I couldn't find anyone to talk to, so I could only torture myself.

When Mr. Zhuang came back in the evening, my eyes were red and swollen, and I didn't dare to look up.

Zhao Yaru muttered to him for a while, as if she was talking about the pregnancy test, and I vaguely heard the word "substitution". My heart twitched violently, and when I looked over in a panic, I happened to be in front of Mr. Zhuang's gaze.

His brow furrowed, and his face was a little heavy.

A sour feeling suddenly surged in my heart, the premise of Mr. Zhuang's good treatment to me is to have a child, if I can't conceive a child, then he won't have any extra heart to pity me.

This perception is like a tormenting hemorrhoid, and no matter what you want or do, you can't ignore its presence.

I was deeply stung by his frowning glance, and when I bit my lower lip and walked over to accept the best result, I heard Mr. Zhuang say lightly: "That thing may not be accurate, I will go to the hospital in two days to check it." ”

He said "let's talk about it" and did not agree to change people without being pregnant.

I had a faint expectation in my heart, and I wanted to make a smile at Mr. Zhuang, but I saw Zhao Yaru looking at me with her mouth tightly pursed, and there was obvious dissatisfaction in her cold eyes.

In the past, Zhao Yaru would only chat casually with Mr. Zhuang about homely things, and the taciturn Mr. Zhuang would occasionally respond with a few words. But today, Zhao Yaru has been talking about me, saying that I am too young, maybe my family is poor, and my health is still not good enough.

There were several times when I couldn't help but want to ask her to help me argue, but every time I looked up, I could see that Mr. Zhuang was looking at me.

I didn't dare to look at it, and I was so overwhelmed by my inferiority complex that I could only swallow it with tears in my eyes.

Suddenly, a pair of chopsticks were brought to my bowl.

I shuddered and jerked my head up at Mr. Zhuang. He was eating quietly, and it turned out that Zhao Yaru was serving me vegetables.

The smile on her face froze, and she cared coldly: "Don't just eat rice, I was also in a hurry to say a few more words, don't be scared like this." ”

I was particularly annoyed that my unbearable thoughts seemed to be exposed to them by myself, but I still turned to Zhao Yaru stiffly: "Thank you, Sister Yaru." ”

"Husband, this is your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, eat more. ”

Mr. Zhuang turned his head sideways and smiled at her, but Zhao Yaru actually leaned in directly and pecked him in the mouth. The happiness on her face pierced my eyes and pierced my heart like a needle, and I quickly lowered my head in a panic and hurriedly ate the remaining two mouthfuls of rice.

That night, I had insomnia again, and I wanted to get up in the middle of the night to continue the test, but I was afraid that the results would be unsatisfactory, so I didn't dare to do it.

I struggled for a long time before I dared to think about the worst outcome, Zhao Yaru really wants to change people at that time, I have to pay back, but I will try to fight for a part of the 100,000 deposit paid first, no matter what, I am not innocent now. Although I was willing to have a relationship with Mr. Zhuang, the reality forced me to pull down my face and cheat.

If Sister Liu can still help me find a new home, that's the best, if I can't find it, then I have to make up the money as soon as possible even if I go out to sell.

I shuddered at the thought of being crushed under a strange man.

The next morning, when Zhao Yaru came to urge, I squirmed and went into the bathroom to test with a pregnancy test. is still a deep and a shallow two red lines, there are no surprises, only heavy losses.

When he went out, Mr. Zhuang actually came.

Seeing the expectation in his eyes, I lowered my head in embarrassment: "Mr. Zhuang, Sister Yaru, it's the same as yesterday." ”

I didn't dare to look at how disappointed they were, and I squeezed the pregnancy test stick tightly until my fingers began to turn white, and then I heard Zhao Yaru complain a few words of dissatisfaction.

Mr. Zhuang interrupted her: "This thing may not be accurate, I will take her to do a check-up in the afternoon, don't always be suspicious." ”

Zhao Yaru's face was a little unbearable, obviously unhappy, but after all, she didn't have a seizure in front of me, and after enduring it again and again, she still hugged Mr. Zhuang's arm with a smile: "Don't you still want to go to the factory to inspect? I'll just accompany her." ”

Mr. Zhuang looked at her with a smile: "Didn't you make an appointment with Xiaoting to go to the beauty salon?"

I once heard my aunt say that Xiaoting is Mr. Zhuang's sister.

I don't know if I'm thinking too much, I always feel that the atmosphere between Mr. Zhuang and Zhao Yaru is a little wrong. In fact, I have been here for half a month, and I rarely see them chatting, after Mr. Zhuang came back, he stayed in the study except for eating, and Zhao Yaru always chatted with friends on the phone.

"No, the child's affairs are more important. The moment she lowered her head, her gaze stopped on my face for half a second, cold, as if with a little resentment, "Actually, I was going to take her for an examination tomorrow, but today is today." ”

I was so frightened that I quickly lowered my head: "Mr. Zhuang, Sister Yaru, you are busy, I can go over by myself." ”

Zhao Yaru's tone was a little colder, and she was a little impatient: "You are afraid to go and don't know the procedure, or I will accompany you." ”

Mr. Zhuang also spoke: "Just let Yaru accompany you." ”

I looked up stupidly, but he was gone. It seemed to be my delusion, and I always felt that the last words he said to me were a little gentle, and his voice was small, as if he was afraid of scaring me.

Zhao Yaru gritted her teeth, looked down at my belly, and the pregnancy test stick in my hand, didn't say anything, and followed Mr. Zhuang out of the guest room.

In the afternoon, I went to the previous private hospital for a check-up, and in the process of waiting for the results, I was so nervous that my palms were full of sweat, and my forehead was sweating profusely, and there was a stone hanging in my heart, which made it difficult for me to breathe.

Zhuang Xiaoting called to complain about Zhao Yaru releasing her pigeons, and Zhao Yaru took the opportunity to complain all kinds of things, but she didn't say anything about accompanying me to do an examination in a private hospital.

She and Mr. Zhuang didn't seem to tell both families about surrogacy, and I was a disgraceful existence after all. I don't feel bad because of this, what makes me uncomfortable is that Zhao Yaru doesn't want to accompany me today, she is obviously unhappy that Mr. Zhuang disrupted her arrangement.

waited for an hour before the results came out, and Zhao Yaru had already secretly gone to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette, and she usually didn't smoke at home.

The male doctor Zhao Yaru knew was surnamed Sun, and when he took the results and came out, he had a smile on his face.

When he said the word congratulations, tears suddenly welled up in my eyes.

I was pregnant, I didn't have to be replaced, and my grandmother's surgery fee was finally settled!

Zhao Yaru happily grabbed my hand: "Did you hear that? Yes, yes! Then why couldn't she detect it with a pregnancy test before?"

Dr. Sun smiled gently: "The amount of HCG hormone in the urine in the early stages of pregnancy is not high enough, and it is normal that it cannot be detected. ”

At this moment, Mr. Zhuang called, and Zhao Yaru quickly and happily told him the result, and it was the first time I heard Mr. Zhuang laugh so loudly: "I'll go back early today." ”

My heartbeat was beating more intensely because of this vague laughter, did Mr. Zhuang calculate the time to call?

I happily lowered my head and looked at my stomach, not knowing whether I was happy that I could finally get the deposit with peace of mind, or whether I was happy that I didn't disappoint Mr. Zhuang.