Chapter 245: Who Counted?
"What's wrong with you?" I touched Zhuang Yan's forehead, a little uneasy about his uncertainty.
When he came to his senses, he took my hand and looked at me with a fixed look in his eyes, as if he had something to say. But he looked at me for a long time, and then he said when he lowered his eyes: "There are some things that I haven't figured out yet." ”
Recently, when I was thinking about Bao Yuanyuan's marriage to Jiang Yang, I wanted to understand one thing. No matter how loving the couple is in the eyes of outsiders, only they know the ups and downs when the door is closed. In the past, I always thought that Bao Yuanyuan and Jiang Yang were doing well, so I neglected to care, and when I found out that there was a problem between them, I didn't have time to persuade them.
Many things can't just wait for others to say, and it's not necessarily a bad thing to take the initiative to understand them once in a while.
Zhuang Yan's temperament has always been like this, and when there are contradictions, he is willing to spread his heart out to show me, but sometimes he likes to hide things. But he's changed a lot, and now he's going to take the initiative to mention to me a couple of things he didn't know how to say to me before.
"Can you tell me about it? Is it related to Boss Gong's shareholding agreement?
"Nope. Zhuang Yan unbuttoned the two buttons at the neckline with some irritability, "There has been too much business recently, and it doesn't feel right." ”
They can't talk about business on the same day to sign a contract, the current business is very similar to the past, before the formal cooperation will place a small order to evaluate the quality, all aspects of qualified will be formally cooperated. Zhuang Yan has made a lot of efforts to develop the market before, and now it is time to close the network, and it is normal for many customers to put forward cooperation intentions.
So I don't know what Zhuang Yan said is not right, what is not right.
Our company's investment consultants are also the same, sometimes there is no feedback for a long time after the initial intention of the customer's inquiry, as long as they maintain it well, they may be able to win several orders in a row.
Zhuang Yan said let him take a shower first, and then talk about it after washing.
His mobile phone was placed at the head of the bed, and when Lele came to sleep with us, he took his mobile phone and swiped it a few times and asked me to open a cartoon to show her. I took my phone and found one for her, and when I wanted to put Zhuang Yan's phone back in place, I suddenly saw a small message on the locked screen: Honey, I'm going to look for you tomorrow, last night was awesome......
I may have been stunned for a long time before I put it, but this time, although there were waves stirring emotions in my heart, I didn't think to ask Zhuang Yan for the first time.
He didn't know if it had anything to do with the meaning of this message, when he wasn't healthy before, in the face of those provocative photos I received, I asked myself more than once, if Zhuang Yan really cheated, what would I do?
Some netizens will scold the cheating party with righteous indignation, and then persuade them to divorce;
But the photo incident made me realize that if Zhuang Yan really cheated, it would be impossible for me to leave him because of this betrayal. Sadness is inevitable, but the thought of not having him by his side for the long night ahead, I feel that the pain is worse than death.
So I stabilized my mind and put the phone back in its place, pretending to be calm and watching cartoons with Lele in my arms.
Tomorrow, is it going to his company to look for him? I don't think I can find my home.
Zhuang Yan kissed our mother and daughter as usual after taking a bath, he liked to hug Lele and ask her what happened when she went to kindergarten during the day, whenever this time, the tenderness on his face could make me drunk.
I was afraid that I would not be able to control my emotions, so I washed my face again under the pretext of going to the bathroom. I couldn't calm down my emotions, so I had to find something to do, and when I packed up my dirty clothes, I found that Zhuang Yan only changed one set of clothes, he didn't come back last night, and today he was wearing the set I prepared for him yesterday to put in the car, and it stands to reason that he should change out of two sets.
When he went back to the room and asked him about his clothes, he said that he was taken to dry clean by the hotel people, and he forgot to take them when he came back: "I'll get them back next time." ”
The little girl slept with us tonight, since the last time Zhuang Yan locked her alone at home to deal with Lu Hui's wife's affairs, she has become a little clingy, and always likes to drill into the master bedroom. Zhuang Yan obviously had no plans to live a married life with me tonight, so he didn't forcibly take Lele to the guest bedroom.
"Lele said just now that she has a boyfriend. Zhuang Yan's face was a little cold, "Do you know which one? is so small, what kind of boyfriend and girlfriend, what do you know?"
I was amused by the sourness in his tone, he is still my Zhuang Yan, Zhuang Yan who loves his daughter: "It's just the handsome and handsome who eats at the same table with her, haven't you seen it?" Last weekend, you worked overtime, and the handsome came to our house to play, gave Lele a stuffed rabbit, and said in front of us that she wanted Lele to sit as her girlfriend, and your daughter agreed on the spot. ”
Zhuang Yan couldn't cry or laugh: "Little thing, it was so easy to be deceived." The family bought so many plush toys, and she agreed because of the plush rabbit of that rare kid?"
