"Well, it's a little bit of a drug, anyway. "When I pressed the last button, my fingers couldn't help but gently rub my abdomen, and I felt almost nothing except for a little itch when I grew new flesh.

"Is there anything else I don't know?" he asked again.

"No more. ”

"Really?"

I hesitated for a second, then nodded, "Hmm." ”

He was silent for a few seconds, then shifted the subject, "Have you eaten?"

"Eat. ”

I didn't actually eat it.

"I didn't eat, come with me to eat. ”

I looked up at him for a moment, then lifted the quilt and lay down, "You go by yourself, I'm a little tired and want to sleep for a while." ”

He walked over, and then pressed against my body again, his face was close to mine, looking at the enlarged face in front of me, I said nervously: "I said, I can't do it now." ”

"No effort. When he finished speaking, he bowed his head, his lips were printed on mine, and he began to kiss lightly.

I could see his long, drooping eyelashes when I opened them, which would have been more indifferent and detached from the pupils.

It's a long-lost touch, but I can't resist it, and I didn't even think about pushing him away.

He kissed me enough, lifted the quilt and came in, then took me in his arms, gently stroked my back and said, "Sleep." ”

I think I'm probably delusional, how could Qin Jianghao be so obviously gentle with me?

Actually, I'm not sleepy, the words just now were meant to send him away, but at this time in his arms, I actually felt that the burden on my shoulders overnight was lighter, because my good friend was still in a coma, and the worries and fears that had not really escaped the danger were also appeased in this arms.

Then, he fell into a deep sleep, no longer sleeping.

I was in a small hotel when I fell asleep, but when I woke up, I was in a luxurious hotel room.

I thought I was still dreaming, there was no one in the room, I looked for my phone to look at the time, then got dressed, and just walked to the door and opened the door, and someone was about to come in.

It's Qin Jianghao

。

I looked at him and asked, "Why am I here?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"I was ...... before"

He interrupted me lightly, "The air is bad there. ”

“……”

I sniff and think there is no difference, but the facilities and decorations are not as complete and tall as here.

He took my hand and said, "I brought you something, come and eat." ”

I looked down at our hands, still thinking it was an illusion.

I haven't seen him for more than a year, I haven't had any contact, I can't say anything, why did he suddenly appear in front of my eyes? And suddenly be so kind to me, is it a dream? If it's fake, please wake me up quickly and let me leave this dream.

When you get wine, you will be hurt deeply.

When I was stunned and picked up the meal, he said, "After eating, let's go and see the house." ”

I looked up at him mechanically, and he suddenly smiled, and his lips curled up beautifully, "You can't live in a hotel all the time, it's too unusual." ”

I put down the bowl, stood up and said, "I'm going to the hospital, I don't know if Fang Fang is awake." ”

He stopped his chopsticks and said with some displeasure: "Go after eating." ”

"I'm full. ”

"I'm not blind yet. "It means to see that I haven't eaten a few bites at all.

"I can't swallow it. ”

He stood up, "I'll send you there." ”

"No, I can go there myself. ”

With that, I turned and walked in the direction of the door.

He grabbed me, and I reflexively shook me off,

He grabbed me again, "I don't have my wallet or my phone, how are you going?"

I was stunned for a moment, then looked around looking for something, and saw that it was on the sofa on the other side where he was sitting just now, and walked over to get it, but he suddenly pulled me out of the door, and then "snapped" and the door closed.

As soon as the car stopped outside the hospital, I couldn't wait to unbuckle my seatbelt and get out of the car, and then entered the hospital gate without looking at anyone.

As soon as I unscrewed the door, I saw Yuan Fang still lying quietly on the bed, but his eyes were open, and he looked at my brother who seemed to be asleep lying on the side of the bed.

There are thousands of tenderness in the eyes, which cannot be said.

It looks like she's finally out of danger, and that's good.

A heart that hung in the air finally let go.

Exit the ward and bring the door, not wanting to disturb their two-person world. I had a lot to say to her, but now is not the time.

Sitting on the bench in the hospital in a daze, I couldn't help but think of what happened with Qin Jianghao before, and I still felt a little unrealistic.

It wasn't until my mother and Yuan's mother came to the hospital to bring food to my brother that I went in with them.

Although Yuan Fang woke up, the oxygen mask had not been pulled out, and she had no strength to speak, and she fell asleep again not long after waking up.

It's like guarding against someone else's approach.

Maybe it was because of the psychological shadow caused by the car accident, he felt that if he had reacted quickly and stood in front of her to block her, she would definitely not be injured.

