Chapter 256: Seeing each other without words
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With the bean bag in my hand, I stood there and took a deep breath, then collected my emotions and strode out.
The sky in Beijing is rarely clear, the sun is shining, and the sky is like a wash.
This should be a good sign.
The taxi stopped in front of my house, and I pulled the door down and saw a person standing not far from my door. When he heard the door knocking, he turned his head to look at me, and immediately smiled and showed a big white tooth: "Tao Ran, are you back?"
Standing at the door of my house waiting for me was Duan Jingchen.
When Doubao saw him, he called Uncle Duan with a smile. Duan Jingchen only walked over with a hum and touched his head, and a lot of things flashed in his eyes in an instant.
"Why are you here?" I asked, dodging his eyes.
"I called Luo Xiaotian and knew that you were coming back today, so I was waiting here. Duan Jingchen said, "It's just that the waiting time is a bit long, can you go in and talk." ”
I wanted to refuse, but thinking that I lived in Duan Jingchen's house, I hesitated a little and nodded, "Okay." ”
After Duan Jingchen entered the house, he opened the shoe cabinet to change his shoes, and I said, "No need, I have given Aunt Wang a holiday during this time, and the house is not clean, so don't change it." ”
He let out a sigh and took two steps inside.
I'm a person who doesn't like too much change, so much so that the layout and layout of the house rarely changes. These fall into the eyes of others, maybe it's me missing old feelings or something.
However, it has been explained so many times that I don't bother to explain. Now, on the contrary, I feel that if they are willing to misunderstand, they will misunderstand, and I just have my own opinions.
After I beckoned Duan Jingchen to sit down, I was ready to go and carry the luggage piled up at the door upstairs. After Duan Jingchen saw it, he walked over with an arrow step, carried a box in one hand, and asked, "Where to put it?"
"I'll just do it myself. I said.
"It's so heavy, I can't see you coming by yourself, and now that I've seen it, if you let you do it, you're slapping me in the face. He asked, "Where do you put it?"
"My room, I'll clean it up later. I said.
He groaned, went upstairs with his luggage, and then quickly walked down and said to me, "Drop it down, what's the matter?"
"It's gone. I smiled and shook my head.
Duan Jingchen sat across from me and didn't speak, just looked at me like that.
Doubao used to take the initiative to avoid this situation, but since I divorced Duan Jingchen, he has become different. Whenever I had the opportunity to be alone with other men, he would huddle around me and look at each other like enemies.
Duan Jingchen had something to say to me, but in front of the bean bag, he couldn't say it. After being speechless for more than ten minutes, he asked, "You sold all the company?"
"Yes, hide. I said lightly.
"What do you do then?" he asked again.
"Take care of the children and do something that interests you in your spare time. As for the rest, don't think about it. I looked at him and said seriously.
"It's good to take a break. He said a word and was speechless.
Whether we were once lovers or friends, it's a bit sad to get to where we are today. However, it is not clear who is to blame, everyone may be right.
It's just that I don't know where to start chatting now.
He has his own options, and so do I.
I don't care what happened between Liu Wan and him, whether it's fake or real, how much does it have to do with me? Duan Jingchen and I are not suitable, we are together for our own purposes, and the final result can only be separated.
Next, we had a few more innocuous words, and he said, "As long as you're safe." ”
Then he got up and took his leave, and I sent him out the gate.
This time, the bean bag didn't follow. Duan Jingchen stood at the foot of the two steps, just at eye level with me. He stared into my eyes and said, "Gu Yixiao, I probably know it." You don't have to think about it, the days to come are still long. If I had known that there would be today, I would never have divorced you. ”
When I heard such similar words, I suddenly felt inexplicably sad in my heart.
"Needless to say, it's all in the past. Gu Yixiao and I, in fact, are not as good as you think, or so bad, everyone is an adult, if you are together, you will get together, and if you don't, you will disperse, and it is good to act rationally. I interrupted him, waved at him and said, "Goodbye." ”
I went back to the living room, and the bean bag threw himself into my arms, looked at me with a pair of innocent eyes and asked, "Mom, is it true that you said that you will have time to take me on a trip when you come back?"
I nodded.
