(Cat flutter Chinese) Si Chen's proposal was casually fooled by me, some things are enough like this, the time has not come, or it may not feel that it has arrived.

At the end of the day, I'm a little bit of a coward.

I'm just cowardly, on the surface, I'm not afraid of being majestic, but in fact, it's just to hide the cowardice in my bones.

And Si Chen is like a personal life mentor, turning on the switch of my body and soul step by step.

Well, it may be a bit exaggerated to say this, but after the recording, he said something that made me sigh for a long time, he said that good music is like drugs, which makes people obsessed, in fact, good love is also like this, both tempting and dangerous.

And I, as a senior coward, see more danger.

Si Chen doesn't have his own band yet, so I can't be his lead singer, and he said that he might concentrate on learning piano according to his mother's idea. I said he would be an artist in the future, and he said he might be a piano teacher.

Si Chen said that his dream was to be an ordinary person, and he asked me, "What about you?"

In fact, I also have my own dreams, speaking of a dream of a special turtle, I want to be a star, the kind of person who stands on the stage and sings, there are many fans in the audience, surrounded by flowers and screams.

I said, "I want to be a star, I want to open a concert." ”

He smiled and put his arm around my shoulder, "Then I'll definitely listen." ”

That's pretty much it, Si Chen will still find me to listen to songs together, I don't think I can finish listening to his whole wall of CDs even if I give them a whole year, and when I want to buy fruit, I will call him a coolie. In fact, I also understand why girls have to have boyfriends when they grow up, and the watermelons I took a lot of effort to get are easy for him, as if the bag with three watermelons in his hand is empty.

Also, they can even hold people.

We also watched a movie together, and when we went to Uncle Zhang's to pick up a disc, he gave a pirated copy of "Titanic".

Then we watched it together, Si Chen moved the DVD player to his room, and the two of us sat on the floor and leaned on the bed to watch. This posture is actually quite uncomfortable, but you can't lie on the bed and watch it, I'm a little flustered, in fact, if I change Qi Xiang, I will definitely let me lie down with him directly, in his eyes, it's not a big deal.

Si Chen pushed me, "Distracted?"

"Nope!"

My explanation was quite pale, and Si Chen squinted at me, clearly guessing what I was thinking. The scene where Jack painted a portrait of Rose happened to be on the TV, and I really didn't dare to look at Rose's naked appearance, and then I turned my head, but Si Chen stared at the TV.

I don't know if I'm moving too much, but he suddenly turned his head.

The two of us just look at me, I look at you, it's embarrassing, Si Chen frowned and his throat trembled, and ordered in a calm tone, "Look." ”

I nodded submissively, "Oh." ”

In fact, there are a lot of things I don't understand in this film, such as the part where the two of them are in the car, of course, I still understood later, but I really didn't understand it at the time, so I saw a lot of gas on the car window, and then Rose's hand was on the glass and scratched down a little bit.

It's quite a struggle.

I asked Si Chen, "What are they doing?"

It's no wonder that the high school students of our era are still too simple, to be precise, the girls are relatively simple, and all the things that they boys should understand and shouldn't understand are secretly figured out by themselves, and some of them even practiced it early.

For example, Si Chen, he understands it very well.

He looked at me, his eyelids twitching.

Si Chen is an old driver, he kissed me.

In this summer vacation, we have also had a few ambiguous encounters, such as almost holding hands, such as almost kissing.

I am an undetermined person, I obviously like Qi Xiang, but I met Si Chen when I fell out of love. We know what such a meeting means.

Sometimes I despise myself.

I wonder if I'm going to like my boss if I go on like this. Listening to songs together, shopping for dishes together, Si Chen and I have a lot of common hobbies, and he will do a lot of things that I admire very much.

Back to Si Chen's kiss on me, he actually kissed me quite lightly, if I wasn't happy to push him away at any time.

As for me, I'm a little nervous, a little scared, and the most important thing is Meng. This was my first kiss, although he was almost slept by Qi Xiang last time, he never kissed me at all. Some people say that they will kiss someone if they like him, and then I also thought that Qi Xiang had touched me like this and that, but he didn't kiss me, which proves that he doesn't like me.

Then I realized that there are several stages to kissing. At first, it was just lips and lips together, and then Si Chen dragged the back of my head, and I was still blindsided for a while, and inexplicably he sent his tongue in. It didn't feel strange at all, it was soft, even a little weird.

Si Chen kissed me, his body would inevitably lean forward, I habitually leaned back, and he reached out to take me back and hugged me very tightly. I was picked up by him and placed on my lap, and I felt a chill on my back.

When Si Chen played the piano, I paid attention to his fingers, which were very good-looking, in fact, most of the people who played the piano were very good-looking, and I even thought that I might like this person just by showing me his hands. But when he touched my clothes with his fingers, I felt bad.

I pushed Si Chen away with all my might, and he shook his head and let go of his hand completely. I felt guilty when he looked at me, but I ran away anyway without changing my shoes.

