133 Let me go first!
His mind was full of Li Yi's appearance, and it was unusually clear. (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ read (5) ∨ book, .●.●o He raised his eyebrows arrogantly, and the red mole on the tip of his left eyebrow also moved, and the beautiful lips said extremely mean words, and his occasional childish smile revealed the small dimple on his right.
I opened my eyes in vain and saw Xu Yuwen kissing my cheek gently, the fresh breath hit my cheek, he sensed that something was wrong with me, and asked against my forehead, "What's wrong?"
I shook my head heavily, lay back on the couch, and reluctantly smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm okay, go on!"
As soon as my words came out, Xu Yuwen laughed, and laughed for me to say something that was not in line with Fengyue, and I also laughed awkwardly. Xu Yuwen kissed my lips lightly and asked gently, "Are you really okay?"
Xu Yuwen is such an excellent person, I just can't find fault with it, it's really a shit luck for a person like me to climb Xu Yuwen, what else can I pick? And at this moment, he is still so sven, I am really a little uncomfortable. If you change to Li Yi, he doesn't care if you want to or not, knock people down first, and just be happy.
I nodded solemnly, gritted my teeth and closed my eyes, ready to die. Xu Yuwen grabbed my earlobe and whispered, "I'll be gentle." ”
Xu Yuwen is really gentle, so gentle that I can't stand it, he first kissed every inch of my face, and then on my neck, that sticky kiss made me uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, and I had goosebumps all over my body, definitely not because of the so-called sensitivity, but because I was not used to it, and I felt disgusting.
When Xu Yuwen's hands groped up, I remembered those hands, four or five hands wandered around the body, the feeling of nausea came up, I was afraid of the man's body, due to the sequelae left last time, whenever a man touched me, I felt uncomfortable, and now I became more and more nervous, even if it was on the bus or in the elevator, as long as the man touched me, I felt very dirty, and I wanted to run into the bathroom to rinse it again.
I tried my best to restrain my nausea, and the idea of pushing Xu Yuwen away, I tried my best to convince myself to accept the man in front of me, but the body's reaction was too real, my whole body froze, I couldn't move, and I lay rigidly.
Xu Yuwen's body has changed, the hot breath fell on my shoulder, his movements began to become a little rude, he reached out to pull the zipper of the coat, the zipper of this dress was a little broken, it was difficult to pull up, and it was difficult to pull down, Xu Yuwen tried to pull a few times, but he couldn't pull it open, and the person became impetuous, and he pulled it suddenly, the chain head fell off, Xu Yuwen took off my coat, and he didn't have any patience for my shirt, so he tore it directly, and the two buttons were pulled off.
Looking at Xu Yuwen like this, I was a little panicked in my heart, clenched my fists, swallowed the saliva in my throat, and didn't let myself let out a miserable scream, everything was so unacceptable.
When I hear the phone ringing, I'm glad someone is calling, no matter who it is.
A man who does not want to stop at such a moment does not want to stop, whether that person is gentle or violent by nature, because that is the instinctive reaction of man. But the phone was unusually stubborn, stopped and rang, one after another, until Xu Yuwen couldn't bear it anymore.
He got up, looked apologetically, and said, "I'm going to answer the phone." ”
I was so excited that I wanted to jump out and cheer, feeling that I had finally gotten rid of it, and said very generously, "It's okay, you can go and answer the phone!"
Xu Yuwen answered the phone, but from his expression, he could see that he was in trouble, he had always been gentle, and his tone was a little unhappy: "What do you want me to do? I have already agreed to get married, do you want me to pretend to be affectionate in front of everyone? How can familiar people not know the truth, that is the real joke." ”
When I heard the word "marriage", I felt that someone slapped me hard out of thin air. Yes, at this moment, I am with my married husband, and I almost had to roll the sheets with him just now, what a shame I am! But what can I do with my face? Can it be exchanged for money? It can't be exchanged for money. However, at this time, it was not suitable for us to continue, so I buttoned up, put on my coat, and got up from the couch.
Xu Yuwen hung up the phone, saw me standing straight, and said very gentlemanly, "Are you going back?"
"It occurred to me that there was one more thing to deal with, and I had to go first. "I opened my eyes and said nonsense, but that's all I could do.
Xu Yuwen is such a shrewd person, how could he not see through my lies, he came over and hugged me, patted my back gently and comforted, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, Qiao Yan and I are not a normal couple, we have no love, in fact, she ......."
"I know!" I replied empathetically, trying to pretend to be a well-informed and generous house. Nowadays, in this era of laughing at poverty and not prostitution, who will care if you are a young lady, whether you are a junior, whether you are a mistress, as long as you have money, you are an uncle, who cares how your money comes from, everyone looks at your face to please you, coax you to be happy, you will take money out of your pocket.
