Chapter 62: I Hold on to My Faith to Live
He Yong slumped to the ground and turned his head to look at me in horror.
I crouched down behind him, fingers pinching the long steel needle, and continued to thrust in, a vicious smile on the corner of my mouth.
"Zhou Wei, what are you doing! Quickly pull out the needle!" He Yong cried out in fear.
"He Yong, you can't stand up again in this life!Don't think about bullying me anymore!" I gritted my teeth and said coldly in his ear, "You can't even lift your life anymore!"
"Zhou Wei, I'...... I'm going to sue you...... Putting you in jail......"
"Hahaha-" I looked at He Yong's trembling appearance, terrifying eyes, and looked up and laughed, "Am I not crazy? I'm crazy, I'm not guilty of hurting people!"
He Yong was speechless, his face changed instantly, he looked at me with a pleading look, crying and begging me: "Weiwei, don't be like this, cure me quickly, I'll let you out!"
"This is irreversible damage, and no one can save you. I smiled and patted him in the face.
"Zhou Wei, don't you know how many generations of our He family are single-handed? For my mother's sake, you can't treat me like this!"
I smiled "hehe", pulled out the needle, walked to the head of the bed, wiped it carefully with a tissue, and said slowly: "When you abused me just now, you did the sin of cutting off children and grandchildren, what cause and what effect, you are ruthless, don't blame me for being ruthless!"
"Zhou Wei!"
"Call the doctor to carry you out, maybe there is still help, I'm sorry, I'm going to rest." I played with the long needle, lay down, looked at the ceiling and said, "Whoever comes to bully me again in the future, I will be poked blind in the eye, and my hands and feet will be wasted, don't blame me for being ruthless!"
"You, you ......" He Yong looked at me speechless, and then cried out to the doctor.
I rang the call bell for him, and the doctors and nurses came in quickly.
"What's going on!"
"Dr. He, what's wrong with you?"
He Yong collapsed on the ground, pointed at me and yelled hysterically: "She's crazy! Tie her up!"
The doctors and nurses looked at me, I hurriedly curled up on the bed, shook my head and said, "It's not me, it's not me, how can I beat him, it's him who has had a stroke!"
"Tie her up!" He Yong yelled hysterically.
The nurses had no choice but to tie my hands and feet first.
They carried He Yong out, I raised my lips and smiled, and sent him a sentence: "My dear, if you don't lift it, it's a sunny day!"
"Crazy!" roared He courageously.
"Hahaha-" I laughed like a real madman.
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It was quiet all morning, and at lunchtime, I pitifully begged the nurse who brought me food to untie me.
The nurse was an aunt who seemed to be relatively simple and kind, and she couldn't stand my begging and helped me untie the rope.
"You must not hurt anyone, or you will be tied up again. "Auntie warned me.
"I know. I nodded in agreement.
I was so hungry that I picked up the food, no matter how hard it was to swallow, and ate a big bowl of three times and five divided by two.
My aunt cleaned up and went out, and I walked around the house to eat.
The door was slammed open, and Zhou Yan and her cousin and aunt rushed in.
I turned and stared at them coldly.
Uncle Cousin didn't say a word, and he was about to come and beat me with his palm.
I suddenly raised the sharp needle in my hand and shouted coldly: "If you dare to come, don't blame me for being abolished by me!"
My cousin was so frightened by me that he stopped when he was a meter away from me.
"I'm crazy anyway, it doesn't matter if I hurt people or kill people!" I looked at them coldly.
Zhou Yan timidly tugged at her cousin's shirt and asked him to take a few steps back.
"Get out!" I scolded.
"Sister...... Please ......" Zhou Yan said half a sentence, but after all, she didn't continue, because looking at my appearance, it was impossible to treat He Yong.
"I can't cure him, Zhou Yan, there's no way, you'll be this paralyzed person in your next life." I raised my eyebrows and smiled at Zhou Yan.
"Zhou Wei, you white-eyed wolf with no conscience!" the cousin was about to scold again.
"Hmph. I gave her a cold look.
"Okay! I've been paralyzed in my life, and you don't want to get out of here in your life!" Zhou Yan pointed at me and said fiercely.
The three of them left in a huff, and I went back to bed to rest.
A few days passed without anyone visiting me or harassing me again.
My mobile phone was confiscated by He Yong, and I couldn't contact the outside world, and I don't know if the dean helped me find a way to get me out.
But I guess I hurt He Yong's mother and stabbed He Yong, if I go out as a normal person, I'm afraid I will be out of the mental hospital and go to prison again.
That afternoon, accompanied by the nurses, I was basking in the grass of the courtyard with a large group of mentally ill people, when suddenly a small dog squeezed in through the fence at the gate of the courtyard and galloped towards me.
"Popsicles!" I cried out in surprise.
"Wangβ" The popsicle responded, and instantly came to my feet.
"Popsicles!" I crouched down and whimpered and hugged her.
"Popsicle, I didn't mean to kick you that day, I was framed, woo...... Do you hate me? How have you been living these days? How did you find ...... here?"
I asked while crying, and examined her body, which caused the nurses and patients around me to look at me, and the nurses frowned and shook their heads, probably thinking that I was crying and talking with a dog, and the illness was not light.
I went back to the ward alone with a popsicle and gave her a bath, and when I touched her waist, she screamed to dodge, probably because it hurt a little.
