When I heard Sister Yu's words, my heart tightened slightly, and I naturally understood who she meant by her words, but the recent question between me and Pei Shaobei made me lower my head, and I was a little reluctant to accept this conversation.

Seeing me like this, Sister Yu couldn't help but sigh and said, "Wanwan, you are good at everything, but your mind is too heavy, when you and Pei Shaobei were together, you always liked to think nonsense, and it was also to blame that at that time, there were many things, everyone's emotions were unstable, and you were pregnant with a child, not to mention." However, taking 10,000 steps back, I always feel that no matter what happens, you will never do something too impulsive.

I didn't know how to tell Sister Yu for a while, and when I mentioned the incident a year ago, the suffering I suffered at that time came out of my heart so vividly. I felt aggrieved and couldn't speak.

Sister Yu was not in a hurry, she seemed to understand my suffering, she reached out and pulled me to sit on the chair next to the hospital bed, her eyes immediately fell on Gu Xiao, she was stunned for a moment, shook her head slightly, and sighed infinitely, "Fortunately, the child is still here, or now, you don't even have a chance to regret making up for it! This child really wants Pei Shaobei, at the beginning, he also suffered a lot of crimes, I am a woman, I can understand, Gu Wan, I understand!"

Sister Yu patted the back of my hand, her voice a little hoarse. I couldn't hold it back all of a sudden, and that kind of grievance and depression seemed to have finally found an outlet for catharsis. What happened a year ago, when it comes out of my mouth again, there are many fewer tears, but the bitterness is still strong.

I mentioned my father's illness and the danger of me giving birth, but I didn't say that Lin Dong didn't mention Pei Shaobei's scandal back then. It's not that I don't want to say it, but I don't know how to explain it. The mention of Lin Dong will inevitably cause misunderstanding, I don't want to get entangled with the past anymore, and I can't deny the love that Lin Dong accompanied me when I was most miserable. As for Pei Shaobei, I don't need to mention his scandal, presumably Sister Yu also knows, after all, he is such an excellent person, and almost all newspapers and magazines have news about him, so why should I add a sentence.

Sister Yu first sighed at her father's death, and then grabbed my arm and asked with some incomprehension, "Gu Wan, your father is sick, why do you have to leave in such a hurry?" Pei Shaobei knows so many celebrities, stay here, maybe your father's illness can be better treated, I really don't understand why you had to leave in the first place, is it because of the words of the attending doctor? Gu Wan, I know you too well, things will not be so simple. You can be so determined that you can just disappear without saying a word, there must be other reasons, don't you? Do you know what kind of damage such a disappearance will cause?"

Sister Yu was a little excited, but her excitement made me desperate to know some facts, some hidden in my heart, I didn't dare to ask, I didn't dare to confirm, I didn't dare to touch, but I couldn't relieve the knots in any way.

I raised my head and looked at Sister Yu, and looked away unnaturally in her responsible gaze, hesitated but still asked, "Sister Yu, when I left, Pei Shaobei, did he go to look for me?"

Sister Yu didn't answer, her silence made me uncomfortable, I looked up, but saw her looking at me with a surprised face, her mouth slightly open, as if she was very puzzled by my question.

"What's the matter, Sister Yu, is it strange for me to ask this question?" I couldn't help but ask again when I saw her like this.

Sister Yu seemed to have come to her senses at this time, subconsciously shook her head, paused and sighed faintly, "It's not strange, I'm just surprised, you don't know anything, haven't you seen Pei Shaobei since that time? ”

"Pei Shaobei, what's wrong with him?" I hurriedly asked, but my words still trembled at the end.

Faced with a certain truth, I suddenly felt a little afraid to touch it, and I always felt that what I might hear would be unbearable.

Sister Yu stretched out her hand and patted me, her expression a little solemn, "Gu Wan, I can only say that this time, you really hurt him deeply." Don't dislike Sister Yu for speaking bluntly, I used to think that between you and Pei Shaobei, you have to pay more, after all, there is a huge disparity in family background, you, you are a divorced woman, even if you have children, you must be under a lot of pressure, and you must be in a weak position in a marriage and love relationship. However, after you left, I found out that it seems that you and I, as well as many people, do not know Pei Shaobei as a person, and also underestimate his sense of responsibility. I've never seen a rich second generation like him. ”

I didn't speak, but my nose was a little sour, and I remembered what Dong Mei said, saying that Pei Shaobei lost the lawsuit decadently at that time. In fact, I don't believe Dong Mei's rhetoric too much, because in my impression, Pei Shaobei is calm and almost doesn't want to be a normal flesh-and-blood man.

