Subconsciously, I also knew that Tsai Tsai was in my arms, and I tried desperately to keep myself balanced, but probably this period of high-intensity work has caused my body to be overdrawn, and I fell uncontrollably, I felt someone carry Tsai Tsai from my arms, and then, I fell heavily to the ground......

When I woke up again, it was already dark, I was lying in my room, the curtains had not been closed, the white curtains were gently fluttering with the wind, the dim bedside lamp in the room was faintly glowing, my head was still aching, and my mouth was slightly bitter.

I was so thirsty that I tried to call "Aunt Liu", but no one responded to me. So, I got out of bed and walked to the living room.

There was a strong smell of decoction in the living room, the lights were on in the kitchen, I dragged my slippers and slowly moved to the kitchen door, pushed open the door and shouted: "Aunt Liu." ”

Unexpectedly, the person standing in the kitchen was not Aunt Liu, but Sheng Yun.

He was wearing my apron and standing in the kitchen boiling the soup in a pot, and when I called like this, he turned his head to see that it was me, and immediately hurriedly came over, helped me and said, "Why are you up? Are you feeling better?"

"What about Aunt Liu and Zaizai?" I asked.

"Tsai Tsai slept, and Aunt Liu was also a little unwell, so I let her rest early. I'm boiling medicine for you. He whispered, then helped me to the living room and sat me on the couch.

When he wanted to squat down and take off my shoes for me, I quickly stopped him: "Don't, I'll do it myself." ”

I quickly kicked off my slippers and lay down on the sofa, and said to him lightly, "Can you pour me a glass of water?" ”

"Good. He quickly poured me a glass of warm water and then handed it to my mouth, he wanted to feed me, but I insisted on taking the cup and drinking it myself.

He sensed the coldness of my behavior, so he stepped back and sat on the other side, and asked me, "What have you been busy with lately?" I heard Aunt Liu say that you have been working extra for a long time, your body has been overdrawn, and you have a low-grade fever just now, I fed you medicine, are you more comfortable now?"

"My head is still a little dizzy, my mouth is very bitter, and I want to vomit a little. I said truthfully.

When he heard me say this, he immediately came over nervously, poked my head with his hand and said, "It's not hot anymore, or take your temperature again?" You fainted just now, which frightened me and Aunt Liu. ”

"Is Tsai okay? I remember I was holding him in my hand when I passed out. When I heard him say this, I couldn't help but think of the situation before I passed out, so I hurriedly asked.

"Tsai is fine, I caught him. Because I caught the boy, I didn't hold you, and you fell to the ground, do your hands still hurt?" he said, picked up my arm and squeezed it.

When he looked down, I saw the dark circles under his eyes, and the tiredness on his face made me feel unbearable. Still, I pushed his hand away.

I said lightly, "I'm fine." It's so late at night, so you can sleep in your room. My head still hurts, so I went back to my room and went to sleep. ”

"Go ahead, I'll help you boil the medicine, the doctor said that this herb is precious, and it will take a long time to boil the medicine, it may not be until tomorrow morning. You go to sleep first, and when the medicine is ready, I'll bring it to you. Sheng Yun said to me.

"No, I'll get some sleep, and I'll be fine tomorrow. You go to bed early. I heard him say that, so I said.

"Shubei, let me do more for you, okay?" He suddenly raised his head and looked at me with a solemn gaze, perhaps this lonely night finally gave him the desire to pour out, and his words suddenly softened, "I miss you, I really want to." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I saw his affectionate gaze at a glance, and I was afraid that if I looked at it any longer, I would sink deeply. So, I quickly looked away and said lightly, "I know, you go to sleep." The medicine is fine, it doesn't matter if you don't take it, I know my body. ”

"You know, that's it?" his voice suddenly turned cold, he turned my head and forced me to look him in the eye, and asked me slowly, "Shubei, what's wrong with you now?"

"I'm tired, so I'll go back to my room and rest. "I'm afraid that if I continue to be entangled like this, I will go back to the past. So, I pushed his hand away and quickly stood up.

Xu was hurt by my indifference one after another, and he also stood up, and I felt a chill emanating from him.

I turned around and walked towards the bedroom, I heard him let out a long sigh behind me, and then, he said softly, "Xu Shubei, it seems ...... It's my own passion. ”

I stopped, didn't look back, and said calmly: "For me, some feelings have passed in time. ”

"Xu Shubei, can you really do it?" he whispered behind me, his voice sounding tangled.

"I can do it. I replied softly, my heart aching.

"Good!" I heard him grit his teeth and spit out a word.

At that moment, I wanted to turn around and throw myself into his arms and tell him, no, I can do it.

