When he was more comfortable, he climbed back into bed and slept for a while, and when he opened his eyes, it was already dark.

I don't feel like I slept much, why is it getting dark?

When I touched my phone, it was seven or eight o'clock at night, and I was still able to sleep.

I remembered that people often say that people who can sleep are heartless, so I made excuses for myself: I can't sleep, winter is coming, and it's normal to sleep longer during the hibernation period.

I got up and turned on the light and went downstairs, and saw Qin Jianghao taking off his coat and putting it on the clothes rack.

Xu heard the movement of my walking, he looked up at me, his face was expressionless, and then turned his head away.

Looking at him like this, a flood of power gathered in his stomach, remembering the previous text message, he couldn't bear to stare at him, and asked, "Today is your mobile phone Fu Yan, right?"

He looked up at me again, his brow furrowed slightly, but he didn't speak.

I was on the fence, and I couldn't stop the anger in my heart, "How much you usually look down on me, you just tell me face to face, don't use other people's mobile phones to sow discord." ”

His face sank and he scolded me coldly, "Crazy." ”

I ran downstairs and stood in front of him, looking up and glaring at him, "Qin Jianghao, I know that you have always looked down on me, and I didn't expect you to look down on me, I admit that you are right in what you said today, but I hope that if we have any unhappiness, we will come clearly, and don't implicate others." ”

He frowned tightly, his face was already extremely ugly, but there was a trace of doubt in his eyes, "What did I send you?"

Do you want to play stupid with me?" I was so angry that I wanted to smoke him, but after weighing the disparity in strength between the two of us, the weak were not the strong, and finally chose not to be impulsive.

"Neuropathy. He threw down three words at me, then carried his briefcase upstairs.

"You always look like this annoying, that's why so many people liked to beat you when you were a child. I couldn't hold back my temper and popped out a sentence that I didn't intended, although I regretted it after saying it, but it was too late, so I could only freeze in place.

Qin Jianghao stopped his pace and didn't turn his head to look at me, but I could feel the aura around him that had obviously changed, and my heart instantly became nervous.

Those things about his childhood are his bottom line, I know it, but I still lose my words.

Seeing that he didn't stay where he was for long, he left without saying a word, and instead of relaxing, he masochistically hoped that he would be angry at me.

At least venting the anger at the moment is much better than holding back a sudden outburst one day or digesting it silently.

I just vented to him, so now I don't have any anger in my heart, but I don't even have the confidence, and I begin to regret what I said before, a thousand entanglements.

Shall I apologize to him?

But he was at fault first, and he didn't apologize to me.

However, it seems that I spoke a little more heavily and exposed his scars, so I should go and apologize to him.

But he also spoke too much, and it hurt my heart......

I struggled like this for a long time, and finally I didn't have the courage to apologize to him, so I casually found a reason to stuff myself, so that I didn't have to sleep because of guilt, but I was groggy and dreamed.

Actually, it wasn't a dream, because even in a dream, I knew it was a real thing.

This matter is also related to Qin Jianghao, it was from elementary school.

One day when I was in class, I wanted to go to the toilet and asked the teacher for leave to go out, but I saw him standing outside Qin Jianghao's classroom with an indifferent face, looking straight at the playground downstairs, not knowing what he was thinking.

I bent over to avoid their teacher's gaze, then slowly rubbed in front of him, gloatingly tugged at his school pants, and asked him if he had done something bad again, so he was punished.

He looked down at me, then rolled his eyes at me and ignored me.

At this time, the bell rang without warning, I was startled, and before I stood up, I saw their teachers and classmates coming out of the classroom one after another, but they didn't go out of the classroom, but they all gathered around Qin Jianghao, and I was surrounded in the middle, but no one paid attention to me who was still squatting on the ground.

Their teacher looked at him, his eyebrows furrowed very much, his eyes were disgusted and cold, and he asked him loudly: "Qin Jianghao, do you know that you are wrong?"

Qin Jianghao didn't even look at his teacher, his eyes were still looking at the playground downstairs, as if he could see God, and ignored his teacher's words.

"What is your attitude towards the teacher?" The teacher was obviously mad by him, and reached out and pulled him violently, but his hand did not let go of his little arm for a long time.

The other students may not have noticed, but I could tell that the teacher was pinching him. When I was disobedient, my mother pinched me like this, but I was the meat that fell from my mother's body, so she didn't do anything ruthless, but I looked at the teacher's strength, and I was clearly ruthless.

If it had been someone else, he would have cried a long time ago, but Qin Jianghao didn't even frown. Maybe it's because of this, so the teacher felt that he didn't hurt him, and the more he started, the more he got worse.

