Although I know the definition of boyfriend, but I don't know what to do, Qi Jing often complains that I don't know how to please girls at all, I think of Bai Luoluo Every time she gets angry or cries, as long as she gives her a candy, she basically doesn't make trouble, and then she buys a candy for Qi Jing.

She was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed and said, "So you still want to please girls?

I squinted, I didn't listen to what she said at the time, I just felt that the smile was blinding. Then she threw the candy down the school building, and she ran down screaming, as if to pick it up.

I didn't care about her, I still stood in place, calm on the surface, but my heart was covered with hatred, my mother and I couldn't smile normally, why could you still show such a dazzling smile?

Why can people like you laugh so blindly?

She really went to pick up candy, and after picking it up, she peeled it off in front of me and then put it in her mouth, she looked down on many people, but in front of me, she only showed a lively, well-behaved and empathetic side.

I pretended not to know her true face, side by side with her, she would sometimes come to hold my hand, I avoided it in disgust, she looked aggrieved and wanted to cry, "If you don't hold hands, where is there a little bit of a couple?

I held back the nausea churning in my heart, let her hold hands, in and out together, even went to the cafeteria to sit together, when I went to the library to read, she also had to be with me, except for renting back and going to the toilet, I basically didn't have my own private space, and sometimes I wanted to give up the idea of using her to get revenge on that man. Because of being glued to her, I feel sick all the time. Especially when she's saying she likes me and loves me.

Didn't her father often say that to my mother? But then, how could anyone in their family be sincere?

But whenever she sees her with that man, she still can't help but continue like this.

The time I wanted to give up the most was when I was in my third year of high school, when Bai Luoluo was just a freshman in high school, I didn't expect that stupid person to be admitted to this school, it seems that her grades are also very good, but I haven't paid much attention to her learning problems.

On the day I met her for the first time in school, Qi Jing was pulling me and asking me to buy ice cream with her, and I happened to meet Bai Luoluo halfway, I thought she would come over to greet me as usual, but she stood a few steps away from me, looked at the two of us, only looked at it for a few seconds, and then looked away as if she didn't know me.

There was a boy and girl she didn't know next to her, but it seemed that their relationship was very good, and she turned her head and immediately started talking and laughing with the two of them. But they didn't see me......

Maybe she has new friends now, and she doesn't need me at all, Qin Jianghao is a superfluous existence to anyone.

But in my heart, I don't know why, but I am a little lost, and I am also a little annoyed, I don't know how to vent, so I can only pretend not to know her and pass by her.

"Do you know that girl just now?" Qi Jing asked me next to me.

"I don't know. I said coldly.

"Really?"

"Hmm. "With her character, if I say I know, I will definitely go to Bai Luoluo's stupid trouble. Even if that girl has no conscience, but between her and the person surnamed Qi, it is my private matter, and I still don't want to involve her.

He Bailuo was in school, or in a restaurant outside, and we had met many times, but we all pretended not to know each other like before, she had her relationship group, I had what I had to do, and then the distance between us became more and more distant.

When we get together again, we will no longer talk to each other pleasantly, and when we open our mouths, we will sneer at each other, and we don't know if we look at each other's unpleasant things, in short, we can't communicate well.

In the second semester of my junior year of high school, I found that she suddenly lost the people she used to have, and I didn't know what was wrong, and she began to be alone, no matter what she did, she was alone.

She is stupid, she can't do a lot of things well, sometimes she can't help but want to say a few words to her, but with a Qi Jing by her side, there is always no chance, and then the chance for me to talk to Bai Luoluo is almost zero.

Towards the end of his senior year of high school, the man finally learned that his daughter's boyfriend was the son of a woman he had abandoned before.

Then Thunder was furious and threatened me to stay away from his daughter, but I looked at him with a blank face, and when he didn't exist, it was better to be angry with him like that.

After knowing that he finally knew my identity, the flame of revenge that wanted to destroy everything burned.

Then I found someone to ruin his daughter's innocence, but I didn't leave him any evidence, just like when he designed my mother with Qin Ruofei, it was just an accident, damn it will always be just a hooligan, and the initiator behind it will never be investigated.

They've got people to help cover up the clues, and I'm ...... There are also yes.