It's strange to say that I can be reduced to a young lady, but I don't want to be someone else's mistress, which is also unbelievable and ridiculed. I unnaturally raised my hand to get a haircut, and then said, "I'm really in trouble!"
"Okay, it's late at night, I'll send you back!" Xu Yuwen took a step back.
I wanted to remind him that it is not easy to drive after drinking, but after thinking about it, I still gave up. I nodded obediently, followed Xu Yuwen downstairs, and let him send him back to the hotel, all the way, we were silent, for a while, I didn't know what to say.
Xu Yuwen leaned down to help me unbuckle the safety buckle, approached my face, kissed my lips with a little water, smiled and stuffed a card into my hand, held my hand and said, "Good night!"
I tightened my five fingers, the hard card stabbed my hand, I naturally knew what Xu Yuwen meant by giving the card, if I was younger, I would definitely stuff the card back. I really did two similar stupid things in the past, if I hadn't given the card to Li Yi at that time, now I have six million, do I still need to worry about the money? If I accept the money from Anan's mother, I don't need to do everything possible to get close to Xu Yuwen and become his mistress.
People, you really can't be too arrogant, you can't be too arrogant, you will suffer retribution.
I looked back at Xu Yuwen and responded with a smile, "Good night!"
I opened the car door to leave, Xu Yuwen held my hand tighter, I looked back puzzled, he looked at me with that very affectionate gaze and said, "Shuangshuang, I want to leave Shenzhen for a while, if you have anything, just call me!"
I guess he should go to Shanghai, after all, it's the New Year, even if it's a formal marriage, you have to go to relatives and friends, and the drama on the surface always has to be performed, I nodded knowingly and responded, "Well, I know, you drive back to be careful." ”
I stood and waved to Xu Yuwen, watched Xu Yuwen leave, and then walked back to the hotel, along the way, my mood was extremely heavy, I took Xu Yuwen's card, which means that I promised to become Xu Yuwen's "qingren", and it is a long road to mistress. I have always been good at self-comfort, and it is better to be a mistress than to be a young lady in the eyes of outsiders!
I couldn't sleep all night, similar to the situation when Li Yi gave me a card. Early the next morning, I went to the ATM to check the number, and to my consternation, I was afraid that I would have to spend years in the night market to make so much money.
With the lesson of the last time, I also learned to be shrewd, and transferred a sum of money from the card to my own card, only when the money really went to my own account, it belonged to me, otherwise the cooked duck would fly again. I transferred another sum of money to Weiwei's account, which was enough for Ah Feng's medical expenses for more than half a year.
When I started to use that huge sum of money, I had already made up my mind and succumbed to fate. If it hadn't happened, I think I would have really become Xu Yuwen's mistress, and with him away from the city, he would live a life of fine clothes and food in Shanghai.
It was the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, the New Year was almost over, the holidays were over, many people were back to work, and the city was lively again.
Early in the morning, my mother called me for the first time, in fact, I was a little unconscionable, on Chinese New Year's Eve, I called her, she did not answer, nor did she reply to me, so I stopped calling.
As soon as I saw her number, I knew it wasn't a good thing, it was nothing more than asking for money. I also have some money, she wants tens of thousands of dollars, I can give it to her. But the mother on the phone was very anxious and panicked, she said in a panic, "Shuangshuang, your sister stabbed someone with a knife, and now the person has been arrested and sent to the police station, you come over quickly." ”
I was shocked to hear the news that my sister got the stabbing person, usually my sister is arrogant, and her temperament follows my stepfather, and she is also a violent character, but she is only 15 years old, how can a junior high school student take a knife to stab someone?
Over the years, I have become cold to my family, and I have persuaded myself again and again to ignore it, but after all, there has been a stabbing incident, and no matter how ruthless I am, I can't sit idly by! I picked up my coat and ran to the police station.
When I was a child, I was not a docile lord, and the people in the village always called me naughty, sarcastic about my wild temperament, and in the future, I was the material for prison food. I've had a lot of fights and done a lot of bad things, but this is the first time I've been to the police station.
As soon as I came in, I saw my stepfather grabbing my sister and spanking her buttocks, beating and scolding, "You dare to stab someone with a knife at a young age, you have a fucking skill." “
And my mother was reluctant to let her sister be beaten, so she stepped forward to protect her and persuade her stepfather. To be honest, looking at this picture, my heart is very uncomfortable, since I was a child, no matter how my stepfather beat me, my mother will never stand up and protect herself. I'm a bad-hearted person, right, at this moment, I'm still jealous, I'm still resentful.