I haven't met Si Chen since that day, and he has called me a few times, but I have politely distanced myself from him. Then he stopped pestering, and the two of us went back to where we were.

In fact, the moment Si Chen touched me, I thought of two things. One is that when I saw him and Ding Mengyang together in the study room, I would think that he was just like me playing. I still think that when Qi Xiang touched me like that, I would feel that I was ashamed and casual to be caught between them like this.

If you want to fall in love, I don't think that person can be Qi Xiang or Si Chen.

I was going back to school a week before school started, and the day I got back to school happened to be my birthday. Isn't this the first birthday of high school, and no one will know if you don't deliberately mention it, if someone knows, it is that time Qi Xiang asked me in KTV, and he said that he wanted to celebrate my birthday.

However, Qi Xiang didn't come back to school, and he should still be in L City at this time. Si Chen didn't come either, in fact, I was afraid that the meeting would be embarrassing before, but it was much easier.

I thought that this day would be spent safely, but I was caught by Zhao Xiaochuan as soon as I got out of the classroom.

Zhao Xiaochuan was determined to celebrate my birthday, and after my various polite and impolite, gentle and ungentle refusals, he told me the truth.

Zhao Xiaochuan said: "I will leave in a few days. ”

I didn't understand a little and asked him, "Transfer?"

He said: "Sort of, my dad saw that my grades were not good and there was no hope for me to be admitted to university, so he let me go to a sports school to continue practicing martial arts." ”

I nodded: "That's good, I'll go straight to the university." ”

"Chen Xiang, are you pretending to be stupid, I mean we may not see each other in the future. Zhao Xiaochuan was still quite disappointed, he said: "Let me accompany you for your birthday today, and you will practice it for me." ”

I relented and agreed.

In fact, it's not exaggerated that I can't see it, it's just that the sports school Zhao Xiaochuan is going to is not in the city, and he may only come back during the winter and summer vacations, or he may have to practice during the winter and summer vacations, and after he is really estranged, I don't have confidence that I will agree when he meets me again. And he really isn't the kind of person who will mess around, otherwise he wouldn't not come to me for a summer vacation, just waiting for this time.

I thought about it, I felt a little sorry for him, to be exact, I sympathized with him.

Zhao Xiaochuan took me to a newly opened hotel, originally he was going to open a private room, but the new hotel business was too good, and there was no room for it without booking in advance, so the two of us sat in the lobby.

It was an exaggeration for two people to sit at a table of eight people, and he ordered a large cake in front of me, and he carefully planted seventeen candles, so that everyone who passed by would look at it.

Suddenly, I heard my name being called.

"Xiangxiang, are you called Chen Xiang? ”

I looked at the girl in front of me, and I was really a little confused. I'm pretty sure I've never met her, and I can't afford to be familiar with her.

But I quickly guessed who she was, because the boy who came from behind naturally hooked the girl's shoulder, "You ran away without paying attention for a while?"

The mature girl turned her face very shyly, "I saw your classmate, she is the Chen Xiang you said, right?"

Qi Xiang only froze when he saw me, and quickly nodded.

He said, "What a coincidence. ”

The mature girl pushed Qi Xiang away and came to my side, "My name is Lu Yan, I am Qi Xiang's girlfriend, it's a pleasure to meet you." ”

I grinned dryly, "Hello." ”

Lu Yan saw the cake on our table, and asked again: "Are you on your birthday today?" Why don't you come with us, we have booked a private room, and some of Qi Xiang's friends in L City, let's have fun together." ”

"I don't need to. ”

I was quite powerless to refuse, this girl named Lu Yan had already made me very overwhelmed, and what was even worse was that Qi Xiang also said after sweeping his eyes between me and Zhao Xiaochuan: "Let's come together." ”

When Qi Xiang spoke, Lu Yan had already dragged the cake and walked to the box, and the high heels she was wearing were unstable when she walked fast, and the cake almost fell to the ground.

Zhao Xiaochuan, this kid is really simple, at this time, he was completely concerned about his carefully prepared cake, and chased to Lu Yan's side to help her get it.

Qi Xiang watched quietly, and when Lu Yan and the others entered the box, Qi Xiang walked up to me and looked at me a little seriously.

I took a step back and felt my bag on the chair. When he was about to leave, he fished him back.

Qi Xiang and I pulled it very close, frowned and looked at it for a long time, and finally came to a conclusion, "You still wear makeup?"

It was an accident, we just passed by a shopping mall, and Zhao Xiaochuan said he wanted to buy me a gift. I refused to ask for a gift, but I was pulled over by a cosmetics counter for an event, and I was put on a full makeup as a demonstration.

Qi Xiang looked at me a little unhappily, probably thinking that I was wearing makeup specially for a date with Zhao Xiaochuan.

Just let him misunderstand, I still want to go. My resistance made Qi Xiang's attitude tougher, he insisted that I go in, threatening, "If you don't go in, I'll carry you in." ”

At first, I didn't believe what he said, his girlfriend was inside, and the ghost believed that Qi Xiang dared to mess around at this time, but he just caught my weakness.

