I heard that Rong Yunxi was particularly beautiful when she died, and her death scene was carefully arranged. Her room was full of roses, and the bed floor was covered with rose petals. And she put on makeup and wore a white wedding dress and lay quietly in the sea of flowers.

The cause of her death was the ingestion of a large amount of sleeping pills, which was discovered by the hourly worker who was in charge of cleaning the Rong family. When it was found, it was already dead. Next to her, there was a suit. It was tailor-made for Xue Yihuai, and she still had such thoughts until she died.

Even though she desperately said that she hated him that day, she loved him in her heart after all. Without love, where does hate come from?

Nian Nian didn't know what Xue Yihuai was and what she felt, but she thought that more or less guilt was inevitable. On the day of the funeral, Xue Yihuai was silent for a long time. When Jin Nan came back, he tried to avoid mentioning Xue Yihuai, for fear that he would feel uncomfortable.

In fact, Nian Nian saw it very openly, and she didn't know why her mentality had suddenly changed. Yi Ze's influence on her is to infiltrate unconsciously, like spring rain moisturizing things. Before she knew it, she had been assimilated by him without knowing it.

Nian Nian thought that this was the case, and she had to hurry back to Knins. After all, breast milk cannot be replaced by milk powder, but Yu Wen disagrees. It's not that she, who is a grandmother, doesn't care about her grandson, but she is thinking that she is weak and should have done a good job of confinement, but her health is even worse when she comes back these days.

Yu Wen thought about it, let Nian Nian recuperate at home for two days. Two days later, the first seven days of He Zhiyan also passed. She went to Kenins with Nian Nian, and made up for Nian Nian over there. Jin Nan agrees very much, and now that the pangolins have not been caught, it means that they are still in danger.

Xue Yihuai was already ready to leave to join Bai Yiming, and it was a good thing for their mother and daughter to leave Cangning at this time.

Nian Nian also agreed, and poured chicken soup every day for the past two days, but she was tired of it: "Mom, this chicken soup is tired enough, can't you add some salt to me?"

Yu Wen said very seriously: "You can't eat salt during confinement! Your food has been without salt for the past few days, so you can bear with it! After a while, I will put a little salt on you, and we will go step by step." ”

Recipes without salt are really like chewing wax.

In the evening, Xue Yihuai came. He had come to say goodbye, and he didn't bother to say anything in his room. Yu Wen pushed him into the room, and Nian Nian had to face it if he didn't want to.

"You're leaving? Be careful yourself. By the way, are your injuries better? When you go over there, you must also remember that you are a wounded person, so don't rush to the front in everything. Nian Nian suddenly found that after becoming a mother, she seemed to have become a little verbose, which was really not a good thing.

Xue Yihuai smiled and sat on the side of her bed: "When all these storms and rains have passed, can you still come back to me?" If he hadn't asked this before, but when he heard her talk about Yi Ze in the car that day, he began to become unconfident.

Nian Nian didn't speak, she wasn't sure. In his heart, what kind of position he is, she has never been sure from the past to the present.

"Actually, I think it's good that we're like this now, aren't we? I don't want to guess what you're thinking, and you don't have to struggle, isn't it nice for us to just say goodbye to an old friend?"

Xue Yihuai lowered his eyes: "I forgot, you will change." In the past you didn't have many options, now I let you choose. I can tell that you are having a good time with him, at least you have no scruples or suspicions. Is he really good to you? If so, then ...... Just stay with him!"

Nian Nian closed the book in his hand: "What are you...... Really?"

Xue Yihuai turned around: "Half and half." Sort of, a true lie. ”

Nian Nian chuckled: "Are you planning to let go completely and let me be free? Even if I take your son and call someone else's father?" Xue Yihuai, whom she knows, should be so domineering that he doesn't allow such a thing to happen! Is he also changing? What has time changed?

Xue Yihuai took a breath and covered his heart: "Don't say it, I feel very uncomfortable when I think of this stubble." I'm not trying to say that I'm actually very generous. ”

Nian Nian sneered: "This kind of thing can also be described as generosity? Okay, then I will thank Mr. Xue for his generosity." There's nothing to say, you should go back early!" I had just been serious for a few minutes, and suddenly I was broken. The clouds and mountains are covered in fog, and he can't always see his pupils clearly, nor can he see through his heart.

He stood up and hesitated at the door: "Niannian, you will feel better if you leave me, I won't force you." Just one thing I've always wanted to tell you. Although it still doesn't look so good now. But I'm afraid that if I don't talk about it now, I won't have the opportunity to say it again in the future. ”

He turned his face to look at her, his expression was very serious and serious: "Niannian, this is the second time I have said this to you. Last time you only thought I was joking, but this time I'm serious about telling you, so you're going to be fine. I won't say it a third time, because I don't like to say it, I prefer to show it in action. ”

Nian Nian looked at him in a daze, he had said so much that she really couldn't remember what it was.

