157. Begin to alienate
I looked back at the visitor, stunned for a moment, and then said, "Buy some medicine." β
Qin Jianghao stared at my face for a few seconds and asked, "What's wrong, what's uncomfortable? Why is your face so bad?"
I touched my forehead, it was still a little hot, and then said, "It's just a little feverish." β
As soon as I finished speaking, he reached over and squeezed my hand away, and then put his palm on my forehead, only to feel a slight coldness, I turned my head away from his hand, and then went into the pharmacy, and he followed, "Why don't you go to the hospital?"
I was on the shelves, looking at the names of the medicines on the pill boxes, looking for a box of cold medicine or something, "Just take some medicine." β
"No, I can't. He took my hand in displeasure, and then tried to pull me out, but I only followed him two steps and stopped, then grabbed him and said, "No, I'm afraid." β
He looked back at me suspiciously, "What are you afraid of?"
I looked down and muttered, "Injection." β
The dispenser happened to come over, and he heard the two of us talking, and said with a smile: "It would be good if it was not too serious to take some medicine, and if it is serious, it is better to go to the hospital." Colds are the root of all diseases, but they can't be careless. β
I glanced at her, and said in my heart, when did you become so enthusiastic? The last time I came to buy medicine, she ignored it, just threw the box of medicine to me and left, this time it was like a different person.
looked at Qin Jianghao next to him, and sighed in his heart, in this era of looking at faces, only those who are good-looking can change a person's personality and behavior in minutes.
Like me, who can only be regarded as average-looking, he grabs a lot of them on the street, and it is a waste of eyes for others to take a second look.
I bought the medicine and came out, but Qin Jianghao still didn't give up, and still emphasized that I had to go to the hospital to see it, and my body was my own, so I didn't listen to him.
He got angry, and then he slammed me and hugged me, I was so scared that I couldn't do it, and when my mood was calm, I broke down and said to him coldly: "Let me down!"
Uncle Qin is not Uncle Qin who can listen to others, so his words are directly in his ears.
He opened the car door and threw me directly in, then slammed the door slam on, and he himself got into the driver's seat, pulled the seat belt over and fastened it for me, and stepped on the accelerator.
"I really don't want to go to the hospital, it's just a low-grade fever, take some medicine and be fine. β
Sometimes we know that other people's care is for our good, but more often than not, unnecessary care is a kind of distress for us.
So when he still took my words as the wind in his ears, continued to drive in the direction of the hospital, and saw that the car was about to arrive at the gate of the hospital, I couldn't help but lose my temper, and my tone naturally followed the bad mood, "Stop, I can't go, can you stop being nosy?!"
He slammed on the brakes and returned to me in a deep voice, "Am I nosy?"
I threw myself forward by inertia, but because of the seat belt, I didn't hit the car, I closed my eyes and said impatiently: "It's just that you are nosy, I don't need you to do this, don't do such superfluous things anymore!"
After saying that, I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car, he didn't say a word, there was silence for a while, I knew that his face must be very bad, but I didn't dare to look down at him in the car.
He didn't speak for a long time, and after a while he stepped on the gas pedal and left, and I lowered my eyes and forced myself not to look at his distant body.
He may not have noticed how many people were staring at him now, but maybe it was because I was too sensitive and always felt like someone was watching his every word and action.
I don't want to be implicated by him and become a burden to him.
He lost once two years ago, and two years later, I don't want him to have the same experience, otherwise everything he did before would have been in vain.
Actually, I don't need to worry about Qin Jianghao, after all, he is smarter than me and has more ability than me. But I couldn't help but worry and speculate about all kinds of things that might happen against him.
This seems to be a natural reaction of inertia, always instinctively to think about all kinds of things for him, since childhood, it may be difficult to quit.
But the way I deal with things is still not tactful and thoughtful enough, always thinking about what to do, what to say, thinking and saying what I think is for the good of others, but I unknowingly hurt others.
The frustrated person stood in place for a long time, and simply walked directly to the hospital, anyway, I couldn't find anyone to talk to for the time being, so I simply went to accompany Yuan Fang.
Taking the elevator upstairs, there were many people rushing in, and then I, who was still standing in front of me, was pushed inside, and my back was directly attached to the wall, but this seemed to be not enough, and my shoes were also stepped on.
But fortunately, the other party reacted in time and didn't step on me.
As I looked down at the large shoe print on my foot, a shadow suddenly came, and before I could turn around, it was propped up against the walls on either side of me, shielding me from the crowd of people next to me.
This posture was too ambiguous and intimate, I was stunned for a moment, looked up, and saw that it was Fu Yan, so I breathed a sigh of relief, and thought I had encountered a pervert.
