"How?" I muttered.

"What do you say?" his tone suddenly became extremely gentle, I subconsciously looked at him, he was lying there, with a wicked smile on his face, "Xu Shubei, if you tease me first, you should bear the consequences." ”

"There seems to be no water in the kettle, so I'll go outside and get some hot water." I blushed and immediately understood what he meant, so I quickly withdrew my gaze and quickly got up.

"It really hurts, it hurts...... Sheng Yun's tone suddenly brought a hint of pleading, I looked up again, and I touched his deer-like pitiful eyes, "Xu Shubei, I'm in a lot of pain right now." ”

"Then I'll call the doctor to come and look at your wounds. I said quickly.

"No, I don't want a doctor, I want you. As soon as he grabbed it with his big hand, I fell firmly into his arms, and he bit my ear and said, "Xu Shubei, do you think I really can't get up when I fall to the ground? I'm just ...... Just want to see how much you care. ”

"Sheng Yun, you ......" I was surprised, I couldn't help but look up, who knew that his head was strained by him, my lips and his lips came to a seamless contact, the tip of his tongue against my teeth, once again entangled with my lips and teeth.

I thought that falling from the height to the trough in one day would make him feel low from the bottom of his heart, but I never thought that instead of being decadent, he still exuded a calm and unhurried calmness. He didn't care about the scars on his body at all, and he still insisted and desperate to have me and occupy me...... However, probably he was still depressed, and I was pregnant, and in the end nothing happened to us.

It was late at night and no one came to disturb us, so he asked me to lie down beside him. Although the hospital bed is small, it still seems to be more than enough for two people to be close together.

He hugged me from behind, gently stroked my pregnant belly back and forth, and asked me gently, "There are still more than two months, and you will give birth soon, right?"

"Well, soon. I replied softly.

"Tired?"

"Not tired. ”

"You don't have to worry, even if I don't have anything in the future, I will still try to give this child the best of everything. ”

"Are you really going to give up on Shengshi like this?"

"Hehe," he smiled helplessly, and then said softly, "Well, I've been tired in the past few years, and I've been living with other people's wishes." That's it, too. ”

"I don't believe you're a person who is willing to give up, Sheng Yun, have you already made other plans?" I was surprised when I heard him say this.

"No, I didn't plan to do anything, I just wanted to relax for a while. Sheng Yun said lightly, then sighed slightly, reached into my clothes, and stroked back and forth on my lower abdomen, "That's fine, I can have enough time to spend with this child." Now, I really can't wait for him to be born soon. ”

"I don't believe it, you obviously cared so much about the prosperous world before, and you obviously planned for so long, how could you give up completely overnight?" I turned my head and looked at him in dismay.

He smiled slightly, looked at me with deep eyes, but the expression on his face was never relaxed, he said: "I don't regret this, my only regret is that I can't personally send my grandfather away and watch his old man go to the ground." ”

"If that's the case, I don't think you should give up. The prosperous world is the world that your grandfather single-handedly brought down, and you have also paid so many years of hard work to hand it over to them, how can you rest assured?" I couldn't help frowning and said.

"Don't talk about this, okay?" He didn't want to talk about it, so he directly avoided my topic, held my hand, and whispered, "Xu Shubei, I'm actually a little surprised." ”

"Surprised by what?"

"From the moment I was kicked out of the Sheng family, it was of no use to you. Why are you still willing to accompany me to the hospital and lie next to me like this? I always thought that you were a rational and realistic woman, and you were willing to accompany me before, just because you valued my value. ”

"Do you have to be so straightforward?"

"Well, I want to hear the answer with my own ears. ”

"I don't know, I'm here anyway, I just want to be here with you and take care of you until you recover and are discharged from the hospital. ”

"Isn't there any other reason?"

"What reason do you want to hear?" I asked softly, looking at him.

His eyes were deep and evasive, and he muttered for a moment, then suddenly gave up on the question, and said, "That's it, don't say it." Let's sleep. ”

We didn't speak again, even though none of us were asleep. In the middle of the night, I heard him sigh softly, sometimes he suddenly leaned sideways and hugged me tightly, sometimes his warm big hands tightly covered my lower abdomen, sometimes he suddenly sniffed sharply, sometimes he struggled to get up, but he couldn't get up......

I know all his little movements, and I probably guess what the reason is for his tossing and turning mental activity. I think he must be sad for his grandfather's death, sad for his father's ruthlessness, and worried about the future of his children...... It's just that he loves deeply and doesn't speak.

We are all the kind of people who love deeply, the harder it is to speak. Even myself, to this day, I still don't know what my feelings for him are, how deep they are, whether they are love or not, I don't know.