I was so distressed that I hugged her and cried and apologized.
"I kicked you, you didn't abandon me, how did you find here, baby?"
The popsicle shook his head, the bell around his neck "jingle bell", I accidentally glanced at it, and suddenly saw a small note in the bell.
I hurriedly pulled out the note and opened it.
It turned out that Dean Ji sent the popsicles, and she told me to let me stay here with peace of mind first, and it would not be good for me to go out now, she would take care of some nurses and let them take better care of me.
Finally, there are still people who think about me, although I can't go out, my cold heart is also warmed a lot, and the arrival of popsicles has eliminated my desperate loneliness.
It's months.
After surviving the cold winter, I finally waited for the spring to bloom.
On this sunny day, I was wearing a hospital gown, holding a popsicle, and under the watchful eye of several nurses, I walked around the yard with a group of "patients".
"Popsicle, today is April 1st, do you think he will surprise us on April Fool's Day?" I stroked Popsicle's head, looked at the big iron door of the hospital and talked to Popsicle.
The "patients" are chattering one by one, and no one looks at me strangely when I talk to a dog, anyway, normal people here are not normal.
"Wang ......"
"Heh......" I smiled sadly, "you said it couldn't be, he had forgotten about us." β
When I said this, my eyes were a little damp, and deep down in my heart, I always felt that it was impossible for him to forget us, maybe he could forget me, but he wouldn't forget the popsicle, right?
Popsicles are the source of all my hopes, and Lin Junrui can save me from hell, which is the only belief that I can survive day by day.
For half a year, I still didn't dilute the lingering thoughts of that night, on the contrary, as time went by, I became more and more like a demonic barrier, and the thoughts became more and more poignant.
I don't know how many nights I spent tossing and turning, and I often think of the dream of the snow-capped mountain collapse, and I am faintly worried about him.
There is also a faint hatred, since it is an unruly wanderer at the end of the world, why should he plant Gu for a woman who meets in Pingshui?
If you love her, you will give her stability in this world, and if you can't give it, why provoke it.
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There were no surprises on April Fool's Day, and at dinner time, the popsicle that I was inseparable from disappeared in the gap between my last bathroom!
"Popsicles!" I ran around the hospital and screamed like crazy, looking for the little thing.
"Popsicle! Popsicle - where are youβ"
I cried while shouting, and the hospital searched for me, and the nurses and "patients" also helped to find her, but they couldn't find her!
I wouldn't have been able to live without her!
I desperately ran to the big iron door of the hospital, banging on the iron door, crying and crying to go out to find a popsicle, and the doctors and nurses thought I was "sick" and struggled to carry me to the ward after crying and almost fainting.
To prevent me from running out, they tied me up again.
Sister Yu, the nurse who has been taking care of me, patted my forehead and comforted: "Don't worry, Sister Yu will go out and look for you, so go out and find it." β
"Sister Yu, help me find it, the popsicle is gone, and I'm dead......" I cried.
"Say stupid things, you wait, I'll go!" Sister Yu's chubby body turned around and ran out in small steps.
As soon as she arrived at the door, she was almost greeted by a beautiful woman who came in.
And this beauty turned out to be Wang Yuqing, holding a popsicle in her arms.
"Whew-" The popsicle jumped out of her arms and ran to my bedside, jumping up and wagging its tail.
"Popsicles!"
When the doctor and nurse saw that the dog was back, they let go of my hands and feet again.
I jumped out of bed, grabbed the popsicle, slapped her twice, and cried and complained to her: "You girl, where have you gone!
Wang Yuqing stood at the door with a graceful smile, bowed slightly at me, and explained: "I happened to pass by, she saw me at the fence, and ran out to keep up. β
Popsicle has been with her for a while, which means that Lin Junrui has also been with her for a while, right?
My heart was sour, and the vinegar was pervasive.
I got up with a popsicle and thanked her, "Thank you, Miss Wang." β
"No thanks, I didn't want to send her back," Wang Yuqing glanced around the ward and maintained a very elegant smile, "This environment is really different from the environment in which Popsicle used to live." β
I hugged the popsicle tightly for fear she would snatch my baby away.
"Besides, I've heard that you're sick and kicked her before......"
"I'm not sick! I kicked the popsicle in an accident!" I interrupted.
Wang Yuqing still smiled so elegantly, looked at me and said gently: "Okay, you are not sick, in fact, I do not discriminate against patients, especially mental patients like you, I have always wanted to visit you, but I am afraid of being presumptuous......"
"I said I'm not sick!Miss Wang, thank you for helping me get the dog back, you can leave." I felt that she was speaking and smiling gently, but behind the gentleness seemed to be a hidden blade, and unceremoniously interrupted her again and said coldly.
Wang Yuqing sighed softly, shook her head and said: "Alas, I originally wanted to take the popsicle back to him, but looking at your situation, you refused to return her to me, I think you are also pitiful, then I won't take her away, Miss Zhou, recuperate well and recover as soon as possible." β
Wang Yuqing smiled politely and elegantly, turned to leave, the footsteps of her high heels were far away, but her words were still echoing in my mind over and over again - "I originally wanted to bring popsicles back to him"!
Did he come back from Tibet? and didn't come to me and the popsicle?
For a moment, I was enveloped by utter despair.