At that time, I was also afraid of the teacher, and I didn't know what to do, so I could only stand up anxiously and pray to the teacher with small eyes, hoping that she would stop pinching Qin Jianghao.

But the teacher didn't see me at all, and only asked Qin Jianghao vigorously, "Where did you hide Feng Nini's fountain pen?" Hurry up and hand it over, it was brought back to her by someone else's father from the United States, do you know how expensive it is, hand it over quickly, otherwise let your mother come over tomorrow and lose money." ”

Qin Jianghao is a person, maybe you scold him and beat him, but when it comes to his mother, he finally reacts as if his soul is in his mind.

"I said that I didn't take her, you don't bother. He turned his head and yelled at the teacher.

was so rude and dragged the words, and where could the angry teacher listen, and began to verbally insult him, "Some classmates said that they saw you take it, but you still don't admit it, you don't learn well at a young age, and you will be a robber when you grow up in the future." ”

The children on the side of the crowd instantly shouted, "Robber!"

"Robber!"

"Qin Jianghao is a robber!"

"Robber Qin Jianghao!"

Later, the teacher pinched him for a while, and when he refused to hand over the pen, he turned his head angrily and went to the office, threatening to call his mother.

Qin Jianghao has been punished from the morning to the end of school, and when I went to go home with him, I saw him squatting on the ground next to him picking up his schoolbag and notebook.

I went to help him pick it up, but I didn't see any pens, so I asked him, "Did you really take someone else's pen?"

He frustrated himself and threw the book into his bag, ignoring me.

"I don't think you took someone's pen. I added in a whisper.

I believed him, but he ignored me. I got angry, "Look at you, if you don't speak, it's no wonder you want to be pinched by the teacher!"

He still ignored me, patted the dust on his bag, and walked to the door on his back.

I yelled behind his back, "Why are you always like this, you don't say anything, that's why you keep getting beaten." ”

I woke up from my dream violently, and subconsciously reached out to cover my arm, obviously it was Qin Jianghao who was pinched, but I seemed to be able to feel the pain in my arm.

Probably, this feeling is called distress.

When I was a child, whether Qin Jianghao was beaten by his mother or by his teacher, I felt that it was because he always disdained people and did not explain or refute, so people thought that he acquiesced, he didn't know the pain, so his attitude towards him was even worse.

If he could explain it well, wouldn't he be able to take a lot less beatings?

But now I remember from my dream that he had explained, but the teacher didn't listen to him at all, so he had such a bad attitude that he didn't bother to explain when I asked him. Is it because the explanation is useless at all, because no one else will believe him at all?

But if I believe it, and I tell him that I believe him, why doesn't he explain it to me? Is it because he thinks it's useless to explain to me?

Turned over and got out of bed, put on slippers and ran out of the room, and then went to smash Qin Jianghao's room door.

It took a long time for the door to open, and he looked at me with a gloomy face, and asked angrily, "What are your nerves at night?"

I don't know what nerves I'm having, anyway, I remember that he was pinched by the teacher's arm in the dream, but he still looked stubborn. If I refused to give in, my heart hurt very much. couldn't help but step forward and reached out to hug him.

Tears fell instantly, "Qin Jianghao, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that before, I just wanted to hear you explain it to me, but I was so annoyed if you didn't explain." After saying that, she rubbed a handful of tears on his chest.

Qin Jianghao still maintained the action of opening the door, and let me hold it for a long time without moving, I got angry again, looked up and glared at him, "Why don't you say it......"

Before I finished speaking, I was stunned. As we were too close, I looked up and spoke, and my mouth accidentally touched his chin.

"Brush", I could clearly feel my face burning hot, and I took a step back sharply, and at the same time let go of the hand holding him.

Qin Jianghao was also obviously stunned, I don't know if it was because I was stunned when I hugged him before, or because I was stunned from the time I kissed his chin.

The sadness in my heart has already dissipated a lot because of this embarrassment, and my reason instantly returned to the nest, and I suddenly found that what I did was crazy.

Why did he come to knock on his door in the middle of the night and didn't say anything, he still hugged him and cried and said crazy things, and finally kissed him!

To die, it's crazy.

I covered my face and began to explain to him incoherently, "I'm sorry, I just had a nightmare, I was traveling at night, I don't know what I just said, you shouldn't have heard it, I'm sorry, I disturbed your sleep, bye!"

After saying that, he quickly ran back to his room, climbed into bed, covered himself in the quilt, and began to regret and go crazy.

Remembering that Qin Jianghao never said a word to me from beginning to end, he felt even more embarrassed and embarrassed in his heart.