"Tell me, which one do you want to borrow?"

As the illusionist of Heluo at the beginning, he wanted to choose a place to talk, and Di Han undoubtedly loved his barracks. Not to mention anything else, the anti-eavesdropping ban alone is densely displayed, not to mention the bizarre illusions, I saw him put his hand on the calligraphy and painting hanging on the side, and suddenly there were many more "treasures" in his hand that only men understand.

"No kidding. ”

Xie Haoling said with a dark face, he is not a person who likes to joke, if it was before, he would have hoped that a group of people would surround him and say something flattering...... Don't laugh, who likes to hear others scold themselves?

"Okay. Di Han just wanted to ease the atmosphere, and he had to give up when he saw that Xie Haoling was not that kind of person, "You came to me to ask me why I gave up the power given by the system, right?"

"That's right. ”

Xie Haoling nodded, in fact, there is nothing difficult to guess, maybe many people have asked Di Han before.

He was right, to be honest, Di Han was a little annoyed by the question, and the reason why he was so patient to answer Xie Haoling was nothing more than to look at the face that helped him strengthen the combat effectiveness of the Song army - although he was an illusionist, in order to better hide himself, he actually chose intelligence magic as a discipline, so in addition to Yue Fei and Han Shi, Heluo's group of people knew the most about Xie Haoling's series of deeds.

It's just that even if he was mentally prepared, Di Han felt that it was a little difficult to answer, so he could only add more details to what he said to Xinlan.

"In short, can't you handle the pressure?" Xie Haoling listened.

"yes, I like to be relaxed. Di Han didn't quite agree with Xie Haoling's conclusion, but he still smiled and nodded.

Xie Haoling suddenly lost interest, just walked to the door, he suddenly remembered something, and turned his head.

"You're lying. ”

If he really couldn't handle the pressure, Dihan could have retired, and now he is here, using his weakened body to fight his enemies - can this be called easy?

In other words, all he wants is to do his best and take responsibility to the best of his ability in a "relaxed" situation where he is not bound by the system, even if it is more stressful.

"You don't know very well, how about it, are you satisfied?"

Di Han felt that it was difficult to answer because he wanted to guide the other party to open his mind like Yue Fei, but he didn't know what to say in order to get to the point.

Di Han is not Xinlan, he can't feel the thoughts in Xie Haoling's heart, but he can detect that he is lying so quickly, according to the psychology that he has studied for the purpose of illusion over the years, he guesses that Xie Haoling thinks of himself.

Xie Haoling didn't say anything, turned around and left.

As Di Han thought, Xie Haoling certainly knew that not being bound by Xie Haoran's undead and going his own way was the best solution.

But he is only a mortal, and mortals have feelings and troubles, and when they can't find an explanation that can convince them, they can't let go of anything.

"And what do you want?"

It's Xinlan.

The saint organized psychotherapists for war syndrome in various places, and the middle and high-ranking officers were brought out by the therapists she brought out from Xiangyue or by herself.

Xie Haoling never doubted that he would become Xinlan's target, or rather, it was unexpected that he only appeared now.

So is the time now?

Xinlan can read minds, he knows this very well, but she is very disciplined, and she will work hard to make patients not feel unprivate and offended, and even if these efforts fail, her attitude is enough to make patients let their guard down.

It's just that even if he knew that the other party was kind and knew that after the other party's operation, he might be cured, but he still resisted in his heart.

Because by doing so, he felt that he might never be able to stand up.

So, he decided to refuse-

"Do you know?" Xinlan said first, and the momentum of the sage gently emanated, making Xie Haoling unable to speak, "If I want to become a saint, I must break through the shackles of my heart, and now, I am already a saint in the broad sense." ”

The other party's momentum weakened, and he obviously allowed Xie Haoling to speak, but he couldn't pick up the previous refusal, so he had to say:

"You can see it...... Congratulations. ”

"Thank you. Xinlan smiled slightly, then opened her hands as if she were flying in the sky...... No, it's embracing the world," it is said that canonization, being able to integrate the understanding of one's own profession into heaven and earth, and it will become more difficult for people in the same profession to progress to a deeper realm, and I don't like that very much. ”

Xinlan put down her hand and turned to look at Xie Haoling with encouraging eyes.

"It's just that I can't make it easier yet, but I have successfully integrated the concept of improving my mood and strength into the world of the Great Song Dynasty, so ...... Come on. ”

Xinlan teleported away, did not read minds, and did not cast any magic related to the three professions of the Holy Maiden.

It's just—

"Is this the Holy Maiden?"

Not because of the canonization of the three professions, but because she is Xie Xinlan.

She didn't try to treat Xie Haoling, but told him that the cause of these troubles was herself, and after the breakthrough, he would usher in a surprising harvest.

So, go for it, on your own.

Xinlan did not try to break Xie Haoling's insignificant dignity in the eyes of others, because whether the dignity is big or small is up to the parties themselves.

"Thank you. Xie Haoling let out a breath and said gratefully, even if he said it now, he was just talking to himself.

Then he began to work hard and think hard.

Why is he never jealous of Xinlan?

It looks funny, and as soon as the front foot thanked Xinlan, the back foot began to think about these things.

But no matter how arrogant you are on the outside, you have to let go of your dignity in your heart, otherwise you can't move forward.

It's okay to be a villain who is jealous of the protagonist, but Xie Haoling doesn't want to be an unenterprising villain.

Again, the answer, as for the answer, is also very simple.

Because he has long lost the heart to compete with Xinlan.

It's ridiculous to say that he is arrogant and dignified, but he gave up competing with the unattainable existence early on, but most people are like this, they can compare with their classmates, but they will never consider comparing with the richest man.

But with such a humble dignity, Xie Haoling will not give up easily, he accepts this "humility" and continues to move forward.

Then why did he think about surpassing Xie Haoran? In the past, he might be able to say that he was not angry about being surpassed by the other party, but time has passed, and now, does he still think that he can catch up with Xie Haoran, who stepped into the extreme realm of true meaning at the end?

Why is he? Is he worthy?

Why didn't he feel unattainable when he came to Xie Haoran?

Thinking about it, he met someone.

One was as confused as he was, and chose someone who imitated Xie Haoran's path.

"Fight with me. ”

The man ignored him, but he had a way.

"If it were that person, I wouldn't have refused. ”

He turned around, opened a mock enchantment, and gave him a lesson in the same way as the man.

What? Even if you lose so badly in front of the ancient Mongolian people, you can still abuse me happily, why do you put on a "Sima" face, you obviously won.

"You are not ...... here"

Hehe, it's really imitated thoroughly enough, but for some reason, he cried.

Even if it's just a phantom, even if it's just an impostor, it still makes him sentimental.

Ahh

He understood.

In this world, there is only one kind of existence, even if it is far beyond oneself, you can't let go.

There is only that existence, even if he is left far behind, he will care about it very much.

A person has many goals in life, but Xie Haoling's biggest life goal is undoubtedly -

"Hey, impostor, do you want to compare with me and see who can win a big victory in the ancient Mongolian army first?"