He said, "If you don't go in, I promise he's coming out sideways." ”

Horizontal, at most, he will be dizzy, but tomorrow Zhao Xiaochuan will leave to report to the sports school, what if he delays the business? It is really not authentic to leave him alone here.

I'm always not resolute enough, or in front of Qi Xiang, I'm an existence that is easy to pinch, and the weaker I am, the more handy I am at bullying, and I really can't be tough.

He still habitually came to pull my wrist when we walked together, and I dodged it.

Qi Xiang looked down at the empty place and threw me a stinky face, I pretended not to see the door of the box that walked in front of him to push the box.

Except for Zhao Xiaochuan and Lu Yan, who had just met, none of them sat in the room that I knew, and there were only two empty seats next to each other.

It's not appropriate for me to sit between Lu Yan and Qi Xiang, so I can only let Qi Xiang be in the middle. There were just two of us girls in the box, and Qi Xiang had a feeling of hugging left and right.

It can be seen that Qi Xiang is a very authoritative existence among them, and others call him and Lu Yan by his brother and sister-in-law.

Therefore, Lu Yan has long been recognized by his friends.

Those boys didn't dare to joke about Lu Yan, so they kept asking me all kinds of questions, exaggerating and directly saying that I was Qi Xiang's little daughter-in-law in S City.

At that time, it was popular for boys to have no discipline, and it was not strange for everyone to have a girlfriend in their hometown and have a relationship at school.

Qi Xiang smiled faintly and did not explain.

There are two possibilities, which he doesn't think matters, or that the trust between him and his girlfriend is strong enough to withstand such a joke.

But looking at Lu Yan and his intimacy, Qi Xiang's group of friends have completely different attitudes, it is obviously the second type.

Zhao Xiaochuan and I are outsiders in their eyes, so I simply don't look for a sense of existence to explain it.

Anyway, Qi Xiang won't take special care of me, Zhao Xiaochuan thought, but he couldn't get by. I heard that after my birthday, those boys took turns to toast me, and Zhao Xiaochuan found an opportunity to come out for me, but he was the first to be poured down.

I watched a little helplessly, ready to clean up the mess.

On the other side, Qi Xiang was carefully picking fish bones for Lu Yan, and Lu Yan took the green pepper in her bowl to Qi Xiang, and Qi Xiang actually ate them all.

Obediently, I really haven't seen Qi Xiang so easy-going, but there have been a few times when he has given me all the things he doesn't like, and he can't be a picky eater.

Although it is well concealed on the surface, it is still sad in the heart.

I went over and called Zhao Xiaochuan to tell him that it was time for us to go. He was already drunk, and he ignored my words completely, just holding a wine bottle and waving his paws indiscriminately and saying that it was done.

When he saw that it was me, he threw the bottle and wanted to hug me.

I found an excuse to go out and avoid it, but I was actually in a daze in the aisle of the dressing room.

In fact, I felt quite guilty when I watched Qi Xiang and Lu Yan together.

From the beginning, I felt that Qi Xiang had a girlfriend, but even then I couldn't help myself from liking him. Qi Xiang lied to me in this matter, but then again, the two of us are half a catty.

I deluded myself into thinking that if he didn't tell me, I hadn't seen him, then this girlfriend just didn't exist. But now this girlfriend is in front of me. I like other people's boyfriends, and I almost got this and that with him, and I feel so guilty.

On the other hand, if someone likes my boyfriend, I want to kill her, regardless of whether she is unrequited or not.

Then Qi Xiang suddenly appeared.

When I reacted, he had already dragged me into the men's bathroom.

After entering, Qi Xiang locked the door, and I looked at the small lattice with open doors next to me, and he glared at me, "No one." ”

What's the matter, he can pull me in even if no one is there?

Qi Xiang asked me what was going on today.

I was confused, what was going on, didn't I just come to dinner and ran into them, I looked up at his not very friendly gaze, and then I was stunned, and I said, "Do you think I came to see you and your girlfriend show affection on purpose? or do you think I want to destroy you? Don't worry, I don't have that kind of thought." ”

Qi Xiang raised his eyes and looked at me, as if he was thinking, and asked again, "What's the matter with Zhao Xiaochuan?"

"Eat, what can it be. Then I remembered that Qi Xiang and his girlfriend were like at the table just now, and I felt a little unhappy, I said: "What's the matter with you and your girlfriend, Zhao Xiaochuan and I are all about it, he celebrates my birthday." ”

Qi Xiang was unhappy, "On a date, I also put on makeup, I've never seen such an ugly one." ”

He didn't just talk about it, he wiped all the makeup off my face.

I was rubbed by his fingers so painfully, I subconsciously tried to hide and struggle, he funly pinched my wrist, suddenly turned his face over, looked at it lightly, and then closed his eyes.

He's going to kiss me.

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