I knew that Pei Shaobei would not be bored enough to rummage through my handbag, and I also knew that he was not the kind of person who did not respect other people's privacy.

But out of guilt, I walked quickly to the edge of the sofa, grabbed my handbag in one hand, and walked into the room, threw it on the dresser, and closed the door before I dared to sit down to eat.

Pei Shaobei didn't say anything about my actions, just looked at me with strange eyes, and then sat down to eat quietly.

But I still had a weak heart—so weak that I ate with my head down all the time, and I didn't dare to make the slightest eye contact with him, let alone talk to him.

He was at ease, and after eating without saying a word, he sat back down on the couch, engrossed in studying the materials needed for the work.

I put away the dishes and chopsticks and hid in the kitchen to wash the dishes, but after I finished brushing the dishes, I didn't see Pei Shaobei on the sofa when I came out.

"Strange, where did that guy go......"

I frowned and muttered, and first looked in the direction of the wooden door - but Pei Shaobei's shoes were still there, and obviously the guy was still at my house.

My right eyelid suddenly jumped twice, and I hurriedly walked in the direction of the bedroom, opened the door suddenly, and sure enough, I saw Pei Shaobei standing in front of the dresser with his back to me.

"What are you doing in my room?"

I frowned and looked at Pei Shaobei, and said with some dissatisfaction, but I felt that such a scene seemed familiar.

"That's what I asked you. ”

Pei Shaobei replied lightly, but still didn't turn his head to look at me, as if he was doing something.

When I realized that he was standing in front of the dresser, in front of my handbag, I broke out in a cold sweat and my heart almost rose to my throat.

I leapt up to him with a lunge and thrust him to the other side, keeping him away from my handbag—away from the piece of paper that he couldn't see.

But it was too late—the moment I saw him pushed away, my hand pulled the paper out of my handbag, and now I was standing a step away from me, looking at it with relish.

My brain exploded suddenly, and I stared at him in a daze, and I didn't react for a long time.

"I see......"

Pei Shaobei's voice pulled me back to reality, I woke up with a spirit, jumped to his side and snatched the report back with one hand, but it was useless - what he couldn't let know, he already knew.

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place?"

“…… I'm not sure it's your child. ”

I pursed my lips, but as soon as I said that, I regretted it and wanted to bite my tongue off.

"Gu Wan, are you really stupid?"

Pei Shaobei burst out laughing: "What is the condition of Lin Dong's body, do you think I don't know? Or do you have other men outside?"

Pei Shaobei's hand suddenly grabbed my shoulder, pressed me against the wall hard, and looked at me with cold and mocking eyes.

I took a deep breath and shook my head, "No. ”

"That's 100 percent my child. Pei Shaobei smiled, the coldness of his eyes did not decrease at all, and his tone was a little more serious than the previous words: "Why don't you tell me?"

I turned my head sideways, not daring to meet his eyes: "...... I don't know how to talk to you. ”

Pei Shaobei looked at me for a moment with half-squinted eyes, and finally let go of his hand: "Give birth to the child." ”

"What?"

"Give birth to the baby!"

Pei Shaobei yelled at me in a low voice, but the expression on his face was excited: "Now that you are pregnant, it is time to discuss the matter of marriage-by the way, when are you free? I will take you to meet my parents." ”

“…… What are you anxious about?"

I pushed Pei Shaobei away, walked to the sofa and sat down, while he followed behind my buttocks, chased from the bedroom to the living room, and sat down beside me.

"Why aren't you in a hurry?" Pei Shaobei was ecstatic and grabbed my hand excitedly: "Do you remember what I said to you a while ago? I said that I would get engaged when you got pregnant." ”

"But ......"

"But what?" Pei Shaobei interrupted me: "Don't you want this child?"

I lowered my head, not having the courage to tell him that I did think about not having this child.

"Wanwan, I know how you're feeling right now"

You know a ghost!

I scolded him in my heart, rolled my eyes at him, and said quietly: "...... Can you give me some time?"

"No problem!"

Pei Shaobei agreed without thinking about it: "When you think about it, I will take you to see my parents immediately." ”

I was so angry that I almost vomited blood—I meant thinking about whether or not I wanted the child, and he understood that it took time to accept his proposal.

Although I have a very different meaning than his, I will never correct it.

I can't imagine how fragile a marriage with a child as a bond can be—especially when I had no intention of marrying him in the first place.

