Chapter 467: I'm Not a Good Person
Lin Xi is not familiar with life here, and she doesn't have any friends, it's rare that Liu Yiwen is about the same age as her, Liu Yiwen is a girl who loves to talk and is very lively, Lin Xi doesn't like to talk very much, but she will listen to her quietly.
Liu Yiwen babbled and complained for a while, and then asked mysteriously: "Lin Xi, is Dr. Gu your boyfriend?"
"No!" Lin Xi shook his head: "It's just a friend!"
"I thought you were a couple, Dr. Gu is very good. ”
Lin Xi nodded: "Well, others are very good." ”
However, even if some people are very good, they can only be good friends, and cannot become lovers.
After Liu Yiwen left, when Lin Xi was lying on the bed and preparing to sleep, she suddenly remembered that she had promised Sheng Yu to spend Chinese New Year's Eve with him, and she would take him to set off fireworks.
In fact, she likes children very much, Sheng Yu has no mother, and his father basically doesn't care about things all year round, Lin Xi has met him a few times, and when he went back to Sheng's house to see the old lady, he met and played with him for a while.
If that child can be born, if it is a boy, he must be smart and sensible, maybe he will look like Sheng Xuan, but he must not have Sheng Xuan's temper and character, if it is a girl, it must be very similar to herself, but she must be brave, generous, and when she meets someone she likes in the future, she must be brave to say it, love should be equal, not humble.
The physical wounds have long since healed, but the wounds in the heart cannot be repaired.
The next day was the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and in the afternoon, there was a small evening party in the large classroom of the first grade, where the children sang together, and Dr. Gu also went up to sing a song God's "Slowly".
My heart slowly hurts and slowly colds
Slowly can't wait for a lover
Give a lifetime to get back a few percent
Love cannot be separated or hated
You can't trust it too easily
True love is full of scars
Tears flowed slowly and slowly stopped
Slowly became friends
Lonely nights to endure alone
Love can't be for long
Can't be too easy to have
Hurtful love is unbearable
Slowly there is no feeling
Slowly, slowly, I was ignored
How can you bear to see me haggard?
Not the slightest bit of comfort
Slowly and slowly the heart turns into iron
Slowly, slowly, I was rejected
Why can't you bear to fly away?
How do I clean up the wreckage of this love?
Lin Xi didn't expect Gu Xiuqi to sing so well, she was in front of the melon-eating masses the whole time, quietly watching their performance, after the party, it was the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, Lin Xi was busy all morning, accompanied by the cafeteria aunt and a few teachers to cook a lot of dishes.
Gu Xiuqi sat next to her: "Which dish did you cook?" ”
"This bacon and dried bamboo shoots, and that fish, pine nut corn, and pumpkin pie. ”
"So much, it's amazing. Doctor Gu couldn't help but praise, picked up a piece of bacon, took a bite, squinted his eyes and smiled: "Lin Xi, you are the girl who knows the best at cooking I have ever met." ”
"Huh?" Lin Xi felt ashamed, these were obviously very ordinary dishes, and she had never seen anyone praise her.
"If anyone marries you in the future, it will definitely be his blessing. ”
"Okay, don't praise me, let's eat!" Lin Xi lowered his head and sent a piece of pumpkin pie to his mouth, living in such a family, naturally he had to worry about many things by himself, so Lin Xi's cooking skills were speechless.
"Lin Xi, what drink do you want to drink, Coke, Sprite, orange juice or milk!"
"Milk!"
"Okay!" Dr. Gu was very attentive and brought her a bottle of milk: "It was just warmed in water." ”
Doctor Gu is such a considerate person, he thinks about everything very carefully, Lin Xi took the milk and said thank you softly.
Sitting next to him was Teacher Yu, who taught the sixth grade, and saw them laughing like this: "You two are so good, when are you together!"
Lin Xi's face suddenly turned red.
Doctor Gu hurriedly said, "Teacher Yu, don't say it, I'm embarrassed, eat first!"
Lin Xi ate a bowl of rice, and she didn't have much appetite, so she went out and sat down by the flower bed in the campus.
This is a primary school in the southwest town, where the children of the nearby ten miles and eight towns go to school, and this is the plateau, and the sun is very strong, so the children here are all black-faced, with a touch of lovely plateau red.
In winter, the weather is relatively cold, and the sun is not very sufficient, Lin Xi's pale face for a winter has recovered a little blood here.
Gu Xiuqi watched Lin Xi come out, and then walked out and saw her sitting alone in the flower bed, he walked over: "What's the matter, aren't you happy?"
Lin Xi shook his head: "No!"
"If they are also unintentional, do not go to their hearts. ”
Lin Xi blinked at him, his eyes looked extremely bright in the moonlight, "Doctor Gu, you are a very good person, thank you for taking care of him during this time." ”
Gu Xiuqi sat down beside her: "Generally speaking, there is a divine turn behind it, you can say it!"
