I don't know what Pei Shaobei's silence represents, but I was a little panicked in my heart. It seems that the thing that he went to Shaoling for help with all his enthusiasm at the beginning became a mistake, so didn't the humiliation he suffered in the Pei family also become self-inflicted and self-righteous hypocrisy?

Pei Shaobei didn't speak again, and I didn't mean to speak. The atmosphere suddenly became extremely awkward, in stark contrast to the warmth when I came out of my parents, which made my heart even more sour and very depressing.

It wasn't until he drove all the way home and changed his slippers that Pei Shaobei opened his mouth lightly again, with a calm expression, "Actually, you don't have to go, my mother ...... her"

I was stimulated by Pei Shaobei's sentence "don't go", and I couldn't hold back my words anymore after suppressing all the way, and blurted out, "Yes, it's me who is nosy, I should have watched you and Pei Zile being calculated and stood by." Why should I be kind enough to go over to find excitement, anyway, your Pei family, with a strong background, no one can really treat you well, isn't it?"

Pei Shaobei was stunned, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, "Gu Wan, I didn't mean that!"

"That's not what you mean, then what do you mean? Pei Shaobei, do you think I'm making my own decisions again, or are you like your mother, thinking that I'm deliberately currying favor with the Pei family? If that's the case, then you don't need to say it, I'm going to tell you very simply, I didn't!" I angrily threw the bag in my hand on the sofa, walked into the bedroom and slammed the door.

I was almost blown up by Pei Shaobei's reaction, how did I feel that I was wronged and should have been comforted, but now it has become an accusation. Sure enough, none of the people in the Pei family have the same brain circuit as themselves.

I was sitting on the edge of the bed and getting angry, Pei Shaobei pushed the door in, stood at the door helplessly, and didn't walk in, just looked at me with his head down.

I was a little uncomfortable being stared at by him, but I felt that the other party was at fault, why every time I quarreled, it would become my weakness in the end. I'm a weak fart, and I haven't done anything wrong. I cheered myself up so much from the bottom of my heart, and the discomfort on my face disappeared immediately, replaced by an unwavering belief in the end.

Maybe it was because my facial expression was a little stiff, Pei Shaobei couldn't help but laugh with a snort. With his head bowed, his arms folded, his body lazily leaning against the door frame, and chuckling.

My original aura was instantly defeated by this laughter, so angry that I picked up the pillow at hand and threw it over, which happened to hit Pei Shaobei's arm, he hurriedly reached out and grabbed it, and the smile on the corner of his mouth did not decrease.

"You're laughing fart, I'm arguing with you, laugh and laugh, can you be serious!" I was angry and ashamed, and finally felt a little funny, but I couldn't laugh with him like this, otherwise the anger I had just built up would not be meaningless, and it would become an unreasonable joke in his mouth.

"Okay, okay, I'll be serious!" Pei Shaobei came over and sat beside me with a pillow, saying that he was serious, but the expression on his face was still playful.

"Are you serious? Are you laughing at me stupidly again?"

I pointed at him, but he was no longer in the angry state just now, but there was a sense of coquettishness and comfort.

Pei Shaobei stretched out his hand to hug me and sighed helplessly, "Gu Wan, I found that since you became pregnant, your temper has become more and more hot. It's like a cannon fight, just one point. ”

"Hey, are you apologizing or trying to quarrel?" I was so angry that I scratched him, but he leaned over and kissed him, which made me angry, not angry.

"I don't want to quarrel with you, it's tiring to quarrel, I've been tired all day in the office, and I don't want to move at all when I get home. Pei Shaobei raised his hand and rubbed my head, his face was a little tired, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, and I felt more and more that I was ignorant, and the tantrum just now was definitely unreasonable.

Although I was very resistant to such a decision, a subconscious emotion had grown and rapidly expanded.

"Is it because of Yuan Shao's matter?" I looked up and asked him, he didn't nod or shake his head, but changed the topic and said, "I didn't talk in the car just now because I was angry with you, or because I blamed you for going to my mother on your own initiative, and I didn't think about what you meant to please the Pei family." You don't need to please anyone, you are my choice, everything has me, whether it is good or bad, it is my own responsibility, and it has nothing to do with others, so don't say it in the future if you are so depressed, do you hear?"

I pouted and didn't answer.