However, as soon as this tone was relaxed, it suddenly lifted up again, but the atmosphere changed to embarrassment. Before I didn't know what he thought about me, although I was a little embarrassed about this kind of thing, I didn't feel how inappropriate it was, but now that I know what he thought about me, I felt that this posture was very awkward.
At least in my opinion, our relationship should be avoided.
And since the car accident between Yuan Fang and Ling Yuanchen, I have a little shadow in my heart, and I am afraid that I will harm myself and others like this one day, so now I am afraid that Fu Yan will get too close to me.
Because I am afraid that he will not give up, I am afraid that I will hurt him, and I am even more afraid that he will choose such a lonely bravery
However, there were too many people in the elevator, and there was not much space for me to move out, so I couldn't skillfully avoid his protective circle, and I couldn't be noticed by him without being aware of my intention.
But luckily, the elevator arrived quickly, and people walked out one after another, and we followed.
Fu Yan came this time, mainly to see Yuan Fang, after all, he was a friend. This inevitably made me compare Qin Jianghao with him, and I really felt that Qin Jianghao really couldn't be a person.
When he was sick, Yuan Fang went to see him, and he guarded the bed for him (although it was only for a few hours during the day), and now Yuan Fang is hospitalized, and it has been so many days, he has not gone upstairs to visit him many times, which is really not interesting.
"Are you better?" Fu Yan asked Yuan Fang with a smile.
Yuan Fang looked at Fu Yan and was stunned, but he didn't answer his words, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and gradually, Fu Yan, who always loved to laugh, couldn't maintain the smile on his face.
I suddenly remembered that the reason why Yuan Fang and I met Fu Yan was because of Ling Yuanchen, the middleman. Ling Yuanchen died of love and hatred, I don't know if Fu Yan was blaming Yuan Fang in his heart.
No matter what is right or wrong, he is Ling Yuanchen's best brother, and it is normal for him to do something.
The two were silent for a long time, and Fu Yan spoke again, "Actually, you don't have to be like this in front of me, the path he chooses, no matter what the price is, must be borne by himself, I came today, there is just one thing, he sent a message to you before his death." β
Yuan Fang raised her eyelids to look at him
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Fu Yan took out a piece of paper from the pocket of his suit and gave it to her.
Yuan Fang took it, then opened it and took a look, her expression didn't change much, but when a breeze came in from the window, and the paper in her hand was easily blown to the ground, she knew that she was in a daze.
Fu Yan looked at her with some scrutiny in his eyes, as if he wanted to see something from her face, but in the end, Yuan Fang had no extra emotions on his face except for the expressionless stunned expression.
I looked at the falling paper, and there were several paragraphs written in a black pen, the handwriting was strong, clear and neat, and I could see that the person who wrote it was writing very carefully, very seriously, very slowlyβI let God cause a car accident for us, make us all amnesia, and then we started all over again.
If you are so naΓ―ve to think that a random car accident can make each other amnesia, and then start over, then why do you take a lot of sleeping pills before causing an accident?
Is it because you are afraid of failure?
Fu Yan picked up the paper on the ground, then tore it and threw it into the trash, and said to Yuan Fang, "I wish you a speedy recovery." With that, he turned around and walked out of the ward.
Almost at the moment when the sound of the door closing fell, a tear rolled out of Yuan Fang's eyes, I walked over and took her hand, which can be regarded as comforting, I won't say words of comfort, and it is possible that the more I say others, the more sad I become.
Pulling a tissue to wipe her tears, she said lightly: "I don't feel sad at all, why do I shed tears?"
I replied, "Who knows." β
"Luoluo, am I too bad, too heartless?"
"There is nothing wrong with choosing your own happiness. β
"But I didn't look at him until the end. β
"I've already been there for you, you don't have to go anymore, prices have risen this year, and paper money is expensive. β
"Poof. β
Yuan Fang suddenly laughed, but the tears were still flowing, proving that my joke did not succeed in making her happy, and it was several times more ugly than when she was crying.
Well, if you continue to be in this state, your appearance is not as good as mine.
When I came out of the hospital, I was a little hungry and wanted to eat something, but I ordered a bowl of noodles casually, but I couldn't eat it without a few bites, and I wanted to vomit, so I simply stopped eating.
Then I came out of the small restaurant, looking at the bustling city at the beginning of the lights, I was a little dazed, I didn't know where to go, I didn't know where to go, I didn't know where to stay.
Suddenly, I noticed a car passing in front of me.
There were two people sitting in the car, a man and a woman, talented and beautiful, very compatible, but I couldn't bless them at all.
At present, the update situation is unstable.,Try to keep a day a change.,Mother is hospitalized.,I'm with the bed.,Need to run around.,And don't sleep enough.,The head is a little confused.,A chapter is divided into several time periods of time code out.,The general code can't come out.,I choose not to code.,Otherwise, I don't even know what I wrote.,I'm very sorry everyone (?_?).