I was walking around with Yuan Fang until I was bored, and I was about to go home, she sent me first, and the car drove halfway. I thought that Qin Jianghao would not go to work today and would be at home all day, so I didn't want to go back.

"Sister Fangfang, let's talk to you. "I made cute starry eyes and smeared honey on my mouth.

Yuan Fang's shoulders shook a few times, and she looked at me with disgust and said, "Don't be so sour, if you have something to say, don't come with me." ”

I laughed twice, looked at her expectantly, and said, "I grew up in the countryside since I was a child, and I haven't enjoyed the life of a rich man, can you let me go to your house to experience it for a day?"

"......" Yuan Fang half-squinted and looked at me speechlessly, "I want to go to my house to rub the bed and say that it is really hard to beat around the bush." As she spoke, she smacked the steering wheel in her hand, and turned sharply towards her house.

"Hey, hey. I laughed twice, "It's called fun." ”

Yuan Fang rolled her eyes at me.

In fact, I used to go to Yuan Fang's house often, but because their family often went abroad, I rarely had the opportunity to stay at their house. Basically, after a meal, I hurried back to school.

However, I have never been abroad.

Once again, envy, jealousy, and hatred of the rich.

When I arrived at Yuan Fang's house, his parents were at home, and the second elder still knew me, so he was still enthusiastic about me, not long after I had dinner with Yuan Fang, her mother made a big table to entertain me, so much so that I almost didn't burst my stomach.

There's no way, it's hard to be gracious!

At night, he lay in the quilt with Yuan Fang, and couldn't sleep at all because he ate too much. So the two turned on a wall lamp. As before, there was nothing to talk about.

"My parents mean that they want me to get engaged to Ling Yuanchen first, and then let me marry him after two years when my studies in the United States are over. Yuan Fang talked about the recent progress between her and Ling Yuanchen, the expression on her face was faint, but her brows were tangled together, and she seemed to be very annoyed about this matter.

"Did you say yes?" I asked her.

"I was crazy to say yes. Yuan Fang said angrily.

"Alas, didn't you let the family drink last time, saying that you would have a relationship with him after drinking all the dozen on the table?"

Yuan Fang corrected me: "What I said was that I would associate with him if he could fight, but as a result, he monopolized the wine by himself, and if he didn't fight with me, it wouldn't count." ”

I silently shouted for Ling Yuanchen in my heart: Didn't he drink those dozen bottles of beer for nothing?

"Your parents don't think he's a son-in-law, do they?"

Yuan Fang seemed to agree with this question, so irritability appeared on her face again, "My parents are really too discerning, it's not good to pick anyone, just pick such a thing." But they see it as their business, and if they have the ability, they will have another daughter to marry that thing, and I will not marry if I die anyway. ”

"......" Ling Yuanchen = that thing?

She complained almost, reached out to hug my arm, and didn't let me go, urging: "What about you, what do you and Qin Jianghao mean now?"

I thought to myself, sister, you really can't open a pot, and I feel stuffed when I hear this name now.

But this knot has always been in my heart, and it is really uncomfortable, and now I am lying with my best friend, and I don't want to confide in it is fake.

I thought about it for a while, and then I organized the language: "He liked a girl in high school, and then he went to college, and that girl suddenly disappeared somehow, and then came back not long ago. ”

Yuan Fang was stunned for a moment, and then asked me, "Does that woman know about Qin Jianghao's marriage to you?"

"I shouldn't know, but this is just my guess, did Qin Jianghao tell her I don't know, but I'm sure that the woman doesn't know me. "Judging from the past few meetings with Qi Jing, I'm sure she doesn't know me.

"What about Qin Jianghao, what is his attitude, did he mention divorce to you?"

"No, but ......"

"But what?"

"He won't let me have children with him. I couldn't hold back for a while, and I leaked the secret in my heart.

Yuan Fang has always been shrewd, and immediately grasped the key point, and then asked me in surprise, "What do ......you mean?

Then I told her what happened with Qin Jianghao last night and this morning.

"This bastard scumbag. After hearing this, Yuan Fang became indignant for me, but her brain also turned quickly, and she immediately sensed that something was wrong, and held my hand tighter, "Luoluo, you tell me honestly, are you ...... Qin Jianghao" She didn't say what she said later, I knew that she didn't break it down, and wanted me to say it myself.

I was silent for a moment, finally not wanting to bury this in my heart anymore, "I like him." ”

Yuan Fang was silent and did not speak.

My nose was sore, my heart was aching, and I choked up and said, "I like him, I don't know when I started liking him, maybe I started liking him in junior high school, high school or when I was a kid." ”

"You ......" I didn't know what Yuan Fang wanted to say about me, but he only said one word about you, and then changed his head again, "Then does he know?"