"Isn't she your girlfriend?" asked Ouyang Fu, who helped me do this that day

"It's not. "I'm unequivocal.

"Stinky boy, he is so ruthless at a young age, and he will be able to mix in the road in the future. ”

“……”

"Your mother and I are also old classmates, so it's better for you to worship me as a godfather. "There was some hope in his eyes, maybe he thought that if I worshipped him as a godfather, he and my mother would have something.

"No, I can't. ”

"Why?"

"I don't need this kind of thing, the so-called father is just a title, it's useless, I want to worship you as a big brother. "I worshipped him as a godfather, the people of the Ouyang family know, and will they let my mother go?

"You should call me uncle by seniority. ”

"I have no relatives other than my mother, so why should I be of any generation?"

"Haha, you kid is quite arrogant, then I'll take you as a little brother, what do you want to do in the future, tell me, I'll help you." ”

"What I want to do in the future, I will do it myself, but I am not capable of doing it now, and I want to do it, and I ask my eldest brother to help cover some of it, and when I finish what I want to do, in the future, whether you want my life or someone else's life, I will do it for you, but what we did before, please don't tell my mother." ”

"Your mother, she still ......"

"If you want to see it for yourself, don't ask me. With that, I turned around and walked out of the private room, and in an alley far behind me, there was a faint cry for pain, but unfortunately, I didn't have a heart of compassion, so I couldn't hear anything at all.

From that day on, I never saw Qi Jing again, only that she went abroad and disappeared with the man.

At the end of the college entrance examination, I applied for C-university, and many people asked me why I chose C-university when I could have gone to a better school with my grades, and I didn't tell anyone the reason because they wouldn't understand me.

I just knew that if I stayed where I was, I would be able to wait for something

At the beginning of college, I was ostensibly working as a waiter in some restaurants or teahouses, but secretly I secretly followed Ouyang Fu's subordinates in China to work.

Many people may think this is cool, but only those who come into contact with it know how disgusting and disgusting some of the images are.

But every powerful person comes over like that, and if you want to bring down someone you can't even reach, you have to put in more effort than ordinary people.

I thought it was something, like a monkey all day long.

When you're busy, life is like a single stretch of stretch that stretches out and then springs back to its place. Every day in a state, there is basically nothing I want to do except what I should do.

The flame of hatred cannot be calmed in the heart. Then it gradually caused me insomnia, and light sleep. I only sleep two or three hours a day before waking up.

Occasionally stopped, suddenly time passed, my mother has begun to get old, her body is not as good as before, the girl who used to always follow me has also grown up, and she has a boyfriend.

Suddenly those dirty and bloody images came to mind, and a roommate suddenly called me and asked me to watch a video of a man and a woman naked...... In an instant, the anger came up, and he almost couldn't help kicking his computer.

It's also a little annoying to think that she will marry someone else, she is so stupid and lazy, and if she marries someone else in the future, she will definitely not have a good life.

Maybe it's because I think she has a bad eye, every time I see them together, I will be a little angry inexplicably, but this is her business after all, and it has nothing to do with me, if I embark on a bad road in the future. She is also to blame.

Forget it, don't bother to care about her, anyway, girls will marry someone else in the future, and if someone raises her, even if she can't be self-reliant, she won't starve to death.

She is also like crazy, suddenly put on some messy clothes, even the doorman doesn't want her to enter the school, from a distance, like an ugly monster, she herself may still think beautiful, from time to time she changes into strange clothes and wanders around the school, I want to report her affecting the city.

I also came to ask me if I wanted to join their cospy club, I blew her away with a straight face, and went back to check what cospy was, it turned out to be cosplay.

I've seen that boy, a little dumbfounded, I really don't know where he can be used as a choice for her husband in the future, Bai Luoluo's gaze is really short-sighted.

Sometimes I was very tired and wanted to stop, but when I closed my eyes a little, the nightmare that would come to report day and night reminded me that I couldn't sleep, that comfort did not belong to me, and that my grandfather held my hand tightly before he died, and the appearance that he wanted to say something but couldn't say a word often wandered in my head and couldn't sleep all night.

Tui Ji friendly book, "Get Restless, Miss Dong" is a book to read, not bad.