Chapter 232: I Really Love You (2)
It was very windy on the rooftop, a crescent moon loomed among the clouds in the sky, and it was quiet on the balcony.
He kissed more passionately than before.
I haven't kissed in a long time, it's a little jerky, and my heart is popping, like a first kiss.
His hands began to become irregular, and everywhere he went, my heart rippled, and he hugged me tighter, and then he simply took off his shirt and spread it on the ground, and pushed it straight to the ground......
At this time, he is still so gentle and considerate, for fear that the stones on the ground will hurt me.
His kiss began to run down my neck, like rain dripping on rocks, like dragonflies jumping nimbly on flower buds.
I lay on the ground, looking at the blue sky, the crescent moon was ashamed to hide in the clouds, and he blindfolded me with his hands, and suddenly, it gave me an experience that I had never experienced before
I suddenly remember one time, we were also on the rooftop, in the rainstorm, we were like this, as if we were afraid that I would leave.
His love words reached my ears one by one: "Xu Shubei, I want you to only be my Shengyun woman for the rest of your life." ”
"Xu Shubei, do you know how much my heart hurts when you walk with other men?"
"Xu Shubei, do you know how I came over when I couldn't see you?"
"Xu Shubei, I can't leave you anymore, you know?"
……
Love came as violently as I could, and I felt as if my chest was ignited by his hot love words, and my whole body was weak......
I knew he was still recovering, he wasn't fully sober yet, so I was completely out of the way.
"I know, I know you love me, do you think I don't hurt? I know how much my heart hurts every time I think you have a child with another woman?"
"I love you too, and I've always loved you deeply, and it hurts as much as I love you. You're worried that I'll be with other men, but don't you know that my heart is so small that I can only fit one person. ”
……
Maybe it's been too long, too long since we've been so enthusiastic, and we've both gone crazy, and we've all vented our words that we couldn't say in the past.
The dust on the roof was swept away by the wind, the concrete floor was hard but clean, Sheng Yun hugged me in his arms, and our lips and teeth were intertwined...... It took a long, long time before it finally calmed down.
He put on my clothes one by one, and then wrapped me tightly in his arms, he suddenly sighed deeply, and then said: "I saw you and Ziqian on the road that day, I almost couldn't control my emotions at that time. I snuck into your room that night and was relieved to see you sleeping in your room. ”
"How many times have you snuck into my room?" I asked, smiling, hiding in his arms.
"I can't count it, I'll go to see it when I miss you and miss Zaizai, anyway, Aunt Liu sleeps awake at night, and she wakes up as soon as I call. Sheng Yun said with a smile.
He had begun to speak in his normal tone, and I felt a little relieved. It seems that the medication is slowly working, and his memory is slowly starting to return to normal. However, it should be some time before a full recovery is made.
The night was very quiet, and we sat quietly on the rooftop, which was suitable for heart-to-heart talk.
"What would you do if I were really with Ziqian?" I asked.
"What do you want me to do?" he asked me rhetorically, with a faint smile on his face.
"I want you to tell me. I couldn't help but say.
He looked at the sky and whispered, "Although I feel uncomfortable to see you together, I didn't think that there would be this possibility between you at all. ”
"Why?" I asked again.
"Because you met me, you won't fall in love with anyone else. He looked at me with deep eyes, said firmly, and then said, "If you really fall in love with someone else one day, it means that you really don't love me anymore." Once your heart is gone, it will not come back...... Shubei, I've always understood. ”
"But you still don't want to let go of your pride and pride to redeem our love. You always want me to discover and perceive it myself, and you tend to put the results in front of me for me to see, but haven't you noticed that many things in this world have changed before the day when they have results. I said with some sadness.
"My college classmate Xiao Zhang, her boyfriend went abroad and asked her to wait for ten years. She waited from 20 to 30 years old, but what she was waiting for was her boyfriend's engagement with someone else. You men always think that the result is more reliable than the process, but sometimes you overestimate human nature, and people change with the environment. I'll change, and so will you. Sometimes it changes, and you can't go back to the past......" I whispered.
"Xu Shubei, would you like to make a bet with me?" he looked at me and asked in a daze.
