She probably won't understand how much of a wave my careless words will set off in me, so that I can no longer keep my composure, and willingly sink into the mud, watching myself fall little by little, and then never be able to get out again.

In front of Lu Shuangshuang, I hid that unsightly scene, and I wanted to play a good person, a person she could completely trust. I really want to protect her, in addition to my mother, for the first time in my life, I have someone I want to protect, I want to start over, I want to give Lu Shuangshuang a different life, in fact, the person who really wants to save is not only Lu Shuangshuang, but also me.

But fate played a big joke on me, I was diagnosed with liver cancer, and over the years, in order to gain a foothold in the family, almost all dinners were dinners, and I was also contaminated with a lot of bad habits. In the past, I heard my female companion around me advise me to pay more attention to my body, so I casually responded to her and didn't take it seriously. I thought I was too young to do it.

The only thing that is good for me is that I am in the early stage of lung cancer, which can be treated with chemotherapy and other means. It was the most difficult time for me to undergo chemotherapy, as I had to hide my illness in case the shareholders of the company, as well as my so-called siblings, took advantage of the situation, and I had to go through the treatment on schedule.

A lot of the time, I've just had a painful chemotherapy treatment, and you're going to a meeting, you're going to negotiate a contract, and you're going to the mall to fight people. I don't know what my tomorrow will be, I have so much to do, I think God is very unfair, why do those who do evil live freely, and I have to endure torture.

In those gray days, I heard a lot of things about Lu Shuangshuang, she followed Li Yi, Li Yi doted on her very much, regardless of the opposition of her family, she wanted to be with her, and then Li Yi was going to marry Xia Nan, Lu Shuangshuang was pregnant, and something happened to the Li family.......

During that time, I deluded myself into thinking that as long as she was happy, I would be happy and I would be blessed. But the human heart is greedy, when I saw her appear in front of me, with a full body of haggard and sadness, I knew that I couldn't let go, I wanted to have her, this feeling came so warmly, as if life was burning the last fire.

Growing up, I never did anything out of the ordinary, and I was thoughtful about everything I couldn't fault for a variety of reasons. I just live with a mask of hypocrisy. But I don't want to pretend anymore, and I don't want to force it anymore.

I used all the despicable means to force Lu Shuangshuang to come to my side, because of this, the old man had a big fight with me, and threatened me that if I chose Lu Shuangshuang, he would hold a general meeting of shareholders and let them change the executive chairman.

He couldn't move all over, he was still very strong, and he thought that I was still a pawn in his hand, and if he wanted to abolish it, he could abolish it. This time, I was very straightforward about my thoughts and walked away.

Ever since I did that, I knew very well that Lu Shuangshuang would hate himself and would never forgive me. But I can't control myself, I just want her to stay by my side, what really belongs to her, even if she hates herself, it's worth it.

But I didn't think she was pregnant, she was very wary of me at first, and never took the initiative to mention the child. In fact, I knew very well that the child was not my own, and that I had lost the ability to be a father. But instead of being annoyed, I felt very happy that we both had children, and there was a child who looked like her eyes and missed her mouth......

But I want to make myself happy, I love Shuangshuang, I will love her child, I will love her as my own child, and I will make up for my debt to Lu Shuangshuang to this child.

I watched the little sprouts grow up, with eyes, mouth, hands, and feet, and the feeling was no different from that of parents in the world. I was really in love with it, the child who wasn't born yet.

Both of them encountered great trouble during their pregnancy, because she had previously injured her uterus, and she had a miscarriage for more than two months and became pregnant again, which was at great risk. On several occasions, the child was snatched back at the hands of death.

During her illness, Lu Shuangshuang was weak, and I became her only support. If there is something wrong with her body, the person she calls is me, Xu Yuwen, I am very happy, she can think of herself, I am an important existence in her life, but when she is sober, she behaves very indifferently and ignores her.

I don't blame her, I'm to blame for all this, and I should bear all the consequences.

After three months in the hospital bed, the child was finally born. It grew so small, so small that I didn't dare to hold it, she opened her eyes and looked at me quietly, her eyes were so clear, so clean. I feel more relaxed than ever, in front of her, the burden on my body is lifted, I am just the father of this child, there is no need to carry those deep hatreds.

I am very happy with her arrival, because of her arrival, I finally have a home, and finally experience what warmth is. Although she was very crying, she could wake me up several times at night, she was very easy to get sick, and I had to get up from the bed several times at night and rush her to the hospital.

