CHAPTER XXIX
Yu Xuan, who was holding her, felt her stagnant footsteps, and bent slightly into her ear and said, "Don't think nonsense, maybe things are not what you imagined." ”
She nodded silently.
Even if it was as she thought, so what?
For her, it didn't mean much.
Now the distance between her and Rong Zhi is the one meter between each other just now, but in a turn, she is destined to miss the rest of her life.
Possession and loss are thus written in a premeditated car accident.
The tears flowed silently, gently sucked away by the mask she was holding on her face.
She was silent all the way, allowing Yu Xuan to lead her back to the humble rental house.
Ignoring Yu Xuan, who was still paying the fare to the driver in the back, Shu Yue almost trotted into the room alone, and then walked directly to the simple mirror, lifted his hat, took off his mask, and carefully looked at his face in the mirror that was so ugly that no one could bear to look at it directly, looking at it indifferently and intently.
Yu Xuan, who walked into the room behind her, noticed her abnormality, and was about to step forward to divert her eyes worriedly, but saw her suddenly let out a sharp "ah--" like a trapped beast in despair, and the great pain contained in the sound penetrated his eardrum and hit him directly to his heart.
Before Yu Xuan could react, he saw Shu Yue go crazy, hitting the mirror frantically, and the thin mirror cracked in only two clicks, and the fragments were scattered on the ground, reflecting countless of her ugly and broken faces.
Shu Yue had completely lost her mind, and she kicked those lenses like a madman and cried hysterically: "Don't take care of me, I said that you are not allowed to take my ......." ”
Suddenly, she quickly picked up a sharp lens and swiped it towards her face without hesitation.
Yu Xuan shouted: "Shu Yue" quickly stepped forward and pulled open the lens that was about to scratch his face in the slightest, Shu Yue struggled frantically, kicked him, although her strength was much smaller than his, but she had no scruples because of madness, and he was afraid of hurting her and didn't dare to use too much force.
The bright red blood flowed out immediately along the lens that was pulled out, and the blood stimulated Shu Yue's manic heart, and it was quiet in an instant, she was stunned for a moment, threw the lens in her hand, and pounced on Yu Xuan's injured wrist, looking at his wound with teary eyes, and the tears that had just been so frightened that they were collected flowed down again, and fell on Yu Xuan's injured hand drop by drop, warm and wet.
Yu Xuan patted her back with his other hand to comfort her, raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face, seeing little effect, the tears were still menacing and showed no signs of stopping, Yu Xuan lowered his head and covered his lips like petals, sucking the tears on her face.
In just a second, Shu Yue vigorously pushed Yu Xuan away, his hands in front of his face, and stared at his close lips with teary eyes.
Such a beautiful and sexy thin lip kiss on this ugly face, she felt disgusting when she thought about it.
She didn't say it, but Yu Xuan understood, and looked at her with a serious expression on her soft face, "I don't care." ”
"But I care. She lowered her eyes and replied hatefully.
"I don't think you're ugly. ”
"I think it's ugly. ”
"Shu Yue. With distress, he called out to her.
After her emotions subsided slightly, she still had the instinct of a doctor, she took out the medicine box and lowered her head and began to bandage his wounds, fortunately, because of her injuries, he has always equipped all the medical supplies needed for trauma.
After bandaging his wounds, she turned and walked over to the desk and sat down with her back to him, saying no more words.
Yu Xuan sighed, walked to the bedside next to her and sat down, took her hand, carefully cleaned the glass slag on her hand little by little with tweezers, and then disinfected it with disinfectant and then pasted the relatively large wound with a dressing.
His gentle and careful movements seemed to soothe her mind, and the sound of her heavy breathing gradually calmed down, but she was still silent with her uninjured hand covering her face.
After dealing with the injuries on her hands, after he cleaned up the debris on the ground, he walked over and sat at the head of the bed, and the charming Danfeng glanced at Shu Yue, who was holding his face with his hands on the table, and whispered, "I'll sing to you, okay?"
She didn't react, still holding her hands over her face.
Yu Xuan picked up the guitar in the corner, and with a gentle pluck of his slender knuckles, a string of pleasant syllables jumped out, he adjusted the strings, and sang to himself:
Wandering on the road
Are you leaving
Fragile proud
That used to be what I used to be
Boiling and restless
Where are you going
Mysteriously silent
Are you really listening to the story?
I used to cross mountains and seas
It also passed through the sea of people
Everything I ever had
In the blink of an eye, they were all scattered like smoke
I was lost, disappointed, lost all directions
Until you see the ordinary, the only answer
When you're still fantasizing
Your tomorrow
Will it be better or worse
It's all another day for me
I used to ruin everything I had
I just want to leave forever
I have fallen into infinite darkness
I want to struggle and can't extricate myself
I used to be like you, like him, like the weeds and wild flowers
Desperate and longing
also crying and laughing and ordinary
……
It has been almost three months since she and Yu Xuan lived under the same roof, Shu Yue never knew that Yu Xuan would sing so well, and her low voice vividly expressed the sad past and longing for the future of this song.
She had already stopped crying, and she didn't know when her hands had been lowered, and she looked at Yu Xuan intently, listening intently.
When Yu Xuan finished singing, the aftermath lingered, and the two of them were still immersed in it, looking at each other silently.
After a long, long time, Shu Yue turned around and met Yu Xuan's knee, she stretched out her hands to hold Yu Xuan's hand that was casually resting on her right leg, leaned forward and dropped her lips heavily on the back of his warm hand and said softly, "Yu Xuan, thank you." ”
When her life fell to the bottom and fell into despair, his companionship was the only place to give her warmth and dependence, and the only source that gave her the courage to live.
Hearing her thanks, Yu Xuan straightened her body angrily, pinched her chin with two thin white fingers, the cold rose in her picturesque eyes, Shu Yue reflexively covered her face with both hands, he pulled down her hand vigorously, stared at her eyes, and said word by word: "I say it again, I don't want your thanks, I just want you to get better quickly, including you here to get better quickly!"
The finger is Shu Yue's heart.
Her ugly triangular eyes filled with something like smoke, and she nodded and replied softly, "Okay." ”
Yu Xuan looked at her seriously: "I believe you can do it, and I will always face it together by your side." ”
She leaned forward slowly, leaning on his lap, and he ran her hair softly.
The night is as cool as water, quiet and silent.