"Bet on what?" I asked.
"Bet that even if we are separated in the future, we will still be together. He said firmly.
"Okay, I'll bet with you!" I said, "How?"
"How about carving each other's names on your and my hearts?" he said, looking at me, firmly.
At that moment, I almost thought he was awake. But the next second, I realized that he wasn't.
Sober Sheng Yun, where would he do such a crazy thing? He is such a rational person, it is impossible for a hot-headed person to suddenly have such a thought.
I was tempted to say no, but then I thought, why not give it a try? Take advantage of this golden opportunity to engrave my name on his chest, so that he will be sober and his name will still be there.
In a blink of an eye, we are already running for three, and we have been working hard all these years, and I have not touched the set that young people play. When others are in love, I am studying and working hard, when others are in love to death, I am bent on revenge, and when others are relaxing, I grit my teeth and think about how to go to a higher place...... I am like this, and so is Sheng Yun.
We have struggled for so many years, but we have not had time to indulge our youth, and we have been gritting our teeth and running forward all the time. Because we weren't born with everything, what Sheng Yun and I have now is something we have put in a lot of hard work.
Who can succeed casually. Maybe on the surface, others think that Sheng Yun is a rich third generation, and he doesn't need to work hard to get a huge business, but who understands the intricate process?
In the eyes of others, I, Xu Shubei, am a scheming woman who seeks a high position by unscrupulous means, but in fact, even if it is opportunistic, it must pay enough effort and energy, and it is closely related to timing and chance.
Now, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and when I looked back, I found that most of my youth had passed.
If it weren't for the relationship between me and Sheng Yun, how pale my life would be!
"Good!" Thinking of this, my blood welled up in my heart, and I said a "good" word to him firmly.
"Then we'll go now!" Sheng Yun said to me.
"Now, it's midnight!" I said, looking at him, shocked.
"Tonight, I want to live like all young couples, let's go to a midnight movie first, then have a late-night snack, then find a hotel to sleep in, and when we wake up, we'll go get a tattoo, okay?" he smiled and winked at me.
A few ordinary words, but evoked infinite reverie in my heart, I didn't expect that Sheng Yun's heart had also longed for such an ordinary and ordinary little luck.
"Really?" I asked.
However, we are now in the hospital, and Sheng Yun is still in the hospital, so it is difficult to leave rashly. But what's the point of taking a risk?!
Our hearts have been heavy for so long, it's time to let go of ourselves completely!
"Well, let's go, I'll see what time it is, where's my watch?" he asked me.
"You're in your pajamas now, let's go home and change our clothes first, okay?" I dragged him straight back to the room, found his change of clothes for him to change, and then took his watch out of the drawer and gave it to him.
The nurse on the ward rounds was about to walk in, and I quickly pushed her out and whispered a few words in her ear, and when she heard me say this, although she hesitated slightly, she nodded in agreement.
This night was probably the most relaxing, pleasant, and unforgettable night of my life.
He took my hand and wandered aimlessly down the street, he bought ice cream from the small store and fed me bite by bite, we bought a love movie ticket for the midnight show to go to the movie, kissed in the movie theater like a couple on the big screen, I fell asleep unconsciously during the movie, he held me in his arms like a child, until the movie ended, he patted me and said gently, "Wife, get up......"
After watching the movie, we went directly to the nearest hotel, and in the hotel, we once again forgot to come to a complete carnival, from the bed to the sofa, from the sofa to the bathroom, from the bathroom to the window...... The night is as sultry as we are.
I have completely forgotten that time is turning, I have forgotten what I am doing, I have forgotten who I am, I have forgotten all kinds of life, this night, Sheng Yun is extraordinarily devoted, extraordinarily crazy, his love words continue to reach my ears, I am drunk in such a scene, with a smile, so I fell asleep......
I don't know how long I slept, but we both woke up at about the same time, and I was still in his arms, but he suddenly pushed me away, looked at me with a very strange gaze, and said, "Who are you? Why did you sleep with me? What did we do last night?"
I looked at him in shock, and I was pushed under the bed by him naked...... He, doesn't know me?!
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