045, really emotional
Xu had touched a certain string in my heart since I first met Shi Xiaodan, and his overzealous "moral kidnapping" made me retreat a little. But I haven't seen him for more than a month, and I will inadvertently pick him up, and even occasionally miss such crazy sweetness in the dead of night. coincided with his desire to capture me and not look for me, which made such thoughts even worse, inexplicable.
So, under his frantic attack, I retreated one after another, weakening the last line of defense little by little. It wasn't until he tore off the dress that Zhang Xun had brought back from Paris that I didn't keep it as clear as I used to, but continued to indulge in it.
He whispered my name, deep through my eardrums. I forgot where we were, forgot Shi Tengxiong, forgot Ni Yan, forgot Qiu Xu, and forgot Zhang Nan and Ye Yiding for the first time.
I hugged him tightly because I had been alone for too long, he kept calling to me as if he had been waiting for a long time, he was frantic with excitement, tearing hard, or humming softly. And then he went forward and galloped on me. I greeted him with a madness that I had never felt before, and in this small space, we had an unprecedented tacit understanding...
Eventually, he clasped my arms and greedily sucked the beads of sand and sweat on my lips. I enjoyed the pleasure of being possessed by him, reaching out and caressing his forehead, smiling slightly to see what he was like at the moment.
There was the sound of footsteps nearby, and the voice-activated lights in the parking lot came on. Looking at the two people who were so straightforward to each other, I woke up from my madness, "Xiao Dan, we..."
Maybe he knew I was going to ruin the good time and kissed me on the lips to keep me from talking. After a long time, he raised his head slightly and stared at me fiercely: "In the future, you will have traces of me on your body, I will not allow you to practice yourself like this again, and don't let me see you doing such a cheap job again!"
The light outside the window made Shi Xiaodan angular and angular, and for the first time, I felt that he was no longer the young boy, but more like a safe harbor for me to rest for a short time, and I asked softly, "How can I practice myself?"
"Do you feel good standing on the rostrum like a sculpture with a plate? Do you think that others will know that you Ke An is very troubled?" Shi Xiaodan stepped over the handbox to the back row, put on his clothes, and lit a cigarette: "Besides, the company is not without people, why can't it be your turn?"
I hurriedly took out the clothes from under my feet, and just as I tried to put them on, my back began to itch again. In front of Shi Xiaodan, I was a little shy and didn't dare to scratch it, but he stretched out his hand: "It's itchy, isn't it?
"Do you think I want to go to the end? Is the company's arrangement good?" was ridiculed by him before, and he felt so aggrieved that he couldn't do it, and he muttered: "I also said that I am in the limelight, who wants to go out?
"Don't think I don't know what you've been doing this month. Shi Xiaodan sat on the back seat with his legs curled, and suddenly raised his tone: "I said Ke An, are you particularly unconfident in yourself? Are you afraid that you won't be able to pass the probation period or what, as for working so hard?"
"Hehe, the company belongs to yours, of course you don't have to fight. I said mockingly.
"It's the old man, not mine. Shi Xiaodan seemed to be very angry when he mentioned this, and quickly started the engine: "Sit down and go home." ”
This night, Shi Xiaodan took me from the parking lot downstairs of the company to the sofa at home to the bed. I suddenly understood Zhang Nan's indulgence in the past, and when he was indeed crazy, he would really forget a lot of heartbroken things, leaving only joy.
In the end, I knelt in front of him and raised my hands: "Hahaha, Xiaodan, I was wrong, you let me go..."
He reached out and grabbed my hand and pressed me under him again: "Won't you serve the plate next time?"
"No... Giggles..."
"Is there anything you can't afford to take care of?"
"Yes. Haha..."After getting along with him, I was able to play with him, and I had never been so naughty even when I was with Ye Yiding. At that time, we were all in love according to the rules, and even this kind of thing was in order.
"I'll let you want it!" Shi Xiaodan finished and tried to attack again.
I really didn't have such good energy as him, my feet were on his stomach, and I felt very solid when I stepped on my abdominal muscles: "I... It's really not going to work. ”
"Then I'm going to teach you a lesson, too. Shi Xiaodan continued to move forward regardless of it, and gradually changed from angry conquest to a comfortable murmur, "Ke An, sister, I love you..."
"I really love you, I don't want to see you suffer and be wronged again..."
I heard all his words very clearly, Shi Xiaodan was really emotional, and so was I. But after lying in bed exhausted, all kinds of practical problems came back to my mind again, is it really good to be so indulgent and crazy just now? But after lingering, I am really attached, even if we wake up tomorrow we have to go back to before, I feel that even if it is just for a short time.
"I stayed here for the night. Shi Xiaodan lazily hugged me, and soon fell asleep.
