122. Eyes
The warmth on my lips was real and unreal, and my eyes widened and my head went blank, stunned by the sudden kiss.
reacted after realizing it and pushed him, but he bit him.
I glared at him in pain, and he stepped away a little, looking at me condescendingly and arrogantly.
I was angry for a while, feeling embarrassed to be bitten by him, and his eyes were really unpleasant, so I couldn't help glaring at him again, yelling, "Are you crazy?!"
Although I didn't bite the skin, because the lips are a relatively fragile part, it still hurts to be bitten slightly.
As soon as I finished yelling at him, he suddenly lowered his head and bit me, which was heavier than just now, and after biting back a little distance, he continued to look down at me with arrogant eyes, "You are fierce, go on, you murder me, I will bite you." ”
"......, where are there such unreasonable people!"
And if the skin of the mouth is bitten too much, you will get mouth ulcers, for the sake of my appetite in the future, I still coax it again, and it is better not to plan with him.
So, I tilted my head and silently touched my lips and complained bitterly, while ignoring him in protest.
Perhaps tired from standing, he walked over to the couch and sat down, reached out and unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt, glanced at me, and ordered, "Go make me a cup of coffee." ”
Hey, this time I think I'm an uncle, I don't look at whose territory this is now, I rolled my eyes, "Pour yourself." ”
But he ignored me, leaned back on the sofa, closed his eyes and fell asleep, looking very tired, I sighed in my heart, and finally relented and poured him a glass of water.
put it on the coffee table, and I couldn't put it down and asked him to drink, but seeing that he didn't open his eyes for a long time, I still couldn't help but remind him.
"The water is cold. ”
Hearing this, he opened his eyes, looked at me, and then took a sip of his cup. It's like just to moisten your throat, and you're not thirsty at all.
After drinking, he stood up again, and then walked upstairs without saying a word, and I stopped him, "What are you doing?" ”
He didn't speak, but went upstairs.
"Hey, don't break into someone's house as soon as you come, okay?" I yelled behind him.
He stopped suddenly, was silent for a few seconds, turned to look at me, and said softly, "Here...... When did it stop being my home?"
I looked at him in a daze, not knowing how to answer his question.
Yes, when did I start treating him as an outsider, obviously he has been in and out of my house freely since he was a child, and our family has acquiesced to it, and no one has ever felt that there is anything wrong with his actions, but now, ......
What's wrong with me? When did I start to part with him?
Is he getting farther and farther away from me, or am I already distancing myself from him?
I said I didn't want to make it worse with him, and I said I wanted to go back to the past with him, but I quietly turned him away.
Even if he can't be a husband and wife, he can't be a lover, just like he used to be a friend, not to mention that he casually goes in and out of my house, even if he relies on my house every day, that is also a very normal thing.
I looked at him, not knowing what to say, and he looked at me for a moment, then turned and went downstairs.
I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "You don't go up?"
He walked down with a depressed face, and said with a pout: "This is not my home, where do I dare to walk around!" There seemed to be a little grievance in his voice.
"...... uh...... Is this messing with me?
I kind of regret what I said without thinking about it, but now it's too late to regret it. If you change your words, you feel a little embarrassed on your face.
I didn't say anything after him, he walked a few steps, glared back at me, I was inexplicably glared at him, and then he turned and went upstairs again.
Didn't the "......" just make a fuss?
This time I didn't say anything more about him, let him go upstairs by himself, entered my room, and then watched him really treat this place as his own nest, took off his shoes, lifted the quilt and got in, then pulled the quilt and closed it, closed his eyes, and went to sleep.
I stood by in a daze, not knowing how to react, his arrival was sudden, the kiss was sudden, and even he was sleeping in my bed now, so suddenly I was not prepared for it.
Reached out and pinched his face, it hurt, I didn't daydream.
After standing for a long time, I saw that he seemed to be really asleep, so I hesitated for a moment, and then opened the door and went out.
After pacing around the living room, I couldn't help but climb upstairs and open the room to take a look, but I was still asleep. Brought the door down the stairs again.
I took a glass of water and put it on the table, and waited for it to be cold to drink, but when the water was cold, I forgot to drink it, and ran upstairs to see Qin Jianghao.
I don't know why I got old enough to look at him, maybe because I hadn't seen him for a month, and thought we wouldn't have any more communication with each other, but he suddenly appeared in front of me.
