This night, we talked for three hours, and the topic revolved around Xiao Yun and Duoduo, as well as our future.

All Sheng Yun's words and emotional reactions made me suddenly realize that this man is not as perfect as I imagined, in fact, there can be no perfect person in this world.

Even if he behaves flawlessly on weekdays, he is still a person, an ordinary person. When all the halos are removed, when he begins to trust you and show his truest side in front of you, he also has his emotions and weaknesses, his helplessness and one-sidedness.

We all show a hysterical side, showing that we have never been like before, the so-called rationality sometimes can't solve the problem, a hearty quarrel, a complete storm, those anger, those forbearance, those grievances in the heart will be washed away with this rain.

It was the first time we had a fight since we fell in love, and for the first time I realized that domineering is a double-edged one. Domineering does add to his unparalleled charm, but at the same time, domineering means that he can't compromise or easily change his intentions or principles for anything.

I threw out the photo in a fit of rage, pointed to the person in the photo and asked him, "Is this photo always with you since the year you and Xiao Yun separated?"

When I took out the photo, he was silent for the first time, he looked at me, frowned and asked me: "Xu Shubei, is it meaningful to keep pursuing the past? I thought you were not such a woman, but I didn't expect that you are no different from other women." ”

This sentence completely hurt me.

Yes, I also thought that I was different from other women, I thought that I could easily handle the heat of feelings, I thought that I could treat feelings like a rational work, but when it really broke out, I realized that I couldn't.

I have emotional cleanliness, I can't accept even the slightest emotional flaw, I can't tolerate my beloved man being nice to another woman, I can't accept that my man has a child in common with another woman, I can't bear that child to appear in our world again and again...... I thought I could be strong enough to do anything, I thought I could deal with all problems without emotion, I thought I could be rational and restrained in my feelings.

However, I overestimated myself and Sheng Yun.

We are all ordinary people, we are also swayed by seven emotions and six desires, and we cannot treat feelings the way we treat our work. The two seem to be the same, but they are too different.

I instantly gathered all my emotions, my face suddenly returned to its unprecedented calm, and I looked at him with eyes like water, and suddenly there was no wave.

Xu Shubei, who used to disdain feelings and left love behind, is back.

I don't want to get tired of being emotionally bonded, and I have many, many other things to do. If I can't handle the relationship between me and Sheng Yun well, then I'd rather be the first to withdraw, and I'd rather step back, leave a quiet state of mind, and handle my own affairs well.

Sheng Yun was also stunned by my sudden calm, and he tried to approach me, but he grabbed my shoulders and said, "I was too serious just now...... I just don't want to waste our time and energy on these trivial things, I'll take care of things, don't worry so much, okay?"

I subconsciously took two steps back, I smiled slightly, looked at him and said, "At this stage, do you want to do your career without distractions, or do you want to be forced to be overwhelmed by the emotions of both parties?"

"Do you need me to answer this question? You should know what a sensitive stage the prosperous world is in now. Sheng Yun looked at me and said helplessly and sadly.

"Can you completely ignore Xiao Yun and Duoduo's affairs?" I looked at him and asked again.

"I said, when I settle them down, I won't ask anymore," Sheng Yun saw me mention this stubble again, and suddenly showed a trace of impatience on his face, "Don't waste our time and energy because of these inconsequential things, okay?"

"Okay, then you can give up on me and Zaizai. I looked at him and said with a calm gaze.

He froze.

"What are you talking about?" he looked incredulous, "It's impossible, Xu Shubei, don't you think about it." ”

"Since Xiao Yun appeared, we can't go back to the past," I smiled bitterly, "First love is a hurdle that a man can't get over in his heart, and now that she has Duoduo, you can't get over it." ”

"No matter what you say, I won't give up on you and Tsai. He grabbed me by the shoulders and forced me to look him in the eye, and he said, "Have you forgotten what we said in the days we had in the warehouse? ”

"You can't have both. I'm tired, let's forget it. I smiled reluctantly, "I will take the boy to live a good life, I will still work hard at work, but emotionally ...... I'm sorry, but I'm slowly taking back all my affection for you. ”

"Xu Shubei, do you think you can really do it?" His gaze suddenly turned cold, for his domineering and arrogant personality, he would never say anything to save it.