My thoughts gradually became clearer, and I remembered that Shi Xiaodan said that he loved me tonight and said that he didn't want me to be wronged, but he didn't want us to be together as before. I feel a little lonely in my heart, I feel that he has changed, and his dependence on my feelings seems to be less intense than before, and it is more of a lingering affection for my body. He's no longer the unruly and frank teenager, he's learned to hide some thoughts in his heart, and even now, I can't see as clearly as I used to when I put my arms around him and hold him to his chest.
In the middle of the night, Shi Xiaodan's mobile phone ringtone woke us up together, and he picked up the phone in a daze: "Hey... Oh, Dad. ”
His father was so startled that I sat up from the bed, and Shi Xiaodan hurriedly reached out to hold me down, signaling me not to move, "Outside." ”
"Yuetian's bar, I'll sleep here if I drink too much at night, don't worry about it. ”
"What can't you say tomorrow?"
"That's okay..."Shi Xiaodan reluctantly agreed, hung up the phone, quickly put on his clothes, and kissed me on the forehead: "I'll go home first, good dreams." ”
Half a year ago, Shi Xiaodan would still quarrel with his father at the door of his house because of going out, and three months ago, he would still want to be with me regardless of it, wanting to protect me in vain, and never put Shi Tengxiong in his eyes. And now, from the change in tone to his obedience, such a change came abruptly.
It only took him two minutes from getting dressed to leaving the house, and listening to the sound of the door closing downstairs, my heart was a little empty. The warmth that was within reach just now has become unattainable again, and the madness just now is like a dream. And now, when I woke up from the dream, I had to wake up, his surname was Shi, and I could never get rid of the haze left by the Zhang family.
It's just that at the same time I am disappointed, I feel that this state is very good, and he does not impose any pressure on me. After the occasional lingering, everything is business as usual, and when we wake up tomorrow, we are still strangers in the company.
Early in the morning, She Nanyang saw me appear in the company with a red face, and joked to me: "Sister Ke An, did you sleep well yesterday?"
"What nonsense? ”
"Yo, where did I talk nonsense? Didn't you sleep? Look at you nervous, I am sure that something good happened last night. She Nanyang came to me with great gossip: "Tell me about it." ”
I casually took the information in my hand and patted it: "I said no." ”
"Ke An, you haven't gone to the conference room to prepare copywriting since 9 o'clock, what are you talking about here?" When Zhu Lingli appeared in front of us, she was always preventing us from chatting.
I immediately nervously packed up the USB flash drive and went to the conference room with the computer, and after connecting the projector, I was not as nervous as yesterday. After Zhang Xun and Zhu Lingli came in together, I explained to them in detail as if facing customers, and from time to time Zhu Lingli asked a few tricky questions, but fortunately, She Nanyang had carefully read the information I had given me, and these questions were not difficult for me.
At the end of the explanation, I looked at Zhang Xun's face with a smug smile, as if to tell Zhu Lingli: "What's the matter? What I said yesterday was not bad, right?"
And Zhu Lingli's face was embarrassed, and she didn't expect that she raised a question like "how many people are in Tengfei Company", and I could answer it accurately.
At the end, I bowed and thanked, "I hope your company can give me a platform and opportunity for development, if I successfully join the company, I will definitely use all my energy to work and contribute to the planning department." ”
Zhu Lingli Xu talked to Zhang Xun, and if I could reach what level she would sign. After I finished speaking, she reluctantly signed her name on the official employment application form, and then left the conference room angrily with the form still given to Zhang Xun. Zhang Xun handed me the signed application form: "Congratulations, from now on, you are the official planning consultant of Tengfei Advertising." ”
After the personnel procedures came out, Chen Shanshan sat in my place: "Ah Ke'an, I really apologized for yesterday's incident, I checked it early this morning, and the clothes were indeed forgotten during the logistics cleaning and disinfection." ”
"Hehe, it's fine. I pursed my lips and smiled. Chen Shanshan took the initiative to come down to me to apologize for this matter, so whether she or Zhu Lingli deliberately framed her or really forgot to clean it, it was all over.
"Are you okay, are you?" Why don't I take you to the hospital to check?" Chen Shanshan stroked my back with concern: "It's all our negligence, let you do a favor and suffer this stubble." ”
"It's okay if you don't have to, anyway, there's no next time. With that, I turned around with my cup and prepared to go to the bathroom.
The door of Zhang Xun's office opened, and Zhu Lingli immediately stood up energetically thinking that she was calling her, but Zhang Xun shouted at me: "Ke An, come in." ”
Zhu Lingli glared at me very untiredly, I pretended to ignore it, and walked in front of Zhang Xun with light steps: "Mr. Zhang." ”
"This is the contract for the first phase of the Marina, and there is a confirmation of the plan or something. Zhang Xun casually handed the materials to me: "You can take it and make a copy of it for yourself, and I have to return the original to the archives." ”