today, and they can't hear the ringing of their cell phones or the knocking on their doors, unless they are deaf pigs. He said indignantly, as if still feeling annoyed, and pulled my ear hard.

I was pulled by him, and quickly screamed, he showed a hint of a smile, and then let go of his hand and said, "It's better to pretend to be a monitor, so happily decided." I have to look after my child and not allow him to slip up the slightest. ”

"If you're so worried and scared, you're kind of pregnant. I shouted.

"If I had this function, Xu Shubei, do you think I would talk nonsense with you more?" His peach blossom eyes glared at me fiercely, and his domineering appearance was really not ordinary handsome.

"There are so many women with this function, you don't have to just stare at me. You are a grand president, and it is not a matter of minutes to have a child. Just send a revelation and there will be thousands of women lining up to give birth to you. I stretched lazily and teased.

He sat down at the head of my bed, looked sideways at me, and said with a playful and sly look: "You are the most suitable person to give birth to a child." Beautiful women are mostly mindless, women with brains are mostly not beautiful, and women with brains and beautiful conditions are high, like you, it is simply the first choice. ”

I really don't know if he is praising me or hurting me, it clearly means that I am cheap and easy to have, so I gave him a roll of the eyes, I said: "You don't have to squeeze me or ridicule me, when this child is born, I really don't know how to face him, I never thought that I would have a child." In order to avoid trouble, after the child is born, whether it is a boy or a girl, you can take it away, I don't want to have feelings for the child at that time, but I am in a dilemma when the time comes. ”

"What do you mean by that?" he looked at me, his gaze cold.

"My meaning is very clear, since this kid is the product of a deal, then we will break up after the fact. You take care of the child, I'll go on with my own business, can't I express myself clearly enough?" I said, looking at him.

Having said that, my heart hurt inexplicably. My hand couldn't help but caress my stomach, in order to avoid the love of children, when the time comes, I have been maintaining this kind of relationship with Sheng Yun, I think I might as well wait for the child to be born to end it, and concentrate on doing my own thing from now on.

But can I do it? I can't help but ask myself, can I do it so ruthlessly and ignore it from now on?

Sheng Yun looked at me with surprisingly angry eyes: "Xu Shubei, is this what you are talking about?"

I saw that his body was trembling slightly, his heart was deeper than the sea, and I knew what he was thinking. But to say that this is what I am saying in my heart, I still feel very against my will. But despite my disobedience, I nodded.

His gaze became even more angry, and the moment I nodded, the deep sadness and disappointment in his eyes swept me completely into it like a black hole, and I fell into his thick sadness, and I felt a sharp, torn pain in my heart.

"Didn't you think there was another possibility?" he asked slowly, looking at me after a long, long time.

"What's possible?" I looked at him in amazement, and there was a glimmer of hope in my heart that I had never felt before.

Which one is possible? We got married as a matter of course, and then the family was happy together?—— no, I never thought about it. In my concept, that kind of ordinary and simple happiness is too far away from my Xu Shubei.

I felt as if his heart was sinking even more, and the bottomless sadness in his eyes almost suffocated me.

After a long time, his gaze gradually warmed up, returning to the usual calm, he said softly: "It's nothing, I promise you, whether it's a boy or a girl, I will give TA the best everything in the world and my deepest favor, as long as I am here, I will not let anyone hurt TA in the slightest." ”

When I heard his answer, which was almost tantamount to tacit approval, my heart ached violently, as if it had been smashed so badly, that my heart was broken and could not breathe.

However, there are thousands of troops surging in my heart, and when the words come to my mouth, it is still a faint word that is completely equivalent to the default "good".

I sat on the bed, and even though the temperature in the room was suitable, I felt an inexplicable cold. I couldn't help but pull the quilt over and cover myself.

"This decision is known only to the two of us, and I hope you don't tell anyone. "My head gradually calmed down, and when my heart hurt more and more, I became more sober.

"Well, you're still the mother of your children, my fiancée. I won't get married unless my child is able to accept someone else as his mother in the future. Sheng Yun said lightly.

