Chapter 112: Mom Doesn't Cry
Zhuang Yan was holding a pink and tender little man in his arms, laughing and making trouble in his arms.
Lele is thinner than the one seen in the previous video, and his originally fleshy chin has become sharper. Her eyelashes were long, black and dense, and in the blink of an eye it looked like two butterflies were perched there.
Lele likes Zhuang Yan very much, and his fleshy little hands are always touching his face.
Zhuang Yan's face was completely devoid of the previous haze, his eyes were full of smiles, and when he stretched out a hand towards me, my heartbeat suddenly became chaotic because of his smile.
I was very cautious when approaching them, for fear of disturbing the atmosphere between them.
Zhuang Yan didn't shy away from it at all, and after turning Lele's face to me, he introduced it to her: "Lele, this is your mother, call her mother." ”
But Lele only opened his eyes wide to look at me, his mouth was firmly pursed, and he had no intention of calling me at all.
I was a little lost, but she had barely had contact with me since she was born, and I was a stranger to her. The aunt who took care of her also said that she was afraid of life, so I didn't feel sad.
"Lele, do you like this?" I pulled out a ragdoll with pigtails from my bag, half the height of Lele. I don't know what children her age like, I didn't play with toys when I was a kid, but I think little girls would love these brightly colored dolls.
As I stared at the Muppet study, I felt like I was shaking even the breath I exhaled.
Her body is fragrant, and the exposed skin is fair and smooth, like a porcelain doll. She looked at it for a while and smiled, but as soon as her little hand stretched out, she quickly took it back, and buried her little face on Zhuang Yan's shoulder, and begged him in a milky voice: "Dad take it." ”
Zhuang Yan smiled and took the rag doll from my hand, and asked me when I bought it: "You gave birth to a little rabbit for me, maybe there are few people who are happy to see it, but now I am more afraid of life, and when she is familiar with you, she will kiss you." ”
I don't mind, I keep staring at Lele and I can't take my eyes off.
After Zhuang Yan stuffed the puppet into Lele's arms, he raised his hand and rubbed my hair: "Let's go, let's go out for a walk as a family of three." ”
I was surprised and delighted: "Is that okay?"
He raised his eyebrows: "She's our daughter, why can't she?"
I smiled with joy and pursed my lips to restrain myself, but the muscles on my face couldn't help but stretch.
There is an entertainment facility for children in the shopping mall next to it, so we took Lele to it. In order to make me closer to my daughter, Zhuang Yan bought a ticket and wanted me to take my daughter to take a merry-go-round first.
Zhuang Yan put her on the back of the wooden horse and went down, and I sat behind Lele to help her. The little girl was very happy and kept giggling, but when she looked up and saw that the person sitting behind her was not her father, she immediately pouted and wanted to cry, and twisted her little body to look for Zhuang Yan everywhere.
I saw that tears were already in her eyes, so I panicked and hurriedly coaxed her softly: "Dad has something to do, and he will be back soon." Lele is good, and Dad will come back when it's over. ”
She looked up at me timidly, but she didn't dare to cry out loud in front of me, so when the tears were full, they slipped silently from the corners of her eyes. I was worried and hurriedly helped her wipe her tears, but the little girl always avoided me and almost didn't sit firmly and slipped off the back of the wooden horse.
Zhuang Yan could see it clearly from the side, and he walked to the fence of the merry-go-round and said in a loud voice: "Zhuang Siyao, be obedient! Dad will go buy something for you to eat." ”
I looked at him in amazement, and I didn't know my daughter's name until this moment. I always thought that my daughter's name was Zhuang Lele, but it turned out that it wasn't.
Lele sat on the merry-go-round for the first time, and she was very nervous at first, and tears fell straight down her lips. But she also stuck to my arms because of this, and she didn't resent my arms at all. I was overjoyed, and when it was over, I carefully held her in my arms.
Her arms are like lotus roots, they are very soft, and it feels very beautiful to hold in her arms.
But she didn't dare to make a fuss when she was lying on my stomach, and always stared at my side face as if she was studying me. I hurriedly pointed to the small train not far away and asked her, "Lele, do you like to play?"
It may be that her grandfather rarely takes her outside to play, she seemed very excited, pointed to the small train and said to me: "Lele has, I want to sit, I want to sit." ”
Later, after asking Zhuang Yan, I learned that his father had already bought all the toys that children might like to play with, and there was a room in his father's house that was almost transformed into an indoor playground, and the old man often accompanied Lele to play in it. However, Lele obviously likes this kind of place with many children right now, and I wonder if her grandfather is also so excited when he plays with her at home.
Zhuang Yan ran to the candy store next to him and picked out two lollipops, the relatively flat ones.
He secretly stuffed the gang into my hand, then took Lele over, and whispered in my ear: "You can make an exception today to let her eat a candy, and another award will be given to you." ”
I was indescribably touched in my heart, children generally like candy, and he asked me to give it to Lele obviously to make Lele like me as soon as possible.