"You say, I'll listen. ”

He smiled slightly: "I love you." This is the second time I say it, and I think it will be the last. ”

Nian Nian paused: "The last time...... Is this irresponsible after teasing?"

He shook his head: "I said, I don't like to say such things, I prefer to show it with actions." But I think I owe you that sentence all along. I don't know if it's a little late, but I mean it. Not sympathy, not for the sake of children, this sentence is just a sentence that I wanted to say for a long time but could not say. Believe it or not, it's all my sincerity. ”

He turned away, leaving Nian Nian silent in the room.

His words undoubtedly made her calm heart and threw a big stone.

Ning Rushan's phone call interrupted her entanglement: "The doctor said that the baby's condition has stabilized, and you can do without the incubator tomorrow." I said, have you figured out the child's name? Xue Yihuai doesn't have any suggestions?"

From knowing the existence of this child to the present, the person who cares most about the child's name is probably Yi Ze. Her father had also drawn up several names, but in the end he had rejected them all. Before he could decide on a name, he had already left, and he didn't even have time to take a look at his grandson's face.

Nian Nian sighed: "I haven't thought about it yet." By the way, how is Yi Ze doing? Did you go to see him for me?"

Ning Rushan was a little slurred: "He...... Just like that, there was no big improvement. Let's talk about the child's name! The formalities for returning to China for the child must be completed, and there must be a name. ”

Nian Nian rubbed his temples: "Yi Ze is most worried about the child's name, why don't you ask him?"

Ning Rushan paused again: "That Yi Ze is not in good health, don't bother him with this kind of thing that needs to use his brain." Otherwise, choose one of the few names that my uncle has drawn up!"

Nian Nian finally realized that Ning Rushan was a little eager to cover up, and when she talked about Yi Ze, she always wanted to jump over: "Shanshan, you tell me honestly, Yi Ze is ...... Is he ......" is almost dying, but she can't say anything.

What's going on lately, the people around me are running to another world one by one. Is this the season of separation? I feel bad in my heart.

Ning Rushan hesitated: "Nian Nian, he ...... It's not good, indeed. He won't let me tell you, and he wants you not to go back to Knins again, and not to go to him again. Niannian, are you listening?"

The mobile phone fell on the side of the bed, and Nian Nian panicked. Yi Ze, didn't you say that you would go to climb Yufeng Mountain together? Didn't you say okay, wait for me to go back?

When she left Knins, she had already seen a lot of hair on his pillow, and she should have been prepared. It's just that I've been deceiving myself all this time.

Thoughts are buried in their knees, and their hearts are mixed......

After the first seven days, Jin Nan personally sent the mother and daughter to the plane. From a long distance, she kept thinking about Yi Ze from a height of 10,000 meters. The panic in her heart seems to hint at something bad about her. She tried to call Yi Ze and Uncle Ming, but no one answered.

"Okay, Niannian, you don't think about it. The level of medical care over there is high, and it will be fine. "Yu Wengang has experienced the pain of losing her husband, and she knows too well what kind of pain it is.

Nian Nian nodded, but he couldn't let go of his eyebrows. Yu Wen looked at her daughter and asked, "Niannian, you honestly tell your mother that you ...... Are you really in love with Yi Ze?" she admitted that Yi Ze was indeed a rare person, but he was just too good to say that God couldn't wait to take him away.

She had just experienced this kind of pain, and she really didn't want her daughter to be like her.

Niannian was silent for a long time, and she also asked herself many times in her heart. But in the end, even I was helpless: "It's very easy to be with him." We don't quarrel, we occasionally get into trouble and hurt each other. The way we get along is like a pair of old friends who are so familiar that they can't be more familiar. It was very comfortable to be with him, and there were no worries. ”

Yu Wen frowned: "So, you are really ......"

Nian Nian shook his head: "No matter how good it feels, it's not love." He and I are like friends, confidants, teachers and students, but there is a feeling missing. He taught me a lot, and I was assimilated by him. There is love and affection between us, but it is not love. I'm pregnant with this thing. Speaking of which, his words rang back in his mind that night.

Can she believe it? She seemed to have waited too long, so long that she gave up. Xue Yihuai loves her, and she still thinks his words are untrue.

Yu Wen didn't know what to say, Yi Ze was a good boy, and so was Yi Huai. Even if there are some things in the past that he has not explained until now, Jin Nan said that Yihuai has a hard time.

Pushing away Nian Nian is for her good, Yu Wen believes this.