Hearing these words, my heart ached even more. Before he was born, did he already think about it so long-term? Still accepting others as mothers? You'd better not look for it, it's better to be infertile for life!

My heart was angry and painful, but I still smiled lightly and kept my demeanor, and I said, "It's your business, you just decide." Just don't treat this kid harshly. ”

"Don't worry, it's too late for me to feel distressed, how can I be harsh. Sheng Yun followed my words and said, "No matter what difficulties there are at any time, as long as you speak, I will help you." I know it's an insult to you to give you cash compensation, and it's an insult to your children. So, in terms of affection, I will do it to the best of my ability. I have received this love from you. ”

The little glimmer in his eyes broke my heart, I didn't dare to look him in the eyes anymore, I was afraid that I couldn't help but say the words that I had been holding back for a long time in the deepest part of my heart, so I looked away and said lightly: "When I need your help, I will not be polite." I also hope that when the time comes, you will really be able to do what you said. ”

"Well, I'll do it. He still couldn't help but hold my hand and exclaimed, "My hands are so cold." ”

I quietly withdrew, and I said, "I'll still say that, so as not to get entangled in the future, let's keep my distance." ”

"Have you figured it out?" he asked, looking at me, "Actually, if you want to ......"

I had already guessed what he wanted to say, so I quickly reached out to cover his mouth, and I said, "Don't say it, we met because of interests, rolled the sheets because of interests, had this child because of interests, and even decided to give birth to this child because of interests." I know what you're trying to say, but I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to. That's just a false happiness built on a bunch of interests, I Xu Shubei don't have the qualifications for happiness yet, even if one day I really have happiness, I hope it is based on love. Although I don't believe in love, if I want to have a good start in the future and yearn for ordinary and down-to-earth happiness, I will definitely take love as the premise. ”

"I understand," Shi Shiran sighed when he heard me say this, "I think so too." ”

"In the future, if you don't want to, give me the child at any time, and I will be responsible for him to the end. I looked him in the eye and said firmly.

"Don't think about this, I will definitely accompany this child to grow up, watch him grow up, and give him the best love. You can come to see the child in the future, and as for the upbringing, leave it to me. He looked at me and said, and then he put his hand on my stomach and said dejectedly, "I will turn all the guilt I have in my heart for him now into love for him in the future, don't worry." ”

"If that's the case, then I'm relieved. After I finished speaking, my heart ached again.

Perhaps, this is the final decision of two sensible and interest-oriented people, there is no right or wrong, there is no emotional bond, I am responsible for giving birth to him and being responsible for raising, although an agreement has been reached, but the feeling of heartache is unforgettable in this life.

Sheng Yun kissed me lightly on the forehead, I could feel that his original agitated emotions had calmed down, and he said to me softly: "You change your clothes, I'll wait for you outside." I'll have the door repaired, don't worry. ”

"Give me back the keys to my house. I said to him.

"No, I'll give it back to you the day I take him away after you give birth. He smiled, his mood still surprisingly low, and even his back looked unusually heavy.

With such emotions in mind, I couldn't bear to ask for anything more. It's just that this time, I put on the big red dress he chose, put on light makeup on my face, changed into a pair of nude shoes with a slight heel, and went downstairs generously.

He was sitting in the living room smoking, in the afternoon, the sun outside the window sprinkled a faint circle of gold dust on his body, he lazily leaned on the sofa, looking out of the window sad and melancholy, when he saw me going downstairs, he quickly extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand, stood up and put his hands in his pockets, when he saw me standing on the stairs like a bright red fire, his sad face, finally showed a happy and satisfied smile.

His bright smile was really good-looking, and I stood on the stairs and looked at me in a daze.

"Let's go, let's go. He walked up to the staircase and held out his hand to me gentlemanly.

"Where?" I was still in the inexplicable mood of what I was going to do.

"Go to Xu Changsheng's house, and I will face it with you. He took my hand, kissed me gently, and then took me and walked calmly towards the gate with a resolute step.

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