136. Rejection of refusal
Since Fu Yan revealed his heart to me that day,
I was embarrassed every time I saw him, but helplessly, looking at his still gentle smile, I could only pretend that it hadn't happened.
Several times, I wanted to make it clear to him, but I couldn't find a chance to speak. He didn't mention it anymore, he didn't do anything rude to me like he did that day, and I didn't have a chance to speak up.
When I'm idle or bored, I always like to read readers' comments on my comics, good reviews will be happy for a long time, and bad reviews will be a little lost, but that's also a flaw in my works, and I will be calm when I read more bad reviews.
Like people say, after all, it's not that the RMB can't be loved by everyone, just like those glamorous first-line red card stars on TV, aren't there still people who hate it?
So even if it's a bad review, I'll read it.,And then consider the reader's opinions.,The plot trends that can be changed will be changed.,The original intention remains the same.,It's good that the original plot won't be messed up.。
Everyone was busy with their own drafts, and Fu Yan came again. said that he fulfilled the promise he had made that day to improve everyone's food, so a group of people cheered, collected their things, and prepared to go out.
I sat in my position and didn't know what to do, but Lu Lu had already taken the initiative to help me put away my things, and then pulled me next to Fu Yan and said to Fu Yan: "Na, your little baby will be returned to you." ”
After saying that, he turned around and ran to fight with the others, and didn't give me a chance to stare at her.
I was embarrassed, but Fu Yan smiled slightly, but didn't say anything.
I watched him smile cleanly and refreshingly, and the guilt in my heart became even greater, and I thought that I must find an opportunity to clarify it with him later.
Everyone got into Fu Yan and Feiyi's car, I was in the passenger seat of Fu Yan's car, and for the first time I felt so restless with him, listening to the ridicule of colleagues in the back seat, I wanted to escape.
Sakura Xiaoyu (pen name) was smiling all over her face in the back, and asked Fu Yan and me loudly, "I said, when did you meet?"
I was still calculating the time in my heart, but Fu Yan opened his mouth without thinking about it: "In the autumn of last year, in a Sichuan restaurant in City C. ”
Da Id (pen name) shouted: "Wow wow, could it be because there were too many people eating at that time, there were no seats, and then the two of you shared the table, so you fell in love with us at first sight, so you took the initiative to talk to her, and asked her for contact information, balabala on a crisp and crisp day......"
I listened to his excited analysis, and I couldn't help but hold my forehead, worthy of being a storyteller.
When he opened his own brain to make up for what he didn't have, Fu Yan smiled unhurriedly: "No, at that time, I just went to City C to join a friend, and when I was hungry, I found a restaurant to eat, maybe I looked too easy to bully, so I was blackmailed by the hotel owner, and many people were watching the excitement around at that time, but no one stood up to speak for me, and then when I compromised and didn't want to make trouble, and was ready to pay for it, Luoluo appeared and helped me." ”
Sakura Xiaoyu: "Ahhh
Big Id patted her on the head, "Stupid, it's the opposite, it's a beautiful woman who saves the hero!"
I was embarrassed, blushed, and said, "Actually, it's not about your looks," although he looks so clean and does look like a bully, "but because you speak Mandarin, he knows you're not a local, so he wants to blackmail you." ”
Fu Yan smiled, "At that time, I felt that I had met an angel." ”
"......" blushed again.
The place to eat,I chose a newly opened restaurant.,Everyone sat at a big table.,Order a table full of dishes.,After eating.,And proposed to sing K.,Anyway, today everyone is planning not to go back to work.,So have a lot of fun.。
They laughed and I laughed, they asked me to sing a song, so even though the five notes were incomplete, I also went up and raced a song, and then they drove me down and sat on the sofa, but my mood was not relaxed because I covered it up.
I've always been this virtuous person, and when I encounter an unsolvable problem, I panic in my heart, and no matter what I do, I can't alleviate it unless the problem is solved.
I picked up the beer bottle on the table and took a sip, the bitter taste made me frown, and sure enough, I still hated drinking.
A clean hand reached over and took away the beer bottle in my hand, Fu Yan smiled and said, "If you don't like to drink it, don't drink it." ”
I moved my mouth and said nonsense, "Thirsty." ”
At this time, the waiter came in and brought a new basket of beer, so Fu Yan asked him to bring in another bottle of juice.
Actually, I just said it casually, and I wasn't thirsty at all, but since the words were all spoken, it was naturally difficult to take it back. Soon the waiter brought a bottle of juice, I poured a glass and drank it without a sip, and Fu Yan sat next to me, smiling and watching them sing.