But I have to push myself, I have to do it. I know that once my heart is soft, everything will go back to the way it was. But I don't want to, I'd rather carry a hard shell on my back than turn into a little woman and stick into his soft arms at such a critical time.

What I need now is not to be protected, but to keep arming myself and strengthening myself. That way, I won't give up halfway again.

To be successful means to let go of a lot. Women are inherently more emotional than men, so I have to force myself to be rational. Don't get carried away by love until you take down the Xu family.

"Sheng Yun, I'm sorry, please give me some more time......" I said to him silently in my heart, but what remained in him was a cold and resolute back.

I knew he was still behind me, but I had no intention of turning back. Because I'm afraid that as soon as I turn around, I will instantly break all will. Sheng Yun, he hides in the soft underbelly of my chest, I must hide him deeply, then put on my armor, and continue to fight like a man in the deceitful mall.

"Xu Shubei, you can do it, so can I. After a long time, he said this again.

I knew that at that moment, he must have made up his mind.

"Good. I clenched my fists and trembled, but I still spat out the same word.

I could hear his heartbreak.

He broke down and slammed his fist on the coffee table with a muffled thud that made my heart skip a beat.

"It turns out that in your heart, I am so unimportant. You want to have a career, but you can leave me behind and snub me! Even Tai Ziqian can be by your side, but I, you have been forcing me to stay away!" He shouted in pain.

My heart stabbed again, but the stubbornness in my heart was a little more.

I feel like our relationship is like a fierce tug-of-war, at this point I am already standing on another mountain, we are no longer walking side by side, we can only go parallel to each other, and reaching each other again will only make each other hard.

Now, it's time to say goodbye, but also to make a decision. I can't hesitate, I can't retreat, I can only break my wrist and continue to move forward.

This love, I'm afraid it's going to be completely disappointed. It's really hard for me. But I don't want to leave myself a way back.

I once chose to get on his boat and let him help me cross the river, but he failed me, and now that I am at the helm, I am gritting my teeth in the wind and rain, love will not be my sculls, but only a net that will trap me, and I must fight to tear it open.

The heart really hurts, but when it comes to the words, it is even more resolute: "Yes, because love is not a necessity, but everything else is." I gave birth to a boy, I have a responsibility for him, without a career, my life is meaningless, and Tai Ziqian, without him, I would not be where I am today!"

I know that this sentence is very heavy, and he must be very hurt when he hears it. But I still spoke.

"You're still blaming me! You're still blaming me for not helping you bring down the Xu family, are you?" He roared in a low voice, and said angrily in an extremely low voice, "How do you know that I'm not helping you? How do you know if I want to help you? I always don't like to say before I do, I thought you understood me! I thought you would understand me! But I was wrong, I was completely wrong! Xu Shubei, now I know that I am so worthless in your eyes!"

I involuntarily turned my head and saw his red eyes under the light, he subconsciously took two steps back and looked at me, his eyes full of strangeness.

"If I could go back and choose again, I would rather not meet you! Xu Shubei, I thought you were honey, but I didn't expect that you were arsenic. The expression on his face was tangled and painful, and as he said this, two lines of tears ran down his cheeks.

Sheng Yun, he cried......

At that moment, my liver and intestines were broken.

I felt that all the principles I adhered to in my heart were suddenly broken at that moment, and the thing called love in my heart was awakened again, and the medicine jar in the kitchen was still bubbling suddenly, and the strong smell of medicine wafted out of the kitchen, and I subconsciously wanted to step forward.

However, he took two more steps back.

"Sheng Yun, I ......" I looked at him stupidly, and the moment he cried, my eyes moistened.

He looked at me coldly, the tears on his face were still there, he didn't even wipe them with his hands, he looked at me and said coldly: "Xu Shubei, I overestimated my position in your heart and underestimated your ruthlessness." It turns out that I saw you right from the beginning. You ambitious woman, if you only have profit in your eyes, why do you provoke me, why do you go to all the trouble to make me fall in love with you?"

"I ......" I was speechless, tears poured out of my eyes, I wanted to explain, I wanted to say everything I wanted to say. But I couldn't, I couldn't say a word.

A thousand words, only one sentence came to his mouth: "I'm sorry, you looked at the wrong person." ”

I knew that my last stubbornness would completely destroy the last trace of his heart's thoughts about me, but I insisted on doing it.

"Xu Shubei, I hate you!" he looked me straight in the eye, his eyes burning with hatred. But in those eyes with hatred, two lines of clear tears were squeezed out, and the tears seemed to flow into the blood of my heart, and I felt that my whole body couldn't stop chilling, and I was so cold......

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