Chapter 140: Two Mothers
Zhuang Yan still had a smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were as cold as the cool moonlight, revealing a faint melancholy: "Sister-in-law, you are too worried, aren't you just expressing your position now? Why don't I want my dad anymore? Money is really that important? I didn't bring her back to see you to ask for your opinion, but to tell you that the person I want to marry is her." Sister-in-law, I am Chinese New Year's Eve five years old today, and I want to have two children and a complete home with the people I love. ”
He was still unhurried, but when I heard this, tears suddenly fell.
It really fell inadvertently, and by the time I found it, the tears had already slipped to the corners of my mouth. His last words were like a bolt of lightning that cut open my heart, and my heart trembled for a while.
His tone was as light as usual, like a breeze, but it slowly warmed my heart.
After coming back to my senses, I quickly wiped away my tears, stood up and bowed slightly to everyone at the table: "Grandma, sister-in-law, sister-in-law, second aunt......" I called them one by one, "I know I'm not good enough, but I'll try." I will take good care of Zhuang Yan, don't make him angry, make him laugh, I will help him massage when he is tired, make good meals every day and take care of his body...... I will do my best to love him, please give me a chance, I don't want him to be blamed by you for me, how hard he is, don't you feel sorry for him?"
Tears fell again, I don't have a good family background and good parents, but my background is not something I can choose, I will try not to let my grandmother drag down Zhuang Yan, I will also make money to support my family, why does my sister-in-law look down on me so much? Because I hurt Sister Yaru in the first place?
Tears blurred my eyes, and I looked up to see their reactions but couldn't see clearly, only Zhuang Yan sighed and led me into his room. Behind her, the aunt seemed to quarrel with the sister-in-law, and the noise lasted for several minutes before it died down.
The reason why I cried uncontrollably was also because I suddenly felt helpless when I thought of my grandmother. I have no support behind me, I can only rely on myself to strive for this happiness, and with what Zhuang Yan said just now, I will also persevere to the end.
The tears flowed more and more, like a flood that opened the floodgates, and could not be stopped.
"Well, don't cry. Zhuang Yan pressed me into his arms and kept touching the back of my head.
I can't help but think, didn't the sisters-in-law notice the changes in Zhuang Yan? He used to talk so little, and he didn't want to say more all day long, is it really because of his personality? He now talks obviously more than before, and smiles more, they are elders, don't they want to see Zhuang Yan become happy?
I burst into tears for a while, and after hearing Zhuang Yan sigh in my ear, I took a deep breath and began to force myself to quickly hold back my tears.
Zhuang Yan's brows were twisted into a vertical line, and he took a tissue to help me wipe my nose. After wiping it off, he lowered his head and kissed my eyes, because there were still tears slowly spilling out of the corners of his eyes, and he licked them lightly with his tongue a few times.
Being treated so gently by him, where did I still feel uncomfortable, so I quickly hugged him and began to reflect: "I'm sorry, I cried again, it's too weak, I won't do this again in the future." ”
"Hehe," he chuckled and pinched my face, "fool, who said that crying is weak? weren't you scared when you came, hehe, why did you just say such a big paragraph?" Our family is used to letting my sister-in-law, hum, you were very brave just now. ”
I sniffed sharply, and my face was hot when he praised me, and I grinned at him stupidly: "You just said that you want to have a bunch of children, do you still want a son?"
"Hehe, Hee-hee. He poked me in the head, not knowing what he was laughing at.
"Dad, Dad!" Lele knocked on the door with a box of plasticine, and after the little man came in, he went to report Zhuang Yan's legs, and looked at me with big eyes, "Crying nose, shame." ”
I was a little embarrassed to be laughed at by my daughter.
Zhuang Yan patted me on the shoulder, bent down and hugged Lele in his arms: "Blame, let my mother play with you with plasticine." Is Grandpa in the study? Dad has something to say to Grandpa. ”
Lele nodded obediently, let Zhuang Yan hand her into my arms, and shook the box of plasticine in front of me with a smile: "Mom, pinch the rabbit for me." ”
She wore her bangs, her big eyes were lined with more and more black and bright, and she was watery and glowing with a charming light, and I felt my heart melt when I saw it. Her hair was just over her shoulders, thin and soft, much like me, and she wore a headband with a big pink bow glued to it, which was very beautiful.
I looked down the door and couldn't help but kiss her on the cheek.
Lele didn't seem to be a stranger to me at all, and he actually quickly "popped" on my face, which made my heart itch.
But I barely played with playdough when I was a kid, so I didn't know how to pinch the rabbit out, and I kneaded a ball of plasticine into a ball and then into a long strip, and my mind was completely blank, and I didn't know how to move on to the next step.