In terms of singing skills, Da Id and Lu Lu are definitely professional, Sakura Xiaoyu is barely a little more tune than me, Da Baibai and Adi Dasi are at the middle and upper level, as for Fei Yi, it is difficult to say, I can only say that he is only suitable for singing the tone thousands of miles away. Fu Yan's words have not been sung by him.
Everyone had almost finished playing, ready to go home, each looking for their own mother, two or three people were a little drunk because they couldn't drink, but fortunately everyone could still stay a little sober.
Sent them home one by one, and when I was sent back, I didn't talk to Fu Yan all the way, and when I got downstairs to my rented house, the car stopped for a while, but I didn't prepare to get out of the car immediately.
Fu Yan probably guessed what I wanted to say, and said to me with a smile: "Luoluo, you go up." ”
I sat and didn't move.
He added: "I know what you want to say, it's still early, I don't want to know the answer so quickly, and I don't want to be so early...... Turned away by you. ”
I took a deep breath, lowered my heart, and finally opened my mouth with some courage: "Fu Yan, I have wanted to make it clear to you several times these days, but I have never had the opportunity, this time, can you listen to me finish speaking?"
He still kept his smile on, "If I say I don't want to hear it, can you not say it?"
Definitely not, I said to myself, "I'm sorry, I think I have a lot of shortcomings, and nothing is worthy of your attention, so please don't be so good to me in the future, I think, I may not be able to respond to your feelings." ”
Determined to make it clear, I simply put it simply.
"No, you're good......"
"Fu Yan, listen to me. I interrupted him, and when he praised me, I only felt more guilty, "I, I really can't respond to you, I only have one heart, and I can't fit two people." I have someone I love very much, even though he may not love me, but, I really don't want to cheat on you, I have always only regarded you as a good friend, and I don't think I can give you any other feelings. And I've had his children, and I'm even less worthy of you in that regard. I hope you will only treat me as a friend in the future, and I don't want to delay your life. ”
He was silent for a long time, there was not much emotion on his face, his eyes were drooping, I couldn't spy on his emotions, and after a while, he said, "I know all this, that person is Jiang Hao, right?"
"Hmm. ”
He knows it all?
He suddenly looked up and smiled at me, and said: "Luoluo, in fact, you are very good, don't deny yourself so much, an excellent woman is not how capable she is, how good she looks, but that she has a gentle heart that no one else has." You don't have to feel pressured, it's my personal intention to like you, you don't
Do something wrong, so don't blame yourself so much for fear that I like you will mistake yourself. I know everything about you and Jiang Hao, but when I know everything, I deliberately approach you, and the despicable person is me. Especially after knowing that you are divorced, I am still very happy. ”
...... "I don't know what to say, I have all the reasons I can use to reject him, but he knows it, and still knows it to me......
Alas.
He looked at me, his eyes were gentle and burning, "Luoluo, you don't have to reject me so quickly now, we still do the same as before when these things have never happened, let it be, I don't want to force you, I don't want you to be pressured, you don't want to deny me so quickly, when the wound in your heart is healed, you might as well look back at me, perhaps, you will find that in addition to him, there are people in this world who are worthy of your heart." ”
Fu Yan has always been like this, gentle and gentle, not impatient or impatient, retreating as advance, never forcing people to hurry, nor making people feel much pressure.
I didn't say anything more, and I didn't know what excuses I had, because no one could say what was going to happen in the future.
When I got home, my thoughts were in a mess, but my heart was a lot more relaxed because of Fu Yan's words.
The notebook and hand-drawn tablet were left in the company and not brought back, so I could only take out the tablet hand-drawn tablet that Qin Jianghao gave me to continue the unfinished drawing.
Force yourself to exorcise all distractions.
The mobile phone rang, and when I took it out and saw that it was Yuan Fang, my nerves suddenly rose. None of us have passed the word these days.
Because I asked her to help me keep an eye on Qin Jianghao last time, I have been waiting for her call recently, and naturally as soon as she called, I felt that it must be related to Qin Jianghao.
It is indeed related to Qin Jianghao, she didn't say the specific situation, because it was not convenient on the phone, she said that she would talk to me in detail when she was free, but simply told me that Qin Jianghao's company seemed to be fighting against a large company, and it seemed that it was getting into some trouble.
However, Qin Jianghao is very safe at the moment, so I don't have to worry too much.
However, how could I not be worried, I even thought that the last time I was almost deliberately attacked, Bacheng was also inseparable from this matter, probably because he found out that I had an unusual relationship with Qin Jianghao, so I didn't know whether I wanted to warn Qin Jianghao or provoke him through me.
The second watch will probably come out late.,The sleepy little guy goes to sleep first.,Night owl 23-40 and then refresh later.,Because the system still has to be audited.。