I had reached twelve o'clock in the meeting, had just taken a shower, and was getting ready for bed. Lu Shuangshuang rushed into my room in a panic with Bao'er, her eyes were red and she said, "Bao'er has a fever of 40 degrees, what should I do?" Let's take her to the hospital quickly. ”

At this moment, Lu Shuangshuang is fragile and vulnerable, she is like all women in the world who have just become mothers, and at the same time, she is also a young mother.

I took out some crushed ice cubes from the refrigerator, wrapped them in a cloth, handed them to her, and asked her to help Bao'er physically dewarm in the car, and then drove Bao'er to the hospital.

This time, Bao'er's viral fever was more serious, and the condition was repeated, and after a week of continuous fever, Bao'er finally recovered.

Lu Shuangshuang sat at the head of the bed, held Bao'er's hand, and cried. In the past few days, she was also frightened, and I stepped forward and put my hand on her shoulder, wanting to say a few words of comfort. She slowly turned her head to look at me, and said very solemnly, "Thank you, Xu Yuwen, I am very grateful for what you have done for me in the past one and a half years, you are very good to Bao'er, and she also likes you very much." But I can't forgive you........"

I knew what she wanted to say next, but those hurtful words, she didn't say it, she learned to compromise for Bao'er, she also learned to be tolerant, and she agreed that I would become the father of the child.

But I'll never go into her heart, maybe a little longer, a little longer, and she'll accept me, and we'll be in the same bed, and we'll have an intimate relationship, and that's it.

I could only leave gloomily and went to attend a very important business party, that day, I met Li Yi, he saw me, no longer cold, but very polite, very polite. He has really become a man and knows what to tolerate, but I miss the wanton Li Yi even more, and Lu Shuangshuang loves the willful and swaggering Li Yi!

Li Yi changed another female companion, not surprisingly, that woman's mouth is very similar to Lu Shuangshuang, over the years, Li Yi has changed many women, but those women are similar to Lu Shuangshuang, I feel that I am really a villain, I should go to hell!

Even if I go to hell, I still hope that I, Lu Shuangshuang and Bao'er, the three of us can get along a little longer.

If a woman cooks and cleans the house, those are the behaviors that show the virtuousness of a woman, Lu Shuangshuang is not a virtuous person, she never cooks, let alone help me tidy up my clothes, except in front of the child, she never takes the initiative to talk to me and give me a smile.

But when I watched her talk to Bao'er and smile at Bao'er, I felt very happy. No matter how late I come back, there are people at home, and although she won't wait for me or leave me a light, as long as she is there, I feel like it's a home.

In the eyes of outsiders, it is a very ordinary, ordinary thing, but for it, it is indeed how precious. Since I was a child, I lived a life of exile with my mother, and I never had a home, let alone warmth.

Before the accident in the Xu family, I was planning to take Lu Shuangshuang and Bao'er out of China, I was so selfish that I wanted to have happiness for a longer time and longer, but my body didn't allow it. Lung cancer has come back, surprisingly fast, metastasized very quickly, and I have a lot of things I haven't done yet?

Before I met Lu Shuangshuang, I couldn't find any meaning in life except to avenge my mother and destroy the entire Xu family, and the length of my life was even more meaningless.

But I was afraid to die, and when I learned that the disease had relapsed, I hid in my room and cried loudly, I wanted to live, I wanted to live a little longer, a little longer. I want to watch Bao'er grow up, I want to help Bao'er check that she marries a boy who treats her like a pearl in her palm, I want to wait until Lu Shuangshuang forgets Li Yi, she accepts me, and I grow old with her.

I have a lot to do, but I forget what I have struggled for all my life, and my world has become very narrow, and I am left with the woman I love, my daughter.

My condition is getting more and more serious, but Lu Shuangshuang doesn't know, she is a kind and soft-hearted person, once she knows, she will definitely be sad and guilty, then I will leave her in the best posture and leave her life.

Li Yi asked me, "Is there anything you want to do?"

I blurted out that you were good to Lu Shuangshuang, and he naturally ridiculed me and announced that Lu Shuangshuang was his wife.

I couldn't help laughing, I was too worried, Li Yi has a lot of bad problems, but he is a very responsible person. He is also a temperamental person, and if he decides it, he will not change.

It's time for me to quit when everyone has a happy ending and everyone feels happy.