Who knows, maybe it's because Shuai Shuai always puffs up his little chest and says that he wants to protect Lele all the time, maybe it's because Shuai Shuai always takes care of Lele when he eats.
"Go home early in the future, you always work so hard when you encounter work. What did you want to tell me?"
I pretended to be calm and found out the clothes that the father and daughter were going to wear tomorrow, folded them and put them aside, but in fact, my heart was beating hard. I believe that Zhuang Yan will not think about cheating in his subjective consciousness, he is a man who can withstand temptation, but the words "last night was awesome" really poked my heart like a needle.
Zhuang Yan didn't speak, when I looked back, he just picked up his phone and was looking, probably seeing the message, and when he subconsciously raised his eyes to look at me, our eyes happened to be intertwined. In just a moment, he quickly lowered his eyes, and seemed to quickly delete the message.
He glanced at Lele, put down his phone and hugged me from behind: "Xixi, what would you do if I was forced to do something sorry for you? I mean if." ”
Forced...... His words were like a hammer blow to my heart, and I trembled twice.
So that text message wasn't sent to his phone by mistake, what really happened last night?
My stiff body seemed to him to have made some kind of reply, and he took me to the balcony with a slight force, and closed the balcony door, his irritated fingers running through the wet hair several times.
"Tell me the truth, what the hell is going on?" my voice trembled slightly as I tried to calm down.
"Recently, there has been a lot of business and socializing. He didn't seem to know how to speak, and he could see that he himself was rather confused, and he shouldn't have cleared his mind yet, "We've moved here for so long, and we've never been on a business trip for entertainment." Maybe it was careless, it seems to have been calculated last night. ”
"Who's calculated? a woman?"
He shook his head: "I don't know, I didn't drink much last night, and I was dizzy as a result." When I woke up in the wee hours of the morning......" he said and suddenly held me in his arms very uneasily, and I could hear his chaotic heartbeat, "there was a woman lying beside her, undressed. ”
He brutally stated the reality, but in the end it took several pauses to finish the sentence.
I was surprisingly unfussful, weird, and I didn't know why I was so calm.
My reaction made him frown, and he lowered his head to kiss me in a panic, but I didn't respond. I didn't seem to understand what he meant, whether he had just slept in the same bed all night, or had he done something he shouldn't have done?
Zhuang Yan himself was also very puzzled, and his wrinkled brows never stretched: "Xixi, the man is really drunk, it is impossible to react there." My memory of last night was blank for a while, and I don't know if anything was done......"
"Why don't you hide it from me, what are you telling me about this, I don't want to hear it. "For the first time, I felt that it was actually very happy to be hidden. I was now full of the words "last night was awesome" and my stomach was tumbling, and I rushed into the bathroom and threw up.
He blushed and twisted a towel to help me wipe my face: "Xixi, this matter is wrong, I can't hide it from you." Since you can't hide it, then I hope you are the first to know. I didn't go to work during the day today, and I asked the hotel staff carefully, and I don't have the slightest memory of what they said. ”
"Why is something wrong?" I believed him, but the words swirling in my head really tossed me too much to think about anything.
"Slowly let people relax their vigilance, and then come to the fatal blow, Xixi, who can do this? Recently, there are two new companies that I have been talking about, and they were introduced by customers. Last night I was talking to one of them about a cooperation project. ”
I don't know how much effort it took him to analyze the ins and outs of the matter so calmly today, but I just want to know what if he really did something with that woman last night?
I'm not going to leave him, but I can't tolerate it happening.
We didn't talk about anything that night, and Lele slept very soundly among us, but I tossed and turned all night without falling asleep. He wasn't asleep either, I don't know what he was thinking, but he didn't chase me for answers.
I didn't go to work the next day, and after seeing off Lele, I sat for a long time in a secluded corner of the community. After Zhuang Yan went to work, I pinched and followed him to his company.
The area where their company is located is an economic development zone, and people will not come here except for the company's employees.
I stopped at the bottom of their company because I needed to swipe my card to get through, and I didn't have one. I'm just waiting in the hall, that woman should have come to the company to find Zhuang Yan, right? If Uncle Jiang is looking for someone to deliberately sabotage, more people will definitely know about her existence.
I waited until it was almost noon before I saw a hot woman appear.
She didn't have a card and couldn't get in, but she naturally asked people to call that floor of Zhuang Yan's company: find General Manager Zhuang, and he will ask someone to pick me up.
Oh, what a big tone, why, just your "last night was awesome"?
I suppressed the anger in my heart and got up and walked towards her.