Pei Shaobei didn't ask, he chuckled and said, "I know better than you what kind of people my parents are, and I don't have to guess what kind of things they will say to you." Zile and I are not the only children and grandchildren of the Pei family, my father's branch and uncle are here, although they are both in politics, but they belong to different departments, and there are few contacts on weekdays, but the relationship is very close. Therefore, the matter between me and Zile, even if you don't say it, someone will pass the news over. To reason or not to ignore, they have their own decision. Don't think that if something happens to me and Zile, something happens to the Pei family. There is no such stake in it, Zile and I do not represent the Pei family, what really represents the Pei family is my uncle and my father!"

I looked at him suspiciously, "What do you mean by telling me this? I don't understand!"

"You don't need to understand, you just need to know that those who want to catch me and Zile to make a fuss about the reputation of the Pei family will only end up empty. The weight of me and Zile is not enough!" Pei Shaobei said this, I did understand a little, that is to say, what Xu Kun said, by stimulating Pei Zile, pulling Pei Shaobei up, dragging Li Gang, causing infighting between the Pei family and the Li family, this idea is not valid.

"I seem to understand!" I nodded, "Listening to your analysis, I'm not so worried, you don't know that after Xu Kun told me those words today, I was completely shocked." As you know, I've been wandering around campus, and I don't have any idea or understanding of these political and family disputes. I just think that Zile is so bent on going his own way, we can't control it, you still have to deal with Yuan Shao's affairs, if Xu Kun comes out to make trouble at this time and pulls Li Gang to block you, I'm afraid you won't be able to deal with it!"

"So little confidence in me?" Pei Shaobei raised his eyebrows and looked at me, his eyes becoming more and more bright under the light.

My heart moved slightly, my face turned red, and I quickly lowered my head so as not to be seen by him as a nymphomaniac.

Pei Shaobei didn't seem to notice my abnormality, seeing that I was no longer angry, he let go of the arm holding me, leaned back on the bed with his hands open, closed his eyes and sighed deeply. I looked back at him, and I always felt that his heart was very heavy recently, probably because of the powerlessness of the Xiaofan incident, coupled with Yuan Shao's sudden intervention, which made him a little tired of coping. I leaned back on the bed as he did, approaching him, but didn't ask.

I know Pei Shaobei's character, there are many times, many things, he prefers to take on it himself. Whether it's his machismo or his protection of me, I don't have the kind of strong desire to stand side by side with him, if I had to choose, I would prefer to be a woman behind him, support him, trust him, take care of him, and accept his care for me, just like that, plain, warm and peaceful for the rest of my life.

Marriage is different from love, it may originate because of heartbeat, because of love, but after the deposition of time, through the lonely years, what can be maintained? I'm not sure, for a woman who has failed in marriage, this problem is a bit cruel.

I am sometimes very impulsive and want to enter a new married life with Pei Shaobei immediately, as if I am desperately trying to get rid of the cruel reality of my past failures. But sometimes, I have an unspeakable resistance to the new marriage, a kind of timidity, because I am uncertain, I think I am reluctant, I can't imagine that after the tempering of time and years, Pei Shaobei and I will go to the same ending as me and Lin Dong.

Love, I used to love Lin Dong too, and I can be sure that Lin Dong also loved me. In youth, the most simple and fierce love has not withstood the cruelty of the years, what will happen to me and Pei Shaobei?

I secretly opened my eyes to look at him, and I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to hug him and cry.

None of us spoke, just half-lying on the bed, legs still exposed, until I heard Pei Shaobei's even breathing and realized that he was actually asleep like this. No change of clothes, no bath, just like that, fell asleep peacefully.

I leaned over, looked at his slightly frowning eyebrows, sighed, carefully helped him take off his shoes, shifted his position, and then got up and went to the bathroom to wash.

A day of tiring running finally came to an end in the darkness of the night.

Since the last time Xu Kun came to me, two days have passed, and he has not appeared again, but Pei Zile and those little reporters are getting more and more noisy, and they are really on the news in the city, and even alarmed the director of the Education Bureau, and expressed his attitude towards the incident of Xiaofan jumping off the building.

Our school instantly became the target of public criticism, and the original evaluation activities were forced to be suspended. The review team went to the Education Bureau and didn't know what was said at the meeting, and then those people went directly to the airport.

It was lively and nervous, and it was extremely nervous to prepare for nearly a month, but now it ended up like this. Sister Yu was a little difficult to accept, and lay on her desk decadently. Although he is already the title of deputy director, the office is not listed separately, but a separate office is made in our large office.

When I saw her like this, I had no choice but to walk over and persuade, "Sister Yu, isn't this very good? If it really compares, I don't know what chaos will happen in the end, and there is no merit or fault, don't you think it is the best ending?"

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