The scope and boundaries of love are a blank for me, and if it weren't for the fact that we had an alternative deal with him by accident, we would probably never have started, and we would never have had such a follow-up.

I didn't sleep all night until dawn.

When the nurse came to check on the post in the early morning, I had already gotten up and brought hot water to wash his face and rinse his mouth. When the nurse examined the wound, she exclaimed, "What the hell did you do last night? The blood stuck the gauze to the wound, so it would hurt to change the dressing." ”

"It's okay, this pain is nothing, let's change the dressing. Sheng Yun smiled faintly at the nurse, and the nurse only looked up at him, and then immediately froze.

I know it's rare for him to smile, but it's a beautiful way to laugh. His eyes were cold and lonely most of the time, but every time he laughed, his eyes instantly warmed.

When the nurse was changing his dressing, Tai Ziqian pushed open the door with breakfast and said to me, "Shubei, I've brought you breakfast." ”

He placed the delicate food box in front of me and said, "Eat it while it's hot, it's my own sandwich and egg tart, as well as freshly squeezed soy milk and juice." ”

"Ziqian, I'm so troublesome to you, thank you. I was a little surprised, but I quickly took it.

"It's nothing, I also bought him a porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork and soy milk. Tai Ziqian pointed to the plastic lunch box and soy milk next to the delicate food box and said to me.

I could feel the difference, but I didn't know why, so I smiled slightly, and inadvertently saw Sheng Yun's face, which was originally a little soft, suddenly gloomy again.

"Eat it while it's hot, I'll rush to the Sheng family in a while, my grandfather's funeral has already begun." After Tai Ziqian finished speaking, he glanced at Sheng Yun on the bed.

"Have all the funeral arrangements been arranged?" Sheng Yun asked when he heard Tai Ziqian say this.

"It's all arranged, you can rest assured that you will be able to recuperate, and they will handle it beautifully. Tai Ziqian said.

"You don't have to bother to bring breakfast in the future, we'll take care of it ourselves. Sheng Yun said with a cold face and a calm voice, biting the words "we" very hard.

I somehow feel a little happy about this situation.

"I didn't want to send it to you, mainly because I was worried that Shu Bei was pregnant and it was inconvenient to eat three meals a day in the hospital, as for you, it's just by the way, you don't have to take it to heart. Unexpectedly, Tai Ziqian was very faceless.

I don't know if this is the usual dialogue pattern between their cousins, but the arrogance in Tai Ziqian's personality is the same as Tai Feng, two people who are equally arrogant and disdainful of each other collide together, probably it is difficult not to spark.

Sheng Yun heard Tai Ziqian say this, but he still kept his demeanor and said lightly: "Since that's the case, then thank you cousin." ”

"You're welcome, I said it, I'm not making a special trip for you. Tai Ziqian coldly made up another shot.

I saw that sooner or later I would go off the rails like this, so I hurriedly pulled Tai Ziqian and went out in the name of helping Sheng Yun cook.

As soon as he went out, Tai Ziqian laughed: "When I was a child, I saw that he was always high and showing off his might, but now he can be regarded as seizing the opportunity to vent his anger." ”

"He's feeling bad enough now, so don't always take the opportunity to get angry with him. I reluctantly said, "He's not feeling well now, don't rub salt on his wounds." ”

"I'm measured, don't worry. I don't have any grudges with him, it's just a few words on purpose," Tai Ziqian said with a smile, and then said, "Shubei, I just feel very sorry for you." The thought of you being pregnant with his child makes me angry. I've learned that he took you home to use you to get rid of his mother's control over him. If he is really a responsible man, he will at least marry you justifiably and will not be treated so rashly. ”

"There's a lot of things you don't know and that's not what you see. Even if he wanted to marry me, I wouldn't necessarily marry him. I said lightly, then looked at Tai Ziqian with a smile and said, "So, don't be upset about me, okay? I am not the mind of ordinary women, maybe what ordinary women want, is not what I want." ”

"I don't understand this, so what do you want, Shubei?" Tai Ziqian couldn't help frowning and asked me.

"I'm going to do what I've wanted to do most for so many years before I have the heart to think about feelings, but maybe I won't think about marriage for the rest of my life, unless I ......" I smiled slightly, looking out the window with some wistfulness.

Actually, I'm getting a little confused, am I really right to be so obsessed with hatred?

"If one day there is someone who is willing to accept all that you have and give you the best and deepest love in the world. Are you willing to let go of your hatred and past, open your hands, and accept him happily?" Tai Ziqian followed behind me and asked me in a deep voice.

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