(Recommended reading: When I woke up from the nightmare again, my hand habitually touched my stomach, where it was bumpy and very obvious, in the first three months, my stomach was very flat, and I couldn't feel any changes at all, but since the fourth month, my stomach has changed day by day, and now it's five months, it's like stuffing a small watermelon into my stomach, round.

Last time, the child had an accident at this time, so I was particularly afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past, and I was always frightened, which may confirm the saying, thinking about it every day, dreaming at night, I always dreamed that I was in a car accident, and there was a lot of bleeding below, no matter how I called for help, no one paid attention to me, and let me cry helplessly. Occasionally, I wake up from a dream, fall asleep again, and have nightmares again.

The doctor said that I was under too much pressure in my heart, yes, I was really stressed, because the abortion operation was less than three months old, I was pregnant again, the fetus had a slight placenta previa, even if the doctor comforted me again and again, as long as I took care of it, there would be no problem with the fetus, after all, fetal previa is a very common problem nowadays, but I am particularly worried that the child will have problems.

I raised my hand to wipe the sweat from my forehead, turned my head to look outside, and found that it was already white, I got up from the bed weakly, my whole body was sticky, I went into the bathroom to rinse.

When I came out again, I found that Xu Yuwen had rushed into the room, since that kind of thing happened, I was used to sleeping and locking, he suddenly appeared in front of me, I vigilantly turned my back against the bathroom door, nervously looked at the card in his hand, and asked dissatisfiedly, "Why did you come in?" Didn't I say that you were not allowed to enter the room without my permission?"

Xu Yuwen apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I called you many times outside, but you didn't respond, I was worried about you, so I came in with a card, I didn't mean anything else!"

I looked at him suspiciously, the broken hair on his forehead was wet, his mouth was pursed, and he looked very serious, I was relieved, he was good to me, but I just couldn't let go of the mustard, and I had to admit that I was a grudge.

Xu Yuwen took out a spring light coat from the wardrobe and draped it on my body, "Don't catch a cold, aren't you going to do a four-dimensional color ultrasound examination today?"

To a certain extent, Xu Yuwen entered the role faster than me, whether it was for me or the child in my womb, he was very concerned, as if he was already the father of a child, every time he checked, he would push away everything, accompany me to the examination, and ask the doctor very seriously, questions about the child, and the characteristics of a pregnant woman, he indulged my unreasonableness and coldness, even if I sarcastically mocked him with extremely vicious words the night before, the next day, he still greeted me with a smile and said those touching words.

A few days ago, I fell asleep in the hall, and in confusion, I felt that someone was touching my belly, so I opened my eyes, and saw Xu Yuwen squatting in front of me, his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, and there was a doting smile on the corner of his mouth, his hand gently stroked my stomach, probably worried about waking me up, his movements were very light, and even his breathing was very light. I looked at the tolerant Xu Yuwen, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I looked back at my coat, and then looked at Xu Yuwen and sneered at myself that he really had a soft mentality, and he was moved when he did something, no wonder he was eaten to death by others. I threw my coat away and screamed "I hate pink the most, pretend to be tender!"

I opened the drawer, took out another royal blue coat from it and put it on, without looking at Xu Yuwen and walked out, I knew too well that he would follow, he would definitely accompany me to check, people, they are all favored, and they are fearless,

I saw on the screen that the little guy was turning over, playing with the umbilical cord for a while, sucking his fingers for a while, and yawning, he was not idle at all, he was a naughty ghost at all, I looked at it so lively, smiled happily, tilted my head, and saw Xu Yuwen looking at the screen intently, probably amused by the child's naughtiness, and his mouth was not closed. At this point, I'm scared that he knows the truth, so what should I do?

If he knew that the child was not his own, according to his cruel nature, would he use cruel means against me? Whenever I think of this, I will become very worried, I don't dare to raise my eyebrows, I don't even dare to meet Xu Yuwen's gaze again, and I remind again, "This is my child, it has nothing to do with you!"

Xu Yuwen seemed to be listening to the child losing his temper, smiled lightly, and didn't take it seriously, and then turned around and asked the doctor, "Last time, you didn't say that HCG dropped too fast, how is it now?"

"The child is 20 weeks old, and the HCG has reached stability, but the calcium content is a little low, so it would be good to supplement a little more. "The doctor's face was full of smiles, so pompous that even the crow's feet were squeezed out.

"That's good!" Xu Yuwen looked at me happily, and I didn't have the confidence to look at him, just when his mobile phone rang, he went out to make a call, and when he came back, he looked at me guiltily and said, "Shuangshuang, the company is in an emergency, I have to go back first."