It struck me as unreal. I always want to make sure if there's a big living person lying in my room, or ...... To put it simply, I just want to see him.
There was a sound of the door opening downstairs, and I was startled, knowing that it was my mother and they were back, but I didn't know why, they came back, and I felt very empty.
Looking at the people on the bed, I suddenly had a little headache, I don't know, if my mother knew that Qin Jianghao was here and was still sleeping in my bed, how would they react, and I don't know, what would they think of us.
I'm afraid I'm even going to be misunderstood with him? What the hell!
"Oooo
My brother and my dad are men who walk with a dull voice, while my mom walks slowly and grinds the soles a little.
I opened the door and walked out of the room just to meet Yuan Fang, who was about to enter the room, she carried a big bag of snacks in her hand, and said happily when she saw me: "Luoluo, hey, I bought you a lot of delicious food," and looked at me again, "You won't just get up, right?"
How could I have just gotten up!, but looking down at my pajamas and messy hair, and remembering that I hadn't even gotten up to comb my hair and wash my face, my argument seemed very unconvincing.
Belch...... I actually appeared in front of Qin Jianghao like this before, and he also kissed me who didn't brush my teeth, omg!
Yuan Fang saw that I didn't speak, and walked around to enter my room, I reacted, quickly grabbed her, and then whispered to her: "That...... Qin Jianghao was inside. ”
She was stunned, "What? When did you come?!"
I said weakly, "He came not long after you left......"
Yuan Fang opened her mouth in surprise, then opened the door a crack, only glanced inside, and quickly took it back, "Then why did he sleep on your bed?"
"Probably too sleepy......" Thinking of the haggard on his face, he should have not had a good rest for a long time, he has always been very busy at work, and lack of sleep is a common thing.
Yuan Fang was speechless, glanced at me, and asked suspiciously, "Are you really divorced from him?"
"Gone. "He himself said that he wanted to leave me, and I signed a divorce agreement, and he saw that he would definitely take it to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures with me, right?
"Then it's strange that he came to your house to sleep so openly. ”
"He grew up making our house his own. ”
"Yo yo yo, help him again, I can't say it. ”
...... "Do I have one? I don't seem to have one, I'm just stating a fact."
My mother cooked, Yuan Fang helped (she didn't know how to cook, just helped hand over the dishes and condiments), I was going to help, but they said that I was a birthday star today, so I didn't have to do it, so I stole a lazy time.
I haven't told my parents and brother about Qin Jianghao's coming to my house, because I don't know what to say, and I don't know if they will mind.
Seeing that it was about to be time for dinner, my brother came out with my birthday cake, and I stared at the beautifully packaged box, thinking about whether to ask him to come down for dinner, and if so, how would I explain it to my parents?
Just when I was worried, I found my brother frowning and looking upstairs, and I subconsciously followed his gaze. I saw Qin Jianghao walking down from the upstairs with sleepy eyes.
There was a strand of hair that fell asleep, and he reached out and pulled it, but he didn't get it right, so he didn't care about it anymore, perhaps, he didn't know that his hair was asleep.
Soon, my parents also discovered him, and the atmosphere that was originally happy and harmonious was instantly quiet, and the living room, which was noisy just now, is now so quiet that you can hear each other's breathing.
After a long embarrassment, no one spoke first, Qin Jianghao looked at us, his face was still as indifferent as ever, and in his eyes, something was gradually dimming.
I've seen this look twice, but it's all his. Once it was at the moment when his mother's eyes closed forever, and his sad eyes gradually turned from gloomy to dead ashes, and even if he didn't shed a single tear at the time, it was sadder than anyone who seemed to be crying.
This time, I don't know what he was for, but I could vaguely feel that it was because my parents might have hurt him by the way they looked at him now.
"Sorry to interrupt. Suddenly, he spoke, and then, with his eyes half-down, walked past the crowd to the door.
My parents glanced at each other, their faces tangled, as if they wanted to say something, but they hesitated not to say anything.
I ran over and grabbed Qin Jianghao, who was about to go out, and said, "Let's go after eating." ”
"No, I don't. He said lightly.
"Today...... Today is my birthday. "I tried to use this as an excuse to keep him.
He glanced back at me, then glanced to the side and said, "Don't send me any more things." "He's talking about what's in the package.
"Hmm. ”
He walked out, and my mother suddenly said, "Jiang Hao, I'm here, let's go after eating." ”
He looked back at my mom and said, "No. ”
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