In fact, Gu Xiuqi didn't say anything like her, Lin Xi felt that she was a little self-inflicted, but Gu Xiuqi's attitude towards her was uncommon based on a woman's intuition, Lin Xi reasoned out and exhaled: "Doctor Gu, you should know why I came here!"
"I know. After a pause, Gu Xiuqi said again: "Because of Sheng Xuan." ”
"Well, I knew him when I was a child, and my college entrance examination score could go north back then, but for him I chose to go to A University, well, in fact, I am not a good person, I am very purposeful, sometimes I will even do anything to achieve the goal, I calculated many people, they lost their jobs, and even lost their lives. Lin Xi's expression didn't fluctuate too much when she said this, but it could be heard from her tone that she was very low.
"I never talked about three views and morality in doing things before, as long as he liked it, I would do it, so later, my retribution came. She shook her head: "Doctor Gu, people do bad things and there will be retribution. ”
"Lin Xi. Gu Xiuqi looked at her: "Are you telling me these things to say that you are not a good person?"
"I've never been. Lin Xi took a deep breath: "Doctor Gu, you may not know me very well. ”
Gu Xiuqi looked at her silently, and finally smiled: "What do you want to mean when you tell me this?"
"It's nothing, it's just a sudden thought. ”
"What kind of person are you, I have a judgment in my heart, Lin Xi, let him pass in the past, I don't care what you were like before. What I value more is the future. ”
Lin Xi looked up at her: "Don't waste time on me. ”
She loves to miss someone, lost a child, and suffered a very serious emotional injury, so she will come here to heal, once a woman has suffered a very serious emotional injury in a relationship, then it will be difficult to have the energy to invest in the next relationship.
Gu Xiuqi didn't speak, and finally just patted Lin Xi's shoulder: "It's cold, let's go into the house!"
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On Chinese New Year's Eve, Ming Huan, Lin Suxin and Sheng Zhongyao all returned to the Sheng family, Old Mrs. Sheng was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth, the family had not been so lively for a long time, Lin Suxin originally didn't want to come, but it gave Old Mrs. Sheng a face.
Mrs. Sheng has two sons and a daughter, the youngest daughter married far away in France and never came back for the New Year, the eldest died young, and the second is Sheng Zhongyao.
After the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, Sheng Xuan called Sheng Yu to him and handed him a red envelope: "Happy New Year!"
Sheng Yu took the red envelope and smiled sweetly: "Thank you, uncle." ”
Ming Huan was pulled by the old lady to speak, there were so many things in the family at that time, the old lady almost went west, but fortunately she survived in the end, she held Ming Huan's hand and kept crying, but she couldn't say a word.
In the end, the old lady wiped away her tears: "Ming Huan, it's all over, your brother is also back, you are all a family and want to get along well, you know!"
Looking at the old lady's loving eyes, Sheng Minghuan suddenly thought of what Sheng Mingzhen said, and his heart was a little panicked.
If she wants to continue to be the granddaughter of the Sheng family, then she will inevitably have a brother-sister relationship with Sheng Xuan forever, which cannot be changed.
Because he received a red envelope from his uncle, Sheng Yu felt that his uncle was particularly good today, so he took a bunch of fireworks from the nanny and asked Sheng Yu: "Uncle, do you set off fireworks?"
"Where's your dad?"
"Dad has to work and doesn't accompany me to set off fireworks. ”
Sheng Xuan shook his head, how to be a father, this is the Chinese New Year's Eve, and he still has to work and care about his son. He put his arm around Sheng Yu's little shoulder: "Let's go, Uncle will take you to set off fireworks." ”
Fireworks Sheng Xuan hadn't touched for five or six years, but the basic operation was still there, and he was holding a lighter: "Xiao Yu, you stand farther away." ”
Sheng Yu obediently stood aside, Sheng Xuan lit the fuse, and after waiting for a while, the first sound passed, and then he handed the firework to Sheng Yu: "Raise your hand high." ”
"Aunt Lin Xi also promised to set off fireworks with me during the New Year, but she lied to me. Sheng Yu still remembers this incident.
Sheng Xuan stood beside him: "Next year!"
"She will have a baby next year, will she still accompany me?"
This question is really heart-wrenching, Sheng Xuan exhaled: "Yes, she likes you very much." ”
"Hehe!" a smile suddenly appeared on Sheng Yu's white face.
Sheng Xuan had something in his heart, looking at his nephew's smiling face, the softness in his heart was pulled up, he squatted down and held Sheng Yu's hand: "In this way, you can put it higher." ”
After the fireworks, Sheng Yu went to set off firecrackers again, he was rarely so lively, so everyone didn't restrict him, and after playing for a while, Aunt Li came out and said to Sheng Xuan: "The old lady is upstairs, call you over." ”
Sheng Xuan let go of Xiao Shengyu: "Grandma called me?"
"Well, Miss Ming Huan is also there. ”
Sheng Xuan's eyes sank, and then he walked towards the house.