(Cat flutter Chinese) "yes, yes. Thank you. ”

I was nervous, but I pretended to be extremely calm and finished the words, and then hung up the phone with trembling fingers.

At that moment, I made up countless reasons for Jiang Hao in my mind, I was sick, I had a job, and even before I made this call, I was worried about whether something had happened to him.

I also thought about Jiang Hao's other sister that Lin Xia mentioned to me, maybe she, right?

Either way, it all points to a result, I believe in Jiang Hao, and I have enough reasons to trust him.

After about an hour, my phone finally made a series of sounds, and I was already sitting on the sidewalk on the side of the road and numb from the cold, and less than 50 meters behind me was McDonald's, which was open all night.

I still chose to look at the phone first, it turned out that the battery was about to run out.

I slapped my thigh hard, my leg was frozen to the point that I had no instinct, and the hand that had been holding the phone and glancing at it every few seconds was still a little warm, and I could feel pain.

So I turned around and went to McDonald's, borrowed a charger from the clerk, and ordered a cup of coffee to pour into my stomach while it was hot.

I'm a little dizzy, in fact, I'm just like I've drunk too much, otherwise how could I be so braindead that I waited for Jiang Hao to call, instead of taking the initiative to call again.

When I finally wanted to dial it again, the person who answered the phone finally became Jiang Hao.

It's been a year and I've heard his voice for the first time.

Jiang Hao asked calmly, "Who?"

I said, "Me." ”

I seldom pronounce my own name, I don't know if others are like me, I think that pronouncing my own name is the most familiar and unfamiliar in the world, and I hear it countless times a day, but I rarely pronounce it by myself.

I also felt that even if I didn't say those two words, it would be impossible for Jiang Hao to not recognize me when he heard my voice.

But the next thing I heard was, "Who are you?"

It's still simple and crisp, still impatient, I didn't have time to say, I heard a voice from his side again, as if he was lifting the quilt, and then Jiang Hao probably pulled the phone a little farther away, and said to him, "Lie down a little bit, take your hands away." ”

I was stupid in an instant, and I had no idea at once, but I still forced myself to confirm with Jiang Hao again, "Is there someone next to you?"

Jiang Hao coughed twice, and then said, "Yes, or I will sleep with a female ghost in my arms?"

I froze for two seconds.

I asked him, "Just now she answered the phone and said to let you call later, why didn't you call?"

Jiang Hao: "How can you call if you're not busy?"

After a minute, I still didn't speak, and I didn't hang up.

Jiang Hao continued: "Okay Chen Xiang, I know it's you, don't pretend to be any of us, I know what you're looking for me." You know, I didn't plan to go. ”

I asked him why.

Jiang Hao told me: "I never promised you. Chen Xiang, do you think I'm a soft bone and a bully? You are the one who broke up, and you are the one who is leaving, why should I wait for you. But you've been missing for a year, so I'm only getting a chance to inform you now, don't think I'm as fond of playing with people as you do. ”

"Oh. I said yes faintly, and then there was silence for three minutes.

Jiang Hao: "It's okay, I'll hang up." ”

I nodded, I knew he couldn't see it, about three seconds later, Jiang Hao still didn't hang up the phone, I finally asked him, "I'm still waiting for you, are you coming?"

“……”

I could feel it, and he was hesitating.

But the end result of the hesitation is, "I don't need a girlfriend, just a friend, would you like to?"

In fact, Jiang Hao's words are not like angry at all, but I think he is very serious, very serious and making me sad, I guess he is also serious and hates me.

There is not a trace of love and nostalgia for hate.

Among the hundred ways to reunite that I once imagined, there is no such one, I am too blindly confident, and I am confident that Jiang Hao will definitely wait for me.

Now I finally understand that even if I am sure that there is another woman lying next to Jiang Hao, I have no position to accuse him.

What Jiang Hao taught me is a realistic and cruel truth, no one will accompany you for a lifetime, participate in your whole life from beginning to end, and will not wait unconditionally.

When he became my reliance, it also became my weakness.

When I finally lost him, it hurt like I had a rib broken.

This 300-day overdue lovelorn finally officially came to my life.

Jiang Hao doesn't love me anymore.

"If you don't talk anymore, I'll hang up. Jiang Hao reminded me again, even more impatient than just now.