Lele pinched herself indiscriminately, blinking her eyes wide to see my progress from time to time, and as soon as I stopped, she looked up and smiled at me.
"Lele, I thought you didn't remember me. Her little face was so soft and smooth that I couldn't wait to hold it in my arms all the time. I originally thought that I didn't see her much, so the relationship would not be too close, but every time I saw her in person, I felt that my whole heart was soft into a puddle of water, and I couldn't see enough of it.
She blinked, as if thinking about the meaning of my words, and after two seconds, she grinned again: "Lele looks at the photo of Mom, and there is a photo on Dad's phone." There were two moms and the other mom brought so much good food. ”
As she spoke, she suddenly opened her arms and gestured, as if there were so many that her little arms couldn't hold them at all.
I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that Sister Yaru had been here yesterday, so the other mother in her mouth was Sister Yaru?
The second she answered, I was so nervous that I held my breath.
When Sister Yaru didn't separate from her, she was still very young, and she didn't remember anything at all. So Sister Yaru has about the same weight in her heart as mine, but of course I want her to like me in my heart.
I'd love to know what happened yesterday but don't have a chance to ask now. The matter that Zhuang Yan went to talk to his father should be related to me, and I will talk about it after they have negotiated.
My phone rang again, and it was my grandmother calling.
I was willful all night, and my grandmother must have a long memory, and I was afraid that if I continued to be willful, she would get sick in a hurry, so I quickly connected. Unexpectedly, as soon as I called out to her, a whimper came from the other end: "Xixi...... Hee-hee, where have you been?"
"Grandma, I'm fine, don't worry. Let's get together, I'm fine. I said this as calmly as possible, although sometimes I hate, hate myself for not relying on, but my grandmother is always my dearest relative, and I will only hate my aunt and uncle.
She choked on the other end of the phone, and finally answered several times before hanging up, and asked me to go home early at the end of the day.
When I was stunned, Lele ran over and hugged my legs: "Mom, pinch the rabbit." I like your mother, my mother gives me candy, and that mother doesn't laugh, and she is afraid. ”
I admit that I am cautious, remembering that Zhou Jin went abroad with me before, and I was so familiar with Lele, my heart was sour. So when I continued to knead the plasticine with Lele in my arms, I asked her in a low voice: "Then do you like me as a mother, or do you like Aunt Xiaojin?"
I thought she might not know who Aunt Xiao Jin was, but I didn't expect her to grin immediately: "Aunt Xiao Jin is good, she buys so many dolls and so many delicious foods." ”
The little guy began to gesture with his hand again as he spoke, and I felt bored when I saw it. Why does she always mention food? Thinking about it, I really haven't bought her anything delicious, and the things I brought with me today have been put away by my aunt, and I can't show them in front of her.
Just when I was lonely, the little guy suddenly turned around and kissed me on the face, and took the initiative to hug my neck, leaning into my ear and whispering: "Mom, I like you the most, Dad and Lele both like Mom." ”
"Why?" she didn't know how much happiness her simple words brought me, I really didn't expect that during the time that Lele and I were missing each other, he put so much effort into front of Lele.
Sometimes I really feel that Zhuang Yan is a superman, always doing a lot of things silently without saying a word.
Lele didn't understand my doubts, pointing to the plasticine, the headband on his head, and the clothes and shoes on his body...... She said almost everything she could think of in her little head, and it turned out that in her cognition, all her things were bought by me.
When Zhuang Yan came in, I was absentmindedly rubbing plasticine.
Because the rabbit was so ugly, when he saw it, I subconsciously kneaded the plasticine into a long strip.
"What's the pinch?" Zhuang Yan walked over and bent down to hold our mother and daughter in his arms.
I didn't wait for Lele to answer, so I replied first: "I'm pinching earthworms." ”
Lele immediately protested: "Mom, pinch the rabbit!"
Zhuang Yan looked at the dough rolled into a noodle-like plasticine in my hand, and laughed with a "poof": "Earthworms?"
I glanced at him, but said nothing. He took Lele into his arms, and scooped me into his arms with his free hand: "Xixi, let's get married when you finish your studies." When the time comes, let Yoko sell me a suite at the internal price, and our family will live alone. ”
His expression was faint, and he couldn't see anything unusual.
But I thought about it and discussed with him: "Will Xiaoting return to China after graduation? Will your father be lonely, it doesn't seem good to snatch Lele away from him, if he can accept me, let's live with him?"
The hand on my shoulder trembled slightly, and Zhuang Yan lowered his head against my forehead and sighed: "Xixi, don't be so sensible, you should really let my dad listen to what you said." ”
"Yesterday, what happened? Did Sister Yaru make any requests?"