I shook my head, "I've only told you about one person. ”

Yuan Fang scolded me, "You stupid girl," after a pause, she said, "Is it because you like him that you agreed to fake a marriage with him?"

"Hmm. ”

"I'll go, I said, how could you suddenly marry him when you both looked at each other unpleasantly. ”

“……”

"Then what are you going to do now? The other person's good friend has returned, and one day he will definitely mention the divorce to you. You like him so much, will you say yes?"

"I don't know......" couldn't help but sniff, Yuan Fang sensed that my mood was wrong, and pulled a tissue to cover my face, but didn't say anything.

I grabbed a tissue and wiped away my tears, then continued, "However, if one day he does file for divorce with me, I will agree." ”

Yuan Fang was angry and yelled at me, "You are stupid, what do you agree with, you two think that marriage is child's play, will others think so? He himself is a man and has no father or mother, and if he leaves, he will leave." You said that you are a woman, how many people have to make fun of you when you get divorced, and ah, how can you explain to your parents, they don't know that you and Qin Jianghao were fake marriages. ”

This is what annoys me the most, others make fun of me or something, but it's nothing, I never regard the words of people I don't care about as bullshit, and the most afraid is to disappoint my parents, or break my legs in a fit of anger.

Yuan Fang muttered angrily, "I really don't know what you like about that guy, except for his appearance and a little ability, he is simply a scum in other aspects." ”

What do you like about him?

I've never thought about it, and I don't know what I like about him.

Obviously, he has a bad temper and a poisonous mouth, he often did bad things when he was young, and when he grew up, he fought with people like a gangster every day, and he didn't learn to fall in love well in high school, and he began to look at no one when he went to college. She often yelled at me because other women threw me in the middle of the road and made me walk home......

He has a lot of shortcomings, you can count them casually without thinking about it, why do I still like such an unbearable person?

I suddenly remembered that when I was in high school, I went out to eat with a girl in the same dormitory, and when I passed by a restaurant, I happened to see Qin Jianghao working in a noodle restaurant, so I couldn't help but stop and stare at it a few times.

I happened to see him come out of the kitchen with a bowl of noodles steadily, and was about to put it on the table for a certain table of guests, when a fat uncle at the back table suddenly raised his hands above his head and stretched back, and accidentally hit his hand.

He was caught off guard, his arm was crooked, and the hot bowl in his hand poured out, so hot that he subconsciously let go of his hand, and the big bowl fell to the ground, because it was plastic, it was not broken, but the noodle soup inside spilled out.

When the boss came out and saw that the soup noodles were spilled, he didn't care about the back of his hand that was already red, and scolded him angrily without saying a word. He also said that he would deduct the bowl from his wages.

I thought at the time that Qin Jianghao, who had never suffered a loss, would definitely beat up that fat boss who was excessive, so I continued to stand outside to watch the show. But I waited for a long time and didn't wait for his outburst. I didn't hear him defend himself, but apologized to the boss and the customer in a low voice, obviously his hands were burning red, but he didn't even frown.

Obviously, he can be regarded as a key compensation for industry and commerce, but he has always been unforgiving, and that time was beyond my unexpected endurance.

I wondered if he had changed sex or was sick, but later I found out that it was because his mother was sick, and in order to raise medical expenses for his mother, he also took a lot of part-time jobs, and he didn't go to school much.

Obviously, he is usually such an unruly and unyielding person, but in order to raise medical expenses for her mother and not be expelled, he can hide all his grievances and pain, and hide his perversity.

Since then, I have been very envious of Qin Jianghao's mother, because she is the only person Qin Jianghao cares about the most in this world.

cared so much that in order not to make her sad, he didn't shout pain even if he was misunderstood, scolded and punished by his mother. In order to protect her, he learned to fight scoundrels at a young age.

For her, he can do anything, and he can give up his life and dignity for her. For her sake, he can not be himself.

How many people in this world do that kind of forgetfulness, and it would be nice if I could one day be the person he cares about.

It was also from that day that I realized that I liked him, otherwise how could I want to be the person he cares about the most?

It was also from that day that I understood why since I was a child, the people around me were afraid and alienated from Qin Jianghao, but I wanted to stick to him, because since I was a child, I didn't want to see him alone.

Even if he hates me, I want to be there for him.

There is no hatred for no reason in this world, and naturally there is no love for no reason, but I just fell in love with Qin Jianghao who didn't treat me well, obviously his goodness was never given to me, but I just fell in love with someone who didn't like me.