Actually, I really want to say, Jiang Hao, you will lose me, but after thinking about it, I feel too hypocritical. Why, why show him weakness, I have become the pretending Chen Xiang again, even if I want to cry with my teeth grinned, I will reply to him with a goodbye.

Then, he hung up the phone before Jiang Hao.

I sat in McDonald's for a while, digesting and accepting the fact that Jiang Hao and I had officially broken up.

Now I finally understand what it was like to be the last to know the news of a breakup. But the more times like this, the more I like to pretend to be chic.

Jiang Hao sent another text message.

He said, "How about Chongqing? And Beijing, there are a lot of Koreans, and the signs on the street are all in Korean, otherwise why would you have the illusion that you have gone to South Korea?" Also, you can go back to your school at any time, and if you don't want to go to class, you can get your graduation certificate with Xia Xia this year. I have done my best. Chen Xiang, even if I knew that you lived with that director, I didn't suspect that you had anything, but I couldn't give you a second chance to trick me and lie to me. Everything I say today is serious and I will never regret it. ”

I silently looked at the text message, raised my finger and put it down many times, and finally clicked to delete.

This is the most painful form of breaking up, one has completely come out, the other is still trapped in place, I don't have the ability to clear Jiang Hao out of my world and my heart.

Later, I don't know how long I sat in the McDonald's, but as it turned into dawn, two young men came in with guitars on their backs, one of them went to the front desk with a thermos in his hand to ask for hot water, and the other took out a dry bread.

After breakfast, they ran outside to sing, and in the early morning, people came and went, and occasionally someone would put a coin or two, or three or five dollars, in the guitar bag at their feet.

And when I went out, I happened to hear them singing:

I'll be in a daze and forget about you, and then close my eyes tightly, thinking that one day someone will replace me so that I won't miss you anymore. I would be stunned and smile slightly, then close my eyes tightly and think about your gentle face again, before I forget.

That's probably what happened, the first ray of sunshine in the morning reminded me that Jiang Hao and I were really finished, and the previous few hours were not a dream.

I was in a daze, smiling slightly, thinking about Jiang Hao's face, with snot and tears.

Jiang Hao didn't show up, the original plan was completely disrupted, and I didn't know where to go for a while, and finally I decided to find a hotel to settle down in.

Open the room and sleep. When I woke up again, it was dark again, and I wanted to go out for a walk, only to find myself in the mirror with a dead face and blank eyes.

Even the makeup I had carefully put on to see Jiang Hao before has now become a messy color, which is particularly eye-catching on my face.

I washed my face and washed my mood by the way.

It turns out that I haven't gained nothing this year, I have to be stronger than I thought, I am used to the days without Jiang Hao, and the expectation of the one-year appointment has supported me to survive this year.

Now, it's finally time to retire.

I went to see Lin Xia and Lu Xiaoqi, fortunately they are still in S City, but both of them are in the crew, and when they met, Lin Xia took Zheng Junxi by the way, and generously announced that Zheng Junxi was already his person.

And when I faced the boy I liked before, I was finally able to smile brightly and give blessings.

Lu Xiaoqi is still single, but she told me that maybe she will be the actress by this time next year, and after this drama is completed, she will join another film crew, and she will still play the female lead. If you marry into a wealthy family as soon as you graduate, as you planned before, it is estimated that you will not have the opportunity to film in this life. Seon lost his horse, but he didn't know if it was a blessing.

I was finally able to meet and talk to them.

There are still some things that we know by heart.

I took the time to go home for a few more days, bought a lot of things for my parents and Chen Xi, I behaved very well, no one ever doubted whether I was sad and sad, and no one knew that I had just fallen out of love.

They all thought that Jiang Hao and I broke up a year ago.

Sometimes people are quick to accept something because they have no choice. So at this time, I realized that Jiang Hao said that the breakup was much more humane than the separation I had quietly dragged the mud and water.

I don't blame him, and I won't force myself not to love him, just let it be in the future.

Just when I wanted to live a stable life for a few days, Xu Qianqian's phone called, urging me to go back to Beijing, she is now very busy, because of an accident during Blu-ray filming, she has been lying in the hospital for a month.

(Don't worry, Jiang Hao is not flashing~ will always appear~ don't think about him)

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