082 Confession
(Cat flutter Chinese) Xiangxi encountered a lot of trouble, and that trouble was Chen Zhi, and Chen Zhi's ex-girlfriend Tang Si who was unspoken in order to release a record.
To be precise, Xiang Xi likes Chen Shi, and Chen Shi seems to have that meaning, so something indescribable happened to these two people, and when Chen Shi's ex-girlfriend Tang Si came back.
Chen Zhi, that bastard, actually ran away as soon as he was done.
Of course, the so-called indescribable things are all our guesses from Chen Shi's character and Xiang Xi's performance afterwards, but this guess is not far from ten, otherwise Xiang Xi will not be hit, and Chen Shi will not bow his head to others when he is right.
Not long after I met Chen Shi, I heard about Tang Si from Xu Niya, so I could imagine Xiangxi's current situation.
Moreover, it was I who brought Chen Shi to her, and in the final analysis, I have a great responsibility.
I was determined to go back to Tianjin, so my mother could only tell me to be careful.
The person who went to pick me up at the airport was Si Chen.
Also, Xu Nia can't take care of himself now, and it's the same situation to the west, but Si Chen's appearance is still unexpected, it's been a long time since I've walked side by side so naturally, he pulled my suitcase, and his other hand didn't deliberately come over to touch me, so he honestly stuck it in his pants pocket.
Tall, much taller than when I was in high school, I don't feel oppressive when I follow him, but I feel very down-to-earth.
I didn't have this feeling when I was with Qi Xiang, Qi Xiang always walked beside or behind me, and Chen Shi didn't either, he carried the guitar on his back every time, holding a cigarette in his hand, and he was unhappy all day.
"What are you laughing at?" Si Chen turned to look at me.
I shook my head, "You're so free." ”
"Oh, well, take a leave of absence. He pursed his mouth, revealing some shyness, "Chen Shi and I are used to missing class. ”
I pretended to be angry, "Why do I think it's just a bad boy showing off that he doesn't study well." ”
Si Chen raised his hand at me, and finally only brushed the hair on the side of my cheek behind my ear, "Let's eat first, right?"
I thought that he came to pick me up so early in the morning, and he must not even have time to eat, how could anyone take the initiative to make breakfast when the men of them lived together.
Si Chen saw that I didn't speak, so he changed his words: "I'll send you back first." ”
"No, let's eat first. ”
When I was eating, I looked at Si Chen's hand for the first time, and it was okay to hold chopsticks, not unstable, but I could see that he was struggling. This is true, and if you don't use this hand any more, I'm afraid the situation will be even worse.
I didn't think so much about it when I looked at the menu, so I just ordered a tofu and a steamed fish, which happened to be not particularly easy to clip.
I really don't know how Si Chen came over these years, and the first time I saw him have to overcome a trivial thing that was so simple that it couldn't be simpler before, my heart was sour and uncomfortable.
He smiled at me, as if to reassure me that he was okay.
I was in a mess, but I still took the initiative to put the food in his bowl.
Actually, what I really wanted to tell him was that you don't have to be so strong, and it's okay to rely on others once in a while. In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I didn't think of myself as his other person at all, but there was a lack of an opportunity for us to be truly braver.
When I returned to the rental house on Fifth Avenue, I learned that Xiangxi had moved out, and when it came to Xiangxi and Chen Zhi, Si Chen felt as guilty as I did, and he said that he had explained it clearly to Xiangxi.
But explanation doesn't mean solving me, and neither of us can get past our own level.
Xiang Xi moved away from the rental house, or moved to Chen Shi's house, a fool can imagine that Chen Shi can't do anything particularly disciplined, in case he really starts to mess up now, then Xiang Xi's grievances are too great.
Si Chen persuaded me, and he said: "Chen Shi still likes to go west. ”
I don't understand.
Si Chen said that they were all men, and he could see it.
This is the bystander Qing, Si Chen can see Chen Zhi's feelings clearly, but he has never been sure what I think of him, so the step forward is just as difficult for him.
Si Chen wanted to go back to practice, so I simply cleaned up the house and went to find Xiangxi.
She didn't look as bad as I thought, she still lived with Chen Shi, and I heard Xu Nia say that Chen Shi was hiding from Xiangxi, and didn't tell her that the house belonged to Chen Shi.
When I heard that, I thought why was I so annoyed by Chen Zhi, he himself was not honest enough, and he was careful to prevent others from pestering him all day long, if it weren't for Xu Nia and Si Chen's intention to persuade peace, I really planned to go back to the west.
But in other people's lives, it is not my turn to choose for her, and after a long time, I also understood that if Xiang Xi really shrank back when something happened to me like me, then she would really miss a lifetime of happiness.
