I feel like I'm so weak that I don't even dare to sing the songs that Li Yi likes to listen to. I thought I wouldn't feel distressed anymore, I was already able to accept the fact that Li Yi didn't love himself, he only used an arrogant look to isolate me far from his world, we are not all the way.

I looked at the lyrics on the screen, just instinctively sang along, and when the song was not finished, I could feel the wetness of my cheeks, and quietly wiped my tears with my hands, I looked at the crowd playing the game again, everything was as usual, the crowd was noisy, and no one noticed my strangeness.

I saw that Anan was very close to Li Yi, almost skin to skin, all kinds of shyness. Li Yi is a master of love, so he naturally knows that Anan is used to being spoiled, so he has to dry it for a while, put on the appearance of an uncle, and bury his head in drinking his own wine.

Ivannian also came to Anan's side, a sister-in-law on the left, a sister-in-law on the right, and all kinds of jokes to please Anan, I felt that there was a wall in front of me, isolating myself alone, and I could only watch the people on the other side laughing.

Li Yi raised his eyes to meet mine, and he only glanced faintly, and then drank his wine, as if I was just a stranger, unrelated.

I didn't want to block myself anymore, so I kept singing, I don't know how many times I sang it, and my voice was a little hoarse. With a hand on my shoulder, I turned my head to see Lu Rao, she raised her chin and asked, "Do you want me to go to the bathroom?"

I felt that the private room was stuffy, so I nodded, followed Lu Rao out of the door, and went to the bathroom together. We didn't know each other too well, so we said polite words until Lu Rao asked bluntly, "What is the relationship between you and that Xia Nan?"

I took out a tissue and wiped the water droplets, and said silently, "If I said it was a friend, wouldn't you think it would be funny, the real princess and the nightclub princess are friends." ”

Lu Rao took out the powder cake and made up some powder for herself, and snapped the lid shut, "Then does she know your relationship with Li Yi?" After Lu Rao finished speaking, she shook her head and said, "She definitely doesn't know, otherwise according to this kind of eldest lady's temper, she would have turned her face in public a long time ago, do you want to deal with it?"

I laughed self-deprecatingly, what could I do? Li Yi wouldn't let me go, let alone let Li Yi and Anan get married. Once Li Yi decides, it can't be changed, and this relationship is not only perverted by outsiders, but even I find it unacceptable.

Suddenly, I became my good friend's junior, I honestly shook my head to say that I couldn't do anything, Lu Rao patted me on the shoulder and said meaningfully, "No matter what, you have to settle yourself first, those who sacrifice themselves for the so-called love and friendship, you will feel like a fool in the future." ”

I lowered my head and didn't say anything, because I didn't know what to say, did I refute it? I have long passed the age of unswervingly believing in love and friendship, do I approve of it? Anan is quite good to me after all, even if she has a charity mentality towards my feelings.

I went back to the private room with a heavy heart, there was a girl in the game who was drunk down, there was a shortage of people, the girl pulled me to ask me to be a substitute, I tried every means to excuse myself, Zhao Baifeng sarcastically said next to him, "What are you pretending to be pure? This kind of game, how many old men have you played with in the nightclub, isn't it just drinking? Striptease also has a lot of fun!"

I was choked by his words, so I could only come forward with my head, luck was good, I lost less, won more, drank when I lost, and made money when I won. This kind of play is really enjoyable, I forced myself to divert my attention, focus on the game, and then play it, and won tens of thousands!

A group of people walked out of the club under the starry sky, and everyone dispersed, and I came with Anan, naturally to say goodbye to her.

It had just rained, and the wind was cool. I hugged my arms, and the tulle and lace short-sleeved shirt couldn't resist the cold. It was already early in the morning, but the sky was not completely dark, and the dark blue with brightness, mixed with the dimness of the street lamps, illuminated the expressions on each other's faces clearly.

I pressed my still aching heart, smiled goodbye to Anan, and even teased her, said a few ridiculous words, and walked forward quickly, wanting to stop the car and leave.

The taxi on a rainy day was so busy that I finally saw the taxi, stretched out my hand to stop a few cars, all of which were carrying people and roaring away. He stomped his foot in exasperation, but continued to walk helplessly. I regretted a little bit of Uncle Ying's stupid decision to let Uncle Ying go back first, so I could only hold my hands and wait for the car tremblingly.

"Shuangshuang, get in the car. We've got you covered. Anan once again poked his round head out of the car.

When I looked at the person in the driver's seat next to her with a smile, I smiled faintly and shook my head in refusal, "You guys go first, I'm fine, there will be a car later, besides, we will go in different directions." ”

I definitely don't want the three of them to live together, how embarrassing it is, and I'm afraid that Anan will see something, after all, Anan is not a fool, on the contrary, she is a very smart woman.

