I froze in place, the man was so disgusting, so filthy, I could never forget the scene in front of me for the rest of my life, and several times, when I woke up in the middle of the night, I would wake up from a nightmare. ¤八¤八¤Read¤Book,.☆.←o

The two people on the bed, the moment the door was opened, also stiffened into fossils, out of human instinct, the two people let out a scream, a woman-like scream is particularly poignant.

Listening to such a scream, I couldn't control myself anymore, I opened my eyes, Brother Ming came back to his senses, panicked, he put on his pants in a panic, and he didn't even have time to put on his clothes, so he hurriedly ran over. He grabbed my hand, I seemed to be entangled in a cobra, hurriedly shook off my hand, and took several steps back, until my back hit the wall hard, there was no way back, leaning against the wall, looking at him vigilantly, sternly yelling "Don't touch me, dirty!"

My mind came to the picture of him lying on the bed just now, Brother Ming like that, I have never seen it, in my memory, he is always very gentle, even if I stripped naked and climbed into his bed, he didn't touch me and said that I should leave the first time on the wedding night, it was all a lie, he didn't love me at all, he didn't love women at all, but men.

This kind of truth blows more thoroughly and painfully than he loves another woman, if another woman is lying on the bed, at least I still convince myself that he has loved himself, he has feelings for himself, but it has faded later, and he doesn't love it, don't people say that there is a three-year itch?

But now I can't even find a lie to deceive myself.

Brother Ming knew that I was angry and stopped approaching me, he looked at me worriedly and said, "I'm sorry Shuangshuang, I didn't really mean to deceive you....."

After the sorrow came, the panic, the heartache, the anxiety, the anger carried the devastating sadness, and I said angrily, "What else do you want to say? You are not sincere, don't you love him? You are here to make money? Do you want to lie to me again?"

I covered my ears and didn't want to listen to it anymore, I used to see the rape scene in the TV series, and I always wanted to step forward and slap the man, but when it really happened to me, I was instigated.

"No, the person he loves is me, Brother Ming and I are really in love, he just sees that you have a pitiful background and can't bear to tell you, I willingly hide myself for him and not appear in front of you. Now that you've discovered our relationship, I don't need to hide anymore, and we'll be together openly in the future. "The slender man, dressed slowly and with big wavy red hair, walked towards me.

I stared at the two people in front of me, in fact, my emotional intelligence is not high, plus my emotions are about to collapse, I can't calm down, and I can't control my anger, I raised my head, and the mean, vicious words came out, "You are a bunch of perverts, gay guys, why don't you die of AIDS." ”

Usually I don't hate homosexuality, after all, in the words of a certain celebrity, they just fall in love with the person who is the same gender as themselves, but their deception and concealment hurt me. They love whoever they love, and they don't care about me, why do they lie to me, why do they hide from me?

Because I have a poor background? I don't have my father's pain, I don't have my mother's love, so you use this lie to deceive me? I want to cry, but I begin to realize what it is like to have tears dry up. Who can understand that I am always looking forward to marrying him, and I am wholeheartedly good to him, but what is the result in return?

I turned around and strode out, and he didn't stop me. Anan reached out and grabbed my hand, stopped me, and said to me angrily, "You just let go of this dog man and woman, not the dog man and man, if I were you, I would go up and raise my hand to slap them." ”

I raised my eyes to look at Anan's unworldly eyes, which were so clear that they were breathtaking. It is a pair of eyes that have not experienced vicissitudes of life, and they have to be windy since birth, and they will only have rain and rain. I felt a wave of anger rise from my chest, and I stared at Anan and yelled, "I don't need you to take care of my affairs." ”

My emotions had completely collapsed, my voice was loud, my fists were clenched at my sides and trembling faintly, ready to punch someone. Anan was stunned and looked at me puzzled.

I shook off her hand and sprinted forward without looking back. Yes, according to her temperament, she didn't understand why I yelled at her, all out of good interest to me, but she didn't care about my feelings, and simply uncovered my scars, revealing the rotten flesh, the heart-rending pain, it came too directly, and I couldn't bear it.