"I'll try to do it. I looked at him and said with a determined gaze.

"Xu Shubei, we have to work together every day, you think about it carefully. He looked at me and said again.

"I thought it through. I said resolutely.

He was violently stunned, and there was a hint of pain reflected in his cold eyes, but soon, he regained his domineering and non-negotiable nature: "If you take back your feelings for me, then I will also take back my feelings for you, I hope you think well." ”

"I can tell, the natural representative has already thought it through. The last thing I Xu Shubei can do is to compromise, no matter for anyone, it is impossible. I said in a nutshell.

"Good!" his "good" word is extremely strong.

"It's impossible for anyone to be wronged, I thought I would have weight in your heart, but I didn't expect it...... But that's it. He said coldly, then turned his back and stopped facing me.

"I won't forcibly leave any woman by my side, you can go if you want, but if you want to return to my heart, it's not so easy. Sheng Yun turned his back to me and said in a deep voice.

"Not only your heart, but also mine. You can't compromise, and I can't do it. ”

My heart hurt desperately as if it was being pulled, but after saying these words, although my heart hurt, I felt a lot more relaxed.

"Okay, if you want to take it back, you can take it back, but boy...... I'll take it. As if he had made a decision, he turned his head and looked at me calmly.

"No! Tsai can't be separated from me!" I strongly disagreed.

"It's up to you! I have already decided to raise the boy with me before he was born!" he said noncommittally, and then said, "I have made a careful plan for all the follow-up education of the boy, including the issue of raising the child, you don't have to worry. Since you have decided to part ways with me, I will not hold you back or stop you. But Tsai Tsai is a child of the Sheng family, and I have to take it away. ”

I thought that we had gone through so much and finally had a bright future, but I didn't expect that after going around in such a big circle, we would still return to the original point. The heart really hurts.

"Leave me alone, and let me go. I looked at him and smiled bitterly, "He's still young, and you don't have much time to spend with him, so instead of letting the nanny take it, let me raise him, although I work during the day, I can still take care of him at night." ”

"You have already suffered a lot when you gave birth to him, raise him and let me come, I will take good care of him, and you can come at any time when you want to come to see him. Sheng Yun suddenly softened his tone and said to me.

I didn't expect that behind his tough tone, it turned out to be such an intention, and I was stunned for a moment.

In the middle of my stunned moment, he had already walked to the next room, wrapped the sleeping boy in swaddling clothes, and carefully held it in his arms.

I wanted to stop him, but when I saw him holding Tsai so carefully and looking at Tsai so gently, I suddenly couldn't say what I wanted to say.

"You have a good rest, and the task of taking care of the boy will be handed over to me later. What I just said is all angry words, if you really need to take a break and want to think quietly, then okay, I'll give you time. After he finished speaking, he said softly, "Maybe we are all too tired during this time." I just hope you will always understand one thing, whether it is Xiao Yun or Duoduo, it is not my subjective desire for them to appear, I am also passively accepting. ”

As soon as the words fell, he had already carried Zai "Dong Dong" downstairs, and when I chased downstairs, he had already carried Zai out of the gate and hugged him directly into the car.

I chased to the side of the car in my thin pajamas, and he locked the door, leaving only a small gap, through which he said to me, "Go in and sleep, don't worry about the boy, I'll take care of it." ”

After saying that, he directly started the accelerator, quickly exited the courtyard gate, quickly turned around, and drove away from my villa.

The moonlight in the courtyard was exceptionally cold, as if it had put a false cloak on the whole courtyard, and I stood in the middle of the courtyard with my hands folded, and suddenly realized that I would be the only one left in this house from now on.

I didn't expect Sheng Yun to take Tsai Tsai away, let alone that we would suddenly make a fuss like this.

What happened to us? Why did we quarrel so violently? Did I really make the right decision? And me and him, really...... Love?

As soon as Sheng Yun left, I received an anonymous message that read: "Xu Shubei, this is just the beginning. ”

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