"But you, in the middle of the night, you are alone on the road...... "Anan continued to try to persuade me to take such a ride.

The man holding the steering wheel finally couldn't sit still, tilted his head to look at me, and confided coldly, "If she wants to get on, forget it if she doesn't want to, let her stay alone." ”

Anan turned back to Li Yi and said, "It's not safe for Shuangshuang to be alone on the road, let's send her back first!

He answered vaguely, and reluctantly called out to me outside the car, "Get in the car, we'll give you a ride." ”

"No need. "Knowing his worries, how could I be such an ignorant woman, and say no words according to his heart.

"Oh, you come up for me!" Hearing her hesitant answer, Anan pushed the car door and put me still in the back seat. "I'm still pretending to be like this, dizzy!"

I smiled helplessly after adjusting my sitting position, I have always had such a temper since I met her, and I couldn't recognize her coquettish appearance, and now she has come out again.

Anan realized what he had done and smiled embarrassedly at Li Yi. Li Yi's cold and frozen face finally had a little warmth, "That's your nature, isn't it?"

Anan blushed and stopped talking, and Li Yi started the car. I sat in the middle of the back seat, and on the right was Anan's back, thin and slender. On the left is Li Yi's back, the back of the former nostalgia, the back of the self-obsessed with it

I slowly looked into the rearview mirror, which was sharp, with a hint of anger and menace and warning. Does he want to warn himself not to tell Anan the truth? He wants this marriage to gain benefits! I know Li Yi a little, he is a businessman, a successful businessman, and he must have a purpose in marrying Anan.

But I know me too well, I don't want to lose Anan's friend, I'm the one who doesn't want Anan to know the truth, if I have to make a choice between love and friendship, I will choose friendship, even if it's not without hesitation. Because Li Yi's love is too far away and too ethereal, I am afraid that in this life he will give all his love to that An Yao woman, and the others have become substitutes, so I smiled back self-deprecatingly and gave the eyes in the mirror.

Li Yi retracted his cold gaze and turned back to concentrate on driving, their backs looked so beautiful, why was it only me who was so miserable, and there was a trace of the thought of destroying it spreading in his heart.

The car stopped at a traffic light, this is a busy area, there are relatively many taxis, and the number of red seconds begins to decrease. I couldn't help but say, "Let me get off in front, it's easier to get a ride here." ”

Li Yi completely ignored her, and in the first second of the green light order, he increased his horsepower and went out. The car almost rushed all the way to the outside of the community where Anan lived.

Anan Shi Ran got out of the car, waved to Li Yi in the car, and said, "Go back quickly!"

Li Yi only smiled lightly, and he was really a boy in love.

Anan looked at me and said, "You're home, remember to text me." ”

Li Yi's actions were so unpredictable that I could only nod awkwardly, lest he have to do something wrong.

The car was racing all the way, several times braking suddenly, almost hitting other people's cars, even if I sat many times, I was still scared into a cold sweat, and my legs were weak.

Li Yi stopped the car, he slammed open the back door, stared at me, eager to eat me, he grabbed my wrist, he grabbed me painfully, he brutally dragged me out of the car, I could feel his anger from his clenched wrist to sweep everything. △≧.*(.*)△≧，

Why do you want me to bear his anger every time, I shook off my hand and asked questioningly, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Yi grabbed my hand again, dragged me into the house and threw me into the sofa, he took out several bottles of wine from the wine cabinet, some red wine and some white wine, he put them in front of me and sneered, "Aren't you quite good at drinking? ”

If I drink all these large bottles of wine, there is a chance that I will go to God, and I will not bother to deal with him.

Li Yi crossed his waist with one hand and pointed at me and asked, "Do you drink?"

"I won't drink, Li Yi, if you want to go crazy, you will go crazy yourself!" I got up from the sofa and wanted to leave.

He forcibly pulled me to sit on the sofa again, and asked aggressively, "Aren't you very good at drinking just now? Why don't you drink again?" Don't think I don't know what kind of mentality you have, Lu Shuangshuang, I misjudged you. You're so ruthless, you're so vicious, you're pretending to be like you! I've been deceived by you. ”

I couldn't understand why Li Yi was angry, and there were inexplicable accusations, so I didn't get angry but laughed, "I'm that kind of person, I pretend to be weak to deceive your pity, I pretend to be kind to deceive your attention, you're satisfied! I'm a woman with a vicious heart, and I can do anything." You think I'm horrible, so let me fuck off!"