Doubao's illness this time made me understand and understand a lot of things. So I decided to wait for him to recover completely, I took him around the world, and at the same time opened a small homepage of his own, writing about himself and his daily life.
Life is so short, who is hard to see.
"Don't I have to go to school?" he asked.
"No need, Mom will teach you what you need to learn on the way, and when you want to go to school, let's choose another school to enroll. If the public ones can't get in, they go to the private ones. As for what you want to learn and what you want to do in the future, I think you need to give yourself the answer. I said.
"Shall we go back to Beijing?" he asked again.
I didn't answer him, because I didn't know either.
In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I am really a little tired of Beijing.
The bean bag is completely healed, Luo Xiaotian has also found a home, and even Luo Xiaotian's unpopular son Luo Ziqian is now taken care of, but I suddenly lost the direction of my life.
On my first night back in Beijing, I had insomnia.
I told myself it was jet lag that I was losing sleep, but it wasn't. Because as long as I close my eyes, what flashes in front of me is the scene that happened between me and Gu Yixiao.
Beijing is a city I am all too familiar with, and most of what happened between me and him is also in this city, and I seem to have fallen into a situation where there is nowhere to escape.
One thing after another surfaced from the depths of my memory, making me more and more sober. Even, because of these good memories, because he once gave up his life for me, I have a delusion that he will not marry someone else.
Thinking of this, I couldn't sleep at all, so I got up from the bed and walked to the window.
Recently, the air quality has been good, and the night is clean and sultry. I stood by the window and looked out.
Not far from my house, there was a black car parked, the body of which was almost perfectly hidden in the shadows of the trees, and it was impossible to see what it was. But against the car door, there was a shimmer of a cigarette butt, which was particularly dazzling in the dark, flashing and bright.
I could tell it was a person smoking. I suddenly smiled in my heart, who is hiding in such a late night, hiding on a deserted path and smoking, the situation is similar to mine.
I basically don't smoke now, but after seeing the man smoking, I suddenly wanted to smoke, but after searching all over the room, there was not a single cigarette.
I suddenly remembered that when I was with Duan Jingchen, he threw away all my cigarettes, and told me solemnly that I was not allowed to smoke anymore, which was not good for my health. Now that I think about it, the way he looks with a straight face is quite cute.
I stood by the window for a while, feeling a little tired, and went back to bed. This time, it didn't take long for me to fall asleep in a daze.
When I woke up the next day, I was going to take the bean bags to Happy Valley as planned. He remembered it, and woke up as soon as he screamed. And he hugged the small schoolbag he had put away last night and said to me, "Mom, when can I go?"
I smiled: "After breakfast, do you want to eat what your mother made, or do you want to go out to eat?"
He threw himself into my arms: "Go out and eat, want to eat burgers." ”
The two of us went downstairs, got in the car, and as we drove past the place where the car was parked last night, I saw a large pile of cigarette butts on that field. Looks like the man smoked a lot last night.
I thought about it and shook my head, took the bean bag and went straight to McDonald's in front of my house for breakfast, and then rushed to Happy Valley.
I plan to stay in Beijing for a week and then take my children to Tibet and Qinghai. What's especially strange is that every night at one or two o'clock a guy pulls up to my door and leaves a pile of cigarette butts on the ground.
I'm a little out of breath, I'm afraid that the bad guys are squatting. However, after thinking about it, I don't seem to have anything worth thinking about now, except for a few money in my hand that is not rich, so I simply put my mind at ease.
In the evening, I made a special observation, and at one o'clock in the morning, the car came again, and after it stopped in the shadows, it began to smoke.
This time, I couldn't hold it back, got dressed, found a stick to defend myself with, and quietly went downstairs.
Pull open the door, and a cold wind blows in your face.
It's almost summer, and the nights are still quite cold.
I think I'm a little crazy, but it's not good to come down, so I throw the stick and run upstairs again.
Courageously, I walked towards the car.
In the dark, the smell of smoke was very strong.
"What are you doing?" a voice suddenly asked.
I was so frightened that the stick in my hand almost fell to the ground, and I turned around and hit a man.
As soon as I looked up, the familiar smell drilled into my nose.
This person is Gu Yixiao!
I was petrified all of a sudden, and he didn't accompany his newlywed wife, what did he do running downstairs to my house every day?