227. Unworthy
He ignored me for a long time, and continued to worry about it on the couch by himself.
I walked up and down with An Lan in my arms to pick up and put things down, not too much to pay attention to him.
When I came back after a while, I saw that he was holding his mobile phone and swiping Taobao, and I saw that he was swiping out all the clothes endorsed by the same girl. That girl has a good figure, she is also very tall, and the key is that she is very handsome.
This must be the girl Zhang Fukai wanted to kill, and her temperament is also very good, I sincerely expressed my sincere opinion to him: "I think...... You don't deserve her!"
As soon as he heard my voice, he immediately buttoned up his phone, as if he was afraid that I would see something, but unfortunately, my vision is 2.0 and I have seen everything.
He also reacted to this, and then he got angry with me, "The dog can't spit ivory out of his mouth, I think you have glaucoma, cataracts, pink eye!
"I'm just complimenting her on her pretty. I said with a straight face.
"It's just hurting me without beating around the bush at all!"
"To be a man, you have to think in a good direction! ”
"Phew, I don't know who you are, I don't know how Qin Jianghao fell in love with a woman like you!"
"It's normal that she doesn't like you!"
"Bai Luoluo, if you do this to me again, I ......"
"How are you?"
"I'll break you off for five days. ”
"I'm so scared!" I said with a blank face.
“……”
Zhang Fukai was angry at my house, and he left not long after, and there was such a thing as feelings. In fact, not everyone can control it, because we often don't know what to do right.
So I don't know how to help him, everything depends on their fate.
When I was idle, I went to Lu Jiahang's part-time place to see him, which was a KFC restaurant, of course. I'm not like the Blue Demon, who sits all afternoon with a glass of Coke and gets in the way of other people's work. I've got a lot of stuff to take with me.
There are still a lot of customers in the KFC store, but when I am busy and have some free time, I just went and found Lu Jiahang lying on the edge of the counter, busy drawing something.
When I walked over, I realized that I was actually drawing a scene from a KFC store.
I was very surprised that the hand-painting skills were decent, and I asked him, "When did you learn it, and you are very good at drawing?" ”
"I've been studying for more than a month," he said. ”
"It's so great in a month, it seems that you have a lot of talent in painting. "I'm basically drawing on board now, and I'm not as good as him when I draw by hand.
When I was a child, I didn't have money, and when I didn't have such a thing as board drawing, I also used to draw by hand, but the painting was very different, and I taught myself for many years, but I couldn't catch up with him for only a month.
Sure enough, learning to draw also requires talent!
He said: "There is no such thing as talent, but it is just buried in it more than others." ”
"Do you like to draw?"
"I didn't like it before, but now I'm interested. ”
"So do you plan to make a living by painting? Don't you want to be a journalist?"
"Actually, I studied journalism just because I used to like to shoot things that I wanted to leave traces and thoughts, but when I really did it once, I found that a camera would leave behind not only beautiful things, but also dirty. ”
I was silent for a while, what he said was dirty, it must have been when Qin Jianghao dealt with Qi Anguo before, he secretly sent him a message and asked him to help shoot something.
In fact, these were only found in Qin Jianghao's mobile phone. As for what I took, I don't know, but I think it might be those indecent photos of Qi Anguo that broke out on the news.
Could it be that this child was stimulated because of this?
"It's you who press the shutter, you can shoot whatever you want, and beauty and ugliness are always decided by the person who takes the scenery. ”
"I seem like I've done something beautiful, but I've helped someone and I've demolished a house, especially ...... It's still fake. ”
"......" fake...... Perjury?
Thinking of his family, maybe he blamed himself for letting a good family fall apart.
He looked at the painting in his hand and said, "Look, how good it is to paint, the whole world is in your hands, you can give as much sunshine as you want to the world, you can make all people happy, as long as you want, anything can be realized." ”
"Lu Jiahang, send this package to table 32. As soon as he finished speaking, a colleague asked him to go to work.
I looked at the unfinished picture he had placed on the table, and I crossed something in my mind, but I couldn't grasp it.
We seem to have unknowingly changed a child's future, I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I think he will succeed.
Because he already has the direction he wants to go.
Qin Jianghao came back late from overtime today, it seemed that he was socializing, and he was full of alcohol, so I asked Aunt Lin to take An Lan with him, and then took care of him to take off his clothes and drink sobering soup.
