This is still in the village, I don't dare to say too much, after all, the wall has ears. Just vaguely said, "It has something to do with my family." ”

"Alright, let's go back and talk about it. Yan Lu understood me, and diverted the words: "Xiaodan, when did you come back? Isn't there still more than half a year?"

"If you don't go, there's nothing to stay abroad, it's better to be at home than at home. Shi Xiaodan shook his head and said in a dignified manner.

In front of his elders, he always seemed to be like this. I wonder why he seems so burdened in front of me.

Maybe it's because of the divergence of generations, although they and Shi Xiaodan know each other, they don't talk very much. After lunch, we went back to the waterfront in two cars. When we arrived at a traffic light intersection in Binhai, Yun Qishan stopped the car, followed Yan Lu to our car, lay on the outside of Shi Xiaodan's window and said, "Let's go, come to our house and sit?"

Shi Xiaoshan refused: "No need Aunt Yan, you can come to our house another day." ”

"Hehe, I come every month. Yan Lu completely regarded Shi Xiaodan as a child, and touched his head: "Okay, then let's go back first and drive safely." ”

"Aunt Yan..."Shi Xiaoshan called Yan Lu: "Today's matter, don't tell my dad and her." ”

"Auntie knows. Yan Lu smiled and waved at me: "Ke An, you take care of Xiaodan." ”

I don't really understand their relationship, but I know that Shi Xiaodan's family is definitely not simple, so it is inconvenient to ask too much. After separating from Yanlu and them, Shi Xiaodan's face darkened again, and he started the car to speed up. I clutched my seat belt tightly and closed my eyes in fright: "Xiaodan, you drive slowly." ”

"Aren't you going to play with your life? Okay, I'll play with you. He didn't know which tendon was wrong, and he couldn't get out of what he had just done. Finally, when he drove the car to the community where I lived, a beautiful drift, the car was parked steadily on the parking space of the community, "Get off." ”

I opened the car door and jumped in, feeling a little stunned from the bottom of my heart. seems to have grown so big, I have rarely been so scared of others, except for Zhang Nan. I used to be afraid of Zhang Nan, because he would beat me at every turn, but Shi Xiaodan's scare was different, I knew that he was occasionally fierce to me, and that was because he was worried.

He took me by the hand and walked briskly to the house, and found the door with ease. After entering the door, Shi Xiaodan sat straight on the sofa, and at a glance saw the piece of paper I put in my hand last night, and took it over curiously to take a look: "Are you taking off advertising?"

"Well, though, it's fired. ”

"Hmph..."Shi Xiaodan snorted contemptuously: "Why are you more cowardly than me?"

I was amused by his words, and my nervous heart relaxed a little just now, "I'll go boil water." ”

Shi Xiaoshan grabbed me: "I don't drink boiling water." ”

I was stunned: "Then I'll go out and buy it." ”

"You're not my old mother, why do you want to serve me so well?"

"I..."

"Sit down. Shi Xiao gently pressed one hand, and pulled me to sit down next to him, "Let me ask you, did you accompany the stick to see my sister some time ago?"

"Yes. ”

"I'm not allowed to go in the future. He threw the paper down the couch and lit a cigarette.

I didn't understand at all: "Mr. Kim he..."

"You call him that?" Shi Xiaoshan scolded me: "He doesn't deserve to be called like that." ”

"Can you tell me why you hate him so much?"

"I just came back, why don't you ask me how I'm doing abroad?"

"Look at your photos, it's very chic. ”

"Do you really think I'm doing well abroad?" Shi Xiaodan grabbed my arm: "I've lived in China for 22 years, and the old man threw me into that hellish place, eating, sleeping, going to class, and walking alone, is this good?"

"But it's an opportunity to learn. ”

"What do I need to learn? You tell me? Do you all think that I should come back to manage the old man's broken business?

"That's not what I meant..."

"I have things that I love to do, racing, magic, it's all my career. But I know that if I want you to live a better life, I have to bow to the old man. But I'm looking down, what about you? What are you doing?"

Maybe it's because I've been alone for too long and too lonely during this time, listening to Shi Xiaodan's unfounded accusations, I suddenly felt a little unconvinced: "What did I do?"

"You accompanied the stick to see my sister, even if you want to go to see my sister, you will go with me, understand?"

I realized that he was angry because I went to see Shi Xiaoyi.

"My sister is one of the most important women in my life, and so are you. She is sick, but I believe she is conscious, I don't want her to subconsciously feel that her brother's future girlfriend has anything to do with the person she once loved!" Shi Xiaodan mentioned Jin Junzhong, and he gritted his teeth with hatred: "If he hadn't returned to China with my sister back then, wouldn't my sister have been used as a tool to marry by the surname Shi, and if my sister hadn't been treated as a mental illness for a long time, wouldn't her brain tumor be found out until the end when it was inoperable." ”

"Marriage? Is it marrying Zhang Nan?"

Shi Xiaodan found himself talking more, "It's not what you think..."

"What do I think?"