However, the last time we met before the Spring Festival, he grabbed my arm with scarlet eyes and said those words, that excited tone, that resolute despair, I had to face up to the fact that I had been ignoring in my heart, I hurt Pei Shaobei, and hurt him in an extremely despicable and irresponsible way.

"What was he like at that time?" I asked, with my head down, choked up.

"What does it look like?" Sister Yu sighed, "Can you imagine a noble son becoming a beggar? He is drunk, looking for you all over the world, being ridiculed as a madman, and being driven away as a beggar." I met a few times, and I heard others say it a few times, and it lasted for more than half a month, and then was taken to Pei's house by Li Gang, and it was at that time that I heard that his office suffered a huge blow and was almost seized. Maybe the Pei family used some means, the firm survived the danger, and I don't know much about what happened after that. But, Gu Wan, a man has become so haggard for you, I don't know, how else can I explain it except for caring about you. ”

Tears flowed all over my face unconsciously, but I suppressed my refusal to cry. I raised my hands and covered them desperately, tears flowed down my fingers, but I couldn't dilute the stars about Pei Shaobei in my mind.

That person is Pei Shaobei, the calm, self-controlled, and fearless Pei Shaobei, how can he be driven away, how can he be ridiculed and insulted? I used to be so reluctant to hurt, and even felt that I could only fulfill his noble life by leaving, but in the end, it was I who pulled him into hell, fell into the filthy swamp, and smeared his flawless life with such a fishy stain.

I once thought that I was his dispensable daily necessities, just a kind of comfort for him to seek warmth, I loved carefully, loved humbly, never willing to believe, unwilling to bear. I thought I was perfecting, but I didn't know that I was hurting, that I was a coward, a coward through and through.

Sister Yu hugged me and patted me on the back, "Wanwan, don't cry, I know that Pei Shaobei is not married, although I have seen many scandals about him and heard some bad rumors, but I always remember Pei Shaobei who was hurt for you." I think you should be brave once, even if it doesn't work, even if he doesn't like you anymore, he will always give an explanation for your silent departure in the first place, and don't let yourself regret it. ”

Sister Yu's words made me completely devastated, and I cried in a muffled voice, and I couldn't care about anyone else in the ward anymore. My heart clenched together as if a thousand knives were piercing me. It hurts so badly. I can bear Pei Shaobei's love change, I can bear his dislove, but I can't bear the humiliation he was subjected to because of me. I'm reluctant, I'm reluctant.

After a long time, my emotions gradually calmed down, and Sister Yu's husband is a gentle person, and he won't make you feel too embarrassed just like that. He quietly leaned on the side of the bed with the baby in his arms to sleep, and I chatted with Sister Yu for a while, and shifted from Pei Shaobei's matter to school and children. Memories of the past, familiar images suppress that sadness.

In the early hours of the morning, we leaned together and squinted for a while, and the next day it was a new round of injections.

My mother came over early in the morning with breakfast, her eyes were still red, I knew that she must be guilty of infecting Gu Xiao again, and when she persuaded her a few words, she didn't listen, and she was helpless.

Sister Yu's child's condition came and went quickly, and she could leave the next afternoon, and the doctor told her that as long as she came regularly for injections. Sister Yu took my hand and told me over and over again that I must go to Pei Shaobei. I nodded yes and made an appointment to meet more often in the future. She hurried away with the child in her arms.

In fact, after listening to Sister Yu's words, I have already made up my mind in my heart, I can't let go of Pei Shaobei, and I can't continue to escape when I still love each other. I don't know what the future holds, and I don't know if I can have a home with Pei Shaobei, but I know that I won't be cowardly anymore.

Almost instantly, it was as if the rain had cleared the sky, and all my entanglements and all my depressions disappeared. Mother said that she was not well enough to stay with her all night, and she couldn't take care of Gu Xiao for fear of getting worse, so I originally wanted to ask for leave and not go to tutoring, but I felt that I could contact Pei Shaobei at this time, so I let my mother go home, and I hid in the ward and hugged Gu Xiao, and dialed Pei Shaobei's mobile phone with some excitement.

It rang for a long time but no one answered, I was a little angry, and my other hand happened to support Gu Xiao's hand with a soft needle, so I took my mobile phone and took a photo and sent it to Pei Shaobei, I don't believe that he can really ignore it.

Sure enough, less than a minute after the photo was sent, Pei Shaobei's phone called.

"Gu Wan, is the child sick?" The anxious voice was slightly stiff.

I didn't explain too much, just said the address and ward number, and hung up the phone.

I was happy that I had won the bet, and hugged Gu Xiao's face and kissed him fiercely, causing him to giggle non-stop.

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