It's not that I can't, it's that I don't want to - I can't find a reason to convince myself to be with him.

After all, his identity is too dazzling, and I am worthless in front of him.

“…… We'll talk about that then. I got up and went back to the bedroom, took my clothes and went to the shower: "I'll go to bed first, you can do it yourself." ”

Pei Shaobei nodded happily, his smile was so big that he couldn't put it down: "I'll make breakfast tomorrow, you sleep more, pay attention to your body - it's not just you now." ”

I nodded helplessly and hid in the bathroom, and when I came out of the shower, I saw Pei Shaobei talking on the balcony, and joy spread over my face - it seemed that this was the first time I had seen him excited like a child since I had known him for so long.

But the more excited and happy he was, the more uneasy I became.

I have always been very far from him, if I keep this child, I may really be able to marry into his family, but whether his parents can accept me is another problem, if I don't keep this child, then there is no doubt that he will be angry, and I will probably take the opportunity to break with him - but this child has obviously become a victim.

I lay on the bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling, thinking about whether to keep or not to keep in my mind, and my hands were subconsciously on my stomach.

As a woman who has been infertile for five years of marriage, and now that she is pregnant, how can I not want to try what it is like to be a mother?

But if I keep this child, I may not really be able to marry him as Pei Shaobei thinks, then I won't become a single mother who is pregnant out of wedlock?

More and more thoughts poured out of my mind, and I only felt a splitting headache, and finally in a long sigh of helplessness, accompanied by more and more distracting thoughts, I fell asleep groggyly.

On this night, I dreamed of my helplessness and ruthlessness when I beat the child; I dreamed that I did not marry Pei Shaobei, but insisted on giving birth to the child, but I had to face the world's attacks; I dreamed that after I married Pei Shaobei, I did not live an ideal life with him, and I seemed to be living a worse life than when I married Lin Dong......

Early in the morning, I was woken up by the sound of an alarm clock, and I braced up my tired body, but at the same time felt that my eyes were dry.

After I finished washing, breakfast and milk were already on the table, and Pei Shaobei went out early as before.

I don't know why, but when I didn't see him, I was relieved.

As I ate my breakfast, I was thinking about things I shouldn't have thought about, and somehow, I suddenly had the determination to kill the child.

When this thought took over my mind, I immediately took out my phone, opened the browser, and began to search for relevant introductions.

When I finished breakfast, I also had a plan in my heart - tomorrow afternoon, I will go to the hospital again to consult about the situation and the cost of the abortion.

I packed my things and hurried out of the door, but as soon as I left the gate of the community, I saw Lin Dong who seemed to be waiting for someone.

"I'll send you back. ”

As soon as Lin Dong saw me standing at the bus stop waiting for the bus, he immediately came up and talked to me: "The driver is coming, it must be faster than the bus." ”

"No need. ”

I looked at my watch and looked in the other direction of the crossroads, without even looking at Lin Dong.

"Wanwan, did you listen to what I said yesterday?" Lin Dong saw that I refused to take his car again, so he could only bring up other topics: "Or, have you thought about it?"

"Nope. I replied with a cold face and very unceremoniously: "I advise you to keep what you say and talk to Zhang Jiajia." ”

“…… Don't mention Zhang Jiajia, okay?"

Maybe it's because Zhang Jiajia put a green hat on Lin Dong, but now when Lin Dong hears the name Zhang Jiajia, his face will always sink a little, and his tone will also have hidden anger.

"That's good-I don't mention Zhang Jiajia, and you don't mention remarriage. ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and sneered in my heart, for the ugly things of Lin Dong's family, except for the word dog eat dog. I can't think of any other word to describe it.

"Gu Wan, is it so difficult for you to remarry me?"

Lin Dong's patience seems to have finally been worn out by me, so his true nature has also begun to be revealed.

"Lin Dong, if you hadn't gone to the hospital to find out that it was your own problem that caused me to be infertile for five years, I'm afraid that the day you die, you won't look back at me again, right?"

I felt funny when I looked at Lin Dong's hypocritical appearance, and I just saw that the bus was about to arrive at the platform, so I simply had a showdown with him.

"You-"

Lin Dong's face turned red with anger, and he didn't seem to expect me to tear his face with him so directly.

I screamed in my heart and quickly got on the bus before he went berserk.

"Gu Wan-" I was sitting in a window position, and when the bus started, I heard Lin Dong shouting like crazy behind me: "I will make you regret it!"

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