The small train is driving around in the open space in the middle of the mall, and two adults can sit in a row, but after I sat down with Lele, Zhuang Yan refused to sit on it, and said that he was so an adult, it was not like to sit on this kind of thing. I immediately learned Lele to open his arms to him and told him to come up quickly.
Zhuang Yan looked at the people on the small train, and when he found that there were indeed other fathers sitting on it, he shook his head helplessly and sat up.
Lele excitedly learned to call the train, and Zhuang Yan put his arm around my shoulders and explained to me: "My mother has a Yao in her name, and my daughter's name was given by my father." I didn't want you to worry about my daughter's affairs before, so I didn't tell you. ”
I silently recited the three words Zhuang Siyao, and the more I read it, the more I felt good.
"Lele, if you behave well today, your mother will reward you with a piece of candy. Zhuang Yan said and pinched my shoulder, I quickly cooperated and took it out, the little girl's eyes lit up suddenly, and she swallowed a few saliva very cutely.
He tricked his daughter into calling me, "Why don't you call someone?"
I stared at Lele expectantly, her eyes were really big, and after blinking at me for a while, she lowered her head slightly, and really whispered, "Mom." ”
She should rarely call these two words, and she is a little rusty when she shouts them.
But I shuddered violently, and the sound rushed into my heart like an electric current that made my heart pound. If Zhuang Yan hadn't patted my face gently, I wouldn't have known how to answer her.
"Whoa!" I curled the corners of my mouth with pleasure, my eyes suddenly blurred for some reason, and two streams of heat slid down my cheeks.
Maybe it was because I didn't hand the lollipop to Lele in time when I was excited, she looked up and saw that I was in tears, and reached out to wipe the tears on my face, and then looked up at Zhuang Yan: "Dad, crying, mom crying." ”
"Well, hug mom and tell her to stop crying. Zhuang Yan began to coax Lele softly again, Lele hesitated to hug my waist with his little arms, and obediently followed: "Mom doesn't cry." ”
No one knows how happy I was at that moment, and I felt that in front of this father and daughter, all the tribulations I had experienced before were tests given to me by God.
I quickly sniffed and wiped away my tears, and my hands were shaking when I peeled the candy wrapper. Lele kept staring at the lollipop in my hand, and I felt like her saliva was about to come out.
We took her to play until dinner before sending her back, during which my sister-in-law called Zhuang Yan several times.
On the way back to my small home, I always felt that I couldn't hold back my tears and cried, so I kept biting my lower lip tightly, and I couldn't help but wipe my head secretly. I was so happy, I didn't think I could spend an afternoon with Lele.
When waiting for the red light halfway, Zhuang Yan couldn't help touching the back of my head and rubbing it: "I'm so happy, cry if you want to, I never hated you crying, I used to feel distressed when I saw you crying." ”
I don't know if others will be like me, I could have held back my tears, but as soon as I heard the comfort of the people closest to me, the tears immediately poured out like a flood that opened the floodgates.
I burst into tears with a "wow" and sobbed to tell him how excited I was.
Zhuang Yan didn't expect my emotions to be so strong, so he quickly found a place to park the car and hugged me in his arms, and lowered his head to kiss my tears as before: "Okay, okay, where is the candy I bought for you?" Obedient, don't cry, grandma and they have to live here for a while, tomorrow the company has something, and I will take Lele out the day after tomorrow. ”
I was so embarrassed that he asked him to help me smoke a few napkins, and after secretly wiping off my nose, I quickly stopped crying.
When I got home, he told me that he had told my grandmother about me. Grandma also meant that she didn't want to meet me for the time being, but her attitude towards Zhuang Yan's insistence on being with me was: no support, no opposition.
"Xixi, grandma said that my sister-in-law is now menopausal, so I told you not to be like her. My dad has also been repenting in the past few years, and my grandmother doesn't want to come with him, so she's not ready to meddle in our affairs. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, it was rare for my grandmother to be able to say such things. I don't know what they were talking about, but I could feel that it was a kind and gentle old lady.
Zhuang Yan asked my sister-in-law if she was embarrassed for me later, so I told him what happened, and when I mentioned Jiangyang, I looked at him carefully: "My sister-in-law said that Brother Jiang's father is in prison?"
Zhuang Yan's face was originally very calm, but after hearing this, his brows suddenly tightened: "Sister-in-law said such a thing? Everyone has their own minefield, and Yoko can't listen to others mention this, my sister-in-law is really too much this time!"
He said and quickly took out his mobile phone to call Jiang Yang, I watched him wander in front of the sofa in a daze, my heart was tight, and I subconsciously took out my mobile phone and asked where Bao Yuanyuan was, I felt that Jiang Yang might go to her.