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A room of pain, a room of sorrow, just like this world, what is left is left, loneliness and despair;

After watching for a long time, after Bingsi and the others left, the closed door, Murong Lingyu turned around and walked to the window, looking at the crowd passing downstairs, the traffic of all kinds made Murong Lingyu's tears gradually flow down, blurring her eyes;

"Mother" called Ouyang Rou alone, and Murong Lingyu's heart was full of self-blame and pain;

"Mother, I'm sorry" At this time, Murong Lingyu blamed herself incomparably, at this time, in her heart, what she thought was that if she could arrange it better, if she didn't think too much about it at that time and took Ouyang Rou away desperately, then Ouyang Rou's ending would not be rewritten, and all this would not have happened;

The more she thought about it, the more painful it became, Murong Lingyu squatted down, she knew that in the future, she would be alone again, and in the future, there would not be a person who was better than Ouyang Rou to her;

"Mother" remembered all the past, Murong Lingyu regretted it, and now that she thinks about it, she seems to have never taken good care of Ouyang Rou and given her a good life for a day;

Since she came to this world, it has always been Ouyang Rou who has accompanied her, in her heart, Ouyang Rou is her mother, her only relative in this world, but now, she has let Ouyang Rou not even leave her body, such an ending is unacceptable to her;

As soon as her mind moved, Murong Lingyu was already in a state of nothingness, however, she did not get up, but put her head on her knees, crying silently;

For her, no matter how painful she is at this time, she doesn't want others to see it; she is a fox, no matter how sad she is, all she leaves to others is still pure and proud; her self-esteem, her pride, let her not lose her voice in front of others; and let her, only allow herself, like a wounded lone wolf, to lick her wounds alone;

"Mother" called one after another, Murong Lingyu seemed to have been abandoned by the whole world at this time; that lonely figure overshadowed all things in heaven and earth; that sad body, no matter who looked at it, would pity it; of course, at this time, Murong Lingyu would not care about this;

"Yan'er, mother, I'm sorry, everything is my fault, it's me who didn't protect you" Surrounded by sadness, blaming himself, Murong Lingyu at this time couldn't help himself in pain;

In her previous life, she only had one sister Murong Yuyan, even if she founded the Murong Group and stood at the peak of the 21st century, but because of her own negligence, Murong Yuyan made a friend who was not worthy of love or trust, and she lost her life in Huangquan, and she could no longer protect her sister, and she still can't know whether Murong Yuyan's condition after her death is okay;

And reborn after death, she only has one mother, Ouyang Rou, even if she has achieved the glory of the white fox, but because of her improper arrangement and poor care, she died without a body;

In this past and present life, she didn't take good care of them, and her relatives didn't protect them; Murong Lingyu completely attributed all of this to herself; the regret and self-blame in her heart made her a little breathless;

"Cough~cough~~~" Self-blame overwhelmed everything, and Murong Lingyu, who was sad, finally didn't hold back and coughed up a mouthful of blood;

However, looking at the blood in his hands and feeling the sweetness in his mouth, Murong Lingyu was just, after a faint glance, he lay directly in the realm of nothingness;

["I'm sorry"] Seeing that this never, there is a dark place, Murong Lingyu let his tears slide into the dirt under him, and ignored it;

At this time, she only had remorse for Ouyang Rou and self-blame for Murong Yuyan in her heart, and there was nothing else, so that she fell into sadness, and she didn't notice at all that the person who had been standing beside her for a long time;

"She's dead" knew that the advisor, Zhao Fengming's voice, woke up Murong Lingyu, who was in grief;

Zhao Fengming, who had entered the realm of nothingness at this time, could only use this method to make Murong Lingyu notice his existence;

"It's you" didn't get up, Murong Lingyu already knew who the owner of this voice was the moment he heard the voice, not to mention, this person didn't have to think about it, he also knew who it was, after all, he could enter this realm of nothingness freely, except for her, only this Zhao Fengming was the only one who could enter this realm of nothingness;

"I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill the agreement with you" Closing her eyes, Murong Lingyu said lightly, she wanted to hide her sadness, but the scars in her eyes could not be seen by Zhao Fengming, but the weakness in her tone could not be concealed at all;

"She's fine" inexplicable words made Murong Lingyu frown; at this time, Murong Lingyu naturally knew who she was in Zhao Fengming's mouth;

"When she died, there were no regrets, so you didn't have to keep the agreement" The soft words made Zhao Fengming even more ethereal; if it weren't for the faint tenderness revealed in those words, then anyone would say that this Zhao Fengming was out of the ordinary;

"Do you know?" Confused words, Murong Lingyu looked at Zhao Fengming beside him and fell into thought;

['Who is he, he seems to know everything'] Zhao Fengming's words obviously made Murong Lingyu wonder, where did he know;

"She didn't blame you, I'm leaving" Zhao Fengming didn't answer Murong Lingyu's words, but the faint words made Murong Lingyu even more confused;

"Say it clearly" Sitting up, Murong Lingyu looked at Zhao Fengming, looked at his face, and did not move a point;

"She is dead, I naturally don't have it, there is no need to exist" The still ethereal words made Zhao Fengming even more mysterious, but the meaning of his words made Murong Lingyu more curious about him;

"Wait a minute, you're here to tell me that she doesn't have any regrets, and she won't blame me?" Calling Zhao Fengming, whose figure was gradually blurring, Murong Lingyu was a little uncertain;

"Yes, if you are sad, she will not be happy in another world" The figure is no more, and the only thing left is just that simple sentence, just, such a comfort, but it is the best word for Murong Lingyu;

['Zhao Fengming, who are you, and what is the relationship with Ouyang Rou'] Standing in the realm of nothingness, Murong Lingyu has all kinds of guesses and faint doubts about Zhao Fengming, but no one can give her an answer, what she can be sure of is just, Zhao Fengming's eternal love for Ouyang Rou;

['Is there no need to exist?'] Thinking of Zhao Fengming's words, Murong Lingyu somewhat understood;

At this time, Murong Lingyu didn't know if Zhao Fengming would appear again, but she would always remember the ethereal man, the man who gave her the greatest help, and the man who was always in love with her mother;

Looking at this empty realm of no one, Murong Lingyu smiled faintly, and then walked out of the realm of nothingness, the helplessness and sadness of that body also ceased to exist at the moment of leaving the realm of nothingness, and was replaced by a heart full of coldness and ruthlessness;