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I can't wait for him to leave immediately, I'm afraid that when he looks at the fetus, he will find that the child doesn't look like himself, although I am too suspicious, but Xu Yuwen stays by my side, I can't help but think cranky, worried that he will harm his own child. I hurriedly urged, "You go, you hurry up!"

Xu Yuwen burst out laughing, leaned over and kissed my forehead unexpectedly, and joked with a smile, "Are you so looking forward to me leaving? Tonight, I will come back early to accompany you to dinner." ”

The doctor stood up and said playfully, "The relationship between Xu Dong and Miss Lu is so good!"

I tilted my head and looked at the doctor, she had a pair of very shrewd eyes, how could she not see through that I was not Xu Yuwen's wife, but she said such a thing, I felt disgusting, but other people's medical skills are excellent, and they take care of me, even if I don't like people anymore, I can't show it. This is the misfortune of growing up, you can't laugh if you want to laugh, you can't cry if you want to cry, you obviously hate a person, and you have to pretend to be smiling.

I listened attentively to the doctor's instructions before I got up and went out, but I bumped into Li Nian head-on, she was wearing a loose version of the white gauze skirt, even this could not hide her big belly, I remember that she was two months pregnant before me, and the fetus was seven months old.

There was a man by her side, the man looked very cold, as cold as ice, but he was very handsome, these people were all women and very handsome, and the man was very handsome, and the man was standing there, and the air around him was much lower. Li Nian restrained all his edges, and was like a slave in front of the man, obediently following behind the man.

Li Nian lowered his head and didn't notice me, but the man passed by me, his eyes casually glanced at me, and those eyes were like two ice knives polished by thousands of years of ice into the bones of people, and my whole person stood stupidly in place, and it took a long time before I reacted, that person is probably Li Nian's husband - Yuan Chen, it is said that he is a ruthless guy, it is better to see than to hear, no wonder Li Nian thinks of a way to escape from the siege, marry this kind of man, will he freeze to death at night? However, Li Nian's eldest lady's temper is only Yuan Chenke.

There is no normal person in the Li family, all of them are wonderful.

I laughed gloatingly, looking at me puzzled and asking, "Miss Lu, what are you laughing at?"

I clapped my hands "Nothing, let's go!"

But I couldn't control myself at all, and I just couldn't close my mouth, but when I walked out of the department, I saw Li Yi sitting in a chair smoking in the hallway, and the warning sign on it said no smoking, he turned a blind eye and smoked, looking like he was crippled to death. The smile on the corner of my mouth immediately stared, and there was a sense of powerlessness in the narrow road of the enemy.

I told myself that I turned a blind eye and turned a blind eye, and turned into a stranger, but my pace increased uncontrollably, and a hand stopped in front of me, and even if I didn't have to look at it, my eyes fell on the red Gucci tie, which was all too familiar. When I bought it back, he was very disgusted, saying that a man would die of shame wearing a tie of this color, and he would not wear it if he was killed, but he did not expect that he would wear it today.

Just as I was immersed in the past, a cruel warning voice came from my ears, "Lu Shuangshuang, Mengmeng's mental state is not very good, don't stimulate her anymore." ”

The man is so ruthless, I secretly slapped myself twice, kicked hard, and scolded again, Lu Shuangshuang, you give me some breath.

I raised my head, met Li Yi's gaze, and asked with a sneer on the corner of my mouth, "I don't understand what you mean." ”

His eyes were as sharp as X-rays, shining on me from the inside out, and then falling on my stomach, and I was afraid that he would see something, so I quickly covered my stomach and took two steps back. Li Yi's sharp gaze dimmed, and he sneered, "Life flies so fast, isn't it? At that time, your belly was so big!"

Of course I understood what he said, it was his pain and my scar, but I could only pretend to be indifferent and say, "Boss Li, if you have nothing to do, then I'll leave!"

Li Yi stepped out and stopped me again, "Just let Mengmeng go, she has done a lot of wrong things, and at the same time, she has also suffered a lot and suffered a lot of crimes!"

I raised my head and stared straight at Li Yi, "What's wrong? Are you distressed?" Li Yi, not only has she suffered and suffered sins in this world, but she is pitiful, so I am not pitiful? She is afraid of thunder on rainy days, am I not afraid? At that time, if you come back and you listen to me finish speaking, Brother Ming may still be alive, I will not quarrel with you, that child may still be alive, Li Yi, you are too affectionate, do you understand? Okay, what's the use of saying this, I am also at fault, there is no need to worry about it anymore. If you really feel sorry for her, persuade him well, don't be overwhelmed and find your own guilt!"

After all, I can't let it go, so when I mention it again, I will still be annoyed, and I will still be an accountant, even if I understand that Li Yi deliberately approached Mengmeng out of protection for me, but that day, he acted too much, at least with his heart.

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