Those obsessive thoughts on Yu Xuan are like an evil seed sown in fertile land, growing and sprouting like crazy under the moisture of rain, dew and sunshine, arbitrarily grabbing her mind, and she even sometimes feels that if she doesn't see Yu Xuan to relieve her lovesickness, she will be like a fish washed ashore by the waves, drying up due to lack of water and dying.

Yixuan gradually lost weight in the thoughts day after day, and the worsening of depression made her look like a skeleton.

Under such circumstances, the Spring Festival of the reunion of thousands of families is coming as scheduled, and the advent of this holiday that the whole country celebrates together will undoubtedly give Yixuan, who is alone, a worse blow.

On the evening of the Chinese New Year's Eve, she sent a text message to Ling Hui, the only one who cares about her now: I'm fine, don't come to me, I will automatically appear when I go to work in the eighth year of junior high school.

Then, turn off your mobile phone, remove your mobile phone battery and calling card, and isolate yourself in your room at the Cloud City Hotel, where you can eat instant noodles, frozen dumplings and other instant foods when you are hungry.

The rest of the time, I watched movies in the room unkempt.

Occasionally, he cried silently at the instant noodles in front of him.

At night, when a person is lying in bed, that person's name will jump into her mind without warning, and it will affect her thoughts.

She didn't know if she was crying in her dreams, but every morning she woke up in the chaos and always found a large wet patch on her pillow.

In the meantime, she once heard Ling Hui knocking on the door and calling her name, and she stayed in the room, but she couldn't find an excuse to open the door.

The man outside the door had no obligation or responsibility to give up his family reunion to accompany her during the big vacation.

All along, she was not a person who could be willful to others. She couldn't be selfish like that.

Fortunately, seven days a week, it will pass after a while.

On the eighth day of the first month, she turned on her mobile phone as promised, and immediately received a call from Ling Hui, on the phone, his voice was full of exhaustion and anxiety.

She said guiltily: "I went on a trip alone, I'm sorry to worry you." ”

"When will you be back?"

"I don't know, there are still some things I need to deal with at the hotel here. ”

Then, ruthlessly ignoring his anxiety and hanging up the phone, perhaps her ruthlessness towards Ling Hui was the best warmth she could give.

Everything returned to the intense and hectic work of the previous year, and the overload of work did not heal the wounds in her heart as it had done years ago, and she continued to lose weight in silence.

That day, Ling Hui choked up in the video and said, "Yixuan, come back." ”

She struggled to react: arsenic and poison have the same ending, so why not let yourself be a little more happy in the process of facing that ending?

Then go back and be by Yu Xuan's side, it's better than being alone outside.

The next day, Yixuan returned to Jiangcheng after half a year of longing and separation.

Walking into the Jiangcheng Yunxuan Hotel at night, when the elevator stopped on the top floor, just stepped out of the elevator door, Yixuan stood in the corridor and heard the laughter coming from Yu Xuan's room, the door was open, Yu Xuan's laughter broke into her ears unscrupulously, the happy laughter was bright and bright, with the beauty of youth and the joy of lover's company.

Such a cheerful and happy Yu Xuan is what a young man should really have.

I shouldn't have come back after all!

Yixuan silently turned around and walked towards the elevator, but Yu Xuan, who had already heard the sound of the elevator door opening, walked out, and when he saw Yixuan in the corridor, the smile on his face suddenly condensed, and he said with a slightly embarrassed expression: "Sister Shu, you are back." ”

Sister Shu?......

Before she could recover from this unfamiliar title, the beautiful woman who leaned out next to Yu Xuan to look at was the woman named Zhu Lin, the woman who claimed to be his girlfriend the day after Yu Xuan woke up.

After Zhu Lin saw Yixuan, the expression on her face was generous and natural, and she shouted: "Sister Shu is good." ”。

After a moment of silence, Yixuan smiled and nodded to the two of them and said, "I just came back, didn't bother you, right?"

After speaking, he passed by Yu Xuan with his suitcase and walked towards his room.

Sister Shu ....... Behind him was Yu Xuan's hesitant cry.

Yi Xuan turned around, staring at him calmly and waiting for him to speak. Before I came back, I had identified myself and warned myself countless times, so I must remember my identity.

"Sister Shu, you just got off the plane, you shouldn't have dinner, do you want to come with us?" Yu Xuan rarely saw her such a cold expression, and said a little unaccustomed and uneasy.

Before Yixuan could speak, Zhu Lin whispered to Yu Xuan: "But, you only fried two steaks for the two of us, what did she eat when she came?"

Yu Xuan still smiled and said to Yixuan: "Sister Shu, come here, let's eat together." ”

Then he whispered to the woman, "I will give her my share." ”

After speaking, he pretended to be casual and said to Yixuan: "Sister Shu, come over after you put your luggage." ”

Yixuan smiled and refused: "Thank you, I won't disturb you in the world of two, you can eat by yourself, I'm a little tired and want to take a break." ”

After speaking, he nodded to the two people standing at the door, and dragged his luggage into his room.

When she entered the door, she leaned against the door and gasped, Sister Shu, steak, and two people .......

Yu Xuan didn't call me Yixuan, nor did she call me sister, but called me Sister Shu!

Yu Xuan, who used to dislike cooking, only cooked steaks for her a few times, and now he even washed his hands and made soup for that woman.

He really loved her.

This time, she didn't dare to deceive herself with any reason, and the cruel reality was suddenly placed in front of her with such a vivid scene, so that she was powerless to find the reason to coax herself for herself.

Her already numb heart began to ache again.

Before the tears could come out, the phone rang at the right time: "Yixuan, have you returned to Jiangcheng?"

It's Ling Hui.

"Ling Hui, do you have anything to eat?" she didn't answer.

"Yes, I'll pick you up right away. ”

When Yixuan walked in front of Yuxuan's door, she could still hear the laughter and laughter coming from the hidden door, and those sounds set off her lonely wandering at this time.

Didn't you say stop struggling, stop leaving hope, and give up completely?

Why would he come back with such an obsession to interfere with his life?

However, I really can't let it go.

Not only is his heart struggling but also looking forward to it, even people can't help but want to get close to him!

How easy is it to say that you can put it down?

When Yixuan was sitting in the hotel lobby waiting for Ling Hui, she unconsciously looked at the front desk and found that the customer service on duty at the front desk didn't know her at all, just as she was an ordinary guest waiting for someone, she didn't say hello to her, and she didn't even look at her twice.