Regarding the matter of me and Si Chen, Xiangxi also persuaded me in turn, so that I should not have a psychological burden.
I just smiled and assured her that I would be fine.
As for my request to let her go back to live with me, Xiangxi refused, thinking she was still angry with me, but she said: "I will be cowardly when I move back, and I will pay the rent myself, so I won't let him look down." ”
This girl is still the same person I know, she likes to be strong but soft on the outside and tough on the inside.
In the past few days since I came back, I spent most of my time with Xiangxi, and Xiangxi avoided Chen Zhi and a few of them, so I hid with her, so I didn't see Si Chen, and Si Chen didn't send me text messages. At this time he texted me, and I really couldn't have felt more than embarrassed.
Thank you for understanding me enough.
After a few more days, Xiangxi suddenly said that he was going to watch SLAM practice, and I heard that their performance at the music festival was favored by a record company, which is still a big company, and recently I was going to go to Jianghu to see their scene again, and if I was satisfied, I would talk about follow-up cooperation.
For those of us in our circle, being favored by a record company is a feeling like being admitted to university, and you can imagine how important this audition will be to SLAM.
I think I can understand that she was a fan of SLAM long before I met Chen Shi, and Chen Shi is not the only one in the band, with Xiangxi's character, she will not go to cheer for Xu Nia for Chen Shi.
And when I thought of meeting Si Chen soon, my heart was also up and down.
Because they haven't rented a practice room, several of them practice in a shared house, and the living room is barely able to cope with soundproof cotton. And although I have been "dating" with Chen Shi for a while, I really haven't been to where they live, and I'm mentally prepared that the house where the three men live together is not clean.
I was ready to go in, and the moment I actually opened the door was still ......
It turned out that this was not an ordinary rehearsal, but a surprise......
It turned out that the object of surprise this time was not Xiangxi, who I always thought was the protagonist, but me......
I won't go into detail about the decoration in the room, anyway, it's like flower balloons and all kinds of plush toys, who said that this kind of vulgarity, looking at other people's will feel vulgar, prepared for yourself, no matter how vulgar it feels, it will feel different.
Xu Nia and Chen Shi stood aside to accompani, and in the middle was Si Chen, who played and sang by himself today, singing the song that Chen Shi used to trick me into taking the bait when I met for the first time.
Thinking about it now, it's no wonder that I followed Chen Shi back to Tianjin after listening to a few words of that song, because it was written by Si Chen, because he wrote it, so I didn't have any resistance at all, if some things were predestined a long time ago, then my defeat to Si Chen must have been doomed a long time ago.
This time, Si Chen finished the song, and sang it to me himself.
But I wasn't mentally prepared, I often wanted to run away in a hurry, and when I was about to open the door, Xonia suddenly kicked Si Chen with that injured leg, and then threw himself at him.
It must be nothing if Xu Nia really pounces, but Si Chen may not be fine.
I ran back, but in the end, I still blocked Xu Niya's bitter plan, and by the way, I also completely exposed the concerns and concerns in my heart.
Si Chen almost fell down when he was hit by Xu Niya, and after being grabbed by me, he simply pulled me into his arms and hugged me.
I pushed him, but Si Chen didn't plan to let him go.
"Xiangxiang, I like you. To be exact, to love you. ”
"What's wrong with you, so many people. I pushed Si Chen, and I was indeed a little embarrassed, but I was reluctant to push too hard, but I was hugged tighter.
He continued: "I can't let go, as if I've never confessed to you seriously, and I wouldn't have dared today, but I really want to tell you that I love you, very much." You are like my life, I have done too many wrong and hurt you too much in the past, I have always felt that I am not worthy of you in my life, and the only way to make up for it is to make you forget me. But I can't forget you, I've been thinking about you every day and every night all these years, this kind of missing makes me feel painful, but then I realized that if you don't even have the qualifications to miss, life is better than death. Chen Xiang, without you, my heart will die. ”
Xu Nia muttered beside him that it was really not mainstream.
Actually, I really want to follow a +1, but I still can't compete with Si Chen's hug and this feeling of being lost and regained.
Why do human beings have such sensual confessions and cheesy thoughts, that is not made up out of thin air, it is a little vulgar, but it is a real feeling.
Si Chen asked me: "Chen Xiang, can you be my girlfriend." ”
I nodded, and I said, "Okay." ”
(In fact, Si Chen's love for Chen Xiang is > Chen Xiang's love for Si Chen, he has more guilt and a sense of responsibility in his heart, although Chen Xiang has also loved Si Chen wholeheartedly, but she is more frank when they are separated............................................................................................. )
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