My brother only occasionally lay on the side of the bed for a while, most of the time he was awake, but he didn't look decadent, because he cleaned himself up every day, so that Yuan Fang couldn't see his haggardness, and the dark circles under his eyes were so obvious that they couldn't hide his exhaustion at all.

Yuan's mother sat on the bed on the other side, and kept holding Yuan Fang's hand to wipe her tears, and my mother also wiped her tears, and I handed them the paper while saying to Yuan Fang: "Ancestor, you get better quickly, see that these two old ladies have to waste a lot of paper for you every day." "It's so smooth, but I can't help but shed tears. What a slap in the face.

Yuan Fang smiled weakly at us, still not having the strength to speak.

At night, I walked outside a hotel and entered the door, but I didn't go upstairs. Because now hotels or guesthouses need to swipe a card upstairs, I don't have a card, I can't go up at all.

I made a call to the person at the front desk to borrow a landline, and two minutes later, a long figure came in through the outside revolving door and led me upstairs.

I didn't say anything until I entered the room, when he turned to me and asked, "Have you eaten?"

"Eat. "I walked over to the couch and picked up my bag and phone.

If it weren't for the fact that I didn't have the money to open a hotel, I probably wouldn't have come here to find him, which is a good way to kill two birds with one stone. Having my bag and mobile phone seized, not only did I have no money to take a taxi to the hospital, but I had to go back to him.

"Why don't you ask me?"

"What?" I looked at him.

"Everything. ”

“……”

"Back in Turin, I didn't see you, I think why did you leave this time? You want to go, I didn't chase after me, just wait for when you come to ask me, but it's been a year, but you haven't contacted me, Bai Luoluo, between us, how many things are unclear, why do you choose to escape every time? In your heart, I am so unbearable, not worth believing?"

I looked at him in a daze, it turned out that in the past year, not only was I waiting for his call, but he was also waiting for me to take the initiative to contact him?

"I, it's not that I don't believe you. ”

"If you believe me, why do you want to run away?"

"I'm just ......"

"Just what?"

"I'm just scared. ”

"Scared?"

He refused to back down a step by step, and asked step by step.

"I'm afraid what I'm seeing is true. "He probably didn't know how many times in Milan he was in Milan with the Italian woman embracing each other. It has become a nightmare that cannot be erased.

I was so scared that I was the one who was abandoned, because I didn't know which was more important to him, money or power.

It is easy for women to be emotional, and it is easy to be tempted, but it is difficult to take it back, and men, sometimes they care most about things, but they are not women.

"Isn't that just not believing me. He said coldly.

Yes, I just don't believe him, and even when I run away, I use the nice excuse that I don't want to be a burden to him, I don't want to embarrass him, I don't want to be a stumbling block to him, etc., and I decorate myself with a deep sense of righteousness. But when I look closely, I am afraid that it is true, and that he will abandon me in the face of power.

So I chose to leave myself a way out and a little dignity for myself.

"Bai Luoluo, don't you really understand why I want to take you to Italy?"

"What?"

"Even if I still don't understand what love is, I did have the idea of spending my life with you. Baidu says that when you fall in love with someone, you will want to spend your life with her, so on the contrary, does I want to spend my life with you even if it is love?"

I looked at him in a daze, and didn't speak, and I couldn't answer this question, because I wasn't sure if that was love.

In love, we are all at a loss, in addition to seeing each other as very important, what is real love, there are too many answers.

Some people say that to love someone is to hope that they are happy, but if the person who gives him happiness is not you, are you really willing?

Some people say that love is mutual understanding and tolerance, but this kind of thing is also common in friendship.

Some people say that love is gratuitous and does not expect anything in return, but when you love someone for too long, and that person never loves you, you will gradually choose to give up and forget when you are tired......

People are selfish, and in love too, I can love someone without reservation, but I can't persevere in it, I can always keep him in my heart, but I am afraid that he and suspect that he does not have me in his heart, and choose to escape.

I didn't give him an answer, and he didn't seem to necessarily get an answer from me.

I took a shower, lay on the bed, still hugged each other and slept, but I couldn't sleep at all, my mind was blank before, but now I wanted to ask him many, many questions, but looking at his closed eyes, I gave up again.

At night, I heard the sound of thinking about the phone, so I got up and took my phone to read the notes, it was from the United States.

I glanced at Qin Jianghao, who was still asleep, and then took my phone and went to the bathroom.