I'm not an orphan, but I grew up without a mom or dad......

My mother was forcibly taken over at the same age as a flower, and the reputation of broken shoes soon spread throughout the village, and no one wanted to marry her. With the idea of breaking the jar and breaking it, she directly rolled up the cover and lived with the person who raped her - this person is my dad!

The year I was born was at the height of family planning, and because I wasn't a boy, my parents threw me away without hesitation, and it was my grandmother who pulled me out of the garbage heap.

From the moment I came back, I could only call my parents my aunt and uncle.

My uncle likes to gamble, and every time he loses a bet, he drinks alcohol, and when he drinks too much, he drags his aunt to the West Inghouse to make a loud noise, and he often loses, so I often hear my aunt covering her mouth and crying.

My uncle-in-law is a foreigner, and he never said that he would take my mother back to his hometown, and when he lost all of them, he would rummage through the cabinets to find money, and if he couldn't find money, he would beat my aunt and beat me, and many of the scars on my body have not healed until now.

Fortunately, I still have my grandmother, who has always loved me and loved me, every time my uncle-in-law beats me, my grandmother desperately snatches me back from him, if it weren't for my grandmother, I'm afraid I would have been beaten to death.

However, the only grandmother in the world who loves me and loves me is now leaving me......

When the farm was busy, I took a few days off to go home and help with the wheat harvest. In order to provide for me to go to school, my grandmother planted three acres of wheat, but my aunt never helped to plant the fields, and my uncle could not count on it, although in the countryside, harvesters have been very common, but to ask for a harvester, it costs 200 yuan, and my grandmother is reluctant......

My grandmother and I withstood the scorching sun, it took three whole days to finish harvesting the wheat, these days, my grandmother's face is very bad, I asked her several times, but she always said it's okay, it's just hot, just drink more water......

The wheat had to be spread out on cement to dry when it was returned home, and it was dried enough to be sold for money.

On the first day, my grandmother couldn't do it, she was sweating all the time, her face was pale and pale, and she was clenching her teeth and covering her stomach with her hands......

I was so anxious that I burst into tears, and I ran to the hospital with my grandmother on my back.

The doctor inquired about my grandmother's condition and after a brief examination, pulled me out. Tell me that my grandmother has something in her stomach, and as for whether it is benign or malignant, she needs to go to a major hospital for further examination as soon as possible......

I just felt like the sky was falling, and I couldn't stop crying...... Early the next morning, I took my grandmother to the city hospital for a check-up, and it turned out to be stomach cancer, which was already in the middle stage.

"It's best to have surgery, and if you recover well, the survival rate of more than five years is still very high. The doctor looked at what my grandmother and I were wearing, and told me directly, "You have to prepare hundreds of thousands of yuan first, and you can recover sooner if you are hospitalized early, and it is useless to have surgery if this disease is delayed for a long time." ”

That's an astronomical amount for us, and I relied on student loans to go to college, and my family was already so poor that I couldn't afford it.

My grandmother refused to be hospitalized, and when I went back, my eyes were red from crying, and she kept sighing: "At this age, if you die, you will die, don't waste money." Xixi, I just can't bear you, what will you do if I leave?"

As she spoke, she turned her back to tears, sweat dripping down her forehead.

When I think that I won't even have my grandmother to rely on in the future, I feel like the sky is falling.

But when we got home, we found that the wheat at the door was gone, and when we asked my aunt, I found out that my uncle-in-law had lost all the money and sold the wheat at a discount!

"Auntie, my grandmother has cancer, waiting for the money to save her life, will you give it back to me?" I knelt down in front of her and hugged her for the first time, my whole body trembled with anxiety, and tears and snot poured out.

"He took it to gamble, what can I do?"

I didn't hear anything said in the end, and I couldn't see the road clearly from crying, but I still ran as fast as I could, and found the place where my brother-in-law used to gamble. I choked up and couldn't speak, and knelt in front of him and kowtowed.

He felt very embarrassed, so he raised his foot and kicked me: "Give me a dead distance!"

"Uncle, my grandmother has cancer, you can borrow some money for me to save her, I will make money to pay you back when I graduate, uncle, I beg you. ”

The uncle-in-law threw the cards in his hand on the table, and shouted angrily: "If you don't play, you won't play, it's all because you're crying and causing Lao Tzu to lose money! I don't have any of them, so I'm borrowing a fart! Lao Tzu still wants to find someone to borrow money!"

I was desperate, maybe our family was too poor, and I didn't have any relatives who moved around since I was a child.

At that time, I had no self-esteem at all, and I went from house to house kowtowing to borrow money.

But as the saying goes, emergency is not poor, although my grandmother's illness is in a hurry to use money, but we are poor, so that I knelt around and only got a handful of bits and pieces, a total of less than 1,000 yuan......

When she borrowed it to Aunt Tian Hua's house next door, she sighed and said that my grandmother was pitiful.

I knelt down in front of her with a puff: "Auntie, you can lend me some money, the doctor said that grandma's illness can be saved by surgery sooner!"

Aunt Tian Hua is a good person, she rummaged through the cabinets and found 1,000 yuan and stuffed it for me, I was grateful, knelt on the ground and kowtowed.

Looking at me like this, Aunt Tian Hua's eyes were also red, looking at me, she wanted to speak several times, and finally gritted her teeth and said to me: "Child, actually...... It's not that there's no way at all, it's just that I'm too wronged by you. ”

"No, don't be wronged, please tell me, as long as I can save my grandmother, let me do anything......" I hugged Aunt Tian's leg and cried bitterly.

Aunt Tian introduced me to surrogacy, she had given a surrogacy to a rich person once, gave birth to a boy, and earned more than 100,000 yuan at once, and we all thought she was working in other places that year. But she felt that I shouldn't do this at the age of flowers, and I wouldn't be able to marry in the future, so she hesitated.

I kowtowed to her without saying a word, and she responded in embarrassment when she cried until she was dizzy: "Xixi, you can't blame me in the future." ”

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