It may be that Shi Xiaodan was too sensitive in his heart, and he hurriedly explained: "I really didn't approach you because of my surname Zhang." ”

I didn't really think about it. But I can understand him, when facing a special woman like me, maybe he will feel that a careless word will hurt, but I am really not as fragile as he imagined.

For half an afternoon, Shi Xiaodan and I were calmly at home, lying on the sofa. He put his arms around me and talked about Shi Xiaoyi's past. He said that Shi Xiaoyi used to be her proud sister, and although his parents divorced, he never hated his father. But 6 years ago, when his father asked Shi Xiaoyi to marry Zhang Nan for marriage, he began to hate.

Shi Xiaodan said gloomily: "I don't understand why businessmen even sell their own daughters for profit. ”

Although my parents didn't let me marry Zhang Nan for profit, these words still touched my wounds. I leaned on his shoulder: "Everyone has a lot of involuntary bodies. ”

"So I don't want to be a businessman anymore. Shi Xiaoshan stroked my hair and gently lowered it to his waist: "But for you, I can only choose this way." ”

I was speechless, because I didn't understand the origin of his words, what does it mean that for me, you must be in business?

"Ke An, my sister has a great influence on me. Shi Xiaodan turned his head and kissed me lightly on the forehead: "In you, there are many very complicated feelings of mine, I hope you can understand." ”

I actually understand everything, but I don't dare to understand it.

Shi Xiaodan's father soon found out that he had dropped out of school and returned to China, and called angrily and ordered him to go home first tonight no matter what. He had an argument with his dad on the phone, and finally I heard him shout, "What do you have besides money?

After speaking, he dropped the phone and walked up to me angrily: "I'll go back first, the car will be parked in your community, and Uncle Qiu will come and drive it tomorrow." You pack your things, and I'll pick you up in two days. ”

"Pick me up, where?"

"Aren't you going to have an interview in February next year? ”

Although he said it very well, he eventually went back obediently, and I was relieved. After all, I am a mother and know how parents feel when they care about their children. Everything was calm again, and I was left alone in the room again. I leaned back on the couch and closed my eyes thinking about what had happened today. What I think about the most is the strange "Secretary Qian".

I can't tell Xiaoshan everything about the project, after all, I have no basis and certainty, so I can only find an opportunity to ask Cuilian about some details of the project.

After Shi Xiaodan arrived in City A, he probably called me to report my safety before entering the door, and then Zhang Luo's phone called. Her call in the middle of the night made me a little nervous, so she got up and locked the door and answered: "Third sister." ”

"It's good that I'm looking for you. Zhang Luo's tone of voice was very different from last time, "I heard that you have been to see Shi Xiaoyi?"

"Yes. ”

"Give you a chance so that I don't hate you?"

This opportunity made me speechless, whether she hated me or not, it really didn't mean anything to me. But thinking about Chen Shanshan's incident, I still asked, "What's the matter?"

"Tomorrow in the Expo Park of City A, there will be an organic tea fair, and you will take Shi Xiaoyi to participate. ”

"I, but, I'm..."

"Isn't Shi Xiaodan back? ”

I don't understand, Zhang Luo called in the middle of the night, just asking me to take Shi Xiaoyi to the expo?

Zhang Luo seemed to know what I was wondering about, and explained: "In my heart, Shi Xiaoyi is my brother and daughter-in-law, do you know? Except for the people of the Shi family, I hope she can wake up sooner than anyone else." I went to the hospital to see her in the afternoon, and I heard from the doctor that you made her emotional, so I gave you such a chance. ”

This explanation seems reasonable, but Zhang Luo's style is similar to Leixi's, they use seemingly good excuses to encourage me to do something, and no one knows what the real purpose is. I didn't dare to blindly agree, and said perfunctorily: "Then I'll ask Xiaoshan tomorrow, and then I'll talk about it, okay?"

"See you tomorrow at 9 o'clock in front of the Expo Park. Zhang Luo didn't give me a chance to think about it, and hung up the phone directly.

I had insomnia all night, thinking about Jang Luo and Kim Jun Chung rolling next door, thinking about her and Lei Xi appearing in the hotel room opposite. and in the BQB incident, Chen Shanshan was inexplicably framed. Zhang Luo is hiding behind her back, what does she want to do? I'm just a woman who has a dead husband and a ruined family, why do they all stare at me? Is it because I have been the daughter-in-law of the Zhang family for four years? But what does the identity of this daughter-in-law of the Zhang family do to them?

I can't explain all this. I tried a few times to tell Shi Xiaodan, but I think people who think about many things so simply will not find it strange.

But the next morning, around 6 o'clock, I kept receiving several calls from people claiming to be reporters. There is only one question they asked: Regarding the photo of Zhang Luo's search for a duck that broke the news, did I publish it?

After connecting a few phone calls, I finally couldn't bear the discomfort of not sleeping well, turned over and turned on the tablet, and searched for a large number of photos of her appearing in front of the hotel with her man that morning. Judging from the photos, it should not have been taken with a camera, but a screenshot taken by a relatively clear camera on the side of the road.

Subsequently, Zhang Luo's phone also called: "Ke An, what do you mean?"