I rushed out of the hospital, my mind was in a state of confusion, numb with the crowd walking, Anan grabbed me from behind, and pulled me down the less crowded path. She said with grievances, "Shuangshuang, you are angry, but I am also for your good, we are good friends, my only good friend." ”

My heart tightened, and I sneered and took two steps back, at this time I was a hedgehog with thorns on it, and no matter who it was, I would pierce it fiercely.

"Are we good friends? Have you ever seen a lady with a "jinv"? You just see me pitiful and sympathize with me, for example, you sympathize with the stray cats and dogs on the street, and I am not much different from them. It's just that I can speak, I'm a bit of an advanced animal. "I spoke my truest thoughts.

Anan grabbed my hand and desperately denied it, "Shuangshuang, I told you that this is not the case, I really regard you as a friend, and you are different from them." You know what? They laugh at me and praise me, but they all value my dad's money and power, but you are different, I know that you also regard me as a friend, how can I treat you as a pet? Even if I want people to be pets, it won't be you!"

"Anan, you are wrong, in fact, I also value the money in your pocket, the first to start, I took a fancy to you to give me delicious food, and you will give me things. You're too radiant, too sharp, and you're not easy to get along with at all. "At such moments, my mind can't control it, and my mouth can't control it.

"You'll never understand what Brother Ming is to me, even if it's a dream, even if I know that he lied to me, I want to continue to deceive myself, and now you've shattered all my dreams, you've had everything since you were a child, you won't understand the thoughts of people like me....."

Bang! Anan raised her hand and hit me fiercely, she was also angry, her hand was very strong, my ears were buzzing, I snorted and laughed, "Good fight, in the eyes of your eldest lady, people like me are cheap, they are hopelessly cheap, are you satisfied?"

I covered my face and stopped the taxi and got in, and the driver asked me where I was going, and for a while, I didn't know where I was going and where I should go. The city is so big that I can't find a place to stay, and no one is waiting for my return.

The car went around, the number of taxis kept rising, and when the car passed through Xincun, I wanted to go home, although my mother didn't care about me, and my sister looked down on me, but they were my relatives after all, and the place where there were relatives should be considered home!

I got out of the car and stuffed the money to the driver. I didn't dare to appear in front of my family in the open, so I had to hide in the corner and watch the shop. The shop was rebuilt, and the old shop was a tiled house, which would leak rain on rainy days.

I saw my stepfather sitting in front of the shop, and every time I walked by a woman in the alleyway, he would stare at them, and that kind of squinting look made me tremble and dare not go back.

I heard my mother's call, "It's time to eat!"

The stepfather replied displeasedly, "Why are you screaming so loudly? Lao Tzu is not deaf again." ”

With that, he stood up and walked into the room. I can fully imagine that there are three dishes and one soup in front of the humble dinner table, and no matter how many people there are, my mother will make three dishes and one soup, just how much is the amount. I think my mother must love her stepfather very much, to the core.

I don't understand why my mother fell in love with a vulgar and obscene man like my stepfather, not only me, but even many people are puzzled, my mother is extremely beautiful, even if she is now in her forties and has given birth to three children, she is still good-looking, better than the women in the alley.

I sighed peacefully, the room was quiet, and I could only watch as a spectator at the full moon performed by others.

I turned around and walked back, alone, and soon came to the old house. The old house was a small manor, and it was said that a wealthy man lived there, but later everyone moved away and was abandoned, and the house was in ruins.

When I was a child, I was curious about the manor, but there were still security guards at that time, and now the new village is being rebuilt and the security guards are gone.

I don't know what happened to me, maybe there was still a trace of childlike innocence, I secretly climbed up the tree, climbed in from the guardrail, unknown wild flowers were trampled on the soles of my feet, surrounded by dry grass as high as my chest, and not far ahead, there was an antique ancient building, blue curtains swaying slightly in the wind.

I brushed aside the wild grass in front of me and walked towards the small building. It was only a dozen paces away, but the crazy plants were like a tangled net under my feet, and I walked slowly, and my fingers were cut open by the thin blades of grass.

With great difficulty, I came to the dilapidated house, trying to see the inside through the closed window.

At this moment, the blue curtains were slowly opened, and a person stood under the exquisite flower lintel, quietly looking at me outside the building.