It's been a long time since I've seen him drink like this, as long as he has time, he will turn back to the desperate Saburo he used to be, I feel distressed, but he never wants me to feel distressed, because he always feels that it is natural to give his women and children glory and wealth.
But I don't know that all I hope in my heart is that he will go to work on time, and he will be able to come back from work on time and have dinner with us. On Saturdays and Sundays, I was able to take my kids and I outside to soak up the sun or something.
See, my demands are so low, but he never can't.
When he finally got him into bed and was about to turn around to take off his shoes, he suddenly grabbed me, then hugged me in his arms and said, "In a few days, I'm busy, let's get married." ”
Again, he used to tell me that we would get married in a short time, but when one thing was done, he started to work on new things, and there was no time at all.
But now that we have a child, I'm not worried about losing him, so it doesn't matter if we get married again or not.
Even though I thought so, I nodded to him obediently, "Okay." ”
"You look beautiful in your wedding dress. ”
"I remember you didn't even bother to look at me. ”
"Looked. ”
"Not at all. "I still remember everything from the day we got married, and I'm sure he really didn't look at me that day, and even if he did, he didn't look at it with his eyes, because he had been watching his mother that day, and he was afraid that if she had an accident, he would miss the last look at her.
"Really...... In dreams. ”
"Have you ever dreamed of me?" Is it because he always remembers that he owes me an official wedding, so he dreams like that?
"Well, I often dream that when you run away from home in anger, when I haven't seen you for a long time in Milan......"
Suddenly there were tears in my eyes. "What do you dream I'm doing?"
"I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore, ran away with another man, and never came back. ”
"What a mess, unreliable dream. ”
"It's probably called a nightmare!"
"You're too thoughtful. ”
"I'm just not sure if you'll be able to wait for me all the time. ”
"I've been there, you can reach out to me and touch it, it's real. ”
"Oh, then I'll have to make sure it's true. He rolled over, and then lowered his head and kissed him.
His mouth was full of the taste of wine, but I didn't dislike it, and took the initiative to respond to him.
I've always been by your side, and as long as you can turn around, even if it's just to look at me, I'll take the initiative to walk to your side.
Being by your side is never a pity or an obligation, but something I can't ask for.
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Four months later, Yuan Fang gave birth to a daughter, my brother was very happy, but Yuan Fang was a little disappointed, and sent me all the boys' clothes she had bought before.
I told her, "Don't send it to me, you might be a boy in your next child!"
"If you don't give birth, you don't give birth, I died of my aunt and grandmother, I knew that it was so hard to give birth to a child, so I didn't give birth, and I wasn't even a boy when I was born. ”
"You are patriarchal, in the future, you will let the child know that you are such a mother, how chilling it is!"
"Let your family Anlan know that his father is more feminine than men, and he will be very chilling!"
"Uh......"
"Alas, but it's impossible not to give birth, your brother is only a boy in your family, if I really don't give birth. Isn't your Bai family going to be broken? ”
"You can recruit a son-in-law......" As soon as he said this, he suddenly remembered what happened to Aunt Qin, and felt that this method was not good.
After all, in today's society, there are many people who are ambitious about wolves, and how many people are willing to let their sons join other people's surnames, most of them are just for their own selfishness.
Yuan Fang also knew about the affairs of Qin Jianghao's family, and when she saw that I suddenly stopped talking, she probably thought of the reason for my sudden pause, sighed, and said, "I'm still going to have a boy, or you can have another one, another daughter!"
"Don't. "I don't like to have children either, and I don't dare to guarantee that the next child will really be a girl, what if it's still a boy? :(.*)☆\\/☆=
In the TV series, but many scenes are two brothers in order to snatch the family property, the six relatives don't recognize each other, and it becomes bad and bad, I don't want to see that happen.
Qin Jianghao didn't know when he was standing behind me, because I was holding An Lan, and it was not convenient to take the mobile phone, so he put it on the side and turned on the amplification, he probably heard the conversation between me and Yuan Fang, and suddenly hugged me from behind and said, "Listen to my sister-in-law, let's have another girl!"
I was taken aback by his sudden movements, calmed down, and immediately vetoed, "Don't!"
"Why not?"
"If it were you, I could have considered it. "I was a little hesitant just now, but as soon as he said that, I decided not to give birth, and if I have a daughter, what should I do with my son?
If he was born prematurely, his health is not good, and his father is still eccentric, I can already predict his miserable life in the future.
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