How long does it take to understand 'wishful thinking'?

It took Jian Mu ten years to figure it out.

The supervisor told her: "The person in charge of the company's new IT project needs to be handed over, and your university alumni, whether you know it or not, the handover is lost to you." With your business ability, little case!"

Jian Mu hummed and asked her casually, "Who?"

The supervisor threw her business card and said, "It's called Zhang Xian." ”

Zhang Xian.

When she first heard the name, her face was full of apprehension.

How so, how could the name come up again?

She must have heard it wrong, this man, she thought she would never appear for the rest of her life.

"The company wants to get involved in the IT industry, and Zhang Xian happens to be the project leader. "The director said that you are keeping an eye on it, and the above is the key request.

Jian Mu responded, her mind was in a trance, and her business cards were about to be pinched and deformed.

Fate is so strange.

Jian Mu took out her mobile phone and thought that she should call Zhang Xian, and she even calmly thought that her official communication would be fine.

But she didn't make that call for a whole day.

In the end, she added Zhang Xian's WeChat, and the invitation message read: I am Jian Mu who is in charge of tomorrow's handover.

It was already late for Zhang Xian to pass the invitation, but he didn't say anything.

Jian Mu laughingly waited for him to talk to himself first, and it was a day to wait. She was as calm as if she were dying. She should have asked him when he would arrive, when he would get off the plane, and where he would stay.

But Jian Mu couldn't ask a word.

Jian Mu was the last to get off work that day.

She sat alone in the company waiting for WeChat messages, and she was waiting for Zhang Xian to ask her. But the phone has been silent.

What does it feel like to have a crush on someone?

It is a tree that does not bloom, and it grows with leafy branches, but it never bears fruit.

Jian Mu had a crush on Zhang Xian for ten years.

She went back late, and Lu Xiufan was not there, he should be very busy.

Good thing he wasn't there.

She pinched her mobile phone and waited for Lu Xiufan to come home on the sofa.

She had nothing to do but wait for him to come back.

The phone rang suddenly, her heartbeat slowed down by half a beat, and she glanced at it, but it was not Zhang Xian's WeChat message, it was sent to her by Mi Lele.

The words "Reminder on the alma mater" and Zhang Xian came into view, and before she could click on it, the door rang, followed by the sound of changing shoes.

Lu Xiufan is back.

She put away her phone in a panic, and Lu Xiufan had already walked in wearing slippers.

He ripped his tie and threw it on the sofa, glancing at her, "What are you hiding?"

She panicked and said, "No, no." ”

He didn't really care what she was hiding, so he pressed her up, grabbed her by the neck and pushed her down on the couch.

"Repair the complex...... Hmmm......"

He bit her neck and didn't give her half time to react, and with a "hiss", the pajamas were torn all the way to the end, and the room was suddenly filled with an ambiguous atmosphere. Jian Mu thought distressedly, this is the first torn pajamas?

She doesn't like the couch, he doesn't like the bed.

Lu Xiufan attacked the city and asked her with a little mockery, "Something on your mind?"

She bit her lip and didn't make a sound.

Lu Xiufan obviously did it on purpose, the time was doubled, and her forehead was sweaty.

He didn't stop until he lost interest.

The room was filled with moisture and the smell of rot.

Lu Xiufan got up and went to the bathroom. Jian Mu confirmed that the unkempt head was indeed releasing water, so she quietly took out her mobile phone and flipped out the message just now.

Mi Lele: "Jian Jian, in a month's celebration of his alma mater, Zhang Xian will definitely go." ”

Mile is her alumnus and best friend.

You see, how funny, on the anniversary of her alma mater, Mi Lele didn't even invite her, but told her that Zhang Xian would go.

She honestly sent a "yes".

Mi Lele quickly replied, "What a fart, he's going to get married." It's okay to get married, so you die. ”

Jian Mu didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she woke up, the room was quiet. Lu Xiufan never shared a bed with herself, so she didn't know when she left. Only a wad of cash remained.

This is a contract between Lu Xiufan and Jian Mu.

To put it mildly, she was sold to him, and he kept her. She only obeys him, and is happy that he sends her money every day, and if she is not satisfied one day, then she will not pay money.

Lu Xiufan is her food and clothing parents.

So she lived carefully, and even gasping for breath had to be approved by him.

